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你真美 You're beautiful.
谢谢夸奖 Thank you.
《迷醉》前情提要
我当时没察觉茱尔丝恋爱了 I didn't know it at the time, but Jules was falling in love.
我真的很喜欢他 I really like him.
谁啊 "害羞小伙118"吗 Who? ShyGuy118?
他叫泰勒 His name is Tyler.
谁一直给你发短信啊 Who keeps texting you?
什么鬼 What the fuck.
我爱你 I love you.
我更爱你 I love you more.
你得帮帮我 I need your help.
我想拍几张高逼格的半裸照 I want professional partial nudes.
我从未遇见过茱尔丝这样的人 I've never met anyone like Jules.
抱歉 对不起 我该走了 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I should go.
你不想再自我毁灭时 联系我 Let me know when you want to stop trying to kill yourself.
我不懂 I don't understand
看心理医生而已 为什么要跑这么远 why we have to drive seven hours to see a psychiatrist.
因为我们希望让你接受最好的治疗 Because... we want the best care possible for you.
茱尔丝11岁时 When Jules was eleven years old,
她妈带她出了趟远门 her mother took her on a road trip.
救命
西班牙超现实主义画家
-达里不是性侵犯吗 -是吗 - Wasn't Dali, like, a sexual predator? - Was he?
我没听说过此事 I hadn't heard that before.
那我把画拿走吧 Would you like me to take it down?
不用了 画得不错 No. It's a cool painting.
确实画得不错 It is a cool painting.
医生为人体贴周到 He was actually really sweet, though.
他们俩聊了一个多小时 They talked for over an hour,
茱尔丝后来才意识到 她居然没撒过谎 and only later did Jules realize that she hadn't lied once.
心理治疗结束后 他们提出带她参观一下"公寓" After the session, they wanted to give her a tour of the Unit.
-"公寓"是什么 -就像你的第二个家 - Well, what's the Unit? - Think of it like a second home,
孩子们在这儿可以学着接受真正的自我 where children can learn how to feel better about themselves.
好吧 Okay.
我带你逛逛 Let me give you a tour.
这里是公共区域 So, this is our common area,
我们在这里进行群体治疗 where we have group sessions,
看电影 玩游戏 上美术课 watch movies, play games, have art class.
周二进行狗狗疗法 On Tuesdays we have canine therapy.
周四进行音乐疗法 Thursdays we have music therapy.
-凯医生 -艾伦 - Dr. Kay! - Allan!
吃我的屌吧 贱人 Suck my dick, you fucking cunt!
艾伦 Allan!
通常是两人一间房 Usually there's two to a room,
具体要看住院病人数量 depending on how many patients are with us.
小孩子们住在这里吗 So the kids live here?
在此短暂逗留 For short periods of time.
这里是禁闭室 And this is the quiet room.
我要操翻你 凯医生 I'm gonna fucking rape you, Dr. Kay!
罚你在禁闭室再待半小时 杰西 You just bought yourself another 30 minutes in the quiet room, Jesse.
就在此时 茱尔丝萌生退意 It was around then when Jules thought
她不想再参观了 she had just about had enough of the tour.
我想回家了 I think I wanna go home.
茱尔丝也是在此刻才意识到 And that's when Jules realized,
这根本不是参观 this wasn't a tour at all.
她妈精心设计 把她送进了精神病院 It was an elaborate plan to admit her to a fucking psychiatric hospital.
妈 妈 Mom! Mom!
不不不 不要 No, no, no, no, no!
不要 不要 No! No! No!
挣扎期间 During the ensuing struggle,
茱尔丝不小心划伤了护理人员的脸 Jules accidentally scratched an RA across the face,
她为此深感歉疚 which she felt really guilty about.
但歉疚很快转为愤怒... But quickly, that guilt turned into anger...
而愤怒最终化为了挫败感 and that anger, into defeat.
我叫茱尔丝 Hi. I'm Jules.
-你感觉如何 -好点了 - How are you feeling? - Better.
很好 那就好 Good. Good.
向大家自我介绍一下 说说你为何在此 Why don't you tell the group a little about yourself and why you're here.
我说不上来 I don't know.
大概因为我一直很悲伤吧 Maybe because I was, like, sad for a really long time.
"一直"是多久 What do you mean by a long time?
大概从七八岁时起 就这样了 Maybe since I was seven or eight or something.
我已经看过很多医生了 And I've been to see, like, a bunch of doctors.
我也服用过各种各样的药物 I've been on, like, a bunch of medications,
但都无济于事... but nothing's really helped, so...
也许强制手套会管用吧 Maybe these mitts will do the trick.
茱尔丝 你自残吗 And, Jules, do you self-injure?
事实上 茱尔丝讨厌自己 The truth was, Jules hated herself.
她讨厌自己大脑的运作方式 She hated how her brain worked...
她的大脑会因一个想法而卡住 the way it would get stuck on a thought,
从而噎到自己 like choking.
专注于当下 All right. Keep present.
大脑会陷入无尽的循环 And it would just play on an infinite loop,
直到她停止思考 until she couldn't think
无法呼吸 濒临死亡 or breathe or stand to be alive.
克服并非易事 茱尔丝 This is hard, Jules.
你一定可以挺过去 You're going to get through it, okay?
但她不仅讨厌自己的大脑 She didn't just hate her brain, though.
