《我们的生活》前情回顾 Previously on This Is Us...
今天的简报 Today's, uh, bulletin,
似乎火了 it's kind of going viral.
怎么说 Well, viral how?
你一定不敢相信这位市议员的直播简报竟这样结尾[完整视频]
我这样做是为了威廉·希尔 I'm doing this for William Hill.
因为你们都曾是他的家人 Because you all were his family,
也就是说各位都是我的家人 which means you're my family, too.
我怀了双胞胎 凯文 It's twins, Kevin.
我愿意负责 麦迪逊 I'm all in, Madison.
不管你需要什么 我都愿意负责 Whatever you need, I am all in.
我好像拿到那个角色了 I think I just got the part.
前提是跟导演的会面进展顺利的话 I mean, pending a-a good meeting with the director
就能拿到这个角色了 I-I got the part.
今天和艾莉聊天 Um, my talk with Ellie today
让我想起了一些事情 brought up some stuff for me.
我十八岁的时候 When I was 18, I was in
有过一段非常非常糟糕的恋爱 a really, really bad relationship.
恋情结束的时候... And when it ended...
你的意思是 你这个男朋友... So you're telling me, that this boyfriend of yours...
让我怀孕了 对 Got me pregnant, yeah.
而我当时完全没准备好当妈妈 And I was nowhere near ready to be a mom.
而且我不能... And I could not...
我绝对不能一辈子都跟那个男的绑在一起 Ooh, I could not be tied to that guy for the rest of my life.
所以... You know, so...
我做了流产 I had an abortion.
当初那个决定很难 And it was, I mean, the toughest decision
是我这辈子做过最难的决定 I've ever made in my life.
但我不后悔 But I don't regret it.
只是我独自做了决定 也一直独自承担着 But I made it alone, and you know, I've lived with it alone.
等等 你这是什么眼神 你是在评判我吗 Wait. What are your eyes doing? Are you judging me?
没有 No.
当然没有 No, of course not.
我只是在努力消化这个事实... I'm just trying to wrap my head around the...
你为什么过了这么久才告诉我这件事 Uh, why did it take you so long to tell me this?
那是因为 这种事 Well, it's not exactly something
也不是会自然出现的话题吧 that comes up naturally in a conversation.
明明就是啊 Actually, it is.
我们两年才怀上杰克 It took us two years to have Jack.
也就是整整两年 我们都在聊怀孕的事 That's two years of talking about pregnancy all the time.
托比 你不明白 Toby, you don't understand.
我当时才18岁 I was 18 years old,
那个决定发生在我人生中 and that decision was wrapped up in the darkest,
最黑暗最低谷最痛苦的一段日子 lowest, most painful... time of my life.
那是我经历过最痛苦的一段感情 It was, like, the most painful relationship of my life.
我唯一想做的 就是把它封闭起来 And all I wanted to do, I wanted to lock it up,
我完全不愿意想起那件事 you know, and I didn't want to think about it.
也不愿意想起他 I didn't want to think about him.
他对我 太残忍了 He was so cruel... to me.
我希望你告诉我他的名字 I would like you to tell me his name,
然后 我要找到他 and then, I would like to find him,
然后我会杀了他 and I would like to kill him.
-亲爱的 -我想杀了他 - Babe. - I want to kill him.
你... You're...
谢谢你 我觉得很甜 Thank you. That's very sweet.
算了 You know what?
他是过去式了 这些都过去了 He's in the past, it's all in the past.
-所以... -真的吗 - It's... - Is it, though?
如果真的过去了 If it was truly in the past,
你为什么等了四年才告诉我 then why would it take you four years to tell me about it?
马克·麦奎恩
《我们的生活》第五季 第五集
你看 尿布台已经装好 Look at that. Changing table is built.
兔子挂毡已经吊好 我跟你说 The bunny tapestry is hung. I'm telling you.
娜塔莎看到咱们的婴儿房一定会惊呆 Natasha is going to plotz when she sees our nursery.
你太想给这个保姆留下好印象了 You are obsessed with impressing this nanny.
难道不是我们面试她吗 怎么你好像反过来了 I thought we were interviewing her, not the other way around.
不 宝贝 你不懂 Yeah, no, babe, you don't understand.
娜塔莎 她简直是保姆里的皇室成员 Natasha is, like, um... She's, like, nanny royalty.
你懂吗 廷伯雷克说他和杰茜 Okay? Timberlake said that he and Jess--
在她离开去别家的时候都哭了 they wept when she left to go to another family.
这才是我家值得拥有的保姆 不是吗 Now that's what my family deserves, does it not?
能让廷伯雷克落泪的保姆 A nanny that makes Timberlake weep?
让他哭得像个孩子 Like a little baby.
喂 怎么了 Yeah, what's up?
好 Yeah, okay.
不是 等等 不行 No. Hold on, hold on. No, no, no, no, no.
之前说好的不是这样 That is not what I committed to.
那我不拍了 Then I'm out.
你知道为什么 Yeah, you know why.
我不想跟你说这个 I'm not having this conversation.
拜 Goodbye.
我之前还看过一个 什么来着 Read about these, uh... What were they?
那种带监测功能的宝宝袜 These, uh... these, uh... these baby monitor socks
-特别厉害 就是... -凯文 - that they have. They... - Kevin.
