贝丝 现在有空吗 Beth, you have a minute?
《我们的生活》前情回顾 Previously on This Is Us...
我们必须让你走了 We have to let you go.
我是贝丝·皮尔森 This is Beth Pearson.
我想请问您是否收到了我投的简历 I was checking to see if you got the résumé.
但我还没收到回复 But I hadn't heard anything, so...
如果您能给我回电就太好了 if you could, uh, call me back?
你的前任老板比尔 简直对你赞不绝口 Your last boss, Bill, couldn't rave about you more.
你离开公司一定很难过 That must have been hard parting ways.
是啊 抱歉 喉咙有点干 Yeah. Sorry, it's still a little raw.
-我妈又扭到腰了 -她还好吗 - My mom hurt her damn hip again. - She okay?
还好 我只是希望没有再次骨折 Yeah. I just hope she didn't break it again.
我得赶去华盛顿特区 Um, I got to head down to D.C.
-好 什么时候 -现在 - Of course. When? - Now.
达蒙 达蒙·赫德森 Damon. Damon Henderson.
赫德森先生 我知道你听得到 Mr. Henderson, I know you hear me.
萨维奇老师说你点名迟到了 Mrs. Sawicky said you were late for homeroom.
-又迟到了 -抱歉 克拉克校长 - Again. - I'm sorry, Principal Clarke.
你不必向我道歉 Oh, you don't have to apologize to me.
请向自己道歉 下不为例 Apologize to yourself, and don't let it happen again.
是 女士 Yes, ma'am.
我昨天的历史测试拿了B I got a "B" on my history exam today.
好 Okay.
上次我拿的是C Last time, I got a "C."
那你下次就拿个A 去吧 So next time you get an "A." Go on, now.
第三节课别耽误了 Don't be late for third period, too.
不许跑 学校规定不许... No running! There is no run...
我错了 克拉克校长 My bad, Principal Clarke.
天哪 Oh, God.
你还好吗 克拉克夫人 Are you okay, Mrs. Clarke?
我没事 多纳德 你去吧 I'm fine, Donald. Keep going.
去吧 没事 Go on, go on.
我们的生活 第三季 第十三集
你还好吗 You okay?
我没事 Yeah, I'm fine.
太棒了 超喜欢1909音乐电台 Yes! '90s on 9 for life! Ha!
记得我们以前假装在拍摄音乐影片吗 Remember when we used to pretend we were in this music video?
*你的朋友们呢* *What about your friends?*
*他们知道真相吗* *Are they gonna be lowdown?*
*他们会陪着你吗* *Will they ever be around? Hey*
*还是会抛下你呢* *Or will they turn their backs on you?*
谢谢你陪我一起去华盛顿 Oh, thanks for coming down to D.C. with me.
别客气 要跟那女人说她该退休了 Of course. Hey, telling that woman she needs to retire
-这需要两个女人来完成 -是啊 - is definitely a two-woman job. - Yeah.
她不能整天跟在一群青少年后面追着跑 She can't be on her feet all day chasing after teenagers.
这次只是淤青算她走运 She's lucky she only bruised it this time.
要是一直这样下去 She keeps this up,
总有一天腰椎会再次骨折 she's gonna break the damn hip all over again.
-我们得过去跟她说清楚 -说得好 - Mm, we need to get in there and lay down the law. - Amen.
你会陪我一起跟她谈吧 You are gonna lay down the law with me, right?
而不是只陪着我 Not just lay down?
你这话是什么意思 Uh... what's that supposed to mean?
贝丝 每次跟你妈妈对峙的时候 Beth, when it comes to standing up to your mom,
你总是容易 缩进龟壳 you have this... tendency to clam up.
我什么 I do-- What?!
-我才不会缩进龟壳 -你会的 真的会 - I do not clam up. - You do. You clam.
我理解 她很可怕 I get it. She's terrifying.
你失业这件事 她肯定快把你逼疯了吧 I bet she's driving you crazy about losing your job, right?
-其实还好 -真的吗 - Nope. Not really. - Seriously?
她没催着你赶紧找一份新工作吗 She's not all over you about finding something new?
"简历里的断层 "Gap in your résumé
会让任何新老板都望而却步的 贝丝妮" is a red flag for any future employer, Bethany."
对 她其实没什么大反应 No. She's been pretty cool, actually.
我的天哪 你还没告诉她你被开除了 Oh, my God. You haven't told her you got laid off.
好吧 她不知道 Fine, all right? She doesn't know.
我本来打算在进门前再告诉你 And I wasn't gonna tell you until right before we walked in,
因为我不想听你唠叨 because I didn't want you to give me crap about it
-唠叨我一路 -我不会唠叨你的 - the whole car ride. - I'm not gonna give you crap.
谢谢 Thank you.