她还讨厌自己的身体 但不是每个部位都讨厌 She hated her body, not every part,
只讨厌肩膀 手臂 just her shoulders, and her arms,
双手 and her hands.
还有胸部 腹部 大腿 Also her chest, her stomach, her thighs.
她最讨厌膝盖了 Her knees were the worst.
还很讨厌脚踝和肥大的双脚 Plus her ankles, and her big, fucking, stupid feet.
她讨厌自己的人生 并非因为过得不好 She hated her life, not because it was bad,
而是因为 痛恨自己的大脑和身体之人 but because when you hate your brain and your body,
很难享受人生 it's hard to enjoy the rest.
于是 茱尔丝想出了一些应对方式 So, Jules developed a few coping mechanisms.
男厕所
这些方式都很伤身 None of them healthy,
有的甚至残暴到令父母把她送入了... and a few scary enough to land her in...
你喜欢"公寓"吗 So, how are you liking the Unit?
还行吧 It's okay.
-你交到朋友了吗 -没有 - Are you making any friends? - Not really.
很快就会有了 Well, that'll change.
等等 能把这罐留给我吗 Wait. Can you leave me the rest?
好 Sure.
他把人伤得不轻 This guy did some damage.
艾伦 Allan?
我做了件蠢事 I did something really stupid.
怎么了吗 Is everything okay?
很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
拜托 别生我的气 Please don't be mad at me.
茱尔丝后来病情好转 回到了家 Eventually Jules got better and came home.
但她母亲病情恶化 离开了人世 But her mom got worse and went away.
她父亲辞了职 只为在家陪她 And her dad quit his job to be closer to home,
她很开心 因为她爱爸爸 which she liked, 'cause she loved her dad.
13岁时 她开始变性 By 13, she started to transition.
16岁时 茱尔丝频繁约炮 And by 16, Jules had gotten a little slutty.
她遇到的男人都一个德行 And every guy was the same:
原性别者 白人 已婚人士 cis, white, married,
已订婚或有多年女友 engaged, in long-term relationships,
他们总是... and always, always...
我是钢铁直男 I mean, I'm a hundred percent straight.
好吧 Cool.
你喜欢在上面吗 So do you like top?
-不 -那就好 - No. - Cool.
因为我不喜欢在下面 'Cause that's, like, not my thing.
有的男人很贴心 有的男人则很奇葩 Some were sweet. Some were weird.
还有些人 做爱时很强暴 And a few were aggressive.
吐出来 Spit.
每当她被虐得很惨时... And whenever anything got too uncomfortable...
茱尔丝就假装自己灵魂出窍 Jules would just imagine that she wasn't really herself,
她其实在旁观别人的生活 and this wasn't really her life.
她只是虚构作品中的一个虚构人物 She was just a character in a book or a movie or a show.
一切都是假象 即便是真 又能如何呢 That none of it was real, and if it was, how did it matter?
这具身体本就不属于她 It's not like her body ever really belonged to her in the first place.
但这都不重要了 她把纷乱的思绪抛诸脑后 But fuck it. She'd save it for the memoirs.
因为当晚 她遇到了新闺蜜 'Cause that was the night she met her new best friend.
虽然她从没谈过恋爱 And although she had never really been in a relationship
甚至没动过真心 or even in, like, love,
但茱尔丝早就想好要和她的新闺蜜共度余生 she imagined spending the rest of her life with her.
她们会一起住在纽约的破公寓 How they'd live together in some shitty New York apartment,
也许两人都会恋爱 但每晚总会一起入睡 and maybe date other people, but always sleep in the same bed.
她甚至曾将想法告诉了小茹 不过可能并不该说 She even said it to her once, which was probably a mistake,
原因很复杂 for, like, a lot of reasons.
而且 她当时还没爱上泰勒 Plus, that was before she fell for Tyler,
还没被泰勒迷得神魂颠倒 like, hard, like, really hard.
你笑什么 What are you smiling about?
感恩生活美好吧 I don't know. Just... life.
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迷醉 第一季 第四集
翻译 吹爆木兰预告の艾琳娜
校对 艾琳娜·盼我天仙大红大紫
时间轴 海星星 艾琳娜
后期 渔夫
我没有特别喜欢的事情 There's nothing I'm really passionate about.
总监 Elena777
没有非要做或说的事 You know, like, I'm not dying to say or do anything, really.
每次我向大家坦露心迹 And every time I admit that to people,
他们都会觉得这样很可悲 但是... they're like, "Oh, my gosh, that's so sad." But...
我觉得多数人都是如此 I think that's the case for most people.
我妈是如此 You know? Like, when I look at my mom or...
我同学也是如此 like, the kids at my school--
从他们社交媒体上的动态就能看出来 like, their profiles or their posts and their Tumblr rants...
大家也都过得稀里糊涂 迷茫无助 you realize they're all just fucked up, too... and lost.
只是他们都得掩饰真相... They just have a reason to mask it...
为了不让家人担忧 whether it be, like, their, their families
后期 渔夫
拴住男友 博取关注 or their boyfriends or their hashtag activism.
总监 Elena777
他们都只是借助表面的光鲜亮丽 And they're just reaching for something
-粉饰人生的虚无 -小茹... - to make it all seem meaningful. - Rue...
但有时 我就会想... But sometimes I just sit and think...
