《我们的生活》前情回顾 Previously on This Is Us...
孩子出生了 Uh, he's here.
是个男孩 It's a boy.
他真的好小 He's really, really small.
女士们 先生们 有请杰克·达蒙 Ladies and gentlemen, Jack Damon.
我怀孕了 I'm pregnant.
露西 天哪 Lucy, oh, my God.
我不会去参加那个临床试验 兰德尔 I'm not gonna do that trial, Randall.
妈 不管你想怎么做 我们都会照做 Well, Mom, whatever you want to do, that's what we'll do.
我现在想求你一件事 I'm gonna ask you for something now.
妈 你必须参加这项临床试验 Mom, you have to do this clinical trial.
好吧 Okay.
有感觉吗 Anything?
没有 Nothing.
他们很快就会催产了 They'll want to induce soon.
只是晚了几天而已 You're only a few days late.
我能做什么 What can I do?
我没事 宝贝 I'm good, baby.
不过肚子里这个 想听歌了 This one, however, has another request.
有具体的曲目吗 Anything in particular?
大家一般都想听热门曲目 Everyone always wants to hear the hits.
*转错一个弯* *Can one wrong turn*
*能让我转向一个新的方向吗* *Give me new direction?*
*做错一件事* *Can one false move*
*能否为我找到新的朋友* *Bring me one true friend?*
*一位陌生人究竟能否* *Could a stranger ever end up*
*变成你* *Being you?*
*我们千方百计* *We took it back*
别激动 Whoa, son.
*想要找回自己* *In all directions...*
这玩意花了多少钱 How much you pay for that thing?
白给的 He was free.
要我说 亏了 Paid too much, you ask me.
*是否有人能告诉我* *Is there a message*
*指给我通往新世界的方向* *A pathway to something more?*
光影分布非常精妙 ...incredible distribution of light.
不过我会给你们一点时间考虑 But I'll give you a moment to think about it.
*无需多言* *Oh, in the quiet way*
*你已令我着迷* *You caught my eye*
*我有足够的回忆* *I got enough...*
你好呀 海莉 Why, hello, Hailey.
我在想 我昨天跟你提的问题 I was just wondering if you've given
你是不是已经有答复了 any thought to the question I posed to you yesterday.
扎克 你真的是个好人 Zach, you're a really great guy.
你可能是我最好的朋友 I mean, you're probably my... best friend.
你能不能把笔从鼻子里拿出来 Can you get the pencils out of your nose, please?
但是我觉得 But I think...
我们现在不是很适合 that us going on a date right now
出去约会 would be a really bad idea.
你还惦记着那个男人 对不对 You're hung up on that guy, aren't you?
你那个很厉害的一夜情对象 Your famous big shot one-night stand?
至少告诉我是谁吧 是电影明星吗 At least tell me who it is. Is it a movie star?
应该不会比你大太多 Not someone too old for you.
天哪 Oh, my God.
-是莱昂纳多吗 -扎克... - Is it Leo? - Zach...
欢迎来到科恩画廊 Welcome to the Kohn Gallery.
是电影明星 It's a movie star.
杰克 Jack?
这首歌太棒了 That song is so good.
谢谢宝贝儿 Aw, thanks, boo.
你都听这么多次还愿意夸我 我很感动 That's sweet of you to say after all this time.
我的意思是 这首歌好像让我 Like, it's so good, I think you just made me
开始宫缩了 start having contractions.
杰克 Jack?
我来了 Yep, I'm coming.
我们的生活 第四季 第十八集
那条糟糕的毛巾
穿戴好了吗 Suit's on?
是的 Yes, ma'am.
你的生日礼服[双关"裸体"] Your birthday suit.
-就一条毛巾 -很好 - Only one I've got. - All right.
你这条浴袍裹得真够严实的 That is an incredibly bulky bathrobe.
你要是认为我生完好几个孩子才一年 If you think that I'm gonna stand in front of you naked
就会在光天化日之下 in the daylight
裸体站在你面前... a year after giving birth to multiple children...
老规矩嘛 Them is the rules.
规矩变了 吃个杯子蛋糕吧 Well, the rules have changed. Have a cupcake.
可是我不想吃杯子蛋糕 Yeah, but I don't want a cupcake.
我想... I want...
不要啊 Oh, God.
明年吧 猛男老公 今天也是他们生日 Well, maybe next year, slugger, 'cause it's their birthday, too,
而且 不太能无视他们 抱歉 and... they can't really be ignored. Sorry.
好了 一岁宝宝们 妈妈来了 All right, one-year-olds, Mommy's comin'.
生日快乐
宝贝 这下蛋糕定形了 Okay, Bug, so now that the cake has set,
-我们可以撒第二层糖霜了 -好的 - we are gonna lay in the second layer of frosting.- All right.
我们真的要给他准备完完全全的 We really need a full-on three-layer birthday cake
三层蛋糕吗 for this guy, huh?
我觉得小杰克就算是 I'm pretty sure Jack would be happy
直接从桌子上舔糖吃也会开心的 mainlining sugar right off the counter.
-这是传统 托比 -对 - Yeah, it's tradition, Toby. - Yeah.
你懂吗 三个小家伙 所以要有三层 Okay? It's the Big Three. There's three layers.
那好吧 杰克小子 看来你得受到 Well, Jacky Boy, it looks like it's three times
三倍糖分冲击 the sugar rush for you.
-看起来好好吃 宝贝 -别乱动 - Oh, that looks amazing, hon. - Da-da-da, no.
杰克 我是妈妈 Jack, it's Mommy. Hi.
对了 Hey, when do, uh,
兰德尔一家什么时候到 Randall and the girls get in?
我不知道 I don't know.