刚才那通电话怎么回事 What the hell just happened on the phone?
就是我的经纪人 Uh, th-that was, uh, just my agent.
他们打算把 They, uh, they're moving
电影拍摄地点转移到温哥华 那里更安全 the filming of the movie to Vancouver, 'cause it's safer.
应该是疫情没那么严重 所以... I guess there's less COVID, so...
这为什么是个坏消息呢 And that's bad because...?
因为要拍两个星期 对吧 Because it's two weeks of filming, right?
再加上隔离两个星期 Plus, two weeks quarantine,
也就是我明天就得离开洛杉矶 which means I'd have to leave L.A. tomorrow.
对 所以我就说我不接受 Yeah, so, I-I, you know, I can't do it.
等等 你先放下 Wait. Put that down.
我们先算一下时间 Let's do the math for a second.
离开四周也就意味着... Four weeks away puts you back here...
你回来还有五周才到预产期 a solid five weeks before the babies are due.
你为这部电影付出了那么多 You have worked so hard on this movie.
忍受了导演那么多的批评 You have put up with so much crap from that director.
不能功亏一篑 This can't all be for nothing.
我说不好 我不知道 I don't know. I don't know.
去收拾行李吧 Go on and pack.
好 Yeah.
不 妈 我不知道摄像头还开着 No, Mom, I didn't realize the camera was still on.
我可以教米格尔跳我的腹肌舞 I can give Miguel my abs routine.
我去 Oh, my.
我服了 Oh, boy.
我到办公室了 妈 爱你 Uh, I'm at the office now, Ma. Uh, love you.
早上好 老板 Morning, boss.
行了 在元 All right, Jae-won.
把你那身小腹肌换上吧 You can put your tiny pecs back on now.
我有东西要给你看 Uh, there's something I need to show you.
你确定要穿着裸男棉衣 一边关门 I don't know if I would have said that while closing a door,
一边说这件事吗 wearing a naked-man shirt.
好 你知道我们在网站上 Yeah. Uh, you know the, um...
设置了一个留言板 the form we set up on our website for cons...
供选民们联系我们 for, uh, constituents to reach out?
小心我的发型 Aah. Uh, watch the hair.
好了 Yeah.
-谢谢 -没事 - Thank you. - Yeah.
就是我们网站上的留言板 The, um... the form on our website
选民们联系时用的 for constituents to reach out.
有人发来了这个 This came in.
你要单独待会儿吗 You want privacy?
我不打扰你 I'll give you privacy.
凯特·皮尔森 Kate Pearson?
我是沃尔夫医生 I'm Dr. Wolfe.
我是这里的临床医师之一 I'm one of the clinicians here.
我来跟你讲一下流程 So, let me tell you how this is gonna go.
宾夕法尼亚州法律规定 Uh, by Pennsylvania law,
我必须询问你以下问题 I'm required to ask you this list of questions
才能继续推进下一步 before we can proceed any further.
-好的 -好 - Okay. - Okay.
你是否完全确定 Are you absolutely sure
你希望结束这次怀孕 of your decision to terminate this pregnancy?
是的 Yes.
你能告诉我做这个决定的原因吗 Can you tell me what led to your decision?
我十八岁了 Um... I'm 18,
而且已经跟对方分手了 所以... and I'm not with the guy anymore, so...
你是否在服用其他药物 Are you taking any medications or other drugs?
凯特 Kate?
手术一般在哪儿做 Um, so where do they actually do it?
是在这儿吗 Will it be in here?
不是 手术会在隔壁房间进行 No. The procedure would happen in the room next door.
今天就能做 对吗 And that happens today, right?
不能 亲爱的 按照法律规定 Mm. No, honey. We're legally required
我们先对病人进行问询并告知相关信息 to wait 24 hours after meeting the patient
24小时之后才能进行手术 and giving the questions and information.
如果24小时后 你仍想进行手术... If after 24 hours, you feel you want the procedure...
宝贝 Babe?
小杰呢 Where's Jackie?
在他的睡椅上睡着了 Ugh. Conked out in his sleep chair.
-是吗 -对 - Yeah? - Yeah.
感觉你也很累了 You look pretty tired yourself.
那是因为我花了一整晚时间 Well, that's because I spent the entire night
在网上查我的混蛋前男友马克 cyber-stalking my awful ex-boyfriend Marc.
不知道 我就是... I don't know. I just...
我就是觉得... I just felt like--
不知道 你说得对 I don't know-- you were right.
显然 我还没走出过去 Right, like, I was clearly not past the past.
所以我拿出了笔记本电脑 进行搜索 And that's why I took out my laptop, I went for a dive,
我发现他就在圣地亚哥 and I found out that he's in San Diego.
所以我在想 So I was thinking.
我不知道自己要说什么或者做什么 I don't know what I'm gonna say or what I'm gonna do,
但我觉得我得去见他 but I-I feel like I have to see him.
我希望你能跟我一起去 I was hoping you would come with.
我知道我的要求有点多 但是 I know it's a lot to ask, but
我真的需要你的支持 I could really use your support.
你确定你能再次面对他吗 Are you sure you can handle seeing him again?
确定 Yeah.
好 我去 Okay. I'm in.
-好的 -好 - Okay. - Okay.
