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哥哥要照顾好自己的弟弟 big brothers look out for their little brothers.
这是他们唯一的责任 It's their only job.
我想入伍 医生 I want to enlist, Doc.
我要去那陪着他 I need to be there with him.
你好 弟弟 Hey, little brother.
我和她从小就认识 I have known her all of her life.
她的过往很复杂 Her background is complicated.
她会令你伤心欲绝 凯文 She will break you, Kevin.
这是去越南的签证申请 That is a visa application for a trip to Vietnam.
我得去我爸爸最后服役的地方 I'm gonna go to the place where my dad last served.
我要找到那个女人 I'm gonna track down that woman,
然后弄清楚我爸爸的故事 and I'm gonna figure out my dad's story.
越南吗 Vietnam, huh?
-你真的想去 -嗯 - You want to go? - Yeah.
太好了 Yeah, all right.
你想出去开车兜兜风吗 Do you want to go on a drive?
你想去哪里 Where do you want to go?
洛杉矶 Los Angeles.
-好啊 -真的吗 - Yeah. - Yeah?
真的 我们去洛杉矶吧 Yeah, let's go to Los Angeles.
我能看下那个吗 Could I get a look at that one?
很亮 女孩都喜欢闪亮的东西 对吗 Shiny. Girls like shiny, right?
准备降落新山一国际机场 Preparing for landing at Tân Son Nhat International Airport.
我们的生活 第三季 第七集
杰克 Jack.
真的是你吗 Is that really you?
真的是我 Yeah, it's really me.
如果你死在这里 不能算我头上 If you die out here, that's not on me.
没事了 It's okay.
-没事了 -别 - It's okay. - Don't, no.
别碰我 也别看我 Don't touch me. Don't look at me.
你没来过这里 我也不在这 You're not here. I'm not here.
我根本不在这里 I'm not even here.
你在说什么胡话 尼克 What are you on, Nick?
我要带你离开这里 I'm gonna get you out of here.
-是吗 -对 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah.
怎么带 How?
我会想办法的 I'll figure something out.
是吗 Oh, yeah?
怎么 你有主意了吗 杰克 Why, do you got a plan, Jack?
我受上级处罚 他们这是虐待 I got charged with Article 15. That's unbecoming conduct.
我会想办法的 I'll figure something out.
我的老天 Jesus Christ.
其实... You know...
那只是个绰号 it was just a nickname, man.
你并不是超人 You're not Superman.
只是个...愚蠢的绰号而已 It's just a... stupid nickname.
我们已正式离开匹兹堡 Well, we're officially out of Pittsburgh.
只剩下3771公里就到洛杉矶了 Only 2,423 more miles till we get to Los Angeles.
-快到了 -没错 - So almost there. - Yeah, exactly.
我妈说我简直疯了 My mom says I'm nuts
和一个刚认识的男人出远门 for doing this with a guy I barely know.
我们已经认识整整一周了 We've known each other a whole week.
记得洛杉矶那家我要去的唱片公司吗 The record label that I'm meeting with out in L.A.?
这张专辑就是他们发布的 They actually released this album.
是吗 Really?
你能加入将是他们的幸运 They'd be lucky to have you. I mean...
那女人没法和你比 This woman's got nothing on you.
"那女人"可是琼尼·米歇尔 D... "This woman" is Joni Mitchell,
她可比我厉害多了 and she runs circles around me.
-我不觉得 -不 真的 - I don't think so. - Um, she does.
我都等不及要去洛杉矶了 I can't wait to get to L.A.
日落大道 Sunset Boulevard.
太平洋 The Pacific Ocean.
我爱我的家乡匹兹堡 See, I love being from Pittsburgh,
但有时只是觉得那里 but sometimes it just feels
有点小 a little small.
是啊 Yeah.
我朋友妮可 说我们可以住在她那 Oh, my friend, Nicole, says that we can stay with her
-住多久都行 -听上去不错 - as long as we need to. - Sounds good.