-小茹 小茹 -何必伪装呢 - Rue. Rue. - like, what's the point?
小茹 这些都与我无关 Rue, I don't give a shit.
-你为何打给我 -说实话... - Why'd you call me? - Honestly...
除了你 我无人可求 I didn't really have anybody else to call.
你经历了什么 才会打给我 Well, what happened to make you call?
就是... You know...
老一套... just like...
赶紧开门 Open the fucking door!
该死 Fuck!
就平常那些破事儿 just the usual bullshit.
小茹 瘾君子从不求助 Rue, you know that drug addicts don't reach out for help
除非别无选择了 unless there's no options.
你到底怎么了 So what happened?
我之前去见了我的闺蜜 I was with my best friend.
我们刚认识不久 Okay, well, she's-- I mean, she's a new friend,
但每天形影不离 but we hang out every day.
我真是太蠢了 It's stupid. It's stupid.
-怎么了 -我就是... - What? - I just...
我误解了她对我的感情 I misread... the whole situation.
这下 我俩再见面... And now it's gonna be really, really, really...
就会超级尴尬 really fucking awkward.
与她相遇... And I guess that hanging out with her was...
是我从久以来遇到过最大的幸运 was the best thing that's happened to me in a while, so...
你对她的情感 是否觉得似曾相识 Does the way in which you feel about her remind you of anything?
-什么意思 -沉迷 - What do you mean? - You know, like... the obsession,
快活之感 戒断之痛 the feelings, the withdrawal.
吸毒的感觉吗 What, like drugs?
没错 Bingo.
可转移目标不是好事吗 Okay, but this is a good thing.
你第一次吸毒时 不也感觉良好吗 Didn't drugs feel real good the first time you tried 'em?
该死 Shit.
今晚肯定生意火爆 Yeah. It's gon' be a good night, tonight, man.
我们大赚一笔 Let's get this money.
你好啊 兄弟 What's good, bro?
该死 Fuck.
-你想玩旋转球吗 -不想 - You wanna go on the Gravitron? - No.
-摩天轮呢 -不玩 - The Ferris wheel? - Nope.
-为什么 -因为我还没活够呢 - Why? - Because I don't wanna die.
你在哪儿 我在摩天轮旁边啊 Where are you? I'm standing by the fucking Ferris wheel.
我没看到你 I don't see you.
你怎么总这样 Why do you always do this to me?
要死了 要死了 We're gonna die, die!
天呐 My God.
打住 别叫了 Stop! Stop!
别乱动 椅子晃来晃去 Stop! You're rocking the fucking thing.
-你都弄晃了 -天呐 - You're rocking-- - My God.
你到底在哪个摩天轮附近 Yo, are you at this Ferris wheel or that Ferris wheel?
我怎么知道你在哪儿 Well, how the fuck am I supposed to know which one you're at?
你又没说清楚... You don't fucking tell me--
我知道了 这就过去 我... Yeah, I know, I know. I'm on my way. I--
我怎么知道这儿有俩摩天轮 How am I supposed to know that there's two Ferris wheels?
-你怎么穿成妓女就来了 -什么 - Yo, why are dressed like a hooker? - What?
天呐 麦迪 我父母也在 Jesus Christ, Maddy. I'm here with my parents.
那又怎样 嘉年华就要玩得开心啊 So what? It's the carnival.
不行 今天有辣椒酱烹饪大赛 No. It's the chili cook-off.
这是大事 It's very important.
你穿成这样 不适合摆摊卖货 I can't have you hanging out at the booth dressed like that.
说不定能提升销量呢 Yeah, well maybe it'll sell better.
我没跟你开玩笑 Yo, this isn't a fucking joke, okay?
你这么凶干什么 Why are you being like this?
-我爸妈本来就不喜欢你 -什么 - Listen, my parents already don't like you. - What?
回家换衣服 Go home, get changed,
穿成人样再来 该死 and come back looking like a person. Fuck.
-你们又分手了 -没有 - Well, did you break up again? - No.
-像是又分手了啊 -没有 - Looks like you broke up again. - No, we didn't.
要我说 她就是个祸害 If you ask me, she's a distraction.
快点啊 Hurry up, guy, go!
等等 Hold on.
天呐 茱尔丝 My God. Jules!
快来呀 Come!
不想死 就规矩一点 Hands and feet inside the ride unless you want to die.
我好害怕呀 I'm really fucking scared.
不要啊 No!
-我想你了 -我也想你 - I missed you. - I missed you, too.
她好像爱上她了 I think she's in love with her.
真的吗 Really?
嗯 小茹应该是爱上茱尔丝了 Yeah, like... Rue is in love with Jules, I think.
-你生我气了吗 -没有呀 - Are you mad at me? - No. No, no.
你生我气了吗 Are you mad at me?
-没有 -那就好 - No. - Okay.
你不觉得吗 Don't you think?
我没往这方面想过 I hadn't really thought about it.
不好说 I don't know.
我们能假装忘记那件尴尬的事儿吗 Can we just pretend like what I did wasn't super-weird?
-不尴尬呀 -挺丢人的 但是... - It wasn't weird. It-- - It was weird, but...
我们可以当作没发生过 we don't have to talk about it.
什么没发生过呀 Talk about what?
-没事 -好 - Nothing. - Right.
我去找朋友了 Okay. Anyway, I'm gonna go catch some friends.
