我的邻居肯尼和女友一直都在 My neighbor Kenny and his girlfriend go all the time.
其实挺有意思的 克莱尔 The rides were actually fun, Claire,
即使他们没装三点式安全带 even though they hurl you through the air very quickly
就把你迅速抛在空中 without a proper three-point seatbelt.
我这三百块花的值 It was worth the $300 I spent.
是什么嘉年华让你花这么多钱 What kind of carnival will cost you that much money?
不仅是嘉年华 It was not just the carnival.
肯尼的女友之后想去看电影 Kenny's girlfriend wanted to go to see a movie afterwards,
但我刚买了第二版的 but I just got the second edition
柴科夫《血管疗法图谱》 of Chaikof's "Atlas of Vascular Therapy"
所以没去 so decided not to go.
但你付了所有人的钱吗 And you paid for everyone?
我没办法 我打赌输了 I had to. I lost the bet.
你们得等等再聊了 我们有病人了 Rounds will have to wait. We have a consult come up.
亨特·蒂诺博 38岁 Hunter Denoble, 38 --
今早来到急诊称颈部疼痛严重 Came into the E.R. this morning complaining of severe neck pain.
X光显示前滑脱 X-rays show anterolisthesis.
38岁就椎间盘突出是不是有点早了 A herniated disc -- 38 a little young for that, isn't it?
除非有脊柱创伤史 Unless there's a history of spinal trauma.
的确有 There is.
十年前亨特在一次摩托车事故中 Hunter fractured seven vertebrae in his neck and back
摔断了七节颈椎及背椎 in a motorcycle accident 10 years ago.
他是我接的第一批病人 He's one of my first patients --
胸部以下完全瘫痪 suffered complete paralysis from the chest down.
前几个月只是闷痛 A few months back, just gnawing pain.
吃布洛芬止痛就行 Ibuprofen usually took the edge off.
每天吗 Every day?
差不多吧 Uh, yeah, give or take.
没有那么糟 It's not that bad.
但昨晚不一样 Last night things changed.
他的脖子完全不能动 He couldn't move his neck at all,
止痛药也没用 and the pain medicine had no effect.
他本来想熬过去 我坚持带他来 So, he wanted to tough it out, but I dragged him in here.
听上去是你的作风 Yeah, it sounds like you.
能感觉到吗 Feel that?
能 Yeah.
-这里呢 -可以 - And that? - Mm-hmm.
我在所里升职成合伙人了 I made partner at the firm.
我不想请病假 I don't like to call in sick.
说实话 我已经在医院里待了几辈子了 And let's face it, I've spent enough nights in hospital rooms for five lifetimes.
你说的没错 Can't argue with that.
捏我的手 Squeeze my hands.
-你的手臂有刺麻感或者无力吗 -没有 - You have any tingling or weakness in your arms? - No.
拍片显示你有椎间盘突出 The plain films showed what looked like a herniated disc --
也就是说 which would mean...?
人工椎间盘置换术 Artificial disc replacement --
一天能搞定 最迟明早就能出院了 Day procedure, he'd be out by the morning at the latest.
你和他结婚了吗 You married him?
对 三年前在坎昆 非常美好 Yes, three years ago in Cancun. It was lovely.
即使他坐在轮椅上吗 Even though he's in a wheelchair?
-肖恩 -没事 - Shaun. - Oh, no worries.
总有人这样问我 I get this all the time.
她的确不能穿高跟鞋了 但想想停车位 Sure, she can never wear heels, but think of the parking.
怎么了 What happened?
我整条腿都疼起来了 Pain shot right down through my legs.
-你的腿吗 -对 - Your legs? - Yeah.
我胸口下已经十年没有任何感觉了 I haven't felt anything below my chest in 10 years.
怎么回事 What the hell is going on?
良 医
第一季 第十六集
♪望见破晓♪ ♪ When I saw the break of day ♪
♪真希望可以飞走♪ ♪ I wished that I could fly away ♪
♪而不是跪在沙中♪ ♪ Instead of kneeling in the sand ♪
♪用手接起泪水♪ ♪ Catching teardrops in my hand ♪
♪心沉溺于酒液之中♪ ♪ My heart is drenched in wine ♪
♪但你永远在我心中♪ ♪ But you'll be on my mind Forever ♪
妈 Mom.
我的好女儿 Well, there's my girl.
我不想见你 I don't want to see you.
但我好多年都没见你了 But I haven't seen you in years.
别从我身边跑开 Don't run away from me.
-我们能谈谈吗 -我说了不想见你 - Can we talk? - Since I don't want to see you,
摆明了我不想听你说话 it follows that I don't want to hear from you, either.
我只是来取抗生素 I just came in to get antibiotics.
我的主治外科医生周五不工作 My surgeon doesn't work on Fridays.
我觉得没什么 It feels fine.
抱歉 一点也不好 Sorry, it's not fine.
这个假体已经感染了 This implant is definitely infected.
只有那一个 对吗 Just that one, though, right?
对 目前来说 Yes. At this point,
你做的提臀 收腹 抽脂和隆胸 your butt lift, tummy tuck, lipo, and breast augmentation
看上去没问题 appear to be healthy.
但我需要在细菌扩散之前移除假体 But I need to remove this one and clean the area
并清理这片区域 before the bacteria spreads.
那你能把填充物放回去吗 Well, can you replace it?
感染被遏制后 Once the infection is resolved
你需要恢复几个月 and you have a few months to heal.