到洛杉矶之后 Is there anything
你有什么特别想做的事吗 that you want to do in particular when you're out in L.A.?
我想去里西达见几个人 I want to go see some folks I know in Reseda.
是你朋友还是... Friends of yours or...?
嗯 算是吧 Yeah, sort of.
我做了些火鸡三明治 I made some turkey sandwiches.
不知道你爱不爱吃火鸡 不过... I don't know if you're a turkey fan, but...
我爱火鸡 I love turkey.
我也是 Ah, me, too.
瞧我们俩 一对火鸡奇葩 Look at us-- couple of turkey freaks.
驾车横跨全国 Driving across the country.
而且我妈说现在就去自驾游还太早了 And my mom said it was too soon to take a road trip.
是吗 Yeah?
不敢相信我们真到越南了 I can't believe we're in Vietnam.
太神奇了 我在想我爸 It's amazing. I wonder if my dad actually
去驻地前是不是也来过这里 flew in here before he was stationed, you know?
只是来到这里 It's like I already kind of feel
我就感觉跟他联系在一起了 connected to him just being here.
我们什么时候去我爸驻扎过的渔村 Hey, when do we get to my dad's fishing village?
-周一 -太好了 - Monday. - Awesome.
说"越南起司" Say "Vietna-cheese."
我刚编的 I just made that up.
我知道 只是别在"照片墙"上标记我 I'm sure. Just don't tag me on Instagram.
不是吧 Really?
我以为我们发展到互相标记的程度了 I thought we graduated to "Tagging" status.
不是那样的 It's not that.
我只是不想让我爸知道我在越南 I just don't want my dad to know I'm in Vietnam.
这就没了吗 I'm gonna need more words.
我父亲住在中国 My father lives in China.
如果他看到我在越南 If he sees I'm in Vietnam,
他会试着联系来看我 he'll try and reach out and see me.
我不想见他 Don't want to see him.
-你父亲住在中国 -对 - Your father lives in China? - Yeah.
这事你可从来没提过 You literally never mentioned that before.
甚至关于你家庭的任何事你都没提过 Or-or really anything about your family.
我发现一个很棒的市场可以去吃午饭 Well... Hey, I found us this great market for lunch.
城里最好的米饼 Best bánh bèo in town.
就像在品尝大海 It's like eating the ocean.
行啊 看起来不错 Okay. Yeah, no. Looks great.
让我们...让这伟大的旅途开启吧 Let's, uh, let the greatest trip of all time begin.
道森少校 Major Dawson?
-你是哪位 -我叫杰克·皮尔森 - Who are you? - I'm Jack Pearson.
尼奇·皮尔森的哥哥 Nicky Pearson's brother.
是一名上士 驻扎在茶曲河河边的小村庄 I'm a staff sergeant down a ville on the Sông Trà Khúc.
来这儿找我弟弟 Came here for my brother.
我希望能带他跟我回去 I was hoping to take him back with me.
把他训练得有纪律 Get his ass squared away.
那孩子已经没"纪律"几个月了 That kid hasn't been "Squared away" for months.
不服从命令 像伍德斯托克音乐节一样狂欢 Insubordination, partying like it's Woodstock.
所以我才罚他干活 That's why I got him on doo-doo detail.
我能教好他 长官 我知道我能 I can get him right, sir. I know I can.
那是为什么 皮尔森 Why's that, Pearson?
因为你是他哥哥吗 'Cause you're his brother?
因为你们曾经住一个房间 'Cause you used to share a room?
曾经在黑暗中互相小声讲鬼故事 Used to whisper ghost stories to each other in the dark?
他生来不是这块料 He's not cut out for this.
所以我才会来这 That's why I'm here.
那你来晚了 Well, you're too late.
话说 我们确实同住一个房间 You know, we did used to share a room.
