《我们的生活》前情回顾 Previously on This Is Us...
今天的简报 Today's bulletin,
帖子似乎火了 it's kind of going viral.
你一定不敢相信这位市议员的直播简报竟这样结尾[完整视频]
我这样做是为了威廉·希尔 I'm doing this for William Hill
因为你们都曾是他的家人 because you all were his family
"我的名字是郎海 我住在新奥尔良 "My name's Hai Lang, and I live in New Orleans.
我觉得我认识你母亲罗瑞尔" "I believe I knew your mother, Laurel.
2015年5月她去世时 "I was by her side when she died
我在她身边” in May of 2015."
什么 What?
我希望能带你看看 I wish I could show you
她住过的地方 the places she lived,
她喜欢的东西 the things she loved.
那不如我们过去拜访你如何 Hey, what if we were to come out there?
那就再好不过了 If that's what you could do.
你还好吗 宝贝 You okay, babe?
我们昨晚到这之后 你一直挺沉默的 You haven't said much since we got in last night.
我在想我们上次来这里的时候 I'm just thinking about the last time we were here.
五周年纪念日 Our fifth anniversary.
那是我们第一次喝苦艾酒 we tried absinthe for the first time.
真是美好的夜晚 That was a good night.
一夜五小时的男人 Five-hour man.
是六小时 It was six.
-别给哥说少了 -好 怪我 - Don't short-change a brother. - Oh, okay. My fault.
我们当时待了多久 We were here for... what?
五六天 Five, six days?
我们很可能跟她擦肩而过 却完全没意识到 Could've walked right past her and wouldn't have even known it.
兰德尔 Randall.
欢迎 Welcome.
终于见到你很开心 It's nice to finally meet you in person.
幸会 It's a pleasure.
谢谢你同意见我们 Thank you for agreeing to this.
也谢谢你们做检测和隔离 And thank you for testing and quarantining.
-我知道很辛苦 -没关系 - I know it's a lot to ask. - Not at all.
你记得我妻子贝丝吧 You remember my wife, Beth?
你的房子很漂亮 Your place is beautiful.
其实是你的房子 It's, uh, actually yours.
什么 Excuse me?
这座房子 This house,
这块地 this land...
以前是你妈妈的 it was your mother's.
现在是你的了 And now it's yours.
请进 Come in.
我今晚得多喝点苦艾酒 I'm gonna need some absinthe tonight.
我们的生活 第五季第六集
你们肯定有一百万个问题 You must have a million questions.
差不多是这个数吧 A million is in the ballpark, yes.
我先把我知道的 I'll tell you what I know,
从头讲一遍 from the beginning.
你妈妈姓杜布瓦 Your mother was a Dubois.
他们是镇上最高贵的家庭 They were the most distinguished family in town.
我觉得这一直让罗瑞尔压力很大 I think that was always a lot of pressure on Laurel.
好了 Oh, stop.
我看了宾客表 我觉得我们应该去 I'll check the guest list, but I think we should go.
伊丽莎白 我说了我会考虑 Elizabeth, I said I'd think about it.
我不想现在考虑 I don't want to think about it right now.
希尔达 公文包给我 Hilda, my briefcase.
你周日还要去银行吗 You're going to the bank on Sunday?
今天天气这么好 It's such a lovely day out,
我本想午饭后一起出去散个步 I thought we might take a stroll after lunch.
罗瑞尔 Laurel...
我常说的那句话是什么 What is it I always say?
你得在弥撒曲的时候用心听 You need to start paying more attention during Mass,
小姑娘 young lady.
杰克逊 Jackson...
"得到的越多" "To whomever much is given,
"责任就越大" much will be required."
路加福音12:48 Luke 12:48.
很好 Very good.
伊丽莎白 宝贝 Elizabeth, honey.
如果我在晚饭前回来 If I get back before supper,
我们可以考虑散个步 maybe we'll take that stroll.
你们照顾好妈妈 You two, mind your mother.
我去躺一会儿 I've got to lay down.
