《我们的生活》前情回顾 Previously on This Is Us...
你可以随心所欲地对他们好 杰克 You can be nice to them all you want, Jack.
但他们不只是女人和孩子 But they're not just women and children.
他们是敌人 They're the enemy.
我有个弟弟 他战死了 I had a brother... he died in the war.
我上网查了战争烈士的数据信息 I went to a database for the war memorial.
尼克拉斯·皮尔森 他也许去世了 Nicholas Pearson, he might be dead,
但他不是死在越南的 but he didn't die here in Vietnam.
杰克 最后一次了 CK "Jack, last one. C.K."
我爸知道他还活着 My dad knew he was alive.
这里有寄信人的地址 Well, there's a return address.
宾夕法尼亚州布拉德福德 你觉得他还在吗 Bradford, Pennsylvania. You think he's still there?
尼古拉斯·皮尔森 宾夕法尼亚州布拉德福德市 鸣禽路2125号
谢谢你 肯 Thanks, Ken.
尼亚加拉瀑布
希望你一切都好 CK
磐石之州
需要谈谈 CK
放弃希望了 CK
宾夕法尼亚州
五分钟就好 CK
-我先看电视 -不行 不行 - I call the TV. - No, no, no, no.
-什么 -不行 先写作业 - What? - Uh, no, no, no. Homework first.
-不许看电视 -那她呢 - No TV. - What about her?
-我写完啦 -孩子们 等等 - I finished. - Hey, guys, come on.
装备都放回房间 为了整个街区着想 Gear up in your rooms, and then do greater Pittsburgh
-赶紧洗个澡吧 谢谢了 -回来啦 - a favor and shower, please. - Hi.
谢谢你去接他们回来 Thank you for picking them up from practice.
当然 为人民服务嘛 Yeah. Yeah, I'm here to serve.
杰克 最后一次了
我明天得出趟城 公司的事 Hey, so I got to go out of town for work tomorrow.
-周六出差吗 -对 - On a Saturday? - Yeah.
我们在 特伦敦找了一家木材厂 We ve got a... A lumberyard we're contracting up in Trenton.
我也到现场比较好 It's kind of important that I'm there.
-好 -好的 - Okay. - Okay.
我去楼上换衣服 I'm gonna go upstairs and change.
马上就下来 I'll be right back down.
宾夕法尼亚州布拉德福德市 鸣禽路2125号
我们的生活 第三季 第十一集
等等 你是说我们的叔叔还活着吗 Wait. You're saying our uncle is still alive?
怎么可能 Okay, that can't be true.
尼奇死在了越南 Nicky died in Vietnam.
兰德尔 你高中的时候 Randall, didn't you and Dad visit
不是还跟爸爸一起去看了纪念碑 the memorial in high school?
他弟弟的名字没在上面吗 Wasn't his brother's name on the wall?
他说他不忍心去看 He said it was too hard for him.
-妈 -今天这些事 - Mom. - I-I'm just hearing all this
我也是第一次听说 for the first time, too.
也许爸爸 也许他也不知道 Well, maybe Dad, uh, maybe he didn't know.
-也许他... -他知道 - Maybe he just was... - He knew.
他知道 我找到了尼奇寄给他的明信片 He knew. I found a postcard that Nicky sent him.
日期是1992年 It was dated 1992.
三观崩坏 Mind completely blown.
我知道大家肯定都很难接受 I know this is really hard for everyone to hear
因为这意味着 爸爸没有说出真相... because it means, well, Dad wasn't telling us the...
从这里到布拉德福德只需要六小时 Bradford is a six-hour drive from here.
我没有他的电话 但我有住址 I don't have a phone number, but I have an address.
你们知道吗 直到2017年 And guess what. As of 2017,
那里都住着一位尼古拉斯·皮尔森 there was a Nicholas Pearson living there.
兰德尔别闹 Randall.