我不想好几个月都顶着半张脸到处晃 I don't want to walk around with half of a face for a few months.
你能否想办法保住假体 Isn't there anything you can do to save the implant?
我不能保证 I can't make any guarantees,
但如果能不冒二次感染的风险重置假体 but if I can replace the implant without risking re-infection,
我会这么做 I will.
好的 医生 Okay, Doctor.
我不懂歌词 但你妈妈声音很好听 I didn't understand the lyrics, but I liked your mom's voice.
她是职业歌手吗 Is she a professional singer?
她有很多面 She is a lot of things.
但绝对不是个好母亲 Great mom wasn't one of them.
怎么说 How so?
很多人和父母的关系都有问题 这不新鲜 A lot of people have issues with their parents, nothing new.
但每个人的经历都不同 But everyone's story's different.
你呢 How so?
我上高中时 When I was in high school,
给邻居家的孩子当保姆 I babysat the kids in my neighborhood.
我想像朋友们那样 I wanted to buy a laptop for school
买台笔记本电脑学习用 like a lot of my friends had,
所以我存了一千块 so I saved up 1,000 bucks.
有天我回到家 I came home one day,
我妈和我的钱都不见了 and the money was gone and so was my mother.
三天后 And three days later,
她从里诺回来 she came back from Reno
穿着大牌裙子 带着一个叫里奇的男人 with a designer dress and a guy named Ricky.
我从未买到笔记本电脑 I never got the laptop.
我妈妈会做煎饼 My mom made pancakes.
很好吃 They were good.
这是什么 What is that?
我以前从没见过 I've never seen anything like that.
也许是脊柱肿瘤 Maybe a spinal column tumor.
亨特在摩托车事故中 Hunter's initial spinal cord injury
受到并导致瘫痪的脊柱损伤 from the motorcycle accident
在第一颈椎 that caused his paralysis was at T1,
但那个部分看上去几乎完全正常了 but that part looks almost completely normal now.
亨特的疼痛不是幻觉 Hunter's phantom pain is real.
我的前任指导 索尼亚·康 My former mentor, Sonya Kung,
是丹佛纪念医院的外科医住院实习项目主任 is head of the surgical residency program at Denver Memorial Hospital.
如果你想见她 我可以打电话 If you want a meeting, I'll make the call.
为什么 Why?
你明年就需要找工作了 You're gonna need a job after this year.
你想让我自乱阵脚 You just trying to screw with my head,
还是说你是认真的 or are you actually being serious?
机会是真的 The opportunity is real.
我只是想做好人 I'm trying to be nice.
在不伤害到我自己的前提下 I do that when it doesn't hurt me.
而减少竞争对手这种事 And this definitely doesn't hurt you,
对你绝对有利无害 you getting rid of some competition.
没错 虽然你也不是我的头号竞争对手 True, although you're not high on my list of threats.
这对你来说更有好处 This would be a much bigger benefit for you.
听着 我一直在尽力想留下 Look, I fought to stay here.
我哪儿也不会去 I'm not going anywhere.
这很罕见 但像你这种多年的 It's very rare, but after many years
脊柱伤没有恶化的情况下 with a bruised cord like yours that isn't severed,
脊柱恢复功能是可能的 it can start to function again.
所以这引发了亨特的疼痛 So, this mass is causing Hunter's pain?
对 Yes.
如果脊柱恢复了健康 If the cord is healthy,
我为什么不能有痛感之外的感觉 why aren't I feeling more than pain?
这块组织在压迫健康的脊柱 The mass is compressing the healthy cord,
熬过这阵疼就好了 just letting the pain through.
我们还需做些更先进的影像学检查了解肿瘤情况 We still have to do some more advanced imaging to map the mass,
但我确信 but I am fairly confident
只要移除它就会有所改变 that if we removed it that could change.
你也许可以再次走路了 You may be able to walk again.
我们清除了感染 We were able to clean out the infection
植入了新的假体 我很高兴 and swap in a new implant. I am very pleased.
看上去还行吗 You think it looks okay?
很好 你在海边一定看上去很美 I love it, and you are going to look great at the beach.
威雷亚海滩吗 Wailea?
我们去那里度了蜜月 We went there on our honeymoon.
谢谢你 Thank you.
他要带你去夏威夷 你应该给他个拥抱 He's taking you to Hawaii. You should be hugging him.
我真是松了口气 Oh, I'm so relieved.
满意的顾客们 Satisfied customers --
这就是为什么整容是最有趣的领域 This is why cosmetics is the most fun specialty.
我们会继续跟进你的情况 Now, we're gonna monitor you closely.
感染有侵入其他植入物的风险 There is a risk the infection could have seeded to other implants.
随时联系 Keep me posted.
好的 Yes, Chief.
我值早班 I'll take the early shift.
只要我站起来 我就再也不坐下了 Once I'm on my feet, I'm never sitting down again.
我要带科拉去跳舞 I'm gonna take Cora dancing.
她跳舞很好 She's a great dancer.
不用 Oh, no.
我自己来 I push myself.
并无恶意 我就是这样 No offense. It's my rule.
好的 Right.
如果这能成功 If this works,
在大量的物理治疗后 after a considerable amount of physical therapy
你也许可以走路 you may be able to walk,
但不代表你跳舞会很好 but that doesn't mean you'll be a very good dancer.
鉴于双腿几年没动而造成的肌肉萎缩 After years of atrophy from not moving your legs,
你很可能舞跳得很糟糕 you will likely be very bad.