-你知道你为什么没告诉她吗 -为什么 - You know why you didn't tell her? - Why?
-你缩进了龟壳 -我讨厌你 - You clammed up. - I hate you.
贝丝妮 Bethany?
贝丝妮 现在是作业时间还是画画时间 Bethany. Is this homework time, or is this drawing time?
作业时间 Homework time.
"现在是作业时间还是画画时间" "Is this homework time, or is this drawing time?"
佐伊女士 你有什么不满吗 Miss Zoe, you have something to say?
我知道你刚来 I know you're new here,
但是在这个家 要互相尊重 but in this house, we show respect.
抱歉 克拉克妈妈 Sorry, Mama C.
好了 All right.
你猜是谁 Guess who.
是个吃了芥末的人 不是别人 Someone who ate something with mustard on it, that's who.
你真是个冷酷的女人 You are a very cruel woman.
但是我爱你 But I love you.
别闹 Oh! Come on!
好了 够了 Okay, that's enough.
够了 你今天过得如何 That's enough. How was the day?
-挺好的 -是吗 - Good. - Yeah?
-对 -那就好 - Yes. - Good.
你好 是我 Hello? Yes, this is she.
什么 我被录取了吗 What? I got in?
贝丝妮 你在跟谁说话 Bethany, who are you speaking to?
我被学院录取了 I got into the academy!
孩子 把电话给我 Child, give me this phone.
什么学院 What academy?
喂 请问你是哪位 Hello? Who am I speaking to?
是吗 好 I s... I see.
是这样 我需要跟我丈夫商量一下 Well, now, I have to talk to my husband about it.
我会再打给你们 I shall return your call, yes.
是惠特莫芭蕾学院的文森特·凯利 That was Vincent Kelley from the Whitmore Ballet Academy.
他来学校看了我的舞蹈课 He came to my dance class at school,
艾伦女士让我们跳自己的拿手舞蹈 and Ms. Allen said we should dance our best,
因为他会从我们中选一个人加入舞蹈学院 'cause he was gonna pick one of us to join his academy.
你很高兴吗 And you think this is funny?
我们的女儿偷偷面试了一家 That our daughter auditioned for a prestigious dance academy
著名舞蹈学院并被录取了 behind our backs and got in?
是有一点 A little, yes.
亲爱的 你知道我们的女儿有多棒 Baby, you've seen how good our girl is.
让她离家出去闯闯也无妨 It couldn't hurt to just check the place out.
她是我们的小宝贝 She's our little island girl.
她会走路前就会跳舞了 She danced before she walked.
记得吗 Remember?
好吧 Okay.
希望她还在这些植物下面留着一把备用钥匙 I hope she still keeps a spare under one of these plants.
他们给了她一个步行器 They gave her a walker.
我不想让她拖着身子到前门来 I don't want her to have to drag herself to the front door.
拜托 她可能已经睡了 Please. She's probably already in bed.
我就说我好像听到这边有动静 I thought I heard some rumbling around out here.
你俩为什么在鼓捣我的植物 Why are you two messing around in my plants?
妈 Hi, Mom.
克拉克妈妈 Hi, Mama C.
你俩用不着大老远开车过来的 You two didn't have to drive all the way down here.
-只不过是臀部淤青 -我们知道用不着 - It's just a bruised hip. - No, we know we didn't.
可我们想过来 你不是应该 We wanted to. And aren't you supposed to be
脚不沾地吗 那个步行器呢 staying off your feet? And where's that walker?
医生跟我说你... The doctor told me you're...
老天 拜托 急诊室医生 Lord, please. E.R. Doctors.
他们都太小题大做了 They are so dramatic.
步行器那东西是给老人用的 And that walker thing is for old ladies.
-但你应该要...-现在听着 - But you're supposed to be... - Now, listen.
我已经被一个 I have already been lectured to
完全不认识我的医生教育过了 by a doctor who doesn't know me from Adam,
不管你要说什么"慢慢来" so whatever this "Take it easy" nonsense business is
之类的废话 我都不想听 you're about to spout, I don't want to hear that.
你们一定饿了吧 快进来 You must be starving. Come on in.
我来热一下晚饭 I'll warm up dinner.
-她还是很可怕 -对啊 - She's still scary as hell. - Yep.
这些是我教的高级班学生 So, these are my advanced students.
有一天贝丝妮会成为其中一员 One day this could be Bethany.
她要上多少节课 How many classes does she have to take?
每天放学后三节课 Three classes every day after school
周六全天 and then all day on Saturdays.
所有这些课到底是为了什么呢 And all of these classes lead to what, exactly?
问得好 Good question.
我们到我的办公室聊吧 Let's talk in my office, please.
宝贝 过来 Baby girl. Come.