今天晚些时候 Um, later today.
但可能得等到明天开派对时才能见到他们 But we probably won't see them till the party tomorrow, so...
记得明天早点吃蛋糕送礼物 And remember, we're doing cake and presents early tomorrow,
因为下午 我不会说出来我们要干什么 'cause, uh, in the afternoon... I'm not gonna say what it is.
-对 -但会是一个挺特别的... - Right. - But it's a... kind of a special...
就是我们仨的一个秘密 Well, it's a secret thing just for the three of us.
对 Yeah.
你不是在间歇性禁食吗 I thought that you were intermittent fasting.
怎么破戒了 What happened to that?
米格尔需要糖霜 Well, Miguel needs frosting.
他们不在意我们的秘密 Oh, they don't care about our secret thing.
他们一点都不在意 No, they most certainly do not.
-好吧 -但杰克在意 - Okay. - But Jack does.
是不是 Don't you?
很令人兴奋哦 It's exciting!
互助会在社区活动室进行 每周一和周四
干嘛 What?
你也可以说"侄子 早上好 Or, "Hey, nephew. Good morning.
很高兴接到你的电话" Glad to hear from you."
干嘛 What?
我就是打来说我收到你送给杰克的礼物了 Look, I was just calling to say that I got your gift for Jack.
这是我应该做的 毕竟 Well, least I could do. You did, after all,
你送了我一座豪华的移动房屋 get me a luxury mobile home.
我给他... I mean, I got him a...
我给他挑了你常穿的那种傻傻的白球鞋 I got him those dopey white sneakers you always wear,
就是后面有绿色的那种 you know, with the green backs on them.
只不过是婴儿款的 Only, you know, in baby size.
是 斯坦·史密斯款 有心了 Yeah, the Stan Smiths. Very thoughtful.
对了 如果你想退了它 Which, by the way, you can just return
换更好的 你可以去退掉 and get something better, if you want.
我无所谓 I mean, it's no skin off my ass.
尼奇 送这个很合适 Nicky, they are perfect.
我也觉得这款鞋很可爱 Yeah, I thought they were kind of cute, too.
我是说 You know, for...
-婴儿穿 不是成年人穿 -好的 - a baby, not a grown man. - Okay.
对了 城里到处都是 Oh, you know, there are billboards of you
你的广告牌 all over town.
那个广告卖的是你的奶头吗 I think it's an ad for your nipple?
是古龙香水的广告 好吧 人们很喜欢的 Uh, it's a cologne ad, okay? And people love it.
好吧 我看到它就笑 Hmm. Well, it always makes me laugh.
我想是因为我认识你 I think 'cause I know you.
好了 我要去互助会了 All right, listen, I got to get into this meeting.
但 对了 明天是我戒酒一周年的日子 But, hey, tomorrow is my, uh, one-year sober.
我的一周年纪念日也是杰克的生日 My one-year is also Jack's birthday.
是吗 Oh?
我觉得你可能会想要恭喜我 Thought you might want to congratulate me.
我明天恭喜你 I'll congratulate you tomorrow.
好吧 我的确怀念你慈祥的一面 Okay. Well, I do miss your gentle touch.
互助会愉快 Have a good meeting.
谢谢 Thank you.
我会很想你的 Gonna miss you so much.
我觉得你只是害怕第一次坐飞机 I think you're just scared to take your first plane flight.
也对啦 Also that, yeah.
儿童出没 注意影响 Impressionable children coming through.
两位掌握好尺度 Keep it clean, people.
贝丝 快点 我们走吧 Hey, Beth! Come on, let's go!
好嘞 Okay!
抱歉抱歉 你知道黑人不打包行李 Sorry, sorry. You know black don't pack.
有这种说法 Is that a thing?
我不知道 我刚编的 I don't know, I just came up with it.
门都锁好了吗 Are the doors locked?
-要设置警报了 -好 - Gonna set the alarm. - Yep.
给妈准备了几本圣路易斯的旅行手册 Got Mom some travel books about Saint Louis.
她要在那边待九个月 She's gonna be there for nine months.
-她都可以安排烧烤了 -嗯哼 - She can get her barbecue on. - Mm-hmm.
你说什么 What'd you say?
我说"嗯哼" I said, "Mm-hmm."
就是一种普通的声音 It's... it's a noise.
每次我说起我妈要去圣路易斯 Yeah, it's a noise that you make any time I bring up my mom
你就会发出那种声音 going to Saint Louis.
设置警报 Set the alarm.
好了 在这地方自毁之前 All right, we got 30 seconds
我们有30秒 before this place self-destructs.
-我们快走吧 -贝丝 你不赞同 - Let's hit it! - Hey, Beth, do you not think
妈参加临床试验疗程吗 the clinical trial is a good idea?
我觉得你妈本来已经拿定主意了 I think that your mom made her decision.
我觉得你让她改变主意的手段 I think the tactics you used to get her to change her mind
有点... "嗯哼" are... "Mmm."
她有没有告诉过你哥 I mean, did she even tell your brother
她改变主意了 that she changed her mind?
因为这...可不是一件小事 Because that's... that's gonna be something.
我觉得她是打算等我们都到了 I think she's planning on telling all of us
再一起告诉我们大家 once we get out there.
别说"嗯哼" Don't say, "Mmm."
我只是希望你知道你在做什么 Look, I just hope you know what you're doing.
-不过你通常情况下都知道 -嗯 - But you usually do, so... - Mm.
好吗 All right?
我们走吧 Let's go!
多亏你长得漂亮 仅此而已 Just 'cause you're cute. That's all it is.
警报已设定 Alarm set.
-女孩叫阿比盖尔吗 -嗯 - "Abigail" For a girl? - Hmm.