您好 这里是皮尔森家 Hi. You've reached the Pearsons.
给我们留言吧 Leave us a message.
亲爱的 是我 Hey, sweetheart. It's me.
我就是打来聊聊近况 Just calling to check in.
凯文昨晚的表演超棒 Um... Kevin did really great at his showcase last night.
后来他还想撮合我和他的表演老师 And then he tried to set me up with his acting teacher.
你一切都好吗 Is everything okay?
我以为你说你会在家 I thought you said you'd be home.
如果有需要 来凯文这里找我 好吗 Well, I'm at Kevin's if you need me, all right?
我爱你 再见 宝贝 I love you. Bye, Bug.
大家聊得好开心 This is so lovely.
你们在庆祝什么事吗 Are we celebrating something?
凯文有个好消息 Kevin's got great news.
我接到了一个星探的电话 I got a call from a talent manager.
她昨晚看了我的表演 She was at my showcase last night.
她还说 我的脸很上镜 And she said that I have the right look for TV.
那她更像是个脸探 Oh, so, she's more of a looks manager.
-好了 听他说 -真是太棒了 亲爱的 - Okay, let him talk. - That's great, sweetheart.
她还说 现在是试播季 And she says it's pilot season,
她想让我去洛杉矶住几个月 and she wants me to go to L.A. for a few months
这样她就能帮我联系试镜了 so she can send me on auditions.
洛杉矶 L.A.?
但你刚到纽约 But you just got to New York.
对 Yeah.
那你呢 会跟他一起去吗 Well, what about you? Will you be going with him?
我还要上学 所以... Oh, um, I have school, so...
嗯 而且在她开始想我之前 Yeah, and I'll be back
我就会回来了 before she can even miss me.
敬凯文 To Kevin.
敬你的事业 To your career.
-多谢 妈妈 -敬你的事业 - Thanks, Mom. - To your career.
-敬你的事业 -敬我的事业 - To your career. - To my career.
娜塔莎·莫顿
由于职业原因 And because of my profession,
我一周做多次测试 I get tested multiple times a week.
并严格进行隔离 I quarantine strictly.
我应该是整个星球最孤独最安全的人了 I'm basically the loneliest, safest person on the planet.
你真幽默 You're funny.
真搞笑 她很幽默 对吧 That's funny. She is funny, right?
可不是 She is.
你会心肺复苏术吗 Um, and do you know CPR?
还有儿童急救术 And pediatric first aid.
每年都会重新认证 Recertified every year.
那真是太靠谱了 That is so reassuring, I can't tell you.
不可思议 Unbelievable.
你接受长期旅行 对吧 And you're good with extended travel, right?
因为现在 Because nowadays,
谁都说不准电影会在哪儿拍摄 you never know where these movies are gonna shoot.
-所以... -我的护照随时有效 - So... - My passport's always up-to-date.
那太好了 很好 因为我们想找一个 Oh, that's great. That's great, because we want someone
能陪我们一起旅行 照顾双胞胎的人 who travels with us to keep things consistent for the twins.
其实 没错 我们偶尔会出行 I mean, sure, there'll be occasional travel,
但大多数时间 我们会在洛杉矶 but most of the time, we'll be here in L.A.
对 如果那样最好 Yeah. I mean, that's the hope.
希望如此 不过 Yeah, you hope for that, but, you know,
我们刚才也说了 电影嘛 as we just found out, these movies,
可能在任何地方拍摄 所以... they'll shoot 'em anywhere, so...
我随我的雇主去过世界各地 I've gone all over the world with my families.
我知道怎么帮他们适应 I know how to help them adjust
不断变化的地点 to constantly changing locations.
不论是去新学校 还是交新朋友 Starting new schools, you know, making new friends.
今天回家挺早 You're home early.
出什么事了 What's wrong?
一个叫郎海的人 So, a man named Hai Lang
在网上提交了一份城市意见表 submitted a city complaint form on the website.
他用这种方式联系我说了些私事 He used it as a way to get in touch with me personally.
"我的名字是郎海 我住在新奥尔良 "My name's Hai Lang, and I live in New Orleans.
我从网上你的一条视频中 I recognized the name William Hill from a video
认出了威廉·希尔这个名字 I saw of you on the Internet.
虽然不是百分百确定 Not 100% certain,
但我觉得我认识你母亲罗瑞尔" but I believe I knew your mother, Laurel."
-什么 -"我们曾是亲密的朋友 - What? - "We were close friends.
2015年5月她去世时 我在她身边” I was by her side when she died in May of 2015."
并不符合那个 Doesn't exactly jive with the whole
"我出生后她就去世了"的故事 对吧 "She died after I was born" Story, huh?
-兰德尔 什么情况 -不知道 - Randall, what the hell? - I don't know.
-我要去... -等等 - I'm gonna go, um... - Wait.
我的天啊 Oh, my God.
费城
他发了一张照片 He sent a picture.
兰德尔 这是她吗 Randall, is this her?
我怎么会知道 贝丝 How would I know, Beth?
我从来没见过那个女人 I've never seen the woman before.
我想从蒙克餐厅带晚餐回来 I was thinking about bringing in Monk's for dinner.
一直很想吃那儿的蟹腿 Been craving those crab legs.
晚点见 I will see you in a bit.