-好 -好 - All right. - Okay.
雅各布斯先生 Mr. Jacobs.
漫威旗下的超级英雄
-"海洋霸主麦凯" -我刚刚就看到你了 - Stingray McKay. - I see you--
-我看到你在摆摊了 -辣椒酱 - I see what you got going on over here. - All right, chili.
我尝尝 Let me get some.
-你好啊 兄弟 -你好啊 - Yo, what's up, brother? - How you doin', man?
你们俩是情侣吗 What are you... Are you guys, like, in a relationship?
-不是 就是普通朋友 -普通朋友啊 - Nah, we're just chillin'. - Are you just chillin'?
对 普通朋友 Yeah, we're chillin'.
好吧 Okay.
-好吧 -我怎么没看到你上场啊 - Okay. - Why haven't I seen you on the field?
大一新生都有个过渡期而已 Just freshmen got to earn their due, that's all.
你要是这副态度 You take that attitude,
就得坐一辈子冷板凳了 you'll spend the rest of your life on the bench.
小事一桩而已 雅各布斯先生 It's really not that big of a deal, Mr. Jacobs.
这才第一季 It's just the first season.
不 这可不是小事 No, it is a big deal.
你的滑步无人能及 You got one of the best slide-steps I've ever seen.
你有大好前途 天赋卓越 You've got promise. You've got talent.
你对自己要求不够严格 You're not pushing yourself hard enough.
爸 不用担心麦凯啦 Dad, I think McKay's gonna be just fine.
我就是想帮他留住她 I'm just trying to help him keep a girl like her.
何必呢 我们又不是情侣 Why? It's not like we're in a relationship.
而且 我对橄榄球根本不感兴趣 Plus, I don't even care about football.
不仅关乎橄榄球 It's not just football.
更关乎人生 It's life.
专心钻研 It's about maintaining your focus.
全神贯注地完成每件事 It's about putting your all into everything you do.
不然 我的商业帝国从何而来 Why do you think I have the business I have?
美满的家庭从何而来 Why do think I have the family I have?
我的成功从何而来 The success that I have?
若非如此 我的辣椒酱 Why do think this chili
怎会连续五年获评最佳 has been voted best chili in the county five years in a row?
因为你不肯认输 'Cause you refuse to lose.
不是 No.
人活于世 要有理想追求 It's about who you want to become in the world.
我是为你好 I'm just lookin' out for you.
-慢走啊 -凯茜 - Bye. - Cassie.
-她怎么了 -别这么毒舌 - What the fuck is her problem? - Come on, bro.
凯茜 凯茜 Yo, Cass. Cass.
凯茜 别走 Cass, stop.
你为什么否认我们的关系 Why would you say that?
我们只是普通朋友吗 That we're just chillin'?
别小题大做 凯茜 我就是客套一下 It's not that big of a deal, Cass. It's a figure of speech.
-这是大事 -小事一桩 - It is a big deal. - It's really not.
你刚说过 你爱我 You literally just told me that you loved me.
这两件事有什么联系 What does that have to do with anything?
你刚告诉内特 我们俩不是情侣 You just told Nate that we're not even in a fucking relationship.
因为我太了解他了 他嘴里没好话 That's because I know the guy. He's just gonna talk shit.
-比如 -说你坏话 - Like what? - Like about you.
爆黑料 凯茜 Or whatever, Cassie.
什么黑料 What do you mean, whatever?
你干过的好事 Like whatever the fuck you've done.
我干了什么 麦凯 What have I done, McKay?
我现在不想跟你吵 凯茜 Look, I don't want to talk about this right now, Cass.
嘉年华多好玩啊 We're in the middle of a fucking carnival.
我不懂你在说什么 I don't know what you're talking about.
你的黑料又不是什么秘密 凯茜 It's not like it's that big of a fucking secret, Cassie.
算了 就这样吧 You know what? It's cool.
晚安 我得回家了 We should just call it a night. I gotta get back, anyway.
你想要什么 So, what you was lookin' for?
-分子毒 -卷饼摊那儿有 - Molly. - She over there workin' at the pretzel stand.
谢谢 Thank you.
玩得不开心吗 You're not having fun?
-不开心 -我也是 - No. - Yeah, me, neither.
来点"分子毒"吗 You wanna do Molly?
欢迎光临"疯狂卷饼" 来点什么 Welcome to Pretzelmania. Can I take your order?
你们要多少卷饼 How many pretzels do you want?
-我们可不吃碳水化合物 -两份 谢谢 - We don't eat carbs. - Two, please.
40块 That'll be forty.
内特劈腿了吗 So, you think Nate's cheating on you?
不好说 他最近举止怪异 I don't know. He's just been acting super-weird lately.
你翻过他的手机了吗 Have you gone through his phone?
翻手机可是我的拿手绝活 I've never not gone through someone's phone.
我们俩简直是绝配 Bitch, you're my soul mate.
谢谢 Thank you.
你和麦凯怎么了 Yo, what's going on with you and McKay?
你们俩不是相爱了吗 I thought you two were in love.
内特问麦凯 我俩是不是情侣 Nate asked McKay if were were in a relationship,
麦凯说 我们只是普通朋友 and McKay said that we were just chillin'.
-不是吧 -就是啊 - What? - Yeah.
让他俩去死吧 Honestly, fuck them both.
就是 Right?