人们会叫她阿比 跟"痂皮"押韵 They call her Abby, rhymes with "Scabby,"
她会过得很惨 and she has a terrible life.
我们应该早点问孩子性别的 We should have just learned the sex.
那样能自动划掉一半不合适的名字 It would have eliminated half the awful options.
没关系 会想到好名字的 No, it'll come.
我俩都希望把它留作惊喜的 记得吗 We both wanted it to be a surprise, remember?
说得对 You're right.
杰克 Jack.
我们今天要有宝宝了 We're having a baby today.
好了 你们感觉如何 Okay, how we doing?
准备好让这个小姑娘迎接世界了吗 You ready to get this little girl out into the world?
当然 Yeah.
生日快乐 凯特 凯文 兰德尔 和爸比
小家伙 Oh, hey, bud.
没事的 Hey, it's okay.
看看妈妈做的蛋糕好吗 Check out this cake that Mom made, huh?
你还好吗 You okay?
我没事 I'm fine.
开始了 他... Go. And he is...
穿上了 看看他 He's in. Look at him.
-看你那双鞋 -真挺帅的 - Look at your shoes. - That's quite handsome.
好了 去显摆吧 炫炫你的新鞋 All right, go show 'em off. Go show off your kicks.
你好 小家伙 Hi, bud...
不好意思 女士 但你丈夫 Excuse me, ma'am, but your husband here
一整天都在对我"暗送秋思" has been "oogling" me all day.
对了 是"秋思"还是"秋波" Is it "oogling" or "ogling," by the way?
-秋波 -你确定吗 - Ogling. - You sure?
不 No.
好了 All right.
好吧 懂你的暗示了 Okay, that's my cue.
我去吃点蛋糕 I'm gonna go house some cake.
好的 All right.
你拿到那些了吗 Did you get those?
纽约一别后 我们一直没机会聊天 We haven't really got a chance to talk since New York.
所以... So...
兰德尔 我知道你只是想让妈接受最好的治疗 Randall, I know that you just wanted what's best for Mom.
我也知道 And I also know that
如果你没提前做了海量调查 you wouldn't have asked her to do that trial
也不会去问她 if you hadn't done an insane amount of research.
就像《国土安全》里的克莱尔·丹妮丝一样 I mean, like, Claire Danes in Homeland
绝对是海量调查 insane research.
这我都明白 但... I get that, but...
我希望你也能理解我的初衷 I want you to know where I'm coming from.
好吗 我只是... You know? I just...
妈现在所处的环境很好 Mom is in a really good place right now.
她和家人们在一起 She's here with her family.
这正是她想要的 It's what she wants.
这是她最好的归宿 It's what's best for her.
对了 祝贺你 Congrats, by the way.
什么 What?
戒酒一年 One year.
谢谢 Thank you.
你们问杰克宝宝有没有进行可爱的变装呢 Does baby Jack have an adorable outfit change, you ask?
臭鼬臭不臭呀 Uh, do skunks smell?
女士们 失陪一下 Ladies, shall we?
谢谢 姑娘们 Thanks, girls.
各位 其实我... Guys, so I have, um...
我有点事情要宣布 I have a little bit of an announcement.
糟糕 Oh, damn.
我的东西好像落在... 好奇怪 I think I left my thing in the... That's odd.
我知道自己在纽约时告诉过你们两兄弟 I know in New York I told you boys
我只想享受 that I was looking forward to enjoying
自己剩余的时光 however much time I have left.
但我和米格尔后来也查了资料 But Miguel and I have been doing the research,
然后... and...
我决定参加 I have decided to do
临床试验疗程 the clinical trial.
所以三周后 So, three weeks from now,
我和米格尔就会搬去圣路易斯 Miguel and I are moving to Saint Louis.
去多久 For how long?
九个月 It's nine months.
但我们之后就回来了 But-but then we're gonna be back here with all of you.
我们会尽可能多去看你 妈 We will come visit you as much as we can, Mom.
-是吗 -尽我们所能 - Yeah? - Whatever it takes.
-对吧各位 -谢谢 - Right, guys? - Thank you.
-谢谢 宝贝 -没事 - Thank you, sweetheart. - Yeah.
我很感激 Appreciate that.
这是你想要的吗 This is what you want?
对 Yep.
是的 It is.
那好吧 Well, then yeah.
没问题 你想怎样都行 You know? Yeah, of course. Whatever you want.
谢谢理解 Thanks for understanding.
没事 Of course.
没想到早上七点是业余玩家时段 Didn't know 7:00 a.m. was amateur hour.
小可爱 我依稀记得 Cute. 'Cause I have a faint memory
是我教了你所有知识 of teaching you everything you know.
早安 宝贝 Morning, baby.
早 爸爸 Morning, Dad.
这匹新来的枣马可能有点蹩脚 This new bay may be a lemon.
莎蒂 莎蒂 Sadie. Sadie.
没事 It's okay.
你没事的 You're okay.
没事 真的没事 It's okay. Hey. It's okay.
让我牵着他吧 Let me take him.
来 Come on.
我喜欢他用颜色营造的视觉刺激 I love the way he uses color to challenge the eye.
看到了吗 紧密相连的对比色 You see? The juxtaposition of opposing colors.
真的是... 十分强烈 It's just... it's so compelling.
-我失陪一下 -好 - If you'll excuse me. - Yeah.
-你能替我一下吗 -好 没问题 - Hey, will you cover for me? - Yeah, of course.
-好的 -等等 你要去哪 - Okay. - Wait, where are you going?
是去见他吗 Is it him?
是他 对不对 It's him, isn't it?
我只是不明白 I just don't get it.
妈妈上周还那么确定 I mean, Mom was so sure last week.