通风的老房子 有很多蜘蛛 大蜘蛛 Drafty old house, a lot of spiders, big spiders.
蜘蛛大到 Spiders so big,
你都能看见它们的膝盖 you could see their knees.
我爸看见了 My father saw one of them,
就会随手拿起报纸卷起来 he'd take the nearest rolled-up newspaper,
直接拍死蜘蛛 smash the hell out of it.
你知道尼奇看见蜘蛛他会怎么做吗 You know what Nicky would do when he saw a spider?
他会走到厨房 找一个玻璃杯 He'd go to the kitchen, he'd get himself a glass,
拿一本漫画书 grab a comic book,
然后小心翼翼地 and then carefully, so carefully,
他会把蜘蛛引到书上 he would guide the spider onto the book,
用玻璃杯盖住 然后把它带到外面 trap it under the glass and then take it outside,
让它自己爬走 so it could crawl away.
看见蜘蛛没事 就是他最高兴的事了 That was his favorite part, watching it be okay.
我要尽我所能救我弟弟 I need to try and save my little brother
否则越南人会将他生吞活剥 before 'Nam eats him alive.
长官 拜托了 Sir, please.
我们不会把兄弟放在同一个队伍 We don't put brothers in the same outfit.
这是基本政策 That's basic policy.
我是说 谁也不想给同一位母亲 I mean, who wants to write two condolence letters
写两封哀悼信 to the same mother?
现在我建议你回到你的小村庄去 Now I suggest you make your way back to your ville.
估计你得走回去 Guess you're walking.
公路晚上都被越共控制着 V.C. owns the road at night.
你最好赶紧出发了 You better move out.
是 长官 Sir.
谢谢 Thank you.
鸡肉 蝙蝠 Chicken. Bat.
好极了 谢谢 Great. Appreciate it.
我在想"蝙蝠"在英语里是什么意思 I wonder what "Bat" means in English.
就是蝙蝠 It means bat.
不是吧 你就坐在那若无其事地吃蝙蝠 Really? You're just gonna sit there and casually eat a bat?
我旅行的时候喜欢入乡随俗 I like to immerse myself when I travel.
-你试试吗 -不不 我算了 - You want to try? - No. No, I do not.
想也别想 你慢用 No way. No way in hell. You enjoy.
-胆小鬼 -真是抱歉 - Coward. - Well, I'm sorry
我的味蕾不像你的那么包容 my taste buds aren't eclectic like yours.
我们从小吃的食物不都是金黄色的吗 We were more of a, like, a beige food fam growing up, you know?
比如炸鸡块 芝士通心粉什么的 A lot of chicken nuggets, lot of mac and cheese.
偶尔想放纵一下 我们也会 Want to get wild, we'd go, like, chicken potpie
选择鸡肉派 你呢 every once in a while. What about you?
我怎么了 What about me?
你小时候晚餐是什么样的 Well, you know, what was dinner like when you were a kid?
在你看来 我是说 我知道你八岁的时候 For you. I mean, I know you moved in with Beth's family
就搬去贝丝家住 这我知道 但之前呢 when you were eight, I know that, but before that.
我不知道 就是一般的晚餐 I don't know. Dinner's dinner.
-好吧 明白了 -天哪 - Right. Got it. - Oh, God.
千万别告诉我 我们像那种观光游客 Please tell me we don't look that touristy.
抱歉 失陪一下 Excuse me. Excu...
不好意思 你好 Excuse me. Hi.
你的项链 我... Your necklace, I-- uh,
能麻烦告诉我 这是哪来的吗 uh, do you mind telling me where you got that?
就在入口处的礼品店 Souvenir shop, at the entrance.
在这里 Here.
我想请问一下 这东西你卖过很多吗 Can I ask you a question. Do you sell a lot of these?
卖了很多 很多很多 Sell many, many, many.
那你是怎争取到这次会面的呢 So how did you get this meeting?