我们每年会 Every year, we put on
为我们最年长的舞者举办高年级汇报演出 a senior showcase for our oldest dancers,
突出一些经典 featuring some of the classics
《天鹅湖》 《吉赛尔》 Swan Lake, Giselle,
还有一些新作品 some of the new works.
所以这么多年的训练就为了跳一晚上舞 So all these years of training are for one night of dancing.
并不是跳一晚上舞 It's not one night of dancing.
是一次把我们的学生 It's a chance to debut our students
推向一些国内顶尖的芭蕾公司的出道机会 to some of the leading ballet companies in the country.
我们强推的独舞演员会进入纽约市芭蕾舞团 Our featured soloists go on to have careers
英国皇家芭蕾舞团和莫斯科大剧院芭蕾舞团 at the New York City Ballet, The Royal Ballet, the Bolshoi.
有多少人成功了 How many make it?
成为职业舞蹈家 Professionally.
看情况 It varies.
有几年有八个 通常只有两个 Some years, eight. Others, two.
-两个 -克拉克先生 克拉克太太 - Two. - Mr. And Mrs. Clarke,
你们知道美国芭蕾舞剧团在其53年历史中 do you know American Ballet Theater has never had
从来没有非裔美国人 African American principal dancer
成为首席舞者 in their 53-year-old history?
你们的女儿天赋异禀 Your daughter has a remarkable raw talent.
如果贝丝妮努力的话 If Bethany works hard,
我相信她会成为第一个 I believe she could be the first.
我也相信她做得到 I believe she can do it, too.
要知道 她会走路前就会跳舞了 You know, she danced before she walked.
这是真事 That's a true story.
-你知道...-能让我们私下讨论一下吗 - You know, I... - Um, could we have a moment?
在我的... In my, uh...?
当然可以 Yes, of course.
这个项目很贵的 This is a very expensive program.
如果她参加 你 你得加班 If she goes, you... you're gonna have to work overtime.
没关系 我不介意 It's okay. I don't mind.
我可能得去暑校教课 I'll probably have to teach summer school.
-艾布 你听到成功率有多低 -亲爱的 - Abe, you heard the odds. - Baby...
我们什么时候相信过成功率 when have we ever listened to the odds?
过来 Come here.
好吧 那就加入吧 Okay. We're gonna do this.
我和你父亲会想办法的 Your father and I, we're gonna make this happen.
但如果你选择了这个 你就得全力以赴 But if you go here, you'll have to give it everything.
你得成为最好的 You'll have to be the best.
现在 这是你想要的吗 Now, is this what you want,
每天都要努力练习舞蹈 to work hard at dancing every single day?
是的 妈妈 Yes, Mama.
闻起来真香 That smells good.
-是 -你是不是... - Yeah. - Did you put...
多加了苏格兰红帽辣椒 ...extra Scotch bonnet pepper,
你父亲最喜欢了 是的 just like your father liked it? Yes, I did.
可惜你们其他兄弟姐妹不在这儿 Aw, it's too bad your brother and sisters are not here.
-他们喜欢我的咖喱鸡 -妈 - They love my curry chicken. - Mom.
-我们自己能盛饭 -说什么 拜托 - We can serve ourselves. - Hmm? Excuse me.
我能舀起这奶油 非常感谢 I can ladle this cream, thank you very much.
对了 妈 So, Mom...
我和佐伊知道你不想我们干涉你的生活 Zoe and I know you don't want us running your life.
我们也无意如此 And we don't want to.
但我觉得我们需要讨论一下你的工作了 But, um, I feel like we need to talk about your job.
有什么问题 What about it?
好吧 很多 Well... it's a lot.
很多 A lot?
它 它损伤很大 It... it takes a toll.
这饭里有蛤蜊吗 克拉克妈妈 Are there clams in this rice, Mama C?
因为看起来黏糊糊的 'Cause it's feeling pretty clammy in here.
住嘴 Shut up.
我... I...
我们觉得... We were thinking that...
-也许... -我们觉得你该... - May... - Look, we think it's time you...
考虑退休了 thought about retiring.
你在开玩笑吗 你们... Are you kidding me? Are you...
就因为我擦伤了臀部 You want me to walk away from my job
你们就想让我退休吗 because of a bruised hip?
退休或许有点极端 但你总有 Well, maybe retiring's extreme, but there must be a way
-退居二线的办法 -我说过 - for you to cut back. - I have told you,
我不想听这种话 尤其不想听你说 I do not want to hear this, especially from you.
这是什么意思 And what's that supposed to mean?
你对工作懂什么 What do you know about a job?
等等 妈 你在说什么 Wait, Mom, what are you talking about?
-佐伊有工作 -我不是在说 - Zoe has a job. - I'm not talking
兴趣爱好 亲爱的 about a passion project, dear.
我在讨论生涯之路 I'm talking about a path.