我知道 I know.
她从纽约回来时 我们就谈过这件事了 We had this whole talk when she came back from New York,
她还说能跟杰克一起旅行 and she said she was excited to spend time with Jack,
她很兴奋 to travel.
她说了大概有12次 She said "Carpe diem," Like,
"及时行乐" 12 times. It was like...
她没跟你说什么吗 兰德尔 She didn't say anything to you, Randall?
没有 她可能把临床试验看作是 No, she probably just sees the clinical trial
对未来的投资了 as an investment in her future.
当做什么 A what?
-对未来的投资吗 -没错 - An investment in her future? - Yeah.
-是的 -问你个问题 - Yeah. - Question for you.
-好 -随着年龄增长你会变得愈发古怪吗 - Yeah. - Do you get progressively weirder as you get older?
-是那样的吗 -没错 就是那样 - Is that what happened? - Of course. Yes, that's what's happening.
他岁数越大就越古怪 He gets weirder as he gets older.
-好吧 -这变化什么时候能结束 - Okay. - So then when does it end?
-你是更怪了 -你会不会哪天刚要起床 - 'Cause that's what's going on. - Is it like you're gonna wake up
就发现自己变成了史蒂夫·布西密 one day and, like, you're Steve Buscemi?
美国男演员
他的话 史蒂夫·布西密 He's... That's... Steve Buscemi is, like...
-只是他的起点 -好吧 - That's his baseline. - Okay.
如果是兰德尔的话 When-when it comes to Randall.
-只是起点 -拜你们二位 - His baseline. - Coming from you two pillars
日常疯癫所赐 of normalcy over here.
你在说什么呢 我们很正常 What are you talking about? We're normal.
-你俩真是怪胎 -你听到了吗 杰克 - You guys are freaks. - You hear that, Jack?
那是三个小家伙在说笑的声音 That's the sound of the Big Three just teasing and laughing.
这几乎是世间最美丽的声音 It's pretty much the most beautiful sound in all the land.
凯特 Hey, Kate.
打扰一下 凯特 Hi. Sorry. Kate.
-凯特 -怎么了 - Kate. Hi. - Yes? Hi.
是不是该为了那件事去见那个人了 Is it time to go see that guy about that thing?
没错 是时候去见那个人了 Yes, it is time to see that guy about our...
为了我们保密又特别的事情 secret, special thing.
-好 -好吧 - Cool. - Okay.
是仅限我们三人的 特别又保密的事 It's a special, secret thing just for the three of us,
-所以 -没错 - so... - Yeah.
祝你们愉快 Have fun with it.
玩得尽兴 Enjoy it.
没人在乎我们保密又特别的事情 Nobody cares about our secret, special thing.
看出来了 宝贝 I know, babe.
我在想 是什么改变了妈妈的想法 I wonder what happened to change Mom's mind.
孩子们都睡下了 Kids are all down.
花了点时间 Took a while,
蛋糕糖分多 他们吃了特兴奋 with all that sugar coursing through their veins.
谢谢你 宝贝 Thank you, babe.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
没事的 It's okay.
我一直在回忆他们的第一年 杰克 I've just been thinking a lot about their first year, Jack.
凯特长的第一颗牙 Kate's first tooth and...
兰德尔开口说的第一句话 Randall's first words.
凯文站起来走的第一步 Kevin's first steps.
然后我也在想 如果他活着的话 But then I've been thinking a lot about what his firsts
他这些第一次会是什么样 would have been, too.
凯尔 Kyle.
我们甚至从来不提他的名字 We never even say his name.
就像是我不能 It's like I can't...
允许我的大脑去想这件事 allow my brain to go there.
我甚至不敢看我怀孕时 I mean, I can't even bear to watch the home movies of me
拍的家庭影像 因为 when I was pregnant, because
-那是我有他的唯一影像 -我明白 - that's the only image I have... - Yeah. No, I know.
我也会想他 I think about him, too.
-是吗 -没错 - Yeah? - Yeah.
经常想 A lot.
我只是 I just...
我不知道 我们是否应该 I didn't know if there was something
做些什么 we were supposed to do.
是啊 Yeah.
我只知道 I just knew that...
想起他 会让我感到难过 thinking about him made me feel sad,
还有 and...
我不知道该如何应对那份难过 I-I didn't know what to do with that.
我也是 Me, too.
你想去兜风吗 Hey, you up... for a ride?
怎么样 Yeah?
真令人惊喜啊 Well, isn't this a surprise?
-快进来 -好的 - Come on in. - Yeah, well,
今天是他们的生日 他们想见见你 it's their birthday, and, uh, they wanted to see you.
实话说 他们一直吵着要见你 They couldn't shut up about it, honestly.
我的确给他们留下了深刻的印象 Well, I do leave an impression.
-天啊 他们长这么大了 -是啊 - Gracious, they're getting big. - Yeah.
你想被抱起来吧 You want out of here.
-她确实想 -让我抱抱 - She does. - Come here.
我记得你 凯特 从你出生我就认识你 I remember you, Kate. I've known you all your life.
好了 杰克 Okay, Jack.
你还记得这地方吗 Wow, do you remember this place?
这是你 This is where you...
这里是你的起点 是一切的起点 It's where you started. It's where it all started.
准备好了吗 Ready?
-是的 -好的 - Yeah. - Okay.
好的 Okay.
-要开始了 -你做到了 小伙子 - Here we go. - You made it, buddy.
名童墙 The Wall of Fame.
耶 "Yay!"
准备贴了 Here we go.
准备好了吗 Ready?
好了 Okay.
这就是我们的照片 That's the picture.
是啊 Yeah.
是啊 Yeah. Yeah.
回到这里的感觉很奇怪 It's really strange, being back.