你知道最差劲的是什么吗 You know what the worst part is?
不是坐在轮椅里 It isn't being in the chair.
而是人们第一眼只看见轮椅 It's that people see the chair first.
他们看不见我 They don't see me.
你明白我在说什么 You know what I'm talking about.
我为什么会知道你在说什么 Why would I know what you're talking about?
我妹夫有自闭症 My brother-in-law's on the spectrum.
我的助理也是 So's my assistant.
我一直都优先录取残疾人 I make it a priority of hiring people with disabilities.
让我猜猜 Let me guess --
当你刚来这工作时 When you first started working here,
-没人相信你 -他们不认识我 - no one believed in you. -They didn't know me.
他们不知道我会是个杰出的外科医生 They didn't know that I was going to make a good surgeon.
不 No.
你不一样 You were different.
我保证其他医生开始时 I guarantee you every other doctor
都得到了最基本的尊重 started with a basic level of respect.
说明他们是有能力的 It's implied they're competent.
我们浪费精力和时间试图证明我们合群 We waste our time and energy trying to prove that we belong.
我没事 I'm fine.
她只是在全面检查 亲爱的 She's just being thorough, honey.
你已经检查我身体三遍了 You've been over my body three times.
早期的感染就像痘痘一样 Early infections often mimic blemishes.
需要全面检查 It pays to be thorough.
这里疼吗 Is this sore?
有一点 Maybe a little.
怎么了 What's wrong?
可能没事 It could be nothing,
也可能是痈 早期感染的信号 or it could be a carbuncle, an early sign of infection.
安德鲁斯医生需要来看下这个 Dr. Andrews needs to have a look at this.
精索静脉曲张导致睾丸温度上升 This varicocele is raising testicular temperature
导致你的精子数量下降 and causing your sperm count to be low.
通过手术我可以结扎精索静脉曲张 Surgically, I go in, ligate the varicocele
几周后再次检查你的精子数量 and re-check your numbers in a few weeks.
这是微创手术 It's done under a local,
无麻醉风险 出血量小 so no anesthesia risks, minimal blood loss.
但可能出现低男性荷尔蒙和阳痿 There's a risk of low testosterone and impotence,
但最多恢复一周就会好 but recovery time's usually a week at most.
所以我可以有孩子 只是不能亲身上阵 So, I could have kids, I just might not be able to make them?
我说了 只有较低风险 As I said, it's low risk.
我提到它只是出于我的义务 I only mention it because I'm obligated to inform you.
你有义务告诉我是因为有风险存在 Well, you're obligated to inform me because it's a risk.
这是概率很低的并发症 但确实可能发生 It's an unlikely complication, but, yes, it happens.
这只是个门诊手术 It's outpatient.
我在办公室就能解决 I do it right here in the office.
在我看来这是解决问题的机会 What I see here is a chance to fix a problem.
在我看来是创造了一个新问题 And I see a chance to create a new one.
抱歉 我得走了 有患者 I'm -- I'm sorry, I have to go. I have a patient.
我遇见很多男人有这样的问题 Look, I see a lot of men with this issue.
他们来因为他们想要孩子 Sure, they come in because they want kids,
但我觉得他们真正想的是重申自己 but I think what they really want is to reaffirm themselves.
这是好事 And that's a good thing.
谢谢你 Thank you.
这是个脊膜瘤 It's a spinal arachnoid meningioma.
你以前见过吗 Have you seen one of these before?
比这小多了 Much smaller.
他们一般不会长这么大 They usually don't get this big
因为疼痛和虚弱 because the pain and weakness
让病人很快进入急诊室 brings the patient into the E.R. fast.
但此病例中 没有疼痛 But in this case, no pain,
长到这么大都没有来过急诊 no E.R. Visit until it got this big.
它紧紧套住了脊髓 And it's wrapped around the spinal cord tightly
和硬脊膜融合在一起 and fused with the dura.
我们可以用光纤激光分段拿出它吗 Can we get a fiber-optic laser and take it out in segments?
不行 No, I don't think so.
它不再长大了 并稳定在这个位置 It stopped growing and settled in this position.
但我认为我们可以分割 But I do think that we can dissect
蛛网膜下 along the subarachnoid plane
最大的一部分 down to the largest segment at T2
一次移除它 and remove it in one piece.
肿瘤扩散 That's an extension of the mass.
不 是髓状锥体 Mm, no. It's the medullary pyramids.
不 是肿瘤扩散 No. It's an extension of the mass.
椎体趋于中间部位 而且颜色也不对 The pyramids are more central and the color is wrong.
莫菲说得对 Murphy's right.
扩散的肿瘤紧贴于脑干 The extension's tightly adhered to the brainstem.
谁发现的 Who caught it?
杰瑞德 Jared did.
做得好 Nice work.
大多第一年的住院医生都会忽略这个 Most first-year residents would have missed this.
表面看上去很小 It's very small on the surface,
但我能感觉到皮下波动 but I can feel the fluctuance under the skin.
我们该怎么做 What do we need to do to fix it?
我们需要移除所有植入物 We need to remove all of the implants
还有一些健康的皮下组织 and some of the healthy underlying tissue as well.
不幸的是这会留下永久疤痕 Unfortunately, it will cause significant permanent scarring.
不 你不能这么做 No, no, no, you -- you can't do that.
我会比之前看上去更糟糕 I'll look worse than I did before.