如果有人想跟我一起去看看 Whoever wants to come on this trip with me,
-那我热烈欢迎 -好的 - you're more than welcome. - All right.
在宣誓就职之前 我还有八周时间 I'm not getting sworn in for another eight weeks.
贝丝最近有许多面试 Beth has a bunch of job interviews coming up.
只要我能找到人照顾孩子们 我就去 As long as I can get somebody to watch the girls, I'm in.
兰德尔要来 太好了 Yes, he's in. Okay.
妈 凯特 Mom? Kate?
要不要跟我们一起去拍一场公路电影 You want to join our, uh, our little road movie?
会很有趣的 就像《神枪手与智多星》 It'll be fun. It'll be like Butch and Sundance
还有《末路狂花》 你们可以挑 and Thelma and Louise. A-And you can pick
想当哪个角色都可以 我不介意 whatever character you want; doesn't matter to me.
我并没有特别喜欢某一个 I'm not locked into one in particular.
这一点完全可以商量 I'm totally fluid on that.
我是神枪手 I'm Sundance.
-我知道 -没错 - I know you are. Yeah. - Yeah.
不了 不过我... No. But I will,
我会帮你照顾孩子们的 好吗 I'will watch the girls for you, okay?
妈 Mom.
是这样的 我 我不去了 You know what? I... I can't.
我离那四千公里远 还怀着孕 I m 2,500 miles away and I'm pregnant.
凯特 爸爸的弟弟可能还活着 Kate, Dad's brother may be alive.
你难道不想知道他是谁吗 Don't you want to know who he is?
大家 我下线了 得走了 Guys, I'm out. Gotta go.
你知道这意味着什么吧 You know what that means.
只剩下布奇和圣丹斯[《虎豹小霸王》] Butch and Sundan...
宝贝 你看见我的撞色V领羊毛衫了吗 Hey, baby, have you seen my cashmere heather V?
跟我的寻找叔叔之旅牛仔裤很搭的那件 The one that goes perfectly with my uncle-hunter jeans?
有什么不对吗 What's wrong?
那句话哪儿都不对 宝贝 Uh, everything about that sentence, baby.
不过 But, um, also,
明天的面试让我有些紧张 feeling kind of nervous about these interviews tomorrow.
你会紧张吗 别逗了 You're nervous? Child, please.
那些公司要见你才应该紧张才对 If anything, those companies should be nervous to meet you.
因为只有一家能中贝丝·皮尔森的头奖 Because one of them is about to win the Beth Pearson lottery.
他们中贝丝·皮尔森的头奖为什么要紧张 Why would they be nervous to win the Beth Pearson lottery?
不知道 只是觉得这么说比较可爱 I don't know. It sounded cuter in my head.
工作面试打气 再来一次 Uh, job interview pep talk, take two.
贝丝·皮尔森 Beth Pearson,
你是招聘终极大奖 you are the ultimate prize hire.
明天你将走进那些公司 You're gonna walk into those firms tomorrow
展露你的聪明才智 with your brilliant-ass mind
彰显你的壮志雄心 and that impressive-ass ambition
就连高跟鞋都让人印象深刻 他们会想 and those spiky-ass heels, and they gonna be like,
"贝丝·皮尔森 该怎么样才能让你 "Beth Pearson, what we got to do to get your actual ass
来我们公司就职呢 贝丝·皮尔森" in this building, Beth Pearson?"
是的 我说了两次你的名字 And, yes, I emphasize the Beth Pearson,
因为它不仅是一个名字 还是一种态度 because it's more than just a name, it is an attitude.
一种会大声喊出 An attitude that screams,
"你很想聘用我"的态度 "You know you want to hire me."
好吧 我更喜欢这个版本 All right, I like take two better.
万分感谢 Thank you very much.
你妈和米格尔 Your mom and Miguel
会过来留宿 对吧 are gonna stay over, right?