是啊 Yeah.
你记不记得 Hey, do you remember
当初你醒来之后 right after you woke up?
当时... It was just...
你刚做完剖腹产手术 我陪着你 It was just me and you right after the C-section.
很模糊 不记得了 Foggy. Not really.
是个男孩 It's a boy.
多重 How big?
他... 挺小的 He's... small,
但他的肤色很好... but he has really good color and...
到底多重 How big?
2.3斤 Two and a half.
-2... -他很小 凯特 - Two... - He's small, Kate,
他还不能自己呼吸 and he's... and he's not breathing on his own yet.
但他活下来了 But he is here.
好吗 Okay?
我也在这里 And I'm here.
我们会一起度过难关的 And we're gonna get through this together.
好吗 我们三个一起 All right? The three of us.
今年我的表现不是很好 凯特 I haven't been the best version of myself this year, Kate.
我很抱歉 And I'm sorry.
但我还在这里 But I am still here.
洛杉矶费利斯医疗中心 新生儿重症监护荣誉墙
我们三个... 在一起 The three of us... are here.
是的 我们在一起 Yes, we are.
但我不知道怎么说 But I don't know, you know?
你的一生都受到家庭的很多影响 Your whole life has been defined by family.
我很欣赏 And I love that.
我很喜欢看你们在一起玩闹 I-I love watching you all together.
今天 我看到了 And today, I was watching
兰德尔和他的女儿们 Randall and his daughters,
看到了你和你的兄弟们 I was watching you with your brothers,
我看着你们 我就在想 I was watching all of you, and I was thinking,
杰克不应该也拥有这些吗 "Doesn't Jack deserve that?"
难道不该有人陪他度过童年吗 Doesn't he deserve someone to spend his childhood with?
不该等你我不在了以后有个依靠吗 To lean on long after you and I are gone?
托比 你的意思是 Toby, what are you saying?
我的意思是 你不觉得 I'm saying, don't you think
我们棒棒的小家伙 our amazing little man...
应该有个兄弟姐妹吗 deserves a sibling?
托比 我... Toby, I...
我不能再怀孕了 I can't get pregnant again.
我不能再经历那些并发症和... I mean, not with all the complications and...
-我知道 -风险 - I know. -...the risks.
不 我知道 No. I know. I know.
但皮尔森家在领养孩子方面有着很好的口碑 But the Pearsons have a pretty good track record with adoption,
不是吗 don't they?
什么 What?
你们还在想念 So, you're having trouble thinking
失去的那个孩子 about the child that you lost,
你们觉得我可能会有些睿智的话开导你们 and you thought that the old man might have some words of wisdom.
是的 简而言之就是这个意思 Yeah, that's, uh... that's it in a nutshell.
柠檬那套我已经说过了是吧 I did the thing about the lemons already, right?
是的 You did. You did.
-一年前的今天 -是啊 - A year ago today. - Hmm. Damn.
那段话可真精彩 'Cause that was a good one.
是的 那段话... Yeah. It had a...
对我们的生活有着深远的影响 sizable impact on our lives.
我想我去年告诉过你了 杰克 I-I think I told you last year, Jack,
我和妻子失去了第一个孩子 that my wife and I lost our first child.
是的 Yeah.
看你们能不能 想象一下我当时的样子 Well, imagine me way back then, if you can,
充满希望 full of hope,
发量饱满 full head of hair,
期待着我第一个孩子的降临 expecting my first child.
我以前常常对着我妻子的肚子唱歌 I used to sing to my wife's pregnant belly.
歌声并不优美 但我也没停过 Never had much of a voice, but that didn't stop me.
我唱的是 《蓝天》 My go-to was, uh, "Blue Skies."
你们知道这首歌吗 You know that one?
*蓝天向我微笑* *Blue skies smilin' at me*
*我的眼中* *Nothin' but blue skies*
*只有蓝天* *Do I see*
*蓝鸲歌声婉转* *Bluebird singin' a song*
*从今往后* *Nothin' but blue skies*
*只有蓝天* *From now on.*
我每天都给我未出生的孩子唱这首歌 I sang that song every day to my unborn child.
我们却失去了这个孩子 And then we lost that child.
在那之后的第一个月里 For the first month after that,
我和我妻子经常坐在客厅里 my wife and I would... sit in our den
用我们那破唱片机听这首歌 and listen to that song on our scratchy old record player
一遍又一遍 over and over and over again.
这首歌让我们很悲伤 It made us so sad.
就好像我们在惩罚自己 It was like we were punishing ourselves.
是的 Yeah.
后来有一天 But then one day,
我妻子又怀孕了 my wife got pregnant again.
令我大吃一惊的是 And to my great surprise,
我发现自己在对着我妻子的肚子 I found myself singing that very same song
唱同一首歌 to that very same belly.
25年后 And then, 25 years later,
我在我女儿婚礼上 用这首歌和她跳舞 I'd dance with my daughter to that song at her wedding.
这首歌啊 That song. Ah.
它让我们快乐 让我们悲伤 It made us happy, it made us sad,
又让我们重新快乐起来 it made us happy again.
这么多人生经历都浓缩进了... The whole human experience just wrapped up in that one...
一首歌里 song.
医院也有这个能力 Hospitals are kind of like that, you know.
人们在医院的这些楼里 These bizarre buildings where people experience
经历着那些溢满胸膛的狂喜... some of their greatest joys and...
以及那些刻骨铭心的悲痛 some of their most awful tragedies.
都发生在同个屋檐下 All under one roof.
我想诀窍在于... I think the trick is...
不要刻意地尝试... not trying to keep...
把快乐和悲痛分离开来 the joys and the tragedies apart.