作业做完之前 I do not want to hear the television set
不许开电视 听到了吗 until homework is finished, you hear me?
好的 妈妈 Yes, ma'am.
别让爸爸影响你的心情 You can't let Daddy ruffle your feathers.
我去找梅姑姑玩 你帮我打掩护吗 Cover for me while I go visit Aunt Mae?
又去 Again?
你要是这么担心 就跟我一起去 Well, if you're so worried, come with me.
那等你到家谁帮你开门 Then who would sneak you back in when you got home?
谢谢哥哥 谢谢哥哥 谢谢 Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.
别踩到我的青椒 Mind my peppers.
我忘了 你背后是长眼睛的 I forgot, you have eyes in the back of your head.
不 我只是了解你 No, I just know you.
这世界上有两种人 There are two kinds of people in this world.
一种人三思而后行 The ones who look before they leap,
另一种人张开双臂 and the other ones, who throw their arms out
纵身投入未知 and plunge into the void,
毫不担心结果如何 not the least bit worried about what's below.
而你 亲爱的 是后一种人 And you, my darling, are the latter.
你怎么知道 How do you know?
因为我也是后一种人 'Cause I'm the latter, too.
我准备去游泳 I was fixin' to go for a swim.
你想一起去吗 好的 You want to come? All right.
帮我把那些西红柿拿进去 Help me get those tomatoes inside.
我知道 我知道我回来晚了 I know. I know I'm late.
妈妈要大发脾气了 快点 Mama's gonna have a fit. Come on.
罗瑞尔 你去哪儿了 Laurel, where have you been?
别想跟我编瞎话 And don't you even fix your mouth to tell a lie.
梅姑姑那里 Aunt Mae's.
我不说禁止你去吗 After I forbade you?
对不起 爸爸 I'm sorry, Daddy.
我不会纵容一个不听话的孩子 I will not tolerate a disobedient child.
如果你再敢想着往她那跑 If you even think about going over there again,
你就等着挨抽来长记性吧 you will get a lashing you will not soon forget.
我说清楚了吗 Am I clear?
说清楚了 Yes, sir.
坐着别动 Sit still.
我无论如何都要把你这头发梳开 I'll comb the wild out you if it's the last thing I do.
我能在这儿藏会吗 Can I hide out in here?
你别吵就行 Only if you promise to be quiet.
你没有马文·盖伊的歌吗 Don't you have any Marvin Gaye?
美国歌手 作曲家
这是马哈丽亚·杰克逊为马丁·路德·金唱的歌 Mahalia Jackson sang for MLK.
美国著名福音歌手
她是美国歌唱女王 She's an American queen.
你还好吗 You all right?
还好 Yeah.
我只是还不明白 Just still don't understand
爸爸怎么会恨他自己的妹妹 how Daddy could hate his own sister.
梅姑姑是他的血亲 Aunt Mae's his blood.
我绝不会恨你 杰克逊 I could never hate you, Jackson.
除了梅姑姑 你是唯一一个懂我的人了 Other than Aunt Mae, you're the only one who understands me.
我并不懂你 I don't understand you.
好了 你都没拿对地方 好吗 All right. You ain't even holding this right, okay?
看我的 Let me show you.
劳瑞尔讨厌离开梅姑姑 Laurel hated being away from Aunt Mae.
但她还有杰克逊 But she had Jackson.
在他去越南打仗之后 And when he went to fight in Vietnam,
她说她从来没觉得那么孤单过 she said she never felt so alone.
我无法相信他不在了 I can't believe he's gone.
杰克逊真的不在了 Jackson is really gone.
没有他 我要怎么办 What am I gonna do without him?
上帝会带走你的痛苦 God can take your pain...
我亲爱的劳瑞尔 ...my sweet Laurel.
但前提是你要放手 But you have to let it go.
我不知道怎么办 I don't know how.
去那 There.
我浸入水中 I go in there,
把一切都发泄出来 and let it all out.
去吧 Go on.
对 Yeah.
去吧 Go on.