你真的亲一下脸就走吗 Did you really just peck and go?
兰德尔 Uh, Randall,
现在不是亲一下脸就走的情况 this is not a peck and go situation.
好吗 我们需要谈一下这件事 Okay? We need to talk about this.
我想了36年的问题 I was wondering for 36 years.
已经有答案了 I got my answers.
我不想再查这事了 I'm not going down this road.
我懂 但是为什么呢 I understand that. But why?
-贝丝 拜托 -好吧 兰德尔 - Beth, come on. - Okay, Randall...
因为那会证明他骗了我 'Cause it would mean he lied to me.
你怎么遇见我母亲的 How did you meet my mother?
居然是在公交车上 On a bus, of all places.
我的天 她真漂亮 My God, she was so beautiful.
我想说 看一眼那张脸 I got to tell you something. One look at that face,
我的世界就天旋地转了 and my world spun on every axis.
那时我们堕落颓废 Fallen as we were back then,
当她发现有你了 她很激动 when she found out about you, she was so excited.
我从没见过一个女人那么坚定地要戒毒 I'd never seen a woman so determined to get clean,
再不碰毒 to stay clean,
为了孩子做对的事 to do right by this baby.
为了你做对的事 To do right by you.
她做到了 And she did.
坚持了九个月 For nine months.
但分娩之后 But then, after the birth,
疼痛像魔鬼一样折磨着她 the pain took hold of her like a demon.
第二天我就失去了她 I lost her the next day.
如果... If, um...
如果她真是几年前才去世的 If she really did die just a few years ago,
那就说明威廉骗了我 贝丝 it would mean that William lied to me, Beth.
我觉得你应该... Think you should, um...
打给你的心理医生聊聊这事 call your therapist on this one?
我不需要跟心理医生聊 I don't need to call my therapist.
我得...我得去跑步了 I need... I need to go for a run.
他得给心理医生打电话 He needs to call his therapist.
你讨厌她 对吧 You hated her, right?
你知道吗 Well, you know what?
去她的 还有她那辆浮夸的路虎揽胜 Screw her and that glorious Range Rover that she rode in on.
带着孩子们和保姆飞遍全世界吗 Jet-setting all over the world with our kids and their nannies?
并不是我想象中的家庭生活 That's not exactly the life I pictured for our family.
那这样 Well, uh, you know,
坐私人飞机带孩子们和保姆 what about private jet-setting all over the world
环游世界怎么样 with our kids and their nannies?
好吧 麦迪逊 我不明白 Okay. Look, Madison, I am lost here.
就在刚才 Uh, you know, just a bit ago,
你还催着我去温哥华 对吧 you were pushing me out the door to go to Vancouver, right?
现在你却因为我的工作需要旅行而生气 And now you're upset that we're traveling for my work?
我催你去温哥华 I pushed you to go to Vancouver
是因为孩子们还没出生 because the babies aren't here yet,
也因为我知道这部电影对你有多重要 and because I know how much this movie means to you.
而且 你对很多人作出了承诺 但是... And you made a commitment to a lot of people, but...
你对我和孩子们也作了承诺 you also made a commitment to me and these kids.
我没想到住在哪 I didn't realize that where we lived
和组建家庭一样重要 was as important as being a family.
那你觉得以后会怎样 And how did you think this would work?
你觉得我和孩子们 Did you just assume that me and the kids
会当你的国际巡演杂务总管吗 would become your international roadies?
不 我不会用这种说法 No, I didn't... I wouldn't say that phrase.
我以为我们会一直在一起 What... You know, I thought we would stick together.
我也以为 Me, too.
在家待着 In our home.
你想让我怎么做 What do you want me to do?
你想让我怎么做 你想让我放弃演戏吗 What do you want me to do? Do you want me to quit acting?
麦迪逊 我花了二十年才走到今天这一步 Madison? It took me 20 years to get here.
但我现在的地位还不能 But I'm not exactly in a position where I can dictate,
电影在哪拍 好吗 where they shoot things, okay?
说实话 我... And quite frankly, I'm...
我不理解 I'm struggling to figure out
为什么你突然对这点有意见 how this is all of a sudden news to you.
没有 It's not.
有两个生命在我身体里成长 Look, I have been growing two humans inside my body,
和你一起生活在这里 living with you in this bubble.
我很抱歉你的职业现状 I mean, I'm sorry if the realities of your career
没成为我考虑的首要问题 haven't exactly been top of mind.
我不是想为难你 但是... I'm not trying to give you a hard time, but...
我本可以独自承担一切的 I was willing to do this on my own.
记得吗 Remember?
我从没想过从你这得到什么 I was never gonna ask you for anything,
但你坚持要参与我们的生活 but you insisted on being a part of our lives,
现在我已经爱上 and now I have gone and fallen in love
我们组建家庭这个想法了 with this idea of our family.
我也爱上 Well, I have gone and fallen in love
我们组建家庭这个想法了 with the idea of our family, too.
我们到了 马克的聚友网主页说 Here we are. This is where Marc works
他就在这上班 according to his Myspace page.
这家伙还用聚友网吗 This guy has a Myspace page?
在你说过的所有关于他的事情里 Of all the things that you have told me about this guy,
用聚友网是最诡异的 him having a Myspace page is the creepiest.
你还好吧 Hey. You all right?