我在说选择真正的职业道路 I'm talking about choosing a real path
并坚持走下去 就像贝丝妮那样 and sticking to it, like Bethany did.
贝丝妮上了大学 取得了硕士学位 Bethany went to college. Bethany got her master's.
每天早晨 And, every morning,
贝丝妮醒来时都心怀使命感 Bethany wakes up with a sense of purpose,
因为贝丝妮... because Bethany...
贝丝妮几个月前刚被解雇了 Bethany got laid off months ago.
五 六 七 八 Five, six, seven, eight.
克拉克 Clarke.
向后擦地 Tendu derrière.
我像你这么大的时候 You know, when I was about your age,
第一次看了米夏出演《吉赛尔》 I saw Misha perform for the first time in Giselle.
注意肩膀 Shoulders.
你知道他是谁吗 Do you know who that is?
我那个时代的巨星 米凯亚·巴瑞辛尼科夫 The greatest of our time, Mikhail Baryshnikov.
当他跳跃时 When he leaped,
我心想 如果重力真的存在 I thought to myself, "If gravity does exist,
当他上台时 重力一定罢工了 it takes a vacation when he's onstage."
他简直是在...翱翔 He simply... soared.
而你 小姑娘 你已经会飞了 So, you, young lady, you've got that flying part down.
现在只需要掌握技巧 Now you need to master the technique.
你没问题的 And you will.
再来一次 Again.
注意节奏 克拉克 Mind the tempo, Clarke.
挺拔点 不要失去重心 Pull up. Don't lose your center.
下课后来找我一下 Come talk to me after class.
跳得不错 姑娘们 Nice work, girls.
贝丝妮 已经四年了 Bethany, it's been four years.
我们说过这个问题 We've talked about this before.
其他舞蹈形式没这么严格 You know other forms of dance can be more forgiving.
文森特 我知道自己的体型 Vincent, I know I'm not built
不是完美的芭蕾舞者 like the perfect ballerina,
但劳伦·安德森也一样 but neither was Lauren Anderson.
但她现在是休斯顿芭蕾舞团的首席 And now she's principal dancer for the Houston Ballet.
那是特例 不是常态 The exception, not the rule.
我也可以成为特例 I can be the exception, too.
这是我从小的梦想 I've wanted this since I was a little girl.
我要当独舞演员 我要脱颖而出 I'm going to get the solo. I'm going to get scouted.
几年后 我将在伦敦生活 And, in a few years, I'm gonna be living in London,
做英国皇家芭蕾舞团的首席舞者 working as the principal ballerina with The Royal Ballet.
如果这是你的目标 我依然支持你 If you really want this, I'm still with you.
但你得多付出十倍的努力 But you're gonna have to work ten times harder.
准备好了吗 You up for it?
是的 Yeah.
抱歉我没赶上晚餐 Hi. Sorry I missed dinner.
我练到很晚 Stayed late to practice.
从现在开始我得一直这样了 I'm gonna have to do that from now on.
你回家挺早 You're home early.
好了 Okay.
她回家了 She's home.
告诉她们吧 Let's tell them.
告诉我们什么 Uh, tell us what?
怎么了 What's up?
你们知道我最近... You both know I've been, uh...
咳嗽得很厉害 coughing a lot lately.
你们的妈妈让我去看医生 Your mama convinced me to see a doctor.
结果发现... And it turns out...
我可能病得比想象中更严重 I might be a little bit sicker than I thought.
他得了肺癌 He has lung cancer.
但你又不抽烟 But you don't smoke.
是啊 I know.
真不公平 是吧 So unfair, right?
没准现在可以开始了 I might as well start.
今天下午已经通知你们其他兄弟姐妹了 We told your brother and your sisters this afternoon.
医生建议你们的父亲开始化疗 The doctor wants your father to start chemotherapy,
我们决定采纳意见 so that's what we're going to do.
擦掉眼泪 Wipe those tears.
我们得坚强 We have to be strong.
走吧 Come on.
桌子还没收拾呢 This table isn't gonna clear itself.
你就不能让我们静静吗 Can you give us a minute?
我们才知道他得了癌症 We just found out the man has cancer.
你阿姨也告诉了你解决办法 And your auntie told you what we're going to do about it.
去吧 去帮她打扫 Go now. Help her clean up.
妈 Mom,
你就不能和我说句话吗 can you please talk to me?
你已经有二十分钟一言不发了 You've barely said a word in 20 minutes.
好吧 Okay.
那就从这几个月你如何撒谎说起吧 Let's start with how you've been lying to me for months.
我一直想告诉你来着 I was always planning on telling you.
我只是先要处理好自己的事 I just needed to figure things out first.
-好了吗 -还没 - Have you? - No, not yet.
我参加了一些面试 梳理各种选择 I've been interviewing, figuring out my options.
好吧 Okay.