我不懂 你移走了她脸上坏死部分 I-I don't get it. You removed the bad part from her face,
治好了 看上去很好 没有感染 and it's fixed -- - looks good, no more infection.
剩下的也这么做吧 Let's just do the same with the rest of 'em.
没这么简单 It's not that simple.
当我们移除了艾玛脸颊的感染 When we removed the infection from Emma's cheek,
它只是个表面的局部问题 it was under the pretense it was a localized issue.
如果我们只移除新部位的感染 If we just take out the infection from the new area,
它很可能再转移 it could jump again.
我不要 I won't do it.
当被感染后 它移动得更快 When an infection spreads, it often moves very quickly.
安德鲁斯医生的意思是 What Dr. Andrews is saying --
我知道他在说什么 I understand what he's saying.
我五十岁了 I'm 50 years old.
当我送我女儿去密歇根州 When I went to drop my daughter off at Michigan,
我们去了自由街上那家酒吧 we went to that bar on Liberty Street,
我们在那里第一次相遇 where we first met.
我看见自己二十五年前坐在那里 I saw myself sitting there 25 years ago --
年轻 自信 潜力无穷 young, confident, full of potential.
然后你生了孩子 Then you raise a kid
然后照顾你的丈夫和家庭 and look after your husband, a home.
你迷失了自我 You lose touch with who you were.
你说这是感染是吗 You -- you said it was an infection, right?
就像链球菌性喉炎 Like strep throat or something.
那就用抗生素呗 That's what antibiotics are for.
不能就用那个吗 Couldn't we just use that?
我们可以试试强效广谱抗生素 We could try strong, broad-spectrum antibiotics,
但我真的不想这么试 but I really don't want to do that.
你可能会得菌血症的 You could become septic.
你可能会死的 You could die.
会管用的 必须管用 It'll work. It has to.
脑干很复杂 The brainstem is complex.
即便是我们最好的设备也不能完整成像 Even our best imaging can't provide a complete picture.
那你们就把囊肿留在他身体里吗 So, then, you would just leave the cyst in him?
除了疼也没坏处 亨特 Other than the pain, it's not harming Hunter.
它现在是稳定的 不再生长 It's stabilized now and done growing.
疼怎么办呢 But what about the pain?
植入神经抑制器能彻底解决疼痛 An implanted nerve inhibitor will completely remove the pain.
但我就不能走路了 But I won't be able to walk.
是的 No.
把囊肿从脑干上切掉到底有多大风险 Exactly how risky is removing the mass from the brainstem?
所有 控制你心脏跳动和呼吸的 都在那里 Everything that - keeps your heart beating and you breathing is right there.
神经抑制器植入手术白天就能完成 The nerve inhibitor is a day procedure.
今天晚上睡觉你就不疼了 You'd sleep in your bed tonight pain-free.
给我这事儿的百分比 Give me a percentage on this thing.
别这么对你自己 Don't do this to yourself.
我不喜欢给出这种数字 I don't like to give those kinds of numbers.
数字是基于人群得出的 They're population-based,
对你的特定情况并不适用 and they don't apply to your exact circumstance.
我懂统计学 I understand how statistics work.
但是有个数字的 而且也相关 But there's a number, and it's relevant.
做手术有15%的可能性会死 There's a 15% chance the surgery would kill you.
我记得我接受我不能再走路的那个瞬间 I remember the moment I accepted I'd never walk again.
不是事故之后梅伦德斯医生告诉我的时候 It wasn't when Dr. Melendez told me after the accident.
而是几个月后我在康复中心 It was a few months later when I was in rehab
试图站起身来 and I was trying to get up in the standing frame.
我看向窗外 I looked out the window
外面是在享受他们生命的人们 and there's all these people just living their lives.
我当时是在尝试改变我无法改变的事 I was trying to fix something that I can't change,
生活缺少了我也照样前进 and life was going on without me.
所以我重新开始生活 So I started living again.
但是现在我能做出改变了 But now there's something I can do.
亨特... Hunter...
我想和梅伦德斯医生谈谈 I want to talk to Dr. Melendez.
别 No.
拜托了 Please.
去叫梅伦德斯医生 Just go get Dr. Melendez.
你好奇吗 You curious?
我为什么把功劳给你 About why I gave you the credit?
我猜你认为是陷阱 I assume you thought it was a set-up,
安德鲁斯认为你错了 that Andrews thought you were wrong
你就推到我身上 and you tried to throw it on me.
真是愤世嫉俗 That's very cynical.
还有个可能性是你在表达善意 The other alternative is that you were being kind,
这可能性太小了 which seems very unlikely.
还有第三种可能 There is a third possibility.
我在证明一件事 I'm proving a point.
一旦你失去他们的尊重 无论你做什么 When you lose their respect, no matter what you do,
无论你再对多少次 no matter how many wins you chalk up,
你也不会再赢得尊重了 you'll never get it back.
游戏已经结束了 The game's already over.
你输了 You lost.
有人喜欢你吗 Does anyone like you?
我喜欢我 I like me.
结果出来了 I've got results.
我知道这是她的第一轮抗生素 I know this is her first cycle of antibiotics,
但我觉得没有什么改善 but I'm not seeing any improvement.
她的中性粒细胞高上天了 Her neutrophils are through the roof.
你会有九个小时在麻醉状态下 You'd be under anesthesia for nine hours,
我需要确保你的身体足够健康 and I'll need to make sure that your body's healthy enough
能应对应激状态 to handle the stress.