没法接受吗 Is it too much?
不是 抱歉 我... No, I'm sorry. I, uh...
我刚在五分钟内认识然后失去了一个舅舅 I just met and lost an uncle in the course of five minutes.
我没想到 I, uh, I didn't realize that
你会这么了解她 you'd know quite so much about her.
你到底是怎么认识她的 How did you know her exactly?
老实说 If I'm being honest,
你母亲是我此生挚爱 your mother was the love of my life.
战争结束后 我和家人成了难民 After the war ended, my family and I became refugees.
教会把很多难民带到了这来 The church helped bring a lot of us here.
这里的天气 湖泊... The weather, the water...
为我们造就了完美的家园 made it a perfect home for us.
我决定成为渔民 照顾父母 I decided to become a fisherman to care for my parents.
就是在水中 我第一次看到了劳瑞尔 It was out there where I saw Laurel for the first time.
或者说 Or should I say,
第一次听到她的声音 heard her for the first time.
你在干什么 What are you doing?!
放开我 Get off of me!
离我远点儿 Get away from me!
我没溺水 I'm not drowning.
我忍不住一直想着 I couldn't stop thinking about the woman
那个没溺水的女人 who wasn't drowning.
在知道她的名字之前 我一直那么叫她 That's what I called her before I knew her name.
或者说在对她有任何了解之前 Before I knew anything.
梅 我来帮你拿这个 Oh, Mae, let me get that for you.
我这把老骨头谢谢你的帮忙 These old bones appreciate the help,
但我不想占用你跟你那个 but I don't want to get in the way of you spending time
帅哥朋友共度时光的时间 with that handsome fellow of yours.
马歇尔跟爸爸一起在银行加班呢 老样子 Marshall's busy at the bank with Daddy. As usual.
这可不是在抱怨 That's not a complaint.
能跟他在一起 Any woman in New Orleans
是新奥尔良女人的荣幸 would be lucky to have him.
看来他是个窝囊废 So he's a dud.
梅姑姑 别说了 Aunt Mae, quit!
你去把这些拿给马塞尔 You go and take these over to Marcel.
如果他要付钱的话 不要收 If he tries to pay for 'em, don't take his money.
好的 姑姑 Yes, ma'am.
-你好 勒布朗先生 -早上好 杜布瓦小姐 - Hi, Mr. Leblanc. - Good morning, Miss Dubois.
早上好 Morning.
今日鲜鱼
是你啊 It's you.
你是湖里那个人 It's you from the lake.
什么 What?
你 "啊" You. "Aah!"
没错 就是我 Yeah, that was me.
但我没溺水 But I wasn't drowning.
我是罗瑞尔 I'm Laurel.
阿海[与"嗨"谐音] Hai.
你好 Hello.
不是 No.
阿海 Hai.
那是你的名字啊 That's your name.
很高兴认识你 Nice to meet you.
给我的吗 For me?
我不太会做饭 I... I'm not much of a cook.
不会 做饭 Bad cook.
我做饭 你来吃 I cook. You eat?
好啊 Okay.
我还记得她的眼神 I still remember the look in her eyes.
和她在一起的日子... Being with her...
掐掉尾巴 Pinch the tail.
吸食头部 Suck the head.
是我人生中最美好的时光 ...was the best time of my life.
你能来真是太好了 马歇尔 It's so nice to have you over, Marshall.
但我知道她的情况很复杂 But I know it was complicated for her.
我想跟你说件事 不过... I want to tell you something, but...
你不许笑我 好吗 ...don't make fun of me, okay?
什么 What?
我爱你 Em yêu anh.
我爱你 Anh yêu em.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
罗瑞尔 Laurel.
爸爸 我不知道你还没睡 Daddy, I didn't know you were up.
已经过了十二点了 It's after midnight.
我去多萝西家学习了 I was studying at Dorothy's.
然后我们进城逛了一下 Then we went into the city.
我一定是忘了时间 Must've lost track of time.
好吧 Yeah.
过来 Come on.