因为我要跟佐伊去吃晚饭 Because I am going to go to dinner with Zoe
来释放一些面试后的压力 to blow off some post-interview steam.
当然晚餐的意思是喝威士忌 And by dinner I mean Scotch.
对 他们答应了 Yeah, they're in.
你呢 What about you?
你担心你见到失踪已久的叔叔时 You stressed about what could happen
会发生什么吗 when you meet your long lost uncle?
说实话 我更担心 Honestly, I'm more stressed
如果我们见不到他会怎样 about what's gonna happen if we don't meet him.
宝贝 我在找威廉时 Babe, when I was looking for William,
我唯一能想到的事 the only thing I could think about
就是如果我敲他的门会看到什么 was what I was gonna find if I ever got to knock on his door.
比如他跟我长得像吗 Like, would he look like me?
他会抱我吗 Would he hug me?
还是会把我拒之门外 Would he slam the door in my face?
但我想过的最坏的情形是 But the worst version I could ever imagine
要是没人来开门怎么办 is what would happen if no one ever answered the door.
我觉得这就是凯文现在的情况 And I think that's what's gonna happen to Kevin.
所以我得陪着他 So I got to be there for him.
真是没想到 Well, well.
可以的 Look at that.
怎么了 What?
你来了 There she is.
兄弟姐妹自驾游 人都齐了 Sibling road trip, here we go.
塞尔玛来了 Thelma's in the house.
-帮我把包拿来 -路上吃 - Get my bag for me. - For the road.
火鸡和烤牛肉配甜椒 还有一个苹果 Turkey and roast beef on pimento and an apple.
天啊 我太喜欢你做的午饭了 再见 God, I love your lunches. Bye-bye.
我们出发吧 Regulators, let's ride.
多谢 妈 Thanks, Mom.
好了 我很快就会回来的 All right. I'll be back before you guys know it.
-再见 爸爸 -明天你会赶回来 - Bye, Dad. - You're gonna be in time
-看我的比赛 对吧 -对 我会的 - for my game tomorrow, right? - Yes, I will. I will be there.
他就是去特伦敦市 He's only going to Trenton.
-你哥呢 -在那儿 - Where's your brother? - In there.
小凯 你不来说再见吗 Hey, Kev, you're not gonna say good-bye?
再见 Good-bye.
妈 Mom.
爱你 Love you.
拿了你喜欢吃的杏脯 Dried apricots, as you like.
这太...不可思议了 对吧 This is... crazy. Right?
找了好几个月 竟然走到了这一步 I mean, months and months of searching, and here we are, huh?
公路旅行 "三个小家伙" Road trippin! The Big Three,
即将揭开我们叔叔的神秘面纱 about ready to unlock the great mystery of our uncle.
我一会儿要上厕所 I'm gonna need to pee soon.
上厕所 我们才刚... Pee? We ve been on--
我们刚上车还不到十三分钟 It's like 12 and a half minutes we've been driving.
是没错 可我是孕妇 尿多 Okay, well, I'm pregnant, and I pee a lot,
所以你们不接受也没办法 so you just have to deal with it.
如果有人想吃东西的话 I've got road trip snacks available
我准备了公路旅行的小吃 whenever anybody wants them.
有许多坚果和种子 有麻点的水果 Lots of nuts and seeds, many pitted fruits.
-我不吃 -兰德尔 - I'm good. - Randall?
怎么了 Yeah?
你万圣节是不是只给钱 对不对 You give away pennies on Halloween, don't you?
和我老实交代 Be honest with me.
-我给的可是大号巧克力棒 -是吗 - Full-size candy bars, for the record. - Yeah?
没错 整条街独一份儿 Yeah. Only house on the block.
你说实话吧 送的是葡萄干 Tell the truth, it's raisins.
-健康的葡萄干 -一大把葡萄干 - It's healthy raisins. - Handful of raisins.