我告诉你一件事 Okay, so if I tell you something,
你以生命起誓 不告诉任何人 you swear on your fucking life you won't say a word?
好啊 说吧 Yeah. What?
我翻了内特的手机 I went through Nate's phone.
内容很诡异 And it was weird.
-老天啊 -怎么了 - My fucking God. - What?
-那个人 -谁 - That's him. - Who?
那个男人 The guy.
-哪个男人 -旅馆那个人 - What guy? - The one from the motel.
指一下是哪个 Okay, what guy are we looking at, exactly?
带着围裙卖辣椒酱那个人 Okay, the one in the apron, serving the chili.
雅各布斯家
-我发誓 -不可能 茱尔丝 你知道那是谁吗 - I swear to God. - No fucking way. Jules, do you know who that is?
-知道啊 旅馆炮友 -那是卡尔·雅各布斯 - Yeah, the guy from the motel. - That's Cal Jacobs.
-那是谁 -内特·雅各布斯的父亲 - Who's that? - Nate Jacobs's dad.
-那是内特的父亲 -对 内特的父亲 - That's Nate's dad? - Yes, that's Nate's dad.
-不可能 -就是 - No fucking way! - Yes, fucking way.
-你胡说 -不是吧 - You're full of shit. - No way.
你胡说 You're full of shit.
你知道他是谁吗 Do you--Do you know who he is?
这个小镇一半都属于他 他是这里的建造者 He fucking owns half this town. He built it.
肯帕那边的所有公寓都归他所有 All the apartment buildings past Kemper, they're his.
-小茹 我发誓 -不可能 - Rue, I swear to God. - There's no way.
-他就是我的旅馆炮友 -不可能 - That's the guy I fucked. - There's no way.
胡扯 Bullshit.
我说的可是大实话 I'm being a hundred percent serious.
-你不相信我 -不信 - You--You don't believe me? - No, actually.
-我不信 -行 那你瞧好了 - I don't. - Okay. Watch.
你好 先生 Excuse me, sir.
要点什么 Hi. Can I help you?
能给我一小杯辣椒酱吗 Can I please have a small cup of chili?
没问题 Yeah, sure.
该死 抱歉 Shoot. Sorry.
没事 是我没拿稳 It--it's okay. It was my fault.
我再帮你盛一杯 I'll get you another cup.
一共两美元 收入会全部捐给橄榄球队 Hi. It's two dollars. All the proceeds go to the football team.
好 Cool.
谢谢 Thank you.
谢谢 Thanks.
内特 那是谁啊 Yo, Nate, who was that?
她叫茱尔丝 刚搬来 Her name's Jules. She's new here.
她也读东高 She goes to East Highland?
嗯 高二 Yeah. She's a junior.
我去 红颜祸水啊 Damn. That's jailbait.
男生可得小心了 That's too bad.
-太疯狂了 -你为什么逼我啊 - Nuts! - Why the fuck did you let me do that?
我没逼你 是你自己要去... I didn't let you do that! You just fucking--
你二话没说 就走过去了 You just did it. You went over there and you did it.
你看到他手抖了吗 Did you see that his hands were fucking shaking?
对 然后就撒了... Yes, and then he dropped--
他吓到把辣椒酱都撒了 And then he fucking dropped the chili!
-天呐 -他吓到把辣椒酱都洒了 - My God. - He dropped the fucking chili.
他把辣酱酱撒了 然后... He dropped the fucking chili. And then he--
然后你看向了我 And then you looked at me.
因为当时我在心里尖叫 Yeah, because I was screaming inside.
结果 他也看到我了 Yeah, well, that made him fucking look at me.
-他跟我对视了 -抱歉 - He looked at me in the fucking eyes. - I'm sorry.
我好羞耻啊 I feel so bad.
这是我做过最不厚道的事了 That was literally the meanest thing I've ever done.
该死 等下 我妈的电话 Shit, hold on. It's my mom.
妈 Hey, Mom.
对 没有 Yeah. Yeah, no.
她在旋转球里玩了20分钟了 Well, because she's been in the Gravitron for like 20 straight minutes.
好 我保证十点前带她回家 Yes, yes. I promise. We will be home by ten.
我也爱你 Okay, I love you, too.
显然 吉雅不接电话了 Apparently, Gia's not answering her phone.
直接转到语言信箱了 It's just going straight to voicemail.
火辣辣 It burns.
这么一想 还挺奇怪 It's so weird to think that, like,
无论如何 no matter what happens,
地球都照样转 谁也不管 the universe is just out here giving, like, zero fucks.
-你真好看 -谢谢 你也是 上衣不错 - You look super cute. - Thanks. You, too. I love that shirt.
谢谢 可惜我是飞机场 Thank you. Even though I have the same body as Bruno Mars.
-才没有 你可性感了 -少骗人了 - Shut up, you look hot. - No, I don't.
-真的呀 -才不是 - Yes, you do. - No, I don't,
你又不是一马平川 'cause these right here, they're cutlets.
-少哄我了 -信我吧 他们人很好 - No, they're not. - Trust me, these guys are super chill, okay?
别担心 Do not worry.
-你妈只吃有机食品吧 -对呀 - Your mom's, like, all organic, right? - Yeah. Yeah.
-问题就出在这儿 -什么意思 - There's your issue. - What do you mean?