你能让他别这么做吗 求你了 Will you tell him not to do this, please?
你不在乎我怎么想吗 You don't care what I think?
我才是坐在轮椅上的人 I'm the one in the chair.
你不知道这是什么感觉 You have no idea what that's like.
我一直都陪着你 I'm right there with you.
谁把你背上楼梯 Who carries you up the stairs?
谁把你从沙子里推出来 Who pushes you out through the sand
让你能把脚泡在水里 so you can put your feet in the water?
这样你就不用再做这些事了 Well, this way you won't have to do those things anymore.
所以你是想拿你现在的生活 So you just want to gamble the life that you have
去赌你以前的生活吗 for the life that you had?
柯拉 Cora.
我们现在的生活很棒 We have a great life,
但我想能再次走路 but I want to walk again --
我想让你看见我能走路 and I want you to see me walk.
我不会袖手旁观看着你死的 I'm not gonna stand by and watch you die.
如果你想自私地拿你的生命做赌注 If you want to selfishly gamble your life away,
那你就一个人赌吧 you're doing it on your own.
我是为了我们才这么做 I'm doing this for us.
不 你是为了你自己 No, you're doing this for you.
她会回来的 She'll be back.
请托勒斯医生到产科 Dr. Tolles to Obstetrics, please.
托勒斯医生到产科 Dr. Tolles to Obstetrics.
我被呼叫了吗 Hey. Uh, I got a page?
我很忙 我不喜欢被骗下来 I'm busy, and I don't like being tricked into coming down here.
-我知道你恨我 -我不恨你 - Yeah, I know you hate me -- - I don't hate you.
见到你不是什么好事 Seeing you is not healthy for me.
等等 我只是想告诉你我当时生病了 Okay, wait -- Well, I just need to tell you that I was sick.
我现在也病着 I am sick.
我知道 你这么跟我说了好多年了 I know, you've been telling me that for years.
你是对的 You were right.
有人帮我 I got help.
他们给我开稳定情绪的药 They have me on mood stabilizers.
我现在好多了 I'm doing better now.
我是说 有时候吃药让我感觉很平淡 I mean, sometimes the meds make me feel flat.
不会兴奋 没什么好玩的 You know, no highs, no fun.
但也没有低潮 No lows, though, either.
是值得的 It's worth it.
我想再试试做你母亲 I'd like to try again to be your mom.
我是说 我们能不能多聊聊 I mean, maybe we could just talk some more?
我考虑考虑 I'll think about it.
拿着吧 Well, take these.
得浇水 不然会死的 They need water or they're gonna die.
卡片上有我号码 My number's on the card.
我觉得我刚刚赢了环法自行车赛 I think I just won the Tour de France.
手术时间很长 It's a long surgery.
会考验你的心脏功能 It will put a lot of strain on your heart.
你的心血管功能很好 Your cardiovascular fitness is excellent.
你明白的 对吧 You get it, right?
明白什么 Get what?
为什么我那么想做这个手术 Why I want this surgery so bad.
如果你找到自闭症的治愈方法也会很高兴 对吧 You'd jump at a cure for autism, wouldn't ya?
自闭症无法治愈 There isn't a cure for autism.
上周我也不知道有个手术能治好我 Well, last week I didn't think there was a surgery to help me.
这个手术不能保证你能走路 The surgery isn't guaranteed to help you walk.
你为什么要冒失去一个接受你现在样子的人的风险 Why would you risk losing a person who accepts you the way you are?
你可能找不到别的人了 You may not find another one.
和我结婚的理由有很多 你懂吧 There are a lot of reasons to marry me, you know?
我相信也有很多和你结婚的理由 I'm sure there are a lot of reasons to marry you.
对 我有条理 我的视觉空间记忆力很好 Yes. I'm organized, I have excellent visual-spatial memory,
莉亚说我为人真诚 非常公平 and Lea says I'm refreshingly honest and fair.
我猜柯拉爱我是因为我很坚定 I suppose Cora loves me because I'm determined...
我很聪明 I'm pretty smart,
乐于助人 committed to helping others,
最重要的可能是因为我很有耐心 and most of all, probably because I'm patient.
你一直都这样吗 Were you always those things?
你坐上轮椅之前也这样吗 Were you those things before you were in the wheelchair?
你的自闭症成就了你 你是这个意思 Your autism helped you -- That's your point.
你是说这个轮椅让我成为了更好的人 You're saying this chair made me a better person.
问题是 现在失去这张轮椅 The difference is losing this chair now
也不会让我失去它教会我的品质 won't make me lose the lessons it gave me.
抗生素不管用 The antibiotics aren't working.
我说了如果没用我们就得做手术 I told if they didn't we'd be doing surgery next.
不要 No.
如果我们现在不行动 她就会死 She's going to die if we don't act now.
亲爱的 我们得听医生的 Honey, we need to listen to the doctors.
你得相信我 I need you to trust me.
我不能回到之前那样了 I can't go back to being like it used to be.
你没得选 You don't have a choice.
她需要其他人的意见 She wants a second opinion.
她快死了 She's going to die.
我告诉她了 I told her that.
有时很难真的走出来 Sometimes it's tough to actually get out of those doors.
在我小的时候 When I was a kid,
我妹妹爬树时出了意外 my little sister had an accident climbing a tree --
受到了很严重的脑伤 a traumatic brain injury --
我每天早上醒来都希望她能好起来 and I woke up every morning dreaming that she was better,
但是她没有 but she wasn't.