别忘了 我和四个非常任性 You know, remember, I live in a house
且固执己见的女人同在一个屋檐下 with four very willful and opinionated women,
所以你们的嘲讽对我无效 so I'm impervious to your mocking.
老爸的弟弟现在应该多大了 So, how old would Dad's brother be now?
七十了 Seventy.
我想知道为何爸告诉我们他弟弟已经死了 I wonder why Dad told us his brother was dead.
我不知道 I don't know.
但我想 我们即将面临的是 But we're about to embark on some Shakespearean-level
莎士比亚级别的悲剧 tragedy, I'm afraid.
你怎么表现的...如此镇定 How are you so... cool about this?
老爸可以算是骗了我们一辈子 Dad basically lied to us his entire life,
-你不觉得可怕吗 -还好 - a-and it doesn't freak you out? - Not really.
一旦发现你妈隐瞒了你生父的消息 When you find out your mom's been lying to you
骗了你长达三十六年 about your birth father for 36 years,
就没有什么能吓到你的了 not much can rattle you after that.
我觉得听到关于爸爸的这么多事 I think this is really rocking Mom's world
妈妈一定觉得很震惊 to hear all this stuff about Dad.
好香啊 That smells so good.
你觉得爸爸会像当初对威廉爷爷那样 Do you think Dad will bring Nicky home,
把尼奇也领回家吗 like he brought home Grandpa William?
不 我觉得不会 宝贝儿 No, I don't think so, honey.
但他很喜欢把人往家里领 就是随口一说 He sure likes bringing people home, though. Just sayin .
苔丝 Hey, Tess,
给我拿些巧克力来 好吗 hit me with some chocolate chips, would you?
给你 失陪一下 Here you go. Excuse me.
奶奶没事吧 Is Grandma okay?
没事 奶奶就是有点累了 Yeah, Grandma's just a little tired.
好了 在我把面团生吃之前 All right, let's get this dough going in the oven
先把它们放进烤箱里面吧 茶匙 before I eat that raw. Teaspoon.
鸣禽路2125号
杰克 Hey, Jack.
我将来要住在 I'm going to live in a big house
湖边的大房子里 on a lake someday.
会有一个停靠船舶的码头 It's gonna have a dock for my boat.
是吗 Oh, yeah?
我觉得你要住在湖边 I think you got to be rich
还要有条船 得有钱才行 to have a house and a boat on a lake.
我会的 我要成为一名医生 I will be. I'm going to be a doctor.
可能会是外科医生 Maybe a surgeon.
你确实够聪明 You're smart enough.
弗洛伊德·莫顿他爸是外科医生 他很有钱 Floyd Morton's dad is a surgeon, and he's pretty rich.
但我要特别有钱才行 I need to get really rich, though,
不是很有钱 not pretty rich.
天呐 尼奇 Dang, Nicky.
你准备养几条船啊 How many boats do you need?
就一条 Just one.
但要有两间房子 Two houses, though.
大湖边上的大房子 Big ol'houses on a big ol'lake.
我们到底上不上 Well, we doing this or not?
你从哪里知道的我家地址 How'd you get my home address?
有人吗 Come on.
我觉得他不在这里 神枪手 I don't think he's there, Sundance.
是啊 小凯 我们尽力了 Yeah. Kev, hey, we tried.
好吗 天意如此 Okay? It wasn't meant to be.
我们走吧 我想上厕所 And we should go, cause I have to pee.
你不能往我家里寄信 You can't write me at home.
懂吗 Got it?
你从匹兹堡赶过来就是为了告诉我这事吗 You drove all the way from Pittsburgh to tell me that?
那正说明我是认真的 That's how much I mean it.
保重 Take care.
不是吧 真行 你难道要闯进去 Oh, really? Wonderful. You're breaking in?
我没要闯进去 I'm not breaking in.
我就想看看这里是否有人住 I'm trying to see if anyone lives here.
确实有人 Somebody does.