而是要试着让它们 But you kind of got to let 'em
和谐相处 也就是 cozy up to one another. You know,
允许它们同时存在 let 'em coexist.
托比 今年我们的婚姻都差点破裂了 Hey, Toby, our marriage barely survived the year.
我们有个身体有特殊需求的儿子 We have a son with special needs,
还背着超重的房贷 再说领养也有风险 we have a crazy mortgage, and adoption comes with risks.
你明白我意思吗 我就是觉得如果这样做 You know? I just think we're setting ourselves up
将来要承担的会很多 for a major body blow here.
是啊 估计是新生儿重症监护病房的氛围 Yeah, maybe being in the NICU
让我们一下子头脑发热了 just made us emotionally high.
等出了这个停车场 I mean, will we even really want this
我们还会想要领养孩子吗 once we've left the parking lot?
估计不会了 Probably not.
是啊 Yeah.
如果你们能做到这样的话 And I think that if you can do that,
如果你们能够承受 if you can manage to forge ahead
快乐和心碎在不断拉扯 with all that joy and heartache
永远不知道哪方会占上风 mixed up together inside of you,
却依然能够背负一切奋勇前行... never knowing which one's gonna get the upper hand...
好了 我们从停车场出来了 All right, we're out of the parking lot.
是啊 Yeah.
我还是想领养个孩子 I still want it.
我也是 Me, too.
那就说定了 Well, there you have it.
男孩女孩 是男孩还是女孩 Boy or girl? Boy or girl?
-女士 -没关系 - Ma'am? - It's okay.
-她是我妹妹 -是女孩 - She's my sister. - It's a girl.
谢天谢地 Oh, thank God.
快让我看看我小侄女 Let me see my niece.
太棒了 Oh. Yes!
而且 And,
人生确实更加擅长 well, life does have a way
写出有美好结局的故事 of shaking out to be more beautiful
而不是悲剧 than tragic.
说得没有柠檬那套好 Not as good as the lemon thing,
但是你们临时跑来 我已经尽力了 but it's the best I can do at short notice.
-挺有道理的 -是啊 - It's pretty good. - Yeah.
动起来 乔治 很好 Come on, George. Come on.
继续 Come on.
我们当初发现它之前 He was cooped up in a small pasture
它一直和另外三匹马被困在小牧场里 with three other horses before we found him.
它满心想着奔跑 你却一直要让它站好 You're asking him to be still when all he wants to do is run.
加油 乔治 Come on, George.
现在给它下结论还太早了 你不觉得吗 Little early to give up on him, don't you think?
你还没给它机会让它做回自己呢 You haven't even given him a chance to be himself yet.
继续 这就对了 Whoa. Come on. There you go.
你怎么一下子长这么高 又这么聪明 You're getting too tall and too smart.
我要去洗个澡准备上班了 I got to shower and head to the office.
好 Okay.
-我爱你 宝贝 -爱你 - I love you, honey. - Love you.
好了 Okay.
今天感觉怎么样呢 And how are we feeling today?
说真的还是一样 Same... really.
每天都"一样"也很好啊 I'll take "Same" every day.
血检结果没什么问题 Oh, blood work looks good.
一切都... Everything seems...
抱歉 Sorry.
我还是不相信这一切 I just still can't believe I'm here.
因为贪食症 Uh, bulimia.
我有好几年都没来例假了 I didn't have my period for years.
他们说我可能没办法生小孩了 They told me I'd probably never have children.
这下他们可打脸了 you definitely proved them wrong.
麦迪逊 这已经是你... Madison, this is your...
第三次独自来做孕检了 third appointment alone.
有谁可以陪你... Is there anyone you can...?
这事我没告诉别人 I haven't told anyone.
我... I'm, um...
我和家人关系一般 然后 I'm not close with my family, and, um,
我只有一个好朋友 不过我不能让她知道 I only have one good friend, and I can't tell her.
我跟一个星巴克的服务员说过 I told a barista at Starbucks.
他不太感兴趣 He was not invested.
那孩子的父亲呢... And the father...?
我们俩并不熟 We barely know each other.
说实话 关于他我唯一能确定的是 Actually, the only thing I definitively know about him
他的家庭... is that he...
最不缺的就是美好的爱情故事 comes from a long line of great love stories.
而我这个... And this...
不是他想要的 This would not be what he wants.
这绝对不会... There's no way he'd...
绝对不会是他想要的 There's no way he'd want this.
现在给他下结论还太早了 Little early to give up on him.
不是吗 No?
你都还没给他机会让他做自己呢 You haven't even given him a chance to be himself yet.
妈 Hey, Mom.
宝贝 Hey, sweetheart.
我们正打算 We were just about to, uh,
带贝丝和女孩们看下好莱坞大道和... show Beth and the girls Hollywood Boulevard and the, um...
脚印 the... the footprints.
-对 脚印 -对 - Footprints, yeah. - Yeah.
你吃饱了吗 Did you get enough to eat?
没 电影明星永远不能吃饱 妈 Uh, no. Movie stars never get enough to eat, Mom.
我没告诉过你吗 Have I taught you nothing?
我好傻 Silly.
妈 我听了你刚才宣布的事 Mom, you know, I was really surprised
我很惊讶 我... about your announcement earlier. I just...
当初在纽约时 你态度那么坚决 You-you seemed so adamant in New York, you know.
是啊 我知道 我... No, I-I-I know. I, um...
可能是我真正认真考虑过后... I guess when I really started to think about it, I...
我就改变主意了 就这样 Mm, I just had a change of heart, that's all.
你这个转变挺大的 It's a big change of heart, though.
我想我就是意识到 I think I just came to...
它就算是 对未来的投资了 view it as... a-an investment in my future.