就是和唱片公司的会面 With the record company?
我朋友妮可把我的小样给了一个助理 My friend Nicole got my demo to an assistant,
然后助理又把小样给了艺人作品部的人 and then the assistant got it to an A&R guy there.
如果见面后他们喜欢你会怎么样呢 And what happens when they fall in love with you?
这是肯定的 Which they will.
我想我会做一个发音更专业的小样 I think I make a more professional-sounding demo.
然后如果奇迹出现 一切顺利的话 And then, if by some miracle, that goes well,
我就能出一张专辑了 I make a full album.
如果真地可以美梦成真 我... And then, if we're really getting into fantasyland, I...
我希望可以做尼尔·杨那样的歌手 I open up for Neil Young.
我现在仍在努力奋斗的路上 And then I'm just on the road.
这就是你想要的吗 Is that what you want?
我不知道 I don't know.
我只是很喜欢在我唱歌的时候看大家跳舞 I just love watching people dance while I sing.
大家总不知道放慢脚步跟上节拍跳舞 People don't slow dance nearly as much as they should.
而我 喜欢唱着我自己的歌 And I... love doing my small part
并且继续唱下去 to keep it alive.
我明白了 Hint taken.
好吧 Okay.
你从哪学来这些舞步的 Where did you get those moves?
这个嘛 小时候只有当我妈妈 Well, it wasn't Christmas in my house
跟着弗兰克·辛纳屈的圣诞专辑 until my mom got to dance
在屋子里跳起舞来才算真正过了圣诞节 to Frank Sinatra's Christmas record.
我爸 他不喜欢和她跳舞 My dad, he didn't like to dance with her.
所以我 我就学了一点舞步 So I, I might have picked up a move or two.
你看他俩多幸福啊 Look how sweet they are.
抱歉 我这个人很容易哭 Sorry, I'm kind of an easy cry.
没关系 That's okay.
通常呢 我是可以忍过第三次约会的 I mean, I usually make it past the third date.
那你呢 你爱哭吗 What about you? Are you a crier?
不会 从不哭 Nope. Never.
从不吗 Never?
即使哪怕看到《老黄狗》的结尾也不哭吗 Like, not even at the end of Old Yeller?
不 我 No, I...
我就是很擅长忍耐一些负面的东西 I've gotten really good at just swallowing the bad stuff.
感觉真好 This is nice.
你知道吗 像我常常说的那样 You know, it's like I always say.
大家总不知道放慢脚步跟上节拍跳舞 People don't slow dance nearly as much as they should.
-没错 那真是 -完全没错 - Yeah, that's... - Yeah, exactly.
你想先用盥洗室吗 Did you want to use the sink first?
先去刷牙什么的 To, uh, brush your teeth, or...
好的 Oh, yeah. Okay.
我祖父好像也有这种睡衣 You know, I think my grandfather had those pajamas.
闭嘴吧 我睡觉喜欢穿得又暖和又舒服 Be quiet. I like to be toasty when I sleep.
约会三次 接吻三次 Three dates, three kisses.
三次超级棒的接吻 Three amazing kisses.
汽车旅馆
杰克 醒醒 Hey, Jack.
杰克 杰克 杰克 Hey, Jack, Jack. Hey, Jack.
你没事吧 You okay?
我没事 I'm okay.
自从你从越南回来 Have you been having a lot of bad dreams
是不是就经常做噩梦 since you got back from Vietnam?
其实我记不清自己梦到了什么 所以 You know, I don't really remember my dreams much, so...
好吧 Okay.
但你会经常做噩梦也许是因为你... But maybe, you're having these nightmares because you...
丽贝卡 Rebecca.
-别说了 -抱歉 - Please. - Sorry.
没关系 It's okay.
-你好 -你好 - Hello. - Hi.
我想去河边 I'm trying to get to the river.
-茶曲河 -茶曲河 - Sông Trà Khúc. - Sông Trà Khúc?