嗯 没事 Mm-hmm. Yeah.
也许我该和你一起进去 Maybe I should go in with you.
不 你不需要陪我进去 No, you don't need to go in with me.
凯特·皮尔森 Kate Pearson.
我就知道你离不开我 I knew you couldn't stay away.
马克 Um, Marc?
给一位女士用她最爱的早餐食品做了顿午餐 Well, it, uh, takes a little while to make a lady
确实需要花上点时间 all of her favorite breakfast foods for lunch.
一个百吉饼 We got one bagel,
挖空了的 微焦口感 which is scooped, lightly toasted,
边上涂黄油 butter on the side.
还有鸡蛋 蛋黄流心 And then we have an egg, very, very runny.
对我来说依旧感觉 Which is still, to me,
像吃鸡屁股里的牡蛎 like eating an oyster from the ass of a chicken.
但你喜欢这种口感 我不评判 But it's the way you like it. I don't judge.
还有一杯咖啡 加了脱脂牛奶 And then we got one coffee, nonfat milk.
不过没加代糖甜味剂 因为我家没有 No Sweet'N Low, though, because I didn't have any,
为此我很抱歉 and for that, I am very sorry.
这些你都记得 You remembered everything.
我当然记得 Course I did.
我真的很想你 I really did miss you.
你还在为木屋的事生气 You're still upset about the cabin.
我很抱歉 凯特 I am so sorry, Kate.
我当时真是个混蛋 I was such a dick.
我不知道自己怎么了 I-I don't know. I-I don't know what happens to me.
好像... It's, um...
好像我体内有个开关打开了 It's like a switch flips inside me,
当然这不是借口 um, which... That's so not an excuse.
-马克 -我应该今天一见到你 - Marc. - And I should've apologized to you
就跟你道歉的 但我只是... the second I saw you today, but I just...
我以为你来这里 I thought that you showing up here
意思就是原谅我了 was you saying you forgive me.
我不是这个意思 Well, that's not what I'm saying.
我是说 I mean...
我来这不是说这个的 I mean, that's not what I came here to say.
那你想说什么 Well, what'd you come here to say?
好吧 Okay.
听起来很沉重 This sounds heavy.
是的 Well, it is.
你这就不耐烦了吗 You're annoyed now?
我只是感觉有点伤心 I'm just a little whiplashed,
因为我见到你本来非常非常高兴 'cause I was, like, really, really happy to see you.
而现在却... And then now it's just like...
这样吧 You know what,
我们都冷静下来看会电视吧 let's just chill and let's just watch some TV, huh?
我们就这样陪伴彼此 Let's just, like, be here with each other.
来吧 Come on.
等下 在演《空前绝后满天飞》 Oh, wait, that's Airplane!
你能别换台吗 Could you actually not change it?
很抱歉给您带来不便... We regret any inconvenience...
好啊 Um, okay.
由于我们遇到了周期性气穴 This is due to periodic air pockets we encounter.
大家不必惊慌 There's no reason to become alarmed,
希望您旅途愉快 and we hope you enjoy the rest of your flight.
顺便问一下 机上有人 By the way, is there anyone on board
会开飞机吗 who knows how to fly a plane?
我去喝一杯 I need a drink.
我有米歇尔·贡德里的音乐电影 Hey, yo, I got, uh, the DVD of Michel Gondry's music videos.
有事吗 Can I help you?
我是凯特 It's Kate.
皮尔森 Pearson.
凯特·皮尔森 Kate Pearson.
真巧啊 What are the odds?
你住在圣迭戈吗 Do you live in SD?
度假吗 Vacationing?
不是 No.
我们在脸书上有个共同的好友 We share a friend on Facebook.
我找到了你工作的地方 因为我想... I actually figured out where you work because I wanted to, uh...
来见你 ...come and see you.
好吧 Oh, okay.
所以... So...
我在想我能不能 S-- Um, I was just wondering if I could--
我想跟你谈谈 I-I wanted to talk to you about some things.
马克 Marc!
过来 Now.
在这里等我 马上回来 Hang tight. Be right back.
一小时出来抽三次烟 Three smoke breaks in one hour?
-认真的吗 -抱歉 老兄 - Really? - I'm sorry, man.
我们说过这点 We've talked about this.
如果你想在这工作 就得工作 If you're gonna work here, you got to work here.
-知道了 -给你五分钟 - Yeah. - You have five minutes.
我没打算长干 It's not a long-term job.
我在管理一个乐队 I got this band I've been managing
而且要在这个俱乐部常驻表演 所以... and we're getting a residency at this club, so...
好吧 我能问你一个问题吗 Okay, can I ask you a question?
可以啊 Okay. Sure.
关于我们那段感情 你记得什么 What do you remember about our relationship?
就是你回想起来的时候 Like, when you look back on it, I mean.
认真的吗 Really?
你来这里就是为了这个 That's why you're here?
为了那段6个月的恋情 To rehash our six-month relationship from...
翻20年前的旧账 20 years ago?
就当我没问过 You know what, forget it.
就当我没来过 再见 马克 Forget about it. Goodbye, Marc.
抱歉 等一下 Sorry. Uh, hold on.
抱歉 对不起 Sorry. I'm sorry.
我回想起那段恋情 我会想... When I look back on it, I think...