有机食品不含促进发育的荷尔蒙 Organic food doesn't have any good hormones.
你得让她给你买普通食物 You gotta get her to buy, like, the regular stuff, okay?
普通食物是什么 What's the regular stuff?
-信我吧 还得喝牛奶 -才不 - Trust me. And milk, and milk. - No!
-我讨厌牛奶 -一天至少喝三杯 - I hate milk! - At least three glasses a day. Three glasses.
这就是我从小A杯升到满B杯的秘诀 That's how I went from a small A to a full B.
-好吧 我试试看 -听我的没错 - Fine, I'll try it. - I'm telling you.
-一定得试试 -他们多大了 - You gotta do it. - How old are the boys again?
和我们同龄 They're, like, our age. Yeah.
太多了 That's a lot.
-是啊 -真好喝 - I know. - They are so good.
-是吧 -我天天喝都不腻 - Right? - I could drink these, like, every day of my life.
-真好喝 -你再去买几杯思乐冰 - Yes. - How 'bout you grab another slushie,
我去买票 I go get more tickets,
我们喝个大醉 去坐摩天轮 怎么样 and then get super drunk and ride the Ferris wheel?
好 Deal.
-好 -行 - Okay. - Okay. All right.
好 All right.
-谢谢 -别客气 - Thank you. - No problem.
告诉你姐姐 Just tell your sister
-她周三真得帮我值班 -好 - I really need her to cover my shift on Wednesday. - Okay.
她都不回我短信 For real. She's not answering any of my texts.
我保证帮你转达 I promise you I will say something.
周三是我第一次见男友的家长 I'm supposed to meet my boyfriend's family for the first time.
这是大事 It's really important.
好 没问题 Yeah, I got you.
谢谢 你真好 Thank you. You're the best.
-让那一家人都去死吧 -就是 - Honestly, fuck that whole family. - For real.
看着千千镜中的我 'Cause right now I'm looking at a thousand versions of myself,
不仅外表美丽 内心还很充实 and not only do I look good, I fucking feel good.
-性感火辣 -他们要是不满 - It's a bitch. - So, if they've got something to say,
应该当面告诉我啊 they should just say it to my face, right?
-你也可以当面羞辱他们 -是啊 - Or you could just say it to their fucking face. - Right?
换我 就会这么做 That's what I would do.
-这是我们人生的转折点 -没错 - I feel like this is a turning point. - Totally.
我们应该做最火辣 We should just pick the hottest,
最自信 最霸气的自己 most confident, bad bitch version of ourselves,
以后在学校里昂首挺胸 and be that for the rest of the school year.
今年辣椒酱烹饪赛的赢家是... And this year's winner of the chili cook-off is...
卡尔·雅各布斯 Cal Jacobs!
连续六年蝉联冠军 Make it six years and running!
我不该来这儿 Yeah, I'm not supposed to be here right now,
因为我穿得像个妓女 because I'm dressed like a hooker,
你们都不喜欢我 and none of you like me,
但我就是想来道贺 but I just wanted to say congratulations.
麦迪 走开 Maddy, get out of--
你有什么毛病 What in God's name is your problem?
婊子 You, cunt.
你好啊 凯茜 'Sup, Cass?
你想骑旋转木马吗 You wanna ride the carousel?
好啊 Cool.
该死 她不接电话 Shit. She's not answering.
直接转到语音信箱了 It's just going straight to voicemail.
她跑不远 I mean, she can't be too far.
我半小时后 就得带她回家 Well, I have to get her home in like, 30 minutes.
-吉雅 -吉雅 - Gia! - Gia!
让一下 抱歉 Excuse me. Sorry.
吉雅 Gia!
-吉雅 -吉雅 - Gia! - Gia!
该死 这样吧 Fuck. Okay.
分开找更快 It'd be faster if we split up.
-好 短信联系 谢谢 -好 - Yeah. Okay. Text me. Thank you. - Okay.
你休想再让我在众人面前丢脸 I'm not gonna let you fucking embarrass me like that again,
我发誓 I swear to fucking God.
闭嘴 真是受够你了 Shut the fuck up! I'm fucking done with you!
-我真是受够你了 -你都念叨无数遍了 - I'm so fucking done with you. - So what else is new?
-我没开玩笑 -可不是吗 - I'm not fucking joking. - Yeah, fucking right.
说我妈是婊子 Calling my mom a cunt.
你他妈哪根筋搭错了 What the fuck is actually wrong with your fucking brain?
你也太大惊小怪了吧 I think you're overreacting.
你死定了 You're fucking dead to me.
去死吧 Fuck you.
-我有个疑问 -又怎么了 - I do have one question, though. - Yo, what?
那个姑娘肯定心理扭曲 Man, I'm telling you, that girl has some real, fucking issues.
我去趟洗手间 I have to use the bathroom.
吉雅 Gia!
还有烟吗 Got an extra cigarette?
天呐 你真性感 Damn, you're so fucking hot.
老娘可是"旋转木马女王" I could ride the carousel for hours!
-艾玛 -小茹 你好啊 - Emma. Yo. - Yo, Rue. What up?
-你看到吉雅了吗 -就在那边 - Have you seen Gia? - Yeah, like, over there.
-哪边 她在哪儿 -旋转球那儿 - Over where? Where is she? - You know. Like, the Gravitron.