我感觉最近几周 You know, I feel like I hardly even see you
你几乎没回家吃过晚饭 at dinner these last few weeks.
我学习一直很忙 My studies have been keeping me busy.
是啊 Yeah.
马歇尔也是这么说的 Marshall told me as much.
我给了他银行副总监的职位 I offered him the vice president's position at the bank.
太棒了 That's wonderful.
-我真替他高兴 -是啊 - I'm happy for him. - Yeah.
他打算求婚 He plans to propose.
我已经同意了 I've already given him my blessing.
说实话 我答应得很干脆 Quite frankly, it was an easy yes.
我跟你说这些 Now, the reason I'm telling you all of this
是因为马歇尔要过来吃晚饭 is because Marshall is coming over for dinner
庆祝他升职 to celebrate his promotion.
如果他要求婚... Should he decide to propose...
你也要毫不犹豫地答应他 ...your answer will be an easy yes.
罗瑞尔 Laurel?
我在这一天也待不下去了 I can't be here one more day.
我们走吧 我在芝加哥有认识的人 Let's leave. I know people in Chicago.
我们可以现在就走 We can go now.
我们可以过上梦想中自由自在的生活 We can be together freely, like we always wanted.
我爱你 阿海 I love you, Hai.
跟我走吧 Come with me.
我知道她的父亲不会让我们在一起 I knew her father would not let us be together,
而且我也想跟她走 and I wanted to go with her.
但我的父母离了我就没法生活 But my parents wouldn't have survived without me.
我不能走 I cannot.
留在我身边 S-Stay with me.
拜托了 Please.
我做不到 I can't.
所以她去了芝加哥吗 So she went to Chicago?
她没去成 She never made it.
最便宜的巴士是去匹兹堡的 The cheapest bus out was to Pittsburgh.
她就在那时遇见了威廉 生下了我吗 And that's when she met William and had me?
最终是这样 Eventually.
她花了一些时间来适应那座城市 She needed time to adjust to the city,
-找到她的位置 -行了 - find her place. - Okay.
听我说... Look, um...
我们大老远跑过来 we've come a long way.
而你也给我们讲述了一个动人的爱情故事 And you have told us a gorgeous story.
说真的 《恋恋笔记本》都相形见绌 Seriously, it rivals The Notebook.
兰德尔 让他说完吧 Randall, just let him finish.
我只想知道 为什么威廉会告诉我 All I really want to know is why William told me
我妈妈是在生下我之后用药过量去世的 my mother died of an overdose after having me.
你在电话里说 他说的是事实 Now, you said on the phone that he was telling the truth.
但怎么会呢 为什么他会以为她死了 But how? Like, why did he think she died?
因为她确实死了 Because she did.
什么 What?
阿海 你得再说详细点 Hai, we're gonna need a little more than that.
护士说她服药过量了 The nurses told Laurel she OD'd.
她当时没有反应了 She was unresponsive.
乔尔 别按了 Joel, leave her.
她死了吗 I-Is she gone?
记下死亡时间 打电话叫车来 Mark the time and call it in.
急救队员说当他们在施救的时候 The paramedics said when they were trying to revive her,
你父亲带着你逃走了 your father took you and ran.
所以就这样了吗 So that's it?
等她出院之后 I mean, after she got out of the hospital,
她为什么没找我 why didn't she try to find me?
威廉又没有人间蒸发 William didn't just vanish into thin air.
她本来想找你的 She was going to.
那她为什么没来 是什么阻止了她 Then why didn't she? What stopped her?
监狱 Prison.
坐下吧 Please sit.
这并不是《恋恋笔记本》 This isn't The Notebook.
如我所说 Like I said,
罗瑞尔没有立刻被关进监狱 Laurel didn't go to prison right away.
她被送去了医院 She ended up in the hospital.
我的孩子呢 Where's my baby?
我的孩子呢 W-Where's my baby?
-我的孩子呢 -女士 冷静 - Where's my baby? - Ma'am, please.