我们很相爱 ...we were in love?
你对音乐的品味很独到 I mean, you had great taste in music.
还有... And...
你当时破碎的样子 ...you were broken, you know,
每一处都非常美好 in all the right places.
虽然有时气氛会有点紧张 不过 And, yeah, things got intense at times, but, like,
当时我们都是孩子 we were kids.
不 No.
我当时是个孩子 I was a kid.
你是个24岁的大人了 You were a 24-year-old man.
而且我没有破碎 我是在哀悼 And I wasn't broken. I was grieving.
我爸爸刚过世 My dad just died.
我深受打击 And I was destroyed
非常脆弱 你明知道这一点 and so vulnerable and you knew it.
你就喜欢我那样 You liked it.
-行了 -不不不 - Okay... - No, no, no.
我还没说完 I'm not finished.
你对我做的事... What you did to me...
把我的自尊攥在手中 ...how you held my self-esteem in your hand
再将它碾碎 and then you decided to crush it,
你直接毁了我 马克 God, that damaged me, Marc.
很多年来 For years,
我放下了我的梦想 压下了我的感情 I swallowed my dreams, my feelings...
还吞下了很多食物 and a lot of food.
别转开视线 看着我 No, no, look at me.
看着我 Look at me.
你必须给我听完 You need to get this.
我花了很多年去治愈 The time that it took for me to heal from you
你带给我的伤痛 stole years of my life.
我无法挽回那些年月 And I can't get them back.
我等了很久 Took me a while,
没错 但我... yeah, but I, um...
我找到了一个 I found someone who...
爱我懂我也珍惜我的人 loves me the way that I deserve to be loved.
我有一个帅气的儿子 I have a beautiful son
和一个了不起的丈夫 and an incredible husband,
他其实就在那辆车上 who's actually in that car
而且他差点就想 and who was just, like, seconds away
徒手把你打得粉身碎骨 from wanting to just pulverize you with his bare hands.
我没有破碎 坏掉的那个人是你 马克 I'm not broken. You're the one that's broken, Marc.
你是一场疾病 You're the disease.
而我再也不要带着这个病了 And I'm not carrying it a moment longer.
所以... So...
我现在把它还给你 I give it back to you.
祝你好运 马克 Good luck with it, Marc.
萨莉 我带这个男人回家了 Sally, I took this man home with me,
我的父母问我 "你从哪个山洞把他揪出来的" and my parents asked me, "What cave did you pull this out of?"
凯特 Kate.
不会有事的 It's gonna be fine.
我现在把床单盖在你膝盖上 I'm gonna put this sheet over your knees.
记得呼吸 宝贝 Remember to breathe, honey.
天啊 我感觉真好 Ah! God, I feel good.
他看起来好渺小啊 You know, he looked so small to me.
穿着那件愚蠢的T恤衫 而且还... In his stupid-ass T-shirt and just all...
一直谈论着他的黄粱美梦 真是个笑话 talking about his empty dreams. It's like a joke.
我简直无法相信 I just cannot believe
我以前居然给了他那么大的掌控权 I let him have that much power over me.
我为你骄傲 宝贝 I'm proud of you, babe.
-你做得很好 -谢谢 - You did good. - Thank you.
我想过要告诉你这些的 I wanted to tell you about it.
所有的一切 还有马克的事 About all of it, about Marc,
我想过很多次 但是... so many times, but...
我不想你把我看作受害者 I didn't want you to-to look at me like a victim.
凯特 拜托 Oh, Kate, come on.
听我说 而且你今天能一直耐心地坐在车里 No. And today, you... you just sat patiently in the car
我知道你肯定恨不得活活掐死他 when I know that you wanted to rip out his jugular,
但你让我成为了自己的骑士 and you let me be my own white knight.
而且... 你从来没有 And... you never looked at me
把我当作受害者 从来没有 like I was a victim. Ever.
我本可以从交往第一天就告诉你这一切的 And I could have just told you everything from day one.
第一天可能有点过了 Day one would have been a lot,
-不过... -好啦 - but... - Okay.
我知道了 I know.
那么 如果这个阿海说的是真的 So, what would this mean to you
对你而言会意味着什么呢 if this Hai person was actually telling the truth?
除了威廉的背叛之外 Beyond William's betrayal, I mean.
除了威廉的背叛 Beyond William's?
你知道吗 我16岁的时候 You know, I put a... an ad in the paper
在报纸上刊登过寻母广告 looking for my mom when I was 16?
然后一个骗子出现在了公园 Some scam artist showed up at the park.
她就是想要钱 She wanted money.
你一定很受伤 That must have hurt.
我深受打击 以至于我放弃寻找了 So much so that I stopped looking
足足放弃了20年 for another 20 years.
她有35年的时间可以找我 而她从来没找过我 She had 35 years to find me, and she never even looked for me.
你不知道实际情况是不是如此 You don't know if that's what happened.
我... I...
我们从这个角度来看 Let's look at it this way.
9岁时 你在超市 At nine years old, you were curling your tongue
对着黑人卷舌头 at Black folks in supermarkets.
16岁时 你在报纸上发广告 At 16, you put ads in the paper.
35岁时 你雇了私家侦探 And at 35, you hired a P.I.