你是尼克拉斯·皮尔森 Nicholas Pearson?
是的 Yeah.
我是凯文·皮尔森 I'm Kevin Pearson.
我是... I'm, uh...
我是杰克·皮尔森的儿子 I'm Jack Pearson's son.
喝点啤酒吗 You want a beer?
我戒酒了 I don't drink anymore.
我有雀巢巧伴伴 I got Nesquik.
杰克知道你们来这吗 Jack know you're here?
他去世了 He's dead.
去世了 Dead.
他什么时候走的 When'd he pass?
1998年 1998.
98年 98.
你到底进不进来 You coming in or not?
如果你饿了的话 这也有菲乐多玉米片 I got some Fritos, also, if you're hungry.
不必了 我... No, I'm...
那就够了 That'll be fine.
你知道吗 You know,
我也曾有过一幢房子 I had a house once.
但住在这里更好 But this is better.
更好打理 It's much more manageable.
我有东西要给你 I, uh, have something for you.
感觉你可能会需要 I thought maybe you'd want them.
都是好人 Good men.
抱歉 Sorry.
一个坏毛病 It's a bad habit.
我的许多坏毛病之一 One of many.
天啊 Mm. Jesus.
尼奇 你怎么能把巧克力牛奶冲得这么难喝 Nicky, how do you screw up chocolate milk?
肯定没有妈妈的辣椒千层面那么糟 Well, it can't be as bad as Mom's chili lasagna.
是啊 Yeah.
记得我们曾想把它 Remember when we tried
喂给阿特金斯夫人的牧羊犬吗 feeding it to Mrs. Atkins' collie?
记得 就连阿特金斯夫人的牧羊犬 Oh, yeah. Even Ms. Atkins' collie
也不想吃那坨翔 didn't want to eat that crap.
是啊 没门 No. Yeah.
你有糖尿病吗 You diabetic?
我弟弟是收养的 My brother's adopted.
没错 It's true.
所以他是黑人 Explains why he's black.
这点也毋庸置疑 That's also true.
我爸说你死在了越南 Our dad told us you died in Vietnam.
看来你并没有 Seems you didn't.
不是吧 Oh, come on.
先生 我理解这事或许难以启齿 Sir, I know this may be hard to talk about,
但你知道他为什么要那样说吗 but do you have any idea why he might have told us that?
你们来这就是浪费时间 You wasted your time coming here.
请...离开吧 Just-- please, leave.
不 No.
先生 我本不想来的 Sir, I didn't want to come here.
我也不想... And I didn't want to...
去找这些问题的答案 但是... find out these answers, but...
我哥为了了解父亲的过去 my brother literally traveled around the world and back
简直跑遍了全世界 to learn about our dad,
最终才来到了这里 and it's led him here.
所以我们不会就这样离开 So we're not going anywhere.
好吧 Yeah.
你们果然是杰克的孩子 You're Jack's kids, all right.
我被征兵了 I got drafted.
你们的父亲也应征入伍去找我 Your father enlisted to look for me.
我是个医疗兵 I was a medic
我吃了库存里的药品 who sampled his own inventory.
我服用了很多东西 I mean, I sampled a lot of stuff.
给我什么就用什么 I mean, whatever junk came my way.
我... I, um...
我痛恨战争 I hated the war.
也恨透了自己 I hated myself.
你们父亲想帮我戒毒 And your father tried to clean me up.
但是失败了 It didn't work.
最后因为我的精神原因 Finally, they pulled me out of there
他们把我撤了出来 for psychiatric reasons.
有的人会得思乡病 You know, some get homesick.
而我是"思战病" I got war-sick.
那为什么爸爸跟我们说你死了 Then why did Dad tell us you died there?
他不该来找我的 He should never have come for me.
不行 Hey. No.
谢谢 Cam on, chú.
不客气 Không có chi.
我们去捕鱼吧 Let's go fishing.