你说什么 What did you say?
什么 Hmm? What?
这话兰德尔也说过 That's what Randall said.
凯文 Hey, Kevin?
丽贝卡 我们出去转转吧 Hey, Rebecca, what do you say we get out of here
参观一下汉普顿豪宅 and go see those Hamptons?
-不 我... -丽贝卡 - No, I... - Rebecca.
我们叫上米格尔和孩子们走吧 好吗 Let's get Miguel and the girls and just clear out. Okay?
-米格尔 孩子们 -好 - Hey, Miguel? Girls? - Okay.
你跟她说什么了 What'd you say to her?
-不好意思 什么 -你还有脸问 - Sorry? - Oh, no. Like hell you are.
你为了说服妈去圣路易斯 What did you say to Mom
都和她说了什么 to convince her to go to Saint Louis?
-我不知道你在说什么 -别来这套 - I have no idea what you're talking... - Don't do that.
我只是做了我需要做的事 I did whatever I needed to do
为了给妈提供最好的治疗机会 to give our mother the best possible chance.
你就是忍不了是吧 You couldn't do it, huh?
你就是受不了她跟我站在一边 兰德尔 You just... you couldn't let her side with me, Randall.
你刚才说我受不了她跟你站... Did you just say I couldn't let her side with...
算了 我不跟你吵 You know what, man? We're not doing this.
你想得美 No, like hell we're not.
她当时很清楚她想要什么 She was clear about what she wanted.
她很清楚 兰德尔 She was clear, Randall,
不管她还能安度多少时光 她想要的是 that whatever good time she had left, she wanted to
-陪在家人身边 -一旦这段时光 - spend with her family. - And whenever that good time
不可避免地结束了 inevitably comes to an end,
凯文 你们所有人都会后悔 Kevin, every one of you will regret
当初没多替她争取一下 not having fought for more of it.
站住 你别想走 兰德尔 Don't do it. Don't walk away. Randall.
兰德尔 Randall.
-兰德尔 -还干什么 - Randall. - What, man?
-把手拿开 -怎么 你想怎么样 - Man, take your hand off me. - What are you gonna do?
你想怎么样 兰德尔 What are you gonna do, Randall?
我可不是什么缺乏锻炼的小毛贼 I'm not some out-of-shape purse snatcher.
你想给我来一拳吗 You gonna sucker punch me?
我所做的一切都是为了帮助咱妈 I did what I needed to do to help our mother.
-好吗 -是啊 你根本不在乎她想要什么 对吧 - Okay? - Yeah. Regardless of what she wanted, right?
根本不在乎她需要什么 Regardless of what she needed.
到底谁在敲门 Who the hell is it?
干什么 What?
抱歉没赶上派对 Sorry I'm late for the party.
你来的真不是时候 麦迪逊 This is really not a good time, Madison.
来得正是时候 我出去散散心 Actually, it's a perfect time. I'm taking a walk.
兰德尔 Randall.
怎么回事 What's going on?
-大家都去哪了 -你可真行 - Where is everyone? - This is literally
专挑这种最不合适的时间来 the exact definition of "Not a good time."
凯文 Kevin...
我需要和你谈谈 而且... we need to talk, and...
必须现在谈 趁我还没丧失勇气 we need to do it now, before I lose my nerve.
听我说 我... Look. Just, I'm...
我真的不知道有什么好谈的 好吗 I'm not sure what we need to talk about, honestly, okay?
你看 你当时很寂寞 Uh, look, you were lonely.
我懂 我当时又很心碎 I get that. I was, uh, heartbroken.
我真的不懂我们为什么要 And I don't know why we have to relitigate
把这件蠢事拿出来再说一遍 我... the whole stupid thing. I just...
-我们犯了个错误... -我怀孕了 凯文 - You know, we made a mistake... - I'm pregnant, Kevin.
你是孩子的父亲 You're the father.
我知道你想这样问 It's the question I would ask.
答案是 你是孩子的父亲 And... you are.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我知道我对你来说完全是个陌生人 I know I am a complete stranger to you.
我只是你妹妹的朋友 I am just your sister's friend.
而且 说实话我也完全不了解你 And... I honestly know nothing about you,
我只知道你特别爱你高中时的女友 other than how much you love your high school girlfriend.
我已经决定把孩子留下来了 I've decided I'm gonna go through with this.
你不了解我的病史 You don't know my medical history,
但这对我来说算是个奇迹 but this is kind of a miracle for me.
我想告诉你 我对你没有任何要求 But I need you to know I will not ask anything of you.
感情上 金钱上... Emotionally, financially--
什么都不需要 all of it.
你还是可以去寻找你应得的美好爱情故事 You can still find the great love story you deserve.
麦迪逊 Madison.
我觉得我要晕过去了 I think I might pass out.
我... 我想... 我不是要 I'm just... I'm gonna... I'm not walking away
聊到一半就走人 好吗 from this conversation, okay?
-我只是... 我需要冷静一下... -去吧 没事 - I just... I need a minute to... - Yeah. No.
对不起 我... I'm sorry. Just...
很快回来 One second.
小凯 我改变主意了 我们说个痛快吧 You know what, Kev, I'm not gonna walk away from this.
-兰德尔 我现在没法谈 -你是不是觉得 - Randall, please, I can't do this right now. - You think you know
你陪了她一天 就知道怎样是对她最好了 what's best for her because you spent a day with her?
就因为你带她去了场首映礼 Because you took her to a movie premiere?
我知道怎样对她最好 是因为她告诉过我们 I think I know what's best for her because she told us,
-兰德尔 可你无视她的意愿 -你可真有勇气 - Randall, and you took that from her. - How dare you, man?
四十年都过去了 你现在跑来指手画脚 How dare you waltz in here after 40 years?