没错 就是那个渔村 Yeah. Yeah, the, uh, fishing-fishing ville.
你知道那个地方吗 你能带我去吗 Y-You know the fishing ville-- you take me there?
我是杰克 I'm Jack.
杰克 Jack.
-你呢 -宝 - You...? - Bao.
宝 Bao.
很高兴认识你 宝 Nice to meet you, Bao.
-你走去 没车吗 -对 不能走过去 - You walk. No drive? - No. No walk.
也没有车 我的车走了 我... No drive. My ride left, I...
你可以载我过去 You can take me.
可以吗 Yeah?
有钱就好办 Of course.
你会喜欢妮可的 You are gonna love Nicole.
她从匹兹堡搬过来当演员 She moved from Pittsburgh to be an actress.
她刚拍完一个纸巾的广告 She just did a paper towel commercial.
-真厉害 -是啊 - Oh, wow. - Yeah.
贝贝 Oh, Becky!
-贝贝 -贝贝 - Becky. - Becky?
这是她一个人的专属昵称 She is the only one allowed to call me that.
你可别妄想 Don't get any ideas.
就是他吗 Oh, is this him?
这位是杰克 Uh, this is, uh, Jack.
感谢你的邀请 Thanks for having us.
这地方太赞了 你住这儿吗 This place is amazing. You live here?
格雷格在加拿大拍外景期间我住这儿 I'm staying here while Greg's on location in Canada.
格雷格·比拉吉奥 他是位很有前途导演 Greg Billagio. He's an up-and-coming director,
兼我的临时情人 and my occasional sweetheart.
-喝的 你们要来点喝的 -对 - Oh, drinks. You guys need drinks. - Yes.
我去拿 你们俩叙叙旧 I'll get them. Let you two catch up.
-谢谢 -他真绅士 - Thank you. - Oh, he's a gentleman.
好了 跟我说说你的杰克吧 Okay, tell me about your Jack.
我都不知道说什么 我们才刚开始 I don't even know what to say. It's still so new.
我们一起旅行了好几天 So, we've been traveling together for a few days now,
我感觉和我们刚开始那会儿相比 and I just, I feel like I don't know any more about him
我更加不了解他了 than when we first started.
比如他明天要去里西达拜访一个人 Like, he's going to visit someone in Reseda tomorrow,
却不告诉我那人是谁 and he won't tell me who it is.
你觉得是个女孩 You think it's a girl?
不不不 不是你想的那样 No, no, no, no, no. Not like that.
毕竟 他... 刚从越南回来 It's just, he, um... he just got back from Vietnam,
所以他肯定是在解决一些事情 so he's clearly working through some things,
但他不愿意跟我说 but he won't talk to me about it.
我只是 希望他能让我 I just... ugh, I wish he would let me
陪他一起面对 be in it with him.
你对这家伙很上心啊 贝贝 You're really wild about this guy, huh, Becky?
是啊 我就是想陪伴在他左右 Yeah. I just... I want to be wherever he is.
我希望他能让我走进他的内心 I just wish he would let me in.
我原本坚信那条项链 I was positive that this necklace came
就是照片中那女人的 from that woman in the photo, you know,
其中肯定有着非同一般的故事 that it had some epic origin story to it.
结果发现这种项链在这儿随处可得 It turns out you can get it anywhere here.
-凯文 -或许兰德尔是对的 - Kevin... - Maybe Randall was right.
我本来就不该管这件事的 I should've just left well enough alone, you know.
让爸爸以他想被铭记的方式在我们心中永存 Let my father be remembered the way he wanted to be remembered,
而不要提出那么多问题 and stop asking so many questions.
你经历过这种事吗 You ever go through anything like that?
我有没有去越南发掘我父亲的战争故事吗 Did I ever travel to Vietnam to find out my father's war story?
没有 我早该提醒你那可能是机缘巧合 No. I think I would've mentioned that uncanny coincidence to you.