好了 Okay.
就这里吧 你觉得呢 I think we found our spot. What do you think?
开始捕鱼吧 Let's go fishing, huh?
现在 看见这个了吗 All right, now, see this?
这是秘密武器 Secret weapon.
看 See?
好的 Okay.
看好了 Watch this.
小心 Watch out.
好家伙 Holy mackerel.
太棒了 All right!
过来吧 宝贝们 Come to Papa, baby.
真不错 Oh, yeah, we did good.
拿着 Here.
比你还大 It's bigger than you. Yeah.
你觉得怎样 What do you think?
很棒吧 去把它扔进去 Pretty good, right? Go ahead. Toss him in.
又来一条 Oh, yeah.
晚餐有了 真漂亮 Dinner. Beautiful.
把它扔进去 Toss him in. Oh!
抓到了 There you go.
给你 扔进去吧 There he is. Toss him in.
我觉得可以了 I think we're good.
你觉得呢 我们要再找一个地方吗 What do you think, should we go find another spot?
好的 船长 都听你的 All right, Captain. Whatever you say.
这些鱼多的是 对吧 Plenty more where that came from, huh?
好 我也喜欢这个位置 Okay. I like this spot, too.
你意下如何 What do you think?
我也是 我能感觉到 I think so. I feel it here.
好 Okay.
不不不不 No, no, no, no, no. No, no.
不不不不 不行 不行 No, no, no, no, no, no. No, no, no, no, no.
不不不 No, no, no!
小心 Watch out.
小心 跳船 Watch out! Get-get off the boat!
快跳船 跳船 Get off the boat! Get off the boat!
跳啊 快 Off the boat! Off the boat!
跳 Jump!
穆里洛 发生什么事了 Murillo, what happened?
一艘船爆炸了 我觉得我们的人在上面 A boat exploded. I think one of our guys was on it!
上士 Sarge!
岭 岭 Lanh. Lanh?
岭 岭 Lanh? Lanh?!
快 快点 Let's go. Go!
你干了什么 你干了什么 What did you do, huh?! What did you do?!
你做了什么 尼奇 What did you do, Nicky?
他只是个孩子 He was just a kid.
只是个孩子啊 He was just a kid.
我受够了 受够了 I'm done! I'm done!
岭 岭 Lanh! Lanh!
岭 Lanh!
对不起 I m sorry.
心理医生会治好他的 上士 Shrinks will get his head on straight, Sarge.
穆里洛 布恩 Murillo, Boone,
你们负责铁丝网 you guys are on the wire.
墨菲 公子哥 其他人做好准备 Murphy, Townie, the rest of you gear up.
我们五点出发 We're out at 0500.
我没来得及... I never got to, um...
我没来得及告诉他 I never got to tell him.
然后我们堆了个雪堆 Then we built the curved snowbank
-这样就有雪橇弯道了 -对 - so we'd have a bobsled turn. - Oh, yeah.
只不过雪橇直接冲过雪堆 Yeah, except the sled went straight through the snowbank
差点冲上贝拉明公园路 and almost onto the Bellarmine Parkway.
斯阔谷奥运会也不过如此 So much for the Squaw Valley Olympics.
是啊 Yeah.
-杰克 -尼奇 别这样 - Jack... - No. Nicky, no.
我不想回想起那些 No, I... I don't want to go back there.
过去的事情就让它过去吧 I want to leave that right where it is.
你不用说话 听着就行 You don't have to talk. Just... listen.
我脑海里无数次回想起那一天 I've relived that day so many times in my head.
我不是有意让那个男孩... I-I-I didn't mean for that boy...
-尼奇 -你就让我说... - Nicky... - Just let me say...
停停停 我求你了 别说了 Just stop, stop. I'm begging you, stop.
好吗 别说了 Okay? No more.
也不要...再寄信到我家里了 And-and stop... stop sending letters to my house.