-请你放松 -我要找我的孩子 - I need you to relax. - I need my baby.
-放轻松 放轻松 -好吧 - Take it easy. Take it easy. - All right.
威廉 威廉 William? William?
我们不知道他在哪儿 We don't know where he is,
-但你不要激动 好吗 -我要见我的孩子 - but you just need to relax, okay? - I need my baby.
放松 Take it easy.
威廉... William...
-好好睡吧 -我要见我的孩子 - There you go. - I need my baby.
什么样的母亲会在生完孩子之后吸毒啊 What kind of mother gets high after giving birth?
不管那孩子在哪 还是离她远点好 Wherever that baby is, he's better off.
她在医院休养了几天 She recovered in the hospital for a few days.
她在这里 There she is.
然后警察出现了 Then the police showed up.
罗瑞尔·杜布瓦 Laurel Dubois?
她因为持有毒品被逮捕 And she was arrested for drug possession.
这是针对你的逮捕令 There's a warrant out for your arrest.
我们没有电话 We don't have a phone.
我得打电话给我男朋友 但我们没有电话 I-I need to call my boyfriend, but we don't have a phone.
你没有其他人可以联系了吗 亲人之类的 There's no one else? No family?
杜布瓦宅 Dubois residence.
你好 Hello?
罗瑞尔 Laurel?
罗瑞尔的律师让她认罪 Laurel's lawyer made her plead guilty.
她只犯过那一次罪 It was her only offense.
他还以为她会被宽大处理 He thought she'd get mercy.
但法官判她入狱五年 But the judge sentenced her to five years.
匹兹堡的监狱人太多了 The prisons in Pittsburgh were overcrowded,
所以罗瑞尔被送往了加州 so Laurel was sent to California.
关于那段日子 她不愿多说 She didn't talk much about that time,
我也不想勉强 and I didn't push.
我知道一定是太痛苦了 I knew it was too painful.
但她说 她每个晚上 But she said there wasn't a single night that went by
都会梦到你 when she didn't dream about you.
她是哪年出狱的 What year was she released?
1985年 '85.
罗瑞尔身上的钱只够买一张单程票 Laurel only had enough money for a one-way bus ticket.
她想过去找你 She thought about going to find you,
但我觉得她仍然没有宽恕自己 but I think she was still punishing herself.
她觉得自己失去了做你母亲的权利 She felt she forfeited the right to be your mother,
所以她就去了她唯一知道的地方 so she went to the only place she knew.
你没什么好羞愧的 You have nothing to be ashamed of.
我有 I do.
我生了个孩子 梅姑姑 I had a child, Aunt Mae.
我和一个爱我的男人生了孩子 I had a baby with a man who loved me.
是个男孩 A boy.
我不知道他现在在哪里 I don't know where he is.
他从前会摘栀子花送给我 He used to give me gardenias.
谁 Who?
雷蒙德·布兰查德 Raymond Blanchard.
我自己都不知道栀子花是我的最爱 I didn't know gardenias were my favorite
直到他摘来送我 till he gave them to me.
我爱他胜过爱生命 I loved him more than life.
但我当时太年轻 But I was so young.
太天真 So naive.
天真到认为自己能得到一个已婚男人的心 Naive enough to think that a married man could be mine.
所以当我... That's why I was...
怀孕后 我很开心 happy when I got pregnant.
我以为孩子会把我们绑在一起 I thought that would bind us together,
让我们成为一家人 make us a family.
后来发生了什么 What happened?
我谁都没留住 I lost 'em both.
这件事改变了我 And it changed me.
我被悲伤吞噬了身心 I let my broken heart be all that I was.
在那之后 我父母把我送走了 And after that, my parents sent me away.
但我来到了这里 But I came here.
找到了救赎 Found salvation.
我们应该给你父母打电话 Oh, we should call your parents.
我还没准备好 I'm not ready.
得让他们知道你回来了 Oh, they... they need to know you're back.
他们不知道更好 They're better off.
不 No.