你知道我说的什么意思 I think you know what I mean.
要不我们回酒店吧 Mind if we go back to the hotel?
我想躺会儿 I-I think I want to lay down.
可以啊 咱们回酒店 Yeah, no, let's go back to the hotel.
然后你仍然绝对不会 You can continue to tell me
告诉我关于你的事情 absolutely nothing about your life.
-这么说太不公平了 -是吗 - That's not fair. - Really?
我告诉你很多了 I tell you plenty.
我就是说说而已 I'm just saying, you know,
很明显 你和你爸爸之间发生了什么事 you're obviously going through something with your dad.
我没什么事 凯文 I'm not going through anything, Kevin.
那只是我生活中一直都很糟糕的一部分 It's just a constant, terrible part of my life
我试着不要老是想着那些事 that I try not to dwell on.
所以 我们能回酒店吗 So... can we please go back to the hotel?
我觉得不太舒服 I-I don't think I feel well.
那你可真成熟 太棒了 That's real mature. That's great.
蝙蝠可全出来了 That's a lot of bad bat.
给你 兄弟 Here you go, man.
-香槟 -谢谢 - Champagne. - Thank you.
干杯 Cheers.
-只是在开香槟酒 -好的 - It was just champagne. - Okay.
-你还好吧 -嗯 - Are you okay? - Yeah.
我没事 I'm fine.
没事 I'm fine.
宝 我们怎么停下来了 Bao, why are we stopping?
这是什么地方 我们在哪 宝 What is this place? Where are we, Bao?
你 You.
希望你别干傻事 宝 Please be a good guy, Bao.
有什么动静 松鼠 What you got, Squirrel?
有地雷 自制的 Toe popper. Homemade.
你会带我回去吗 宝 You gonna take me back to my squad, Bao?
卫生间在大厅 如果你需要用的话 The bathroom's down the hall, if you need it.
好的 Okay.
我没法谈那些事 I can't talk about it.
在越南的事 Vietnam.
我所做的和我经历的事 What I did and what I saw.
我只是 我不... I just, I don't...
我不想将我生命中的那部分 I don't want to bring that part of my life
带到我们关系中 into... this
带给你 with you.
好的 Okay.
你会回匹兹堡吗 Are you gonna come back to Pittsburgh?
不好说 I don't know.
-祝你好运 -谢谢 - Good luck. - Thanks.
也祝你... 好运 Good luck with... yours, too.
谢谢 Thanks.
丽贝卡·马隆的小样
*给它足够的时间* *Give it enough time*
*给它时间* *Just give it time*
不错 很不错 Good stuff. Great stuff.
-很好听 -真的吗 - That was beautiful. - Really?
谢谢 Thank you.
谢谢你的来访 Thank you for coming in.
-那... -保持联络 - So... - So keep in touch.
你在哪里演出一定要告诉我们 Definitely keep us posted on what you're up to.
好 非常感谢您的宝贵时间 All right, thank you very much for your time.
见到你很高兴 谢谢 谢谢 Nice to meet you. Thank you. Thanks.
不好意思 I'm-I'm sorry.
你刚才对我的反馈 Could you actually just be a little bit more specific
能再具体一点吗 with your feedback?
什么意思 Meaning?
"保持联络" 这是什么意思 "Keep in touch," what does that look like?
你要是有演出就告诉我们 You let us know if you have a show,
我们会尽量让人去看的 and we will try to get someone out to see it.
然后呢 And then what?
然后我们保持联络 And then we keep in touch.
拜托 我大老远来到这里 Please, I-I drove a really long way.
所以希望你能说清楚一点 If you could be very clear.
-你刚才说你从哪里来 -匹兹堡 - Where'd you say you were from? - Pittsburgh.
我想你在匹兹堡算是唱得好的 I think you're Pittsburgh good.