我有了妻子和家庭 我已经释然了 I've got a wife and a family. I moved on.
我也希望我不要这样 但我没办法 好吗 I wish I was wired differently, but I'm not. Okay?
我不能回头 I-I can't just turn back.
见到你我很开心 尼奇 It's good to see you, Nick.
我毁了你的生活吗 Did I ruin your life?
没有 尼奇 我... No, Nicky, I--
我过得挺好的 I have a good life.
天呐 Gosh.
你的妻子很漂亮 Your wife is beautiful.
没错 她很美 Yes, she is.
她叫丽贝卡 Her name is Rebecca.
这是凯特凯文和兰德尔 And that's Kate, Kevin and Randall.
-兰德尔肤色不太一样 -是啊 - Randall is a different color. - Yes, he is.
他找到了我 He found me.
你家房子不错 You have a nice house.
那么... So... yeah.
我不会...再给你写信了 I won't-- I won't write you anymore.
你走吧 You can go.
-尼奇 我... -走吧 - Nicky, I... - Just go.
那些女人...越南女人 You know, and the women-- the Vietnamese women--
她们在战争中失去家人后 when they, uh... lost someone during that war,
会崩溃 they'd collapse.
就好像她们的骨头从身体中 It's like their-their bones were being pulled
被抽离出来 from their body.
所以... And, like...
她们会破碎... they'd fold into...
缩在身体里的某个地方... someplace in themselves, and, um,
蹲下来 哀号 squat down and just wail.
我总能听到她们的哭声 You'd just hear it, you know,
一次又一次在耳边萦绕 over and over and over.
纯粹的悲伤 Pure grief.
嗯 我... Yeah. My, uh...
我对战争的记忆... my memory of the war--
随着时间一天天消逝 it fades a little bit every day.
除了那位母亲的脸 Except for that mother's face.
我总能想起来她的哭声 She's with me, wailing.
我担心这可能会是我最后记得的一件事 I worry that that's gonna be the last damn thing I remember
在我临终的时候 when my time comes.
你们的老爸... You know, your old man--
他看事情非黑即白 没有灰色地带 he saw everything in black and white, no gray.
所以他有两段人生 It's... it's why he had two lives.
我毁掉一切之前的人生 Uh, the one before I ruined everything.
以及之后的 The one after.
他... And he...
他从第一段人生中走了出来 he walked away from the first life.
杰克选定一个方向后 And once Jack picked a direction,
就不会再改变路线了 he never changed course.
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他把战争抛诸脑后 You know, he put the war behind him,
再也没有回头 and he never looked back.
我没有这么幸运 I wasn't so lucky.
他怎么去世的 How did he die?
一场火灾 There was a fire.
他把我们救了出来 但却因为吸入浓烟 He got us out, but he had a heart attack
心脏病发作 from smoke inhalation.
好吧 Oh, damn.
我觉得有点累了 You know, I'm feeling a little worn down
回想这些"美好"的往事很耗费心力 from all this reliving of these happy memories,
所以我想 今天就先这样吧 so, um... I think I'm just gonna call it a day.
-先生 -我不想说了 - Sir... - I'm going to call it a day, son.
工作顺利吗 How was it?
小贝 我骗了你 说今天要去工作 Bec, I didn't tell you the truth about where I went today.
其实我去见了一个人 I went to go see someone,
一个早在参军打仗时就认识的人 someone that I'd known from the war.
他最近过得很不顺利 He'd been having a rough go of things lately, and...
主要是因为战时发生的一件很糟糕的事 m-mostly because of something bad that happened there.
他做的一件事 Something he did.
我们以前很亲密 And, well, we used to be close.
但我们也因为那件事闹翻了 And then we had a falling out because of that.
他之前来联系我 And he reached out,
我就决定去见见他 and I decided to go see him.
那你们关系缓和了吗 Well, did it help?
有一点改进 Yeah. A little.