我是个不称职的女儿 也是个不称职的母亲 I was no good as a daughter, and I'm no good as a mother.
别说这种话 Hey, stop that talk.
我儿子从小到大都会以为我不爱他 My son is gonna grow up thinking I didn't love him.
不会的 No.
我为什么不能当个好母亲呢 Why couldn't I be good for him?
为什么 Why?
你不能再这样折磨自己了 You can't keep doing this to yourself.
如果你不把愧疚放下 If you don't let the guilt go,
会窒息的 it'll strangle you.
真的 It will.
拜托 亲爱的 我给你25分钱 Come on, now, cher, I'll give you a quarter.
你为什么要跟我过不去呢 Now, why you want to give me a hard time, huh?
想买洋葱就买 要不就别买 Either you want the onions, or you don't.
她永远也不笑 是吧 She don't never smile, does she?
别把我扯进来 伍德罗 Leave me out of it, Woodrow.
好吧 Fine.
谢谢 Appreciate you.
其实 他说的没错 He's right, you know?
什么事 About what?
我也想念你之前的微笑了 I miss that big smile of yours.
我没感觉有什么让我想笑的事 I'm not sure what there is to smile about.
比如 你的健康 Your health, for one.
还有我 也算一个 And me, for another.
我知道 I know.
抱歉 我... I-I'm sorry, I...
我只是找不到理由... I just can't find a reason to...
好了 All right.
停 Time-out.
所以你们就只是挥了下手吗 So all y'all did was wave?
之前的干柴烈火 只剩下... All that hot sexual tension, and the only...
抱歉 但你们确实曾干柴... I'm sorry, but there was hot sexual...
我们当时无可奈何 There wasn't much we could do.
我结婚了 I was married.
我妻子怀孕了 My wife was pregnant.
而且我也很久没见过罗瑞尔了 And I hadn't seen Laurel in so long.
所以没错 我们只是挥了手 So yes, it was just a wave.
至少在之后的几年只是这样 At least that's how it was for several years.
我们有过几个心动瞬间 We had a few moments.
很细微 但也够了 Small but enough.
抱歉 阿海 I'm sorry, Hai.
我没太听明白 I'm a little lost.
你之前不是说在罗瑞尔去世时 I thought you said you and Laurel were close
你和她关系很近吗 at the time she died.
是的 We were.
但那是几十年后的事了 But it took decades.
在我妻子去世 孩子们离家后 After my wife passed on and my children left home,
只剩我孤身一人 it was just me.
但离我几步之遥的罗瑞尔 给了我安慰 But knowing Laurel was only a few feet away gave me comfort
直到有一天她没出现 until one day she was gone.
你什么时候开始治疗 When do you start treatment?
我不打算治疗了 I'm done with that.
医生说我得的是恶性肿瘤 The doctor said it's an aggressive tumor.
也就是说... Meaning...
是治不好的 there ain't no treatment.
罗瑞尔 Oh, Laurel.
你今天吃饭了吗 Have you eaten today?
没有 No.
但我会吃的 But I-I'm gonna.
我做饭 I cook.
你来吃 You eat.
她的医生说错了 Her doctor was wrong.
或者是上帝希望赐予我们更多时间 Or maybe God wanted us to have more time.
因为罗瑞尔又活了两年 'Cause Laurel lived another two years.
我听到了她的故事 也知道了你的事 I learned her story, learned your story.
和她在一起的每一天都完美无瑕 Every day with her was perfect.
可惜时间还是太少了 If only we had more of them.
你在想什么 What are you thinking about?
想我儿子 My son.
我真希望我能告诉他 I wish I had told him.
你会有机会说的 You'll get a chance to.
了不起的一生 What a life.
真奇怪 It's strange.
虽然她去世了这么多年 After all this time,
在这里我还是能感觉到她 I can still feel her here.
有的时候我在湖里游泳 Sometimes when I swim in the lake,
我发誓我还能听到她的笑声 I swear I could hear her laugh.
我有东西要给你 Mm, I have something for you.