-她在玩旋转球吗 -不是 她在旋转球附近 - Is she in the Gravitron? - No, she's like, by it.
我得去尿尿了 I--I really have to pee.
吉雅 Gia!
你是卢克·卡斯滕 Aren't you Luke Kasten?
对 Yeah.
你读过东高吧 You used to go to East Highland, right?
对 八辈子之前的事儿了 Yeah, like, fuckin' forever ago.
我初中时总听说你的"光荣事迹" I used to hear stories about you, like, all the time in middle school.
是吗 哪方面 Yeah? What kind of stories?
听说你... That you had a...
身怀巨屌 草遍全级女生 have a really big dick and fucked every girl in your grade.
差不多吧 Basically.
厉害 That's cool.
你多大了 How old are you?
16岁 Sixteen.
在你女友看来 I'm just saying, as your girlfriend,
那些照片有点可疑 those pictures are a little suspicious.
不是你想像的那样 It's not what it looks like.
是吗 那你手机里怎么存了别人的"遛鸟图" Yeah? Well, then, explain to me why you have someone else's dick in your phone.
此事说来复杂 It's really fucking complicated.
三言两句不就能解释清楚吗 How many reasons could there be?
我现在不能告诉你 I can't explain it to you right now.
什么意思 Yeah, what does that mean?
我现在大脑一团乱麻 Look, I'm going through a lot of shit right now.
你得向我保证 I need--I just--I need you to promise me
你不会告诉任何人 that you're not gonna tell a soul.
我保证不告诉任何人 I am not gonna tell anyone, I promise.
-以生命起誓 -以生命起誓 - Like, on your life. - Yeah, on my life.
抱歉刚刚朝你发火了 I'm sorry I got so angry at you before.
对不起 I am sorry.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我爱你 I love you.
麦迪 我爱你 Maddy, I love you.
我乱... I got a lot of sh...
我心里很乱 迷茫无助 a lot of shit going on right now and I'm really confused.
我不知该怎么办 I don't know what to do.
放荡 Nasty!
吉雅 Gia!
你怎么回事 都不接电话 What the hell? I've been calling you.
小茹 Rue.
-你嗑嗨了 -没有 - Are you stoned right now? - Nah.
-我们闹着玩呢 -对 这是我姐 - We're just chillin'. - Yeah, that's my sister.
-罗伊 -怎么了 - Yo, Roy. - What's up?
这是小茹的妹妹 This is Rue's little sis.
她抽大麻的样儿 和小茹如出一辙 Yeah. I knew that by the way she was hittin' the weed.
被说中了 That's me.
吉雅 起来 我们走 All right, Gia, get up. Let's go.
走什么呀 What do you mean, let's go?
我们玩得正嗨呢 You see we're having a funky good time.
-爽啊 -我好开心啊 - That's great. - I'm having the best time.
-现在就走 -我们玩得正嗨呢 - We need to go, now. - We having the best time.
吉雅 赶紧起来 我们走 Gia, get the fuck up and let's go.
我没跟你开玩笑 赶紧走 I'm not playing with you. Let's go.
你怎么回事 戒毒就算了 What'd you do? Decide to just clean up,
-还老妈子上身啊 -就是啊 - and, like, I wanna become a mom? Like... - Right?
-淡定 -吉雅 赶紧起来 我们走 - Relax. - Gia, get the fuck up. Let's go.
-快点 -"老妈" 你怎么回事 - Now. - Mom. What's your problem, Mom?
要我说 她绝对是个"性感辣妈" If she's a mom, you know she a MILF.
起来 Get up.
讲真 你怎么这么扫兴 Yo, for real. When'd you become such a bitch?
你说什么 Excuse me?
你吸毒过量后痛改前非了 Was it after you fuckin' OD'd?
厉害啊 只抽大麻 Yeah. It's good. I know it's only weed,
也能染上毒瘾吧 but you might get addicted.
起来 Get up.
祝你别再次染毒 Just hope you don't get addicted again.
换我是你 All I'm saying is, if I were you,
肯定不会听她的话 I wouldn't be taking advice from her.
短信联系啊 Yo. Text me.
不准再跟他们混了 Don't do that shit again, all right?
你真是吓到我了 You fucking scared me.
小茹 我找到她了
我知道你能毁了我的人生 Look, I know you have the power to ruin my life right now.
我请求你 I'm begging you,
我恳求你 pleading with you,
放我一马吧 please don't.
我知道你已经告诉你朋友了 我看到她看我的表情了 I know you already told your friend. I saw her look at me.
她不会对外宣扬 She won't tell anyone.
-我保证 -这事儿若是传出去 - I promise. - 'Cause if this ever came out,
我真的会失去一切 一无所有 I'd lose everything. I'd lose everything.
我会满足你的一切要求 I'll do whatever you want me to do.
我无意毁掉你 I have no intention of, like, hurting you or anything.
之前的事 我很抱歉 I'm sorry about earlier.
我太莽撞了 That was kind of dumb.
没关系 That's okay.
我就是想... I just wanted to...
我不会说出去 It won't be a thing.
-别担心 -谢谢你 - Don't worry. - Thank you.
非常感谢 Thank you so much.
泰勒 30分钟后见吧
你去哪儿了 Where were you?
怎么了 What's wrong?
"分子毒"药效太猛了 I just think the Molly's, like, way too strong or something.
你高潮了吗 So... did you come?