我们来理清头绪 Okay, we will sort all this out.
明早我会泡一壶咖啡 Tomorrow morning, I will brew a pot of coffee,
并且把你那座城市里所有的大公司都列出来 and we will make a list of all the great firms in your city.
然后 我们一起修改你的简历 Then, together, we will proof your résumé,
去史泰博[办公用品公司]买点好纸 go to Staples, get some fancy paper,
然后把它们寄出去 and begin mailing them out.
寄出去 Mailing it out?
抱歉 我们是坐时光机回到了1998年吗 I'm sorry, did we step through a portal to 1998?
别油嘴滑舌的 Don't be smart.
我不跳舞了 I'm going to quit dance.
你说什么呢 What are you talking about?
这是我的错 It's my fault.
他 他工作太拼了 He's... He worked too hard.
-可能是... -贝丝妮 别说了 - And now it might... - Bethany, stop.
这爸爸生病不是你的错 It is not your fault that your father is sick.
你也不准放弃这么多年的训练 And you are not gonna give up years of training.
你自己选的道路 要坚持下去 You're gonna stick to the path you chose,
而且要成为最优秀的舞者 and you will be the best.
相信大家都热身好了 I trust you're warm?
我们要学一个新的动作组合 We're gonna learn a new combination.
索尼娅会向大家演示 Sonya here will demonstrate.
我回了 妈 爸 佐伊 Hi, Mom. Dad. Zo.
哪怕对你来说 今天回来也太晚了 Mm, this is late, even for you.
你什么时候独舞 When will you hear about the solo?
我需要点时间做服装 I need time to make your costume.
八周 Eight weeks.
好的 Okay.
该睡觉了 姑娘 Time for bed, young lady.
你都看了几个小时电视了 You've been watching TV for hours now.
根本还没那么晚 冷静点 It's not even that late. Chill.
我知道你不是叫我冷静 孩子 I know you did not just tell me to chill, child.
那姑娘现在翅膀硬不服你妈妈管教了 That girl is giving your mother a run for her money.
跟我说说 你在练什么 So, tell me, what is it you all are working on?
《鸽子湖》 Pigeon Lake?
是《天鹅湖》 爸爸 It's Swan Lake, Dad.
这就对了 我怀念的笑容 There it is, that smile I missed.
我们班今天新来了个女同学 We got a new girl in class today.
她跳得还行吗 Oh? She any good?
非常好 Better than good.
我很努力了 但是 那对她来说更容易 I work hard, but... it just comes easier to her.
我能感受得到 I can tell.
我的宝贝女儿 My baby girl.
你18个月大还不会走路 18 months old before you started walking.
是的 我知道 爸爸 Yeah, I know, Dad.
你妈妈都快吓死了 And your mother was scared to death.
她带你看了各种医生 She took you to all kind of doctors.
想弄清楚你到底是出了什么问题 Wanted to find out what was wrong with you.
但没人弄得清楚 But nobody could tell her anything.
然后有一天 我们都在金斯顿 And then, one day, we were all in Kingston.
克莱姆叔叔放了首燃烧的长矛的歌 Uncle Clem put on some Burning Spear.
-你知道那首歌 -《恐怖河流》 - You know the song? - "Dread River."
一开始放那首歌 就感觉像 That song started playing, and it seem like
那首歌把你从地上拉起来了 it just pick you right up off the ground,
因为你站起来而且跳着舞朝我走来 because you stood and you danced straight over to me.
你的妈妈从来不承认 但她都哽咽了 Your mama would never admit it now, but she sobbed.
我们当时太高兴了 We were so happy.
我们的宝贝女儿 Our little island girl,
在学会走路之前就会跳舞了 who dance before she walked.
这是你的天赋 That's who you are.
永远别忘了 宝贝女儿 Never forget, baby girl.
不会的 I won't.
好的 Okay.
-爸爸 -怎么了 宝贝 - Dad? - Yes, my love?
没什么 Nothing.
-晚安 -晚安 - Good night. - Good night.
进来吧 Come in.
-还没睡 -是的啊 - You up? - Hell yeah.
都二十年了也没让这床垫变得柔软些 Past 20 years have not been kind to this mattress.
跟我来 我给你看样东西 Come with me. I got something to show you.
你在做什么 What are you doing?
佐伊·玛丽·贝克 Zoe Marie Baker,
你在妈妈照片背后藏了毒品 did you hide drugs behind Big Mama?
这是家里唯一神圣的地方 It's the only sacred place in the house.
小点声 别被她听到了 Lower your voice. She might hear us.
还可以用吗 Is it still good?
太好了 还好着呢 Yeah, she's still good.
我再也不会让你帮我修眉毛了 I will never let you tweeze my eyebrows again.
我当时还小 I was a kid.
我也是 So was I.
眉毛都修没了 With no eyebrows.