谢谢 很感谢你的反馈 Thank you. I appreciate the feedback.
是沃特森女士吗 Mrs. Watterson?
是的 有什么事吗 Yes. Can I help you?
沃特森先生 Mr. Watterson.
我是杰克·皮尔森上士 I'm Staff Sergeant Jack Pearson.
你们的儿子曾在我的部队里 Your son was under my command.
他的死是我的责任 I'm responsible for his death.
宝 为什么停下了 Bao, why-why are you stopping?
为什么停下了 渔村在那边 Why are you stopping? The ville is that way.
你走路过去吧 你走路 You walk. You walk.
你走吧 走路过去 You go. You walk.
宝 你是好人还是坏人 Are you a good guy or a bad guy, Bao?
你是越共吗 Are you V.C.?
有时候是 Sometime.
跟战争有关的一切都很混乱 Everything about the war is murky,
在我的记忆里只有... 混乱 and all my memories are just... murky.
我不知道那天把橄榄球捡起来 I don't know whose idea it was
是谁的主意 但我知道松鼠 to pick up the football first that day, but knowing Squirrel--
对不起 是罗杰 excuse me, Roger--
我知道罗杰 可能是他的主意 knowing Roger, it was probably his idea.
那个孩子很有活力 A lot of energy, that kid.
那天晚上很安静 It was a quiet night.
至少我们原本是这么认为的 At least, we... we thought it was.
公子哥 别玩了 Hey, Townie, knock it off.
-最后一次 上士 -不行 - Oh, just one more, Sarge. - No.
-跑远点 帅哥 -布恩 有罐头吗 - Go long, pretty boy. - Boon, you got a can?
你臂力有那么强吗 公子哥 I don't think you got the arm, Townie.
打赌吗 跑远点 Yeah, want to bet? Go deep.
得了吧 长那么壮 Now, for a big boy,
扔起球来跟个娘们... you sure throw like a small...
我让我的士兵牺牲了 I let my guard down.
我在战争中失败过很多次 I failed many times when I was over there,
但没有看好你们的儿子 这... but taking my eye off your son, that...
这是我犯过最大的错 It was the worst thing I did,
我有责任 and I take responsibility.
我负全部责任 I take full responsibility.
虽然我知道这不能代表什么 但是... And I know it may not mean much but...
我必须来 I needed to come here
告诉你们 and tell you that,
他是最棒的 well, he was one of the good ones.
还有 我很抱歉 And that I am sorry.
那不是你的错 孩子 It wasn't your fault, son.
不是你的错 It wasn't.
什么都别说 Don't say anything.
现在对我来说 这里是最安全的地方 It's the safest place for me to be right now.
好吧 Okay.
我给你买了这个 我看不懂标签 但是 I got you this. I can't read the label, but, um,
这要么是椰汁 要么就是防晒乳液 it's either coconut water or suntan lotion.
如果我是你的话 I'd give it a little sniff
在喝之前就先闻闻看 before I drank it, if I were you.
需要我帮忙吗 Want me to help you with that?
-不 我可以 -不 你不可以 - No, I-I can do it. - No, you can't.
-谢谢 -不客气 - Thank you. - You're welcome.
椰汁吗 Coconut water?
防晒乳液 Suntan lotion.
你知道 我的爸爸 You know, my dad,
他一直向我妈妈隐瞒他前28年的生活 he kept the first 28 years of his life a secret from my mom,
这对他们来说是可以的 which worked for them, you know.
我是说 这不仅是可以的 但是... I mean, it more than worked for them, actually, but...
我不希望我们也这样 I don't want that for us.
好吗 Okay?
我不会的 I don't.
我想告诉你我的一切 也想了解... I-I want to be able to tell you everything and I want to know...
也想了解你的一切 I want to know everything about you.
如果不能的话 But if I can't,
也没关系 it's okay.
没关系 That's okay
因为你身上有蜜桃般的香气 because you smell like peaches,
虽然现在没有 and, well, right now you-you don't.