-你怎么好意思... -别停 说啊 我好意思什么 - How dare... - No, no, no. How dare I what?
你怎么好意思假装自己有多在乎别人 How dare you pretend that you give a rat's ass
因为你最在乎的分明就是你自己 about what anybody else wants other than you?
你希望妈可以多和家人待在一起 You want Mom to spend more time with the family
那是因为你想和她多相处 because you want to spend more time with her.
你希望妈妈赞同你的选择 You want Mom to decide with you.
-永远都是你你你 -你跟我开什么国际玩笑 - You, you, you. - Are you kidding me right now?
-这事怪我是吗 -不然呢 - This is about me? - Huh.
自私的不是我 兰德尔 是你 This isn't about me, Randall. This is about you.
妈怎么想都不重要 重点是你想拯救她 It's not about Mom. It's about you wanting to save Mom.
-你知道个屁 -这才是问题的关键 - You have no idea. - That's what this is about.
你根本不知道自己在说什么 凯文 You have no idea what you're talking about, Kevin.
你根本不知道 真正照顾一个人意味着什么 You have no idea what it means to actually take care of people.
是啊 就因为我当初离开了 是吗 Oh, yes. Oh, exactly. Because I left, right?
我离开了 而你留下来受苦了 Because I left and you stayed and played martyr.
我留下来照顾了这个家 哥们 I stayed, and I took care of our family, man.
你可真是把爸爸照顾得非常好啊 Well, you did a good job taking care of Dad, didn't you?
你他妈这话什么意思 What the hell is that supposed to mean?
你想现在吵这个是吗 You want to do this now?
-来啊 奉陪到底 -过了这么多年 - Please. By all means. - You want to do this now,
你想跟我吵这个是吧 来啊 finally, after all these years? Let's do it.
我问你 你每天挂在嘴上的这套说辞 You know, this whole narrative that you keep spinning,
说你如何如何照顾了这个家 this narrative that you took care of the family,
你这想法到底是从哪里来的 where the hell did that come from? Huh?
-因为我知道 如果我当时在场 -怎么 - 'Cause all I know is, if I had been there, - Mm-hmm.
我一定会冲进大火里 I would've walked through literal fire,
然后从火场里把爸救出来 and I would've pulled that man out.
很遗憾 我们看不到这版结局了 Well, Kev, I guess we'll never know,
因为你当时并不在场 because you weren't there.
他去世了 带着你给他的耻辱 And he died ashamed of you.
所以我想... 我想这才是 And I think... I think that's the part
你一直难以忘怀的原因 不是吗 that really gets you, isn't it?
他至死都以你为耻 The shame that he felt for you
却一直以我为荣 and the pride that he felt for me.
你根本都不是在追随爸的脚步 凯文 I mean, you're not even chasing Dad's shadow, Kevin.
你在追的是我 You're chasing mine.
但你永远不可能成为他 也不可能成为我 But you'll never be him and you'll never be me,
因为你永远也不会知道 为了除你之外的人 because you'll never know what it's like to devote yourself
无私奉献是什么感觉 to anyone other than yourself.
你可以假装 You'll pretend,
但那也不过是你的表演 but it'll just be a performance.
一个乏善可陈平淡无奇的表演 A tired, stale performance.
就像你所有的表演一样 Like all of your performances.
我以前以为我人生中最糟糕的一天 You know, I used to think the worst thing that happened to me
是爸去世的那天 was the day that Dad died.
但其实应该是他们领养你回家的那天 It's the day they brought you home.
我对天发誓 兰德尔 我人生中最糟糕的一天 Hand to God, Randall, the worst thing that ever happened to me
就是他们领你回家的那天 was the day they brought you home.
*蓝天* *Blue skies*
*向我微笑* *Smilin' at me*
*我的眼中* *Nothin' but blue skies*
*只有蓝天* *Do I see*
*蓝鸲* *Bluebirds*
*歌声婉转* *Singin' a song*
*从今往后* *Nothin' but blue skies*
尼奇 从未怀疑过你 给自己买双大号的鞋吧 恭喜
*只有蓝天* *From now on*
老家伙 Hey, old man.
我们还有场会议要参加 We got a meeting to hit.
是凯文 Kevin.
*从未见过太阳* *Never saw the sun*
*如此明亮* *Shinin' so bright*
*从未遇到事情 如此顺畅* *Never saw things goin' so right*
第七大道地铁站
*发现时光 匆匆流淌* *Noticing the days hurrying by*
*这是爱情的力量* *When you're in love*
*时光匆匆* *My, how they fly*
*忧郁的日子* *Blue days*
*从此无影踪* *All of them gone*
*从今往后* *Nothin' but blue skies*
*只有蓝天* *From now on.*
我不想再追寻不存在的人 I'm so sick of chasing ghosts.
我也不想再怀疑自己 I'm tired of doubting myself.
我愿意负责 麦迪逊 I'm all in, Madison.
不管你需要什么 我都愿意负责 Whatever you need, I am all in.
你好吗 How are you?
我想要这样 I want this.
也许我从没想过我会... And maybe I-I didn't think it would...
我想成为一名父亲 I want to be a father.
我觉得我会是个很好的父亲 I think I'd be great at it.
妈 Hi, Mom.
我的挚爱将会是我的孩子 The love of my life will be my child.
爸 Hey, Dad.
小子 你还好吗 Hey, kiddo. How are you?
是孩子们 Children.
我怀了双胞胎 凯文 It's twins, Kevin.
宝贝 Hey, baby.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
当然 Yeah.
我很好 Yeah, I'm okay.
她叫什么名字 What's her name?
霍普 Hope.
她叫霍普 Her name is Hope.