妈妈那样说你我很抱歉 I am sorry that my mom laid into you like that.
-那样说你的纪录片 -没事 - About your documentaries. - Mm. It's fine.
你真的觉得没事 对吧 It really is fine with you, isn't it?
我的话 估计整整一年 Man, I would carry that crap around inside of me
都会生闷气 for, like, a year.
但你 你就直接爆发 然后抛之脑后了 But you, you just explode, and it's all over for you.
我觉得我跟你就是不一样 Well, I think it's always been different for me.
自打我住在这个家里开始 I mean, by the time I came to live in this house...
这里很安全 Well, it was safe here.
你们其他人 你们看着你妈妈的眼神 And, uh, well, the rest of you, you looked at your mom
就像她是一个严厉专横的女人 而... like she was this strict, domineering woman, and...
我感看到的是 I just saw this...
这个人不会像以前别人对我那样伤害我 this person that couldn't hurt me like I'd been hurt before.
你知道吗 You know what?
有关你经历了这么多事后变成这么优秀的样子 We don't talk enough about how incredible you turned out
我们聊得还不够多 despite all the crap you were put through.
对 No.
我们真的没聊够 We really don't.
但是你的妈妈 她... But, uh, but your mom, she...
也对我更宽松 she went easier on me, too.
但对你们 她... 她很严格 But the rest of you? She... she was tough.
表姐 我很了解你 Sister-cousin, I know you inside and out,
我知道你的生活正发生着巨变 and something bigger is going on with you.
你需要找到倾诉的方式 And you need to find a way to talk about it
在所有的压力... before all that pressure...
什么意思 What was that?
应该把压力爆发出来 Uh, was supposed to be an explosion.
我嗑嗨了 I'm pretty high.
我一会儿就上去 I'll be up in a minute.
-好的 -好 - Okay. - All right.
-晚安 表姐 -晚安 表妹 - Good night, cuz. - Night, cuz.
永远不要忘记 宝贝女儿 Never forget, baby girl.
-爸爸 -怎么了 宝贝 - Dad? - Yes, my love?
我会忘记 I'm gonna forget.
我会忘记那段经历 I'm gonna forget that part of me.
爸爸 我想让你知道 Dad, I want you to know that I'll...
我会幸福 be happy.
我会找到我的爱 美好的爱 I'll find love. Great love, oh.
爱上一个让我不断想起你的男人 这很神奇 With a man who reminds me so much of you it's scary.
但是没有你 我无法做自己 But I can't be me without you.
我怎么能够 How could I be?
没事 晚安 Nothing. Good night.
我知道 不过我真的很高兴 I know. I'm really excited, though.
-我知道 -贝丝妮 - Yeah, I know. - Oh, hey, Bethany.
听到你爸爸去世的消息 我们都很难过 We were all real sorry to hear about your dad passing.
凯利先生说你至少要请几天的假 Mr. Kelley said you were gonna at least take a couple days off.
-你... -我更愿意和你们在一起 - Did you... - I'd rather be here with you guys.
另外 我在家里练习 Plus, I already broke two lamps
已经弄坏两盏灯了 trying to rehearse at home.
名单出来了 快来 The list is up. Come on.
《天鹅湖》 天鹅公主 索尼娅·罗杰斯
我没想到你会这么快回来 I didn't expect to see you back so soon.
是啊 但我爸爸会希望我在这里 Yeah, but my dad would have wanted me to be here.
相信我 贝丝妮 我也希望是你拿到角色 Believe me, Bethany, I wish it could've been you.
五分钟内准备好 I want you ready in five minutes.
妈 Mom?
-妈 你没事吧 -没事 - Mom, are you okay? - I'm fine.
把你的兄弟姐妹 I picked up some Chinese food
送到火车站后 我买了些中餐 after dropping your brother and sisters off at the train station.
你饿了吗 Are you hungry?
妈 你伤心的话 我们可以谈谈 Mom, if you're sad, we can talk.
-我们能... -我当然伤心 贝丝妮 - We can... - Of course I'm sad, Bethany.
不然还怎样呢 What else could I be?
今天跳舞怎么样 How was dance today?
他们公布了高年级汇报演出的演员名单 Uh, they announced the cast for the senior showcase.
我没拿到独舞的角色 I didn't get the solo.
我真的很努力了 I worked really hard.
很抱歉让你失望了 I'm sorry if I disappointed you.
你尽力了 You did your best.
我只要求你尽力就够了 That's all I ever asked.
别担心 妈 我不会放弃的 Don't worry, Mom. I'm not gonna give up.
抱歉 音乐吵到你了吗 Sorry. Is the music bothering you?
我只是想睡前再练习一下 I just wanted to practice a little bit before bed.
贝丝妮 过来坐 我有东西要给你 Bethany, come sit here. I have something for you.