我一直照顾她 I took care of her a lot --
给她刷牙 梳头发 喂饭 brushed her teeth, combed her hair, fed her.
亨特是我作为主治医的第一个病人 Hunter was my first patient as an attending,
而我得走进那间病房告诉他 and I had to walk in that room and tell him
我没有什么可以做的了 that there was nothing I could do for him,
我没有办法治好他 nothing I could do to fix him.
现在有办法了吗 And now there is?
但是没有保障 But there's no guarantee.
从来就没有保障 There is never a guarantee.
抱歉 我不能承担会失去我爱的男人的风险 I'm sorry, but I can't risk losing the man that I fell in love with.
你不只是害怕手术会害死他 You're not just afraid that the surgery will kill him.
你还害怕手术会成功 You're afraid that it might work.
你只认识在轮椅上的亨特 You've only known Hunter in a wheelchair.
能够走路会彻底改变他这个人 Walking would be a fundamental change in who he is --
也会彻底改变你们夫妻之间的关系 a fundamental change in who you are as a couple.
你担心不论发生哪种情况 You're worried that no matter what happens,
你都会失去他 you're gonna lose him.
亨特看上去有了很好的生活 Hunter seems to have a great life.
我不知道我会不会冒着失去一切的风险 I don't know if I'd risk giving that up.
要是有个手术能让你变成一个完美的医生 What if there was an operation to make you a perfect doctor,
永远不会犯错 never make a mistake,
但是会有百分之五死亡的可能性 but it had a, you know, 5% of killing you?
你会做吗 Would you do it?
那并不是一个公平的对比 That's not a fair comparison.
你说亨特现在过得还不错 Well, you said Hunter's doing fine the way he is,
但是我们说的是要给他更多的东西 but we're talking about giving him something more.
百分之二呢 What about 2%?
我认为不会有个什么概率 I don't think - there's a number for me.
当然会有一个概率 Oh, of course there's a number.
每一次你坐进你的车 Every time you get in your car --
每一次你离开家 Hell, every time you leave your home
你都承担着会有不好的事发生的风险 you take a risk - something bad could happen.
但是你还是会做 But you do it anyway,
去让你自己变得更好 you know, to make yourself better,
让世界变得更好 to make the world better,
有时候只是为了开心 sometimes just to have fun.
有时候会去一个狂欢节 Sometimes to go to a carnival.
肯尼不是你的朋友 Kenny's not your friend.
他在利用你 He's using you.
我不这么认为 I...don't think so.
我们很高兴 We have fun.
他有犯罪记录 He's got a rap sheet.
多数是轻罪 Mostly misdemeanors,
但是有一些盗窃重罪的案子 but there's a couple felony theft cases
会有协议 that were bargained down.
等等 你去调查肯尼的背景了 Wait, you ran a background check on Kenny?
你从谈话开始 我从收集证据开始 Well, you start by talking, I start by gathering evidence.
我转发给你 I'll forward it to you.
在我的经验里 一个已婚人士 In my experience, there are only two reasons
会做这种整容手术只有两种原因 why a married person has this kind of cosmetic surgery.
不是你变心了 就是她 Either you're halfway out the door or she is.
艾玛爱我 Emma loves me.
我发现了 That's what I figured.
抗生素不管用 The antibiotics aren't working,
所以你的妻子就要死了 so your wife is going to die
除非你能去说服她 unless you get in there and you convince her
她不需要任何整容手术 that she doesn't need any of this cosmetic surgery
因为你是个忠诚并且爱他的丈夫 because you are a faithful, loving husband.
疼吗 How's the pain?
我觉得是真的要做手术了 You know, I think the adrenaline
而让我产生的肾上腺素起了作用 of actually doing this is helping.
是羟考酮的作用 It's the oxycodone.
那很好 That's good.
我很高兴你回来了 I'm glad you came back.
我从未离开 I never left.
我不想在没有你的情况下做手术 I don't want to do this without you.
我不想在没有你的情况下做任何事 I don't want to do anything without you.
如果你能走路了 If you can walk,
你会变得不一样了 you'll be different.
你就不再需要我了 You won't need me anymore.
你以为我娶你 You think I married you
是因为我不能自己把衣服挂进衣橱吗 'cause I was having trouble hanging clothes in my closet?
你是我的老婆 You're my girl.
我一直都需要你 I will always need you.
哪怕我可以飞起来 Even if I could fly,
谁会提醒我在我妈生日的时候给她打电话 who's gonna remind me to call my mom on her birthday...
或是用牙线洁牙 天哪 我恨牙线 or to floss? God, I hate flossing.
谁会提醒我要成为一个更好的人 Who's gonna remind me to be a better person?
谁会在我害怕的时候来握住我的手 Who's gonna hold my hand when I'm scared?
真好 That was nice.
你必须得做手术 You have to have the surgery.
你以前是疏远的 You were distant before.
做手术以后 你对我总是欲求不满 Since the surgery, - you can't get enough of me.
是有用的 It worked.
你高兴 我高兴 You're happy, I'm happy.
我爱你 我一直都爱着你 I love you. I always have loved you.
-未来也会一直爱你 -你不再爱我了 - I always will. - You stopped loving me.
不 从来没有 No. Never.
如果你是爱我的 If you were in love with me,
你就不会出轨 you never would've cheated on me.
巴里 求你了 Barry, please,
别再说谎了 no more lies.