没有 No.
妈会坐在客厅等我们回家吗 Do you think Mom's gonna be sitting in the living room when we get there?
-不会 -好吧 - No, she won't. - Okay.
因为... Because, if,
她要是守在那儿 我不知道该怎么跟她交代 if I walked in there, I wouldn't know what to say.
我可不敢开口 I wouldn't say hi.
没事 我们到家时 她应该已经上床了 No, she's--she's gonna be in her bed.
相信我 等我们到了家 Trust me. Look, I need you, when we get home,
你直接回房间躲好 to just go straight to your room and hide under the covers. Okay?
我来应付她 Just let me deal with her.
你打算怎么说 Wh-what are you gonna tell her?
我还没想好呢 I don't know yet.
你笑什么 What are you laughing at?
你没事吧 You good?
过来 Come here.
她玩了好多次旋转球 头还是有点晕 She's still a little sick from riding the Gravitron so many times.
-我去看看她吗 -不用 交给我吧 - Should I check on her? - No. It's good. I got it.
谢谢你今晚照看她 Thank you for looking out for her tonight.
-应该的 -爱你 - Of course. - Love you.
-我也爱你 晚安 妈 -晚安 - Love you, too. Good night, Mom. - Good night.
关门 Shut the door.
我今晚玩得很开心
泰勒 Tyler?
不 不要 No. No!
别走 我真没想伤害你 No, I'm not trying to hurt you. I'm not.
我来不是想伤害你 I'm not here to hurt you.
我知道你对我印象不好 I know that you have these ideas about me,
因为我们初次见面很不愉快 我能理解 based on the first time that we met, and I understand that.
但我已经从当晚的暴力狂怒中恢复过来了 But I'm not the person that you met that night.
放开我 Can you let go of me?
过去几周... You know, over the past few weeks...
我一直... I've spent...
每日每夜 无时无刻都在了解你 every moment of every day getting to know you.
每晚... At night...
我想着你入睡 I fall asleep to you.
每天清晨... And in the morning...
我醒来的第一个念头就是你 I wake up to you.
你仿佛是我在这个世界上最亲近的人 I kind of feel closer to you than I do to anyone in the whole world.
我不相信你 内特 I don't trust you, Nate.
我也不相信你 I don't trust you, either.
-张嘴 -内特... - Open your mouth. - Nate...
张大点 Wider.
内特 内特 停下 Nate. Nate, stop.
你的内心伤痕累累 God, are you broken inside.
所以我才不相信你 And that's precisely why I don't trust you.
因为你伤得太深 连自己都不信 Because you're so broken you don't even trust yourself.
这点很恐怖 And that's scary.
你会伤到自己 对我也是个隐患 Not just for you, but for me.
你威胁到了我们全家 And for my entire family.
别管手机 好好听我说 I wouldn't answer that. You're gonna wanna hear this.
过去三周 Over the last three weeks,
你有意拍摄并传播儿童色情片 you have knowingly produced and distributed child pornography.
还在学校拍摄淫秽照片 Including obscene images that were taken on school property.
我已经收集了所有照片 I've compiled all these photos,
记录了你的IP地址和你实名制的网络账户 along with an IP address, and an account that's linked to your name.
你可能不太清楚本州的儿童色情片相关法律 I don't know if you're familiar with child pornography laws in this state.
在本州 该法律不仅适用于成年人 也会制裁未成年 But they apply to minors just as they apply to adults.
我只是发给了你 I sent them to you.
不 你发给了一个用假名注册的账户 No. You sent them to an account of a person that doesn't fucking exist.
举报儿童色情片 人人有责啊 And I mean, anyone can anonymously report child pornography, right?
-那我就把真相和盘托出 -好啊 - Then I'd tell them everything. - Okay.
坦白倒是可以 但是 You could do that, but,
你也不会有好下场 here's what would definitely happen.
你会被列为性侵犯 You'd end up on a sex offenders list.
这样 你就别想上大学了 It means no more college.
找工作也难咯 It's gonna be very fucking difficult to find a job.
不管你走到哪儿 And everywhere you go,
你的余生 for the rest of your life,
都将受人唾弃 鄙夷 you'll be harassed, and spat at,
你会成为人人喊打的过街老鼠 and treated like a fucking animal.
你不该沦落至此 我了解你 You deserve better than that. 'Cause I know you.
你生性善良 You're kind.
你聪明伶俐 慷慨大方 You're smart. You're generous.
你心胸宽广 You got a big heart.
你值得拥有想要的一切 得偿所愿 You deserve whatever the fuck it is in this world that you want.
所以 乖一点 So keep your head down.
别乱讲 Keep your mouth shut.
别试图毁了我的人生 Don't try to ruin my life,
我就不会对你下手 and I won't have to ruin yours.
你知道我怎么想吗 You know what I think?
我觉得你和你爸一样 都是死基佬 I think you're a fucking faggot, just like your daddy.
晚安 You have a nice night.
我能在你家睡吗 Do you think I could, sleep over?
没问题 进来吧 Yeah. Yeah, of course. Come on.
没事吧 Is everything okay?
给你 Here.
和泰勒的约会怎么样 So how'd the date go with Tyler?
他本人和照片差距很大 He didn't look like his picture.
上床吧 Come here.
你真的没事吗 Are you sure you're okay?
怎么了 What?
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