这本书我也给了你的哥哥和姐姐们 I gave this to your sisters and your brother.
《费斯克选校指南》
帮助他们选择了自己的大学 It helped them choose their colleges.
但你知道我不是... But you know I'm not...
我的计划是进入剧团 I mean, the plan is for me to get into a company.
那是之前的计划 That was the plan.
但现在我们需要为你另选一条路了 But now we have to choose a different path for you.
另选一条 A different path?
我很抱歉 真的 I'm sorry. I-I really am.
但我觉得舞蹈这条路不适合你 But I just don't see dance as a path for you.
我不能看着你搬到纽约 And I cannot watch you move to New York
为那些你永远进不去的剧团试镜 and struggle to make ends meet while you audition for companies
同时还要挣扎着维持生计 that you're never going to get into.
我不会再付舞蹈学校的钱了 I won't continue to pay for this school.
这条路是注定失败的 It's setting you up to fail.
妈 你在干什么 Mom? What are you doing?
现在是凌晨三点 It's 3:00 A.M.
我睡不着 Oh, I couldn't sleep,
就想着先列个公司的名单 so I thought I'd get a head start on listing firms.
我真的不需要你帮我找工作 妈 I really don't need you to help me find me a job, Mom.
没关系 我很乐意帮忙 It's okay. I'm happy to help.
可我不希望你帮忙 Well, I'm not happy to have your help.
我知道你觉得尴尬 I know you're embarrassed.
但你不用对我这么... But you don't have to be rude to...
没礼貌 to me.
就如你往常做的那样 对吗 妈 Yeah. Just keep on going like you always do, right, Mom?
即使在痛苦的时候 Even in pain.
这就是克拉克家女人的作风 对吧 That's what Clarke women do, right?
不容软弱 No room for weakness.
爸爸死了 我们就擦干眼泪继续向前 Dad dies, we just wipe our tears and keep on marching, right?
那你会让我们怎么做 And what would you have had us do?
沉浸在悲痛中吗 Wallow in our grief?
不 No.
但我们可以花些时间来消化 But we could've taken some time.
妈 我还记得我小时候的自由自在 Mom, I remember feeling so free when I was a little girl.
你记得吗 Do you remember that?
我总是富于幻想 I always had my head in the clouds,
总是乱涂乱画 and I was always... doodling and...
总是在跳舞 ...always dancing.
-贝丝妮 -你没必要把这些从我身边夺走 - Bethany. - You didn't have to take it from me.
你已经尽过最大努力了 贝丝妮 You had gone as far as you could go, Bethany.
跳舞不适合你 It wasn't working out for you.
你已经尽过最大努力了 You had gone as far as you could go.
你想过为什么丽萨 艾赛亚和蕾妮都不来吗 You ever wonder why Lisa, Isaiah and Renee don't come around?
是因为你总是这样 It's because of how you are.
在你身边喘不过气 There's no air around you.
无法喘息 There's no air to breathe.
不能悲伤 不能失败 No air to be sad. No air to fail.
这就是你要抱怨的吗 That's your big complaint?
无法喘息 No air?
这我可以接受 Well, I can live with that.
我跟我妈保证过会像她那样严厉地管教孩子 I promised my mother I'd push my kids as hard as she pushed me.
我的孩子可能因此埋怨我 My kids may not come around,
但没关系 因为我知道你们都过得很好 but that's okay with me because I know you're all good.
但我不好 妈妈 But I'm not good, Mom.
我很不好 I am not good.
我已经很多年没有胡思乱想过了 I haven't had my head in the clouds for years.
我的丈夫 他有梦想 My husband, he dreams.
他总有些很远大的想法 Oh, he dreams these big ideas,
但他却从不为此而感到羞愧 and he is never ashamed to do it,
因为从没有人让他觉得他应该为此感到羞愧 because nobody ever made him feel like he should be.
但我呢 But me?
我甚至都没法看他 I can't even look at him.
我甚至都没法看那些 I can't even look at the person
世界上和我最亲近的人 closest to me in the whole world.
我没法直视着他 I cannot look him in the eye...
告诉他我想再次成为那个跳芭蕾的小女孩 ...tell him I want to be that little girl who dances again.
这件衣服你穿着真好看 贝丝妮 This sweater looks good on you, Bethany.
而且我也喜欢这辫子 And I like the braids.
大一新生的打扮 A freshman college mixer.
这是你重新大展手脚的绝好开端 This is a fresh start filled with great opportunities.
贝丝妮
贝丝
对不起 I-I'm sorry.
没关系 No problem.
-妈 -不 让我先说 - Mom. - No. Let me speak.
在我的认知里 我妈妈是最聪明的人 My mother was the smartest person I ever knew.