你的一生 Your whole life,
你的本能一直在告诉你 your instincts have been telling you
你需要知道你的身世 you need to know your history.
你为什么觉得你需要呢 Why do you think you needed that?
为了知道我是从哪来的 To know where I came from.
为了知道我是谁 To... to know who I was.
我不知道 为了... I don't know, to...
为了体会与超出自身事物的 to feel connected or rooted
某种联结感或维系感 to something bigger than myself.
了解威廉之后你觉得有帮助吗 Did knowing William help you do that?
在很多方面有帮助的 In a lot of ways it did.
那么了解罗瑞尔的故事 Is there a chance that knowing Laurel's story
会不会也对你有帮助 could help you, too?
你已经在路上了 兰德尔 You're already in the journey, Randall.
为什么不走到底呢 Why not be in in it?
我给你做了点临行早餐 Um, I made you a little to-go breakfast.
这么贴心 你不需要做这些的 This is so nice. You didn't have to do that.
这个... This-this...
谢谢你 谢谢 Thank you. Thank you.
车应该随时会到 You know, the car's gonna be here... any second.
是啊 我只是 我... Yeah, I just-- I'm...
我知道我走的简直太不是时候了 I know I'm leaving at the worst possible time.
但当我回来时 But when I come back,
我会带着一颗坚定的心... it will be with a heart that is committed...
凯文 我非常清楚 Kevin. I am deeply aware
你来自一个很擅长演讲的家族 that you come from a family of great speech-givers.
我觉得你应该利用这段时间 面对真实的自己 I think you should use this time away to be real with yourself.
去弄清楚这段关系和这个家庭 To figure out how this relationship and family
到底会如何发展 以及我和孩子们 is actually gonna work, and how these babies and I
到底要如何加入你的生活 are actually gonna fit in your life.
你说过你愿意负责 我也相信了 You said you were all in, and I bought that.
用这段时间确定你内心的真实想法吧 Take this moment to decide if you really are.
我愿意负责 I am.
花些时间再决定吧 Take the moment.
亲亲孩子们告个别吧 Kiss the bubbalas goodbye.
好的 Oh, yeah.
天啊 好吧 Oh, man. Okay.
你们要好好听妈妈的话 好吗 孩子们 You listen to your mom, okay, babies?
好吧 离开你们太难了 Oh, okay. This is hard.
还有... And, uh...
保重 Okay.
这很正常 大家都会改变的 Nothing went wrong. People change.
-大家都会改变 -是的 大家都会变 - People change? - Yeah. People change.
那他们可以再变回来吗 Can they change back?
-我不知道 -我觉得变回来会更难 - I don't know. - I think it's harder.
宝贝 Hey, Bug.
-周末过得怎么样 -挺好的 - How was your weekend? - It was fine.
是吗 你和莫莉玩得开心吗 Yeah? You had a good time with Molly?
没出什么事吧 Is everything all right?
因为我打了几次电话 想问问情况 You know, I did call a couple times to check in.
但都没什么回音 I didn't hear back.
宝贝 Oh, sweetheart.
一切都还好吗 出什么事了 Is everything okay? What's wrong?
我刚刚看了一部伤感的电影 I was watching a sappy movie.
搞得我哭了 It made me cry.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
晚饭想吃点什么 Do you want some dinner?
我想吃些冰淇淋 I'll take some ice cream.
收到 You got it.
呦呦 凯文在此 Yo, yo, this is Kevin.
你真的要这么接电话吗 伙计 You really answer the phone like that, dude?
兰德尔 怎么了 Randall, what's up?
我一直在考虑你要去洛杉矶的事情 So I've been thinking about you going to L.A.
我觉得你不应该去 I don't think you should do it.
好吧 因为你觉得我毫无演技天赋 Right, 'cause you don't think I'm talented.
不不 不是那样的 No, no, it's not that.
你刚刚结婚 You just got married.
遇到索菲是你这辈子 Sophie's one of the best things
最幸运的事之一 that's ever happened to you,
两地分居很可能会影响你们的关系 and this could really stress your relationship.
我和索菲从十岁开始就在一起了 兰德尔 Sophie and I have been together since we were ten, Randall.
分开几个月我们不会有事的 We can hack a few months apart.
你确定吗 Are you sure?
因为我一想到有任何事可能会影响 You know, because when I think of anything
我和贝丝之间的关系... getting in between me and Beth...
我的胃都会疼起来 ...it makes my stomach hurt.
那是因为你太脆弱了 That's 'cause you're whipped.
好吧 抱歉打扰了 Sorry I called.
别 听我说 我... No, look, I, uh...
我很感激你的关心 I appreciate the concern.
但我和索菲的感情很稳固 But Sophie and I are solid.
我们不会有事的 We're gonna be okay.
再说了 等我成了大明星 And look, when I'm a big star,
我们可以一起住在某座别墅里 and we're living in some mansion,
现在的牺牲都是值得的 it'll all be worth it.
好吧 小凯 Okay, Kev.
既然你都这么说了 Whatever you say.
凯文来电
妈妈没事吧 Hey. Everything all right with Mom?
宝宝们也都好吗 Uh, with the babies?
都好 Yeah.
妈妈很好 而麦迪逊... Mom's good, um, and Madison's...
她也没事 是的 She's fine. Yeah.