也许吧 我也不知道 Maybe? I don't know.
其实你可以找其他人聊一聊... You know, there are people that you can talk to...
我先去洗漱了 I'm gonna go clean up.
你不知道回家的感觉有多好 Can't tell you how good it is to be home.
孩子们准备要上床睡觉了 Kids are getting ready for bed,
但我觉得吃了十一块巧克力曲奇之后 but I think after consuming 11 chocolate chip cookies,
她们可能要一周都睡不着了 they're not gonna sleep for a week.
他们找到他了 They found him.
杰克的弟弟 Jack's brother.
我真没想到他们... 快跟我说说 I never thought th... Well, tell me.
我不知道 他们只发信息说他们找到他了 I-I, I don't know, they just texted that they found him.
详情稍后奉上 Details to follow.
你还好吗 You okay?
我当初是不是还能多做点什么 Could I have done more?
你尽力了 丽贝卡 You tried, Rebecca.
不 No...
杰克刚从越南回来的时候 When Jack first got back from Vietnam,
我明白自己是想要尊重他的隐私 I understand why I respected his privacy.
毕竟伤口都还未愈合 The wounds were fresh.
但过了那么多年 我为什么没问 But all those years later, why?
我为什么没有多问问他 Why didn't I ask him more?
你知道吗 杰克是我二十多年来 You know, Jack was my closest friend,
最亲近的朋友 但我也并不完全了解他 for over 20 years, but I didn't know him completely.
尤其是他过去的经历 Not the stuff from before.
我觉得他内心也有黑暗的一面 I think that there was a darkness inside of him.
我觉得他当时很害怕 I think that he was afraid.
他害怕一旦黑暗的那面展露出来 You know, if that darkness got out, then,
可能会把他从你和孩子们身上获得的光芒 it might swallow up the light that he got from you.
吞噬殆尽 From the kids.
而且毫无疑问 And make no mistake:
你和孩子就是他的一切 you and the kids were everything.
我以前很喜欢这个答案 I used to love that answer.
因为我也想要这样认为 Cause I wanted to believe it.
但现在呢 But now?
我想要知道真相 I want the truth.
看看 Okay.
我买了正儿八经的零食 I got real road snacks.
我买了软糖 蛋白棒 牛肉干 烤杏仁 I got SweeTarts, protein bars, jerky, smoked almonds, sodas
苏打水和丁多斯蛋糕 and Ding effing Dongs.
不许再吐槽我了 凯特 你尿过了吗 Now, leave me be. Kate, did you urinate?
-是的 -凯文 你组织的活动你来收尾 - Yes. - Kevin, you break it, you bought it.
-怎么了 -我想和你一起去 - What's wrong? - I want to go with you.
咱们家里我最喜欢你 I like you better than all of them.
你不应该这样 因为他们都很棒 Well, you shouldn't, because they're pretty great.
相信我 你老爸我做错过很多事 And trust me, there's plenty your old man gets wrong.
-信你才怪 -不 是真的 - Yeah, right. - No, I do.
所以你必须格外注意这一点 伙计 Hey, look, y-you got to watch out for that, bud,
因为一个孩子要么会重复他父亲的错误 because a-a kid can either repeat the mistakes
要么就会改正那些错误 of his old man, or he corrects them.
这很难解释清楚 但... It's hard to explain, but, uh...
你乖一点 帮帮你妈 Hey, chip in. Help your mom.
那种生活不像话吧 That's no way to live, huh?
穷困潦倒 在一辆漏水的沙丁鱼罐头车里 All messed up, living alone for 40-some-odd years
独自生活四十多年 in a leaky sardine can?
我没法像爸那样把他留在那里 I can't leave him like Dad did.
尼奇 Nicky?
尼奇 Nicky!
一切都还好吗 你没事吧 Everything okay in here? You all right?
我没来得及告诉他... I never got to tell him...
那是一场意外 ...it was an accident.