她那个在哈林区129号大街的小餐馆 Her little restaurant on 129th Street in Harlem
让我和我的兄弟们勉强完成学业 helped put me and my brothers through school.
我父亲认为女子无才便是德 My father thought education was worthless for a girl,
但她勇敢地反抗了他 but she stood up to him.
告诉他我应该和我的兄弟们享有相同的权利 Told him I would have every opportunity my brothers had.
她为了我加倍工作 She worked hard for me.
我也加倍努力来让她为我感到骄傲 And I worked hard to make her proud.
我们几乎从未吵过架 We hardly ever fought.
除了一次 当然 就是我遇见你父亲那次 Except, of course, when I met your father.
她 她警告我 Oh, sh-she warned me,
"女儿 坏朋友只会引你入歧途" "Girl, bad company will lead you astray."
但艾布可不是坏朋友 But Abe wasn't bad company.
他只是有些游戏人间罢了 He just didn't take life so seriously.
我曾经有过很多担忧 I had so many worries.
有时那些担忧让我喘不过气来 Sometimes those worries suffocated me.
但当我和他在一起时 But when I was with him,
我觉得我总算能够呼吸了 I felt like I could finally breathe.
我想他给了我你说的那种我所没有的空气 I guess he gave me that air that you said I don't have on my own.
这就是我爱上他的原因 Which is why I fell in love with him.
最终你们的外婆也理解了 And your grandmother came around.
一天她回到家 艾布正在我家做客 She came home one night; Abe was over visiting me.
他给我买了晚餐 我当时在为考试临时突击 He had brought me dinner while I was cramming for exams.
然后他喂我吃饭 And he was feeding me.
真地喂我 一勺一勺地喂我吃饭 Literally, feeding me one forkful at a time,
因为我没法停下学习去拿叉子吃饭 because I wouldn't stop studying to pick up a fork.
她看到了他就是我所需要的那个人 And she saw that he was exactly what I needed.
我总是太认真 他却不够认真 I was too serious; he wasn't serious enough.
但我们两个一起就是绝佳的平衡 But together we made the perfect balance.
贝丝妮 我不知道我为你做的决定是否正确 Bethany, I don't know if I made the right decision for you.
但我没有时间来质疑自己 But I didn't have time to question myself.
你父亲已经不在了 Your father was gone.
我的空气也随他走了 My air was gone.
所以 And...
我只剩下我自己和我的担忧 I just had me and my worries,
只是希望我的小女儿能够好好长大 wanting my last child to be okay.
我们的宝贝姑娘 Our little island girl,
那个还没学会走路就开始跳舞的姑娘 who danced before she could walk.
妈 Mom.
你没让我失望 妈妈 You didn't fail me, Mom.
正是因为有你我才这么坚强 I'm strong because of you.
我并不后悔走上你为我挑选的路 I don't regret the path you put me on.
这条路让我遇到了兰德尔 It brought me to Randall.
有了我的女儿 And my girls.
拥有了一份我喜爱了十二年的工作 And a job that I loved for 12 years.
尽管如此 Still...
我还是不应该那么快地就让你放弃跳舞 I shouldn't have taken dance away so quickly.
对不起 I'm sorry.
谢谢 Thank you.
老婆回家了 There she is.
你妈还好吗 How's your mom doing?
她很好 她一直都很好 She'll be fine. She's always fine.
那你呢 And what about you?
我也会很好 I will be.
我已经准备好告诉你我之后想做什么了 I'm ready to tell you what I want to do next.
很好 Okay.
需要我陪你进去吗 Should I come in with you?
我可以去当你的啦啦队 怎么样 I could be, like, your hype man. What?
这样 What?
-谢谢亲爱的 不过我能搞定 -好的 - Thanks, babe, but I got this. - All right.
-贝丝 -我知道 这很疯狂 - Hey, Beth... - I know. It's crazy.
大家都会觉得这太疯狂了 People are gonna think it's crazy.
宝贝拜托 我们什么时候管过别人的想法 Child, please. When have we ever listened to people?
怎么了 我说错什么了吗 What? I say something wrong?
没有 No.
马可斯先生 不要走路低头看手机 Mr. Marcus, get your head out of that phone.
你正在错过一整个妙不可言的世界呢 There's a whole world out here that you're missing.
抱歉 克拉克校长 Sorry, Principal Clarke.
-你跳得很不错 -抱歉 - You really know your stuff. - Sorry.
很久没跳了 我刚刚在 It's been a while. I was just...
重新找回跳舞的感觉 getting a feel for things again.
我们的初学者课程二十分钟后开始 Our beginner's class starts in 20 minutes,
不过我觉得你肯定会无聊到爆 but I think you're gonna be bored to tears.
你其实应该进入进阶班 You really belong in an advanced class.
实际上 我有一个更好的想法 Actually, I have something else in mind.
我想来教跳舞 I wanna teach.