说实话你现在臭烘烘的 You smell like garbage right now, actually,
但平常都像蜜桃一样香 but, typically, you smell like peaches.
你还总把零食放在那个大钱包里 And you keep snacks in that big purse that you have and...
我爱上你了 Well, I'm falling in love with you.
不管你是否对我敞开心扉 Whether you open up to me or not,
我都爱上你了 I'm falling in love with you.
我爸性侵了我 My father sexually abused me.
他 He,
他经常试着联系我 he tries to contact me every so often,
想要补偿我 try and make amends,
但我没兴趣 but I have no interest.
我已经向前看了 I've moved on.
我不是因为你问了才告诉你 I'm not telling you this because you asked me to,
也不是因为你告诉我 or because you told me
你爱上我了 you-you're falling in love with me,
又或者是我也爱上了你 or even because I'm falling in love with you, too.
我告诉你是因为 I'm telling you this because my father
我父亲已经毁了我的许多 has already ruined so much for me,
我不会让他再毁了这个 and I'm not gonna let him ruin this, too.
我不... I d-- I didn't, um...
你看起来总是很坚强 It's just you-you always seem so strong, you know.
我不知... I-I didn't, uh...
我很坚强 I am strong.
谢谢 Thank you.
怎么样了 How'd it go?
还可以 Uh, it went okay.
你的拜访怎么样 How did it go, your visit?
已经很好了 Yeah, it went, uh, as good as it could go.
这里很疯狂 对吧 It's kind of nuts here, right?
每天早上醒来 都是23度的晴天 I mean, every day you wake up, it's 73 and sunny.
这算什么 我喜欢雨天 What is that? I like the rain.
他们说我在匹兹堡算好的 They said that I was "Pittsburgh good,"
我决定把这当做一种夸奖 which I've decided to take as a compliment.
我可以听听那首歌吗 Can I hear the song?
我今天已经唱够了 I think that I'm done singing for today.
小贝 拜托 Bec, please.
小贝 Bec?
从没有人这么叫我 No one has ever called me that.
我喜欢 I like it.
*人们说很高兴遇见我* *People say it's nice to meet me*
*我总是想为何* *I often wonder why*
*我反思自己* *I've studied my reflections*
*看着眼中的自己* *I've looked me in the eye*
*却仍找不到答案* *But I still can't draw conclusions*
*依旧冒失轻率* *I'm still talking out of turn*
*如今我不断地问询* *Now I ask too many questions*
*那些我不会吸取的教训* *About the lessons I won't learn*
*原来我所有的过错* *It turns out all my mistakes*
*都可以宽恕* *Were forgivable*
*我失去的时日* *And the time I spend lost...*
*是生活的指示* *Was a sign*
*所有生活的笔墨* *That all the ink*
*都会消失不见* *Is invisible*
*只要你给予* *If you give it*
*给予足够的时间* *Give it enough time*
*如今我睁开双眼* *Now I think my eyes are open*
*潜入更深的海* *I take a deeper dive*
*当忧郁笼罩着我* *When I feel the blue surround me*
*当我苏醒过来* *That's when I come alive*
*当我形单影只* *When it starts to feel too lonely*
*当我崩溃失控* *When it's out of my control*
*当世界没了我也依旧转* *When the world goes on without me*
*我是否会感受这代价* *Will I feel it take its toll?*
*原来我所有的过错* *Turns out all my mistakes*
*都可以宽恕* *Were forgivable*
*我失去的时间* *The time I spent lost*
*是生活的指示* *Was a sign...*
给你两周的时间 You got two weeks.
*所有生活的笔墨* *That all the ink*
*都会消失不见* *Is invisible*
你该让我自生自灭 You should've left me to rot!
*只要你给予* *If you give it*
*给予足够的时间* *Give it enough time*
走吧 Come on.
我们回家 Let's go home.