你总是不回家 我们都不说话 You were never home. We never talked.
你总是不在 You were never there.
从来就没有别的女人 There was never another woman.
我是去赌博 经常的 I was gambling -- a lot.
我去赌是因为我觉得变成了这种男人很丢脸 I did it because I was ashamed of the man that I'd become.
我们结婚的时候 我许给你了一个世界 When we got married, I promised you the world,
可是我却只给你了一个平庸的生活 and instead I gave you a mediocre life.
赌博时 When I was up, -
我感觉自己是个赢家 it made me feel like a winner.
我不想让你看到我那样 And I was too embarrassed to let you see me like that,
所以我躲起来 so I hid it from you.
她会做手术 She's gonna do the surgery.
谢谢 Thank you.
安德鲁斯需要一间手术室给艾玛·牛顿 Andrews needs an O.R. for Emma Newton.
克莱尔 你很漂亮 聪明 Claire, you're beautiful, smart,
并且工作非常好 and very good at your job.
谢谢 肖恩 Thank you, Shaun.
这些话很好听 That's a very sweet thing to say.
你会和一个有残疾的人约会吗 Would you ever date someone with a disability?
会的 Yeah, sure.
你可以选择理想的伴侣 克莱尔 You could choose the ideal mate, Claire.
你为什么会想要不必要的负担 Why would you want the unnecessary burden?
每个人都有自己的问题 Everyone is dealing with something.
我们只要去爱其他人的本身 We just have to love other people for who they are
并希望对方也爱我们 and hope they love us, too.
一号手术室为亨特准备好了 O.R. 1's prepped for Hunter.
我马上就过去 I'll join you in a minute.
是什么改变了她的想法 So, what changed her mind?
杰瑞德做的 Jared did.
摩根 你来做我的一助 Morgan, you're my first assist.
记下了 Make the call.
谢谢 Thanks.
你只能走到这了 This is as far as you can go.
护士马修斯会带你去等候室 Nurse Matthews will take you to the waiting room.
我能 我能亲他一下吗 Can I, uh -- Can I give him a kiss?
当然 Of course.
我做不到 I can't do this.
你可以的 Yes, you can.
这就是在一段感情中要做的事 对吗 This is what you do in a relationship, right?
一起承担风险 You take chances, together.
好吧 Okay.
左胸这是一块很大的组织缺陷 That's a large tissue defect in the left breast.
如果我们能在六个小时前进手术室 If we'd been in here six hours ago,
我还能再挽救更多的皮层肌肉组织 I could have salvaged more underlying muscle tissue.
我看见她的心率增高了 I'm noticing her heart rate jump.
你看到了吗 JL You seeing that, J.L.?
现在看见了 I am now.
她的手术伤口怎么样了 How's her surgical sites?
没出血了 I'm not seeing any bleeding.
摩根 你那边怎么样 Morgan, what about your side?
这边一切正常 Everything looks good here.
或许麻醉剂用少了 Maybe the anesthesia's light?
不 肯定哪里出问题了 Nope. No, something's definitely happening.
杰瑞德说得对 Jared's right.
抽吸 克莱尔 Suction, Claire.
给我把25度角的130号手术刀 Give me a 25 on a 130.
好 莫菲 在我的镊子下面 All right, Murphy, I want you to cut right under my forceps
小心地切开 very carefully.
剖面切开了 Section's cut.
运动诱发电位如何 How are the motor evoked potentials?
有信号了 Signal's coming through --
脊髓功能正常 spinal cord's functioning normally.
肿瘤把髓索完全包住了 The mass has fully encased the medullary cord.
给我磁性探测杆 Give me the ferromagnetic wand.
我没法清理干净下骨髓的尾端 I can't get the caudal end clear of the underlying cord.
电位急剧下降 Got a big drop in potentials.
压迫到他的脑干了 We are compressing his brainstem.
-血压如何 -平均动脉压为70 - What's his pressure? - Mean arterial pressure's 70.
没信号了 I got nothing now.
静脉推注 把平均动脉压升到90以上 Push IV fluids. Keep that MAP above 90.
亨特要神经性休克了 Hunter's going into neurogenic shock.
必须停止手术 We need to stop the surgery.
就快好了 二十秒 I'm almost there. 20 seconds.
血压60 推注升压药 Pressure's 60. Push vasopressors.
最后一块就在那 The last piece is right there.
可能是水肿 推注一百单位地塞米松 It's probably edema. Push 100 of dexamethasone.
还是没反应 Still nothing.
他要死了 He's dying.
就是一块厘米大小的组织 It's one damn centimeter of tissue...
离手 All clear.
这是给她注射的第二剂胺碘酮 That's her second dose of amiodarone.
没反应 She's not responding.
她是败血性栓塞 She's thrown her septic embolism.
给她开胸 I'm cracking her chest.
十焦 离手 10 joules. Clear.
再来 Again.
离手 Clear.
开始心脏按摩 Starting cardiac massage.
可以宣布了 It's time to call it.
死亡时间 10:23 Time of death, 10:23.
欢迎回来 亨特 Welcome back, Hunter.
肿块在某些部位被紧紧地粘在一起 The mass was tightly adhered in some spots,
我们不确定未来会发生什么 但是现在看起来很健康 so we're not exactly sure what to expect moving forward. But the cord looked healthy.
我们会派专家给你治疗 We're gonna be bringing in several specialists to work with you.