阿海 你真的应该认真地考虑 You know, Hai, you should really consider making this
把这段过往做成播客 或者写成书什么的 into, like, a podcast or, like, a book or something.
你可以取名为"亚历克斯·哈雷寻根之罗瑞尔篇" You could call it Alex Haley Presents Laurel's Roots.
亚历克斯·哈雷 美国黑人作家 凭借家族史的长篇小说《根》获普利策奖
这个应该给你 These belong to you.
你确定你不想要吗 You sure you don't want it?
你已经照看这里这么多年了 You've been looking after it for years.
这里是你的 It's yours.
今天的事我真不知道该怎么谢谢你 I don't know how to thank you for today.
为了替罗瑞尔做这件事 我等了很长时间 I waited a long time to do this for Laurel.
我才应该谢谢你 I should be thanking you.
好了 Okay.
明天我们早餐见了 See you tomorrow at breakfast.
这真是... That was, uh...
你感觉如何 How are you holding up?
-我们有了一座农舍 -我们有了一座农舍 - We own a farmhouse. - We own a farmhouse.
旁边还有个湖 By a lake.
在新奥尔良 In New Orleans.
就在我已故的亲生母亲长大的地方 Where my dead biological mother grew up.
她还在这里 And fell in love
爱上了她的越南男朋友 with her Vietnamese boyfriend.
这就是我现在的感觉 That's how I'm holding up.
我打算去喝一杯苦艾酒 如果你... I could go for a shot of the absinthe if you...
你知道的... you know...
要不直接喝一瓶吧 Maybe the whole bottle.
如果你醒了我不在 我是开车兜风去了 爱你
我的宝贝 My baby.
我甚至不知道我在寻找的是你 I didn't even know I was looking for you.
现在我终于找到你了 可你却走了 Now I've found you, and you're gone.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我希望... I wish...
我真希望我能改变这一切 I wish I could change everything.
但我做不到 你也清楚这一点 But I can't, and you know that.
这所有的伤悲 And all this sadness
快要把你压垮了 is weighing you down.
你的眼睛和我一样 You have my eyes.
我在你的眼里看到了太多的痛苦 I see so much pain in them.
你难道不累吗 Aren't you tired?
你必须放下那些痛苦 You need to let the pain go.
我不知道该怎么做 I don't know how.
不 你知道 Yes, you do.
我爱你[越南语] Me yêu con.
什么意思 What is that?
一句我很久以前... Something I've been...
就想要对你说的话 wanting to say to you for a long time.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
怎么了 What?
你看起来不一样了 You seem different.
更轻松了 Lighter.
我知道我自己的身世了 贝丝 I know my birth story, Beth.
我不再只是被遗弃在消防局的孩子了 And it's not just getting left at a fire station.
而是两个人的结晶 It's two people.
两个并不完美... Two imperfect people...
却深爱着我的人 ...that loved me.
我要打给凯文 I'm-a call Kevin.
现在吗 What, now?
我不想再让不愉快的事束缚我了 I don't want to hold on to the bad stuff anymore.
我想放下所有的痛苦 I want to let it all go.
好的 Okay.
兰德尔 Randall, hey.
小凯 我们正从新奥尔良开车回家 Hey, Kev. We're driving home from New Orleans.
这事说来话长 Uh, long story.
-我想跟你聊聊 -抱歉 兰德尔 - I was wondering if we could talk. - I-I'm sorry, Randall.
我现在没法聊 好吗 Listen, I can't right now, okay?
我的整个人生一团混乱 My whole life has been turned upside down.
麦迪逊要生了 我却被困在温哥华 Madison is in labor and I'm stuck here in Vancouver.
我想尽量在孩子出生前赶回家 I'm trying to get home in time for the birth
但她现在已经一个人在医院了 我就... but she's already at the hospital, so alone. I never...
我当初就不该来 I never should've come.
-小凯... -抱歉 我回头再打给你 - Hey, Kev... - Wait. I'm sorry. I'll call you soon.
好吗 抱歉 Okay? I'm sorry.