我在社交软件的热搜榜上 I-I saw your, uh, your-your strip clip
看到了你的脱衣舞视频 on Hoda's Twitter feed.
真是太搞笑了 哥们 It's hilarious, man.
跳得很好 而且完全没有一丝丝拘谨 It's good-- And not, like, in an embarrassing way at all.
整个显得你非常有魅力 I mean, it comes off really charming.
-非常棒 -是啊 全新的体验 - It's great. - Yeah. It's been a trip.
你那边大家都怎么样 孩子们都还好吗 Uh, h-how is everybody there? How are the girls?
都好 她们都很好 Good. They're good.
上网课绝对是变相的地狱级别折磨 Uh, Zoom schooling is a unique version of hell,
-不过... -我估计也是 - but, um... - I bet.
是啊 Yeah.
-所以... -其实... - So... - Anyway, uh...
不 抱歉 对不起 你先说吧 Oh, no, I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry, no, g-go ahead.
不 我没什么... 你说吧 No, I wasn't, uh, n-- Go ahead.
其实我给你打电话来是因为我... Well, l-look, the reason I was calling is I'm-I'm, um...
我发现我自己和麦迪逊... I'm finding myself in a really, um...
陷入了某种特别复杂的困境里 ...complicated place with Madison,
我也有点不知道应该怎么处理了 and I'm a little bit lost on how to deal with it,
所以我...我首先想到的就是... and I-I, uh... the first thought that I had...
就是... ...was, uh,
首先想到的就是"兰德尔会怎么做" well, it was "What would Randall do?"
其实我经常有这种念头 I, uh, I have that thought a lot, actually.
你这么说真的很贴心 That's a nice thing to say.
而且... It's a...
我听到也很开心 nice thing to know.
我知道这话听起来也挺讽刺的 I know it seems ironic, too,
因为当时... uh, because of all of the...
我对你说了很多恶毒的话 horrible things that I said to you
就那天我们... that day when we were, uh...
我们那天都说了很多 小凯 Ah, we said a lot of things, Kev.
是啊 不过... Yeah, but, uh...
兰德尔 凯特跟我说了 Randall, Kate was telling me about some of the things, uh,
成长过程中 that you felt
你的一些感受 那些... during our childhood, some of...
你当初真的是那么想的吗 Is that really how you felt?
是的 小凯 是真的 Yeah, Kev, it is.
那真是太糟糕了 Well, that is horrible.
我无法想象独自承担这些有多痛苦 I can't imagine having to keep all that to yourself.
小凯 抱歉打断你 Hey, Kev, I'm sorry to cut you off,
但我现在有点不方便 but, um, now's not a great time.
我现在有一通非常重要的电话 I-I have a really important phone call
需要马上去打 that I have to make right now.
好的 我明白 好吧 你先忙你的 Yeah, no, I get it. Yeah, no, you-you do you.
-我明白了 -但我们稍后再聊 好吗 - I-I get it. - But we'll talk soon, all right?
我们真的要去联系他吗 We're really about to do this?
我已经在路上了 不如就走到底吧 I'm already in it, so... let's get in it.
天哪 Oh, boy.
-我好紧张 -我也是 - I'm so nervous. - I'm gonna boot.
你好 Hello?
嗨 阿海 Hi, Hai.
抱歉 其实我刚刚想说的是你好 Um, sorry. Uh, what I meant to say was hello.
请问是阿海吗 Um, is this Hai?
是的 我是 Uh, yes, this is he.
我是兰德尔·皮尔森 This is Randall Pearson.
兰德尔 Oh, Randall.
很高兴接到你的电话 I'm so pleased to hear from you.
阿海 Uh, Hai?
你介意我跳过寒暄 Do you mind if I just jump into asking you
问你一个非常直接的问题吗 a really blunt question?
请说 Go ahead.
你在电邮说 罗瑞尔是在2015年5月去世的 You mentioned in your e-mail that Laurel died in May of 2015.
死于乳腺癌 是的 Of breast cancer, yes.
可我父亲跟我说罗瑞尔生下我后没多久 Um, my father told me that Laurel overdosed
就因为服药过量而去世了 and died shortly after I was born.
所以你觉得他是在撒谎吗 So are you saying that he was lying?
据我所知 他应该是把自己认为的真相 From what I know of the story, I believe he was telling you
告诉了你 what he thought was the truth.
我是贝丝 兰德尔的妻子 Um, this is Beth, Randall's wife.
你是怎么认识罗瑞尔的呢 How exactly did you know Laurel?
我们是在二十多岁的时候 在奥尔良县认识的 We met in our early 20s, here in Orleans Parish.
抱歉 我没想到在电话上聊她的事 Sorry, I didn't expect to feel so strange
会让我觉得这么奇怪 talking about her on the phone.
这么多年来我一直想告诉你有关她的事 I've thought of telling you about her for so many years.
我真希望能当面跟你说 I just wish I could see your face.
我希望能带你看看她住过的地方 I wish I could show you the places she lived,
她喜欢的东西 the things she loved.
那不如我们过去拜访你如何 Hey, what if we were to come up then?
那就再好不过了 If that's what you could do.
能亲眼看看我妈住过的地方 To see where my mother lived,
还有她喜欢的东西 and the things she loved.
我非常乐意 I would like that very much.