神经理疗师会先过来 The first will be a neurophysiatrist --
谢谢 谢谢 Thank you. Thank you.
谢谢 非常感谢大家 Thank you. I'm grateful to all of you.
我们晚点再聊这事吧 Would you mind if we talked about the rest of this later?
我只想跟我妻子待会儿 I just want to sit with my wife.
谢谢 Thank you.
我今天遇到了一对迷失方向的夫妻 I met a couple today that lost their way.
他们很爱彼此 They loved each other,
但等他们明白什么才是最重要的时候 but by the time they remembered what really mattered,
一切都迟了 it was too late.
我不希望我们变成那样 I don't want us to be like them.
我想全心全意对你 I want to be fully committed to you.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
有一个手术或许能让我有生育能力 There's a surgery I could have that should make me fertile,
但可能会让我性无能 but there's a risk of impotency.
你想怎么办 What do you want to do?
我想满足你的愿望 I want to give you what you want,
实现我们有个家的愿望 what we want, a family.
我们有家了 We are a family.
我确实想要孩子 Yes, I want children,
有很多办法可以要孩子 and there are many ways to do that,
我们一起想办法 which we'll explore together.
我划掉了会危及我们性生活的任何选项 But I draw the line at anything that risks our sex life.
一周就一晚 It's just one night a week,
我或许可以好好休息一下 懂吗 but I think this could be my big break, you know?
你的声音一直很好听 Well, you always had a beautiful voice.
谁都有个优点 对吧 Well, everyone's got one thing, right?
我的事说够了 说说你的事 But enough about me. I want to hear about you.
有男友了吗 Do you have a man?
有过 I did.
年轻漂亮的小姑娘 应该都挑花眼了吧 Pretty young thing - should have plenty of choices.
我不想现在就让生活陷入复杂 I'm not looking to complicate my life right now.
还是谁都照顾到了 就是疏忽了自己 Still looking after - everyone else but yourself,
就像你对我一样 like you did for me.
BGM: Wait by M83
♪ Set your dreams where nobody hides ♪
我跟大家这样吹嘘 You know, I know brag to everyone.
「我的宝贝女儿是外科医生」 "My baby -- she's a surgeon."
外科住院医生 Surgical resident.
好吧 抱歉 Right, sorry.
喜欢吗 You like it?
喜欢 I love it.
♪ Give your tears to the tide ♪
你住哪儿 你... Where are you staying? You're -- -
-你要在城里住一段时间吗 -对 - Are you in town for a while? - Yeah.
我想离你近点 I'd like to be closer to you.
我找了个住处 I found a place.
你会喜欢的 You'd like it,
总的来说我得找个地方过夜 but I just need to put up first and last.
♪ No time ♪
我会还给你的 I'll pay you back.
你需要多少 How much do you need?
两千五 $2,500.
♪ No time ♪
我还要买些家具什么的 Plus I have to get furniture and, you know, all of that.
或许你可以帮我挑选 I thought maybe you could help me pick that stuff out.
你的品位一直很棒 You've always been so good at that.
我很喜欢 我能接受 I really appreciate it. I'm good for it.
♪ Set your dreams where nobody hides ♪
莎莉丝特不来了 Celeste isn't coming.
她甩了我 She broke up with me.
我讨厌她 I hate her.
但我不会因为这事破坏今晚我们的聚餐 But I'm not gonna let that ruin our night.
这就是朋友的意义所在 That's what friends are for.
不论晴雨 都要彼此照应 They got each other's backs, rain or shine.
对了 我在你的电池抽屉了找到了二十块 By the by, I found a $20 in your battery drawer,
所以订了中餐 so I got us Chinese food.
-别谢我 -我不喜欢中餐 - Don't thank me. - I don't like Chinese food.
拜托 Aw, come on now.
相信我 人人都爱麻将家的宫保炒饭 Trust me, everybody likes Ma Jong's Kung Pao.
♪ Set your dreams where nobody hides ♪
好了 There you go.
莎莉丝特的事让我挺心碎的 I'm pretty torn up about that Celeste thing.
她值得长期交往 She was a real keeper.
你说你讨厌莎莉丝特 You said you hated Celeste.
没错 我讨厌她是因为 I do. I-I hate her 'cause --
不好说 我挺爱她的 I don't know -- I kind of love her.
真难吃 This tastes terrible.
好吧 那你确实讨厌中餐 Okay, then he hates Chinese food.
多给我点 More for me.
白米饭 Plain white rice?
♪ No time ♪
我有个游戏机 I got a gaming console,
连上你家的电视了 and I hooked it up to your bad boy over there.
我们可以玩「格斗之王」 We can play some "Mortal Kombat."
来吧 Come on.
♪ No time ♪
要不要玩 We doing this or what?
感觉挺好玩 It sounds fun.
好了 来吧 Yeah, there you go.
这个给你 This one's you.
右边那个是你 That's you on the left right there.
-好 -好 - Okay. - Yeah.
你有四个手臂 但没穿衣服 开始吧 You got four arms, but you're naked, so here we go.
我把你打成气胸了 I gave you a pneumothorax.
没想到这游戏如此血腥 Ah, I didn't realize how bloody this game was.
火球攻击 逃不掉了 Ooh, a fireball. I got you there.
你之前玩过吗 Have you played this before?
好像脊椎骨折了 That looks like a spinal fracture.
是啊 严重的骨折 Yeah, I'd say -- I'd say there's a huge fracture there.
你死了 You died.