本故事纯属虚构 如有雷同 实属巧合
1993年3月6日
你要知道 I want you to know
我一向对你们俩都视如己出 I've always thought of both of you as my boys.
萨拉 Sarah.
你说的对 最好不要哭 I know you're right. It's best not to cry.
科林 准备好了吗 Colin, are you ready?
再不出发就赶不上电影了 If we don't go seeing movie, we'll be late.
我找不到威尔逊先生了 I can't find Mr Wilson.
他可以留在这里 He can stay here.
但我给他讲了电影情节 But I told him about the movie.
恐龙如何逃脱 占领了整个岛屿 How the dinosaurs get out and take over the island.
亲爱的 Honey.
你去威尔逊小屋看看 Have you checked Wilson's hutch?
威尔逊先生 Hey, Mr Wilson.
谢谢妈妈 Thanks, mom.
真希望你也能去 I wish you could come.
我知道 亲爱的 I know, honey.
但我得休息 But I should rest.
你应该休息 You should rest.
你累了 You're tired.
威尔逊先生几岁了 How old is Mr Wilson?
-三四岁吧 -他能去看电影吗 - Three, four? - Can he go to the movie?
是儿童不宜吗 Is it rated R?
亲爱的 威尔逊先生是兔兔 要用兔兔的岁数 Honey, Mr Wilson's a rabbit, so he ages in rabbit years.
跟人的岁数不一样吗 Different from person years?
对你来说 威尔逊先生很年轻 To you, Mr Wilson's young,
但他其实已经很大岁数了 but he's actually lived a good long time.
很大岁数 A good long time.
怎么了 Hey, what's wrong?
只是 Oh, it's just...
我的大宝贝要自己出门了 Here you are, my big boy, going out on your own.
-我许愿你能一起来 -不行 - I wish you could come. - No,
你要为大事去许愿 you should save your wishes for something big,
-重要的事情 -因为愿望会成真的 - something important. - Because wishes come true.
我们走吧 科林 到点了 We need to go, Colin. It's time.
再见 Good bye.
意外死亡 科林·米勒
你不冷吗 You ain't cold?
不冷 Nope.
我还有几个暖手袋 你要吗 Hey, I got a couple more hand warmers if you need 'em.
就是那些被你揉碎的化学品 Those chemical things you crush up?
还是算了 Nah, I'm good.
那么 So,um...
有人把这些放在他的坟前 someone is leaving these in his grave.
忌日在一月份 Anniversary is Jan.
已经三年了 Three years running.
孩子被火车压死 Kid died by train?
档案上写的是意外 Filed as an accident,
貌似现在有另一种说法了 but those make it look like someone's trying to say different.
还不如去凶案组说呢 Why not come in to Homicide to say it?
有免费咖啡 中央空调 There's free coffee, central heat.
-阿莉 我知道克里斯告诉你了 -别说这事 - Lil, I know Chris told you. - Let's not talk about it.
如果我给你造成错觉 If I gave you a wrong impression...
史考特 上班时间只谈公事 Scotty, we're at work, so let's just work.
好吗 Okay?
看 Look.
费城警察 Philadelphia Police.
你叫什么 What's your name?
-内森·希克斯 -你认识科林这孩子吗 - Nathan Hicks. - You knew this kid, Colin?
认识 我以前照顾过他 Yeah. I used to take care of him.
所以你知道他的忌日 So you know it's the anniversary of his death?
-没错 -每年都来吗 - That's why I'm here. - Come here every year?
不是 No.
这是第一次 It's first time.
没往墓前放过东西吗 Never put anything on the grave?
不明白你在说什么 I don't know what you're talking about.
跟我们走一趟吧 内森 How about taking a ride with us, Nathan?
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我们看了《侏罗纪公园》 We saw Jurassic Park.
去卫生间出来他就不见了 I lost him in the bathroom.
知道他为什么去铁轨吗 Any idea why he went to the tracks?
他熟悉那里 They were familiar.
天天顺着铁轨从学校回家 He'd walk that way from school.
你认识科林多久 And how long did you know Colin?
3年 Three years.
我每周都去学校接他几次 I picked him up from school a few times a week.
-监督他做功课 -你是他的保姆吗 - Looked at his homework. - So you were a baby sitter.
是吧 Yeah.
-他需要有人照顾 -他父母呢 - He needed someone. - Where were the parents?
老爸不管他们 Dad was out of the picture,
萨拉在超市工作 Sarah worked supermarket
能干几个班就干几个班 check outs as many shifts as she could get.
科林有残疾吗 And Colin had some kind of condition?
他行为能力有限 需要额外照顾 He was limited, needed extra care.
你和萨拉一直照顾他 后来... So you and Sarah looked out for him and then..
-萨拉病了 -乳腺癌 - Sarah got sick? - Breast cancer.
因病过世 It killed her.
知道这是谁做的吗 Know who might've done these?
有人不喜欢科林吗 Anyone who disliked Colin?
想要伤害他 Wanted to hurt him?
只有他在学校认识的人 Only the people he knew at school.
在那里 任何人都有可能 And there, it could've been anybody.
为什么 Why's that?
科林善良 天真 Colin was loving, trusting.
那个年纪的孩子没有这样的 Everything kids that age can't be.
弱智儿童人人欺负 So open season on the slow kid?
科林呢 你们看到他了吗 Where's Colin? Have you seen him?
科林·米勒 Colin Miller.
谢了 Thanks.
科林 Colin?
科林 科林 Colin? Colin.
出什么事了 What happened?
他说这些东西能飞 He said they were fly.
-他说这些东西可以飞 -谁说的 - He said he think them fly. - Who said?
她过生日 It's her... her birthday.
他说她会喜欢的 And he said she would like it.
会很神奇的 That it would be magic.
都成纸浆了 They're all mush.
她过生日我可不能送她纸浆 I can't get they're mush for her birthday.
这比上一次好多了 It's totally not as bad as last time.
这次起码他的内裤还在 I mean, he still got his underwear.
乔什 这是怎么回事 Josh, what happened?
有个小子告诉科林他能让情人节纸片飞起来 Some kid told Colin that he can make the Valentine's fly.
-我估计他... -确实飞起来了 - And them I guess he just - It's Kind of flew.
-飞了一会儿 -哪个小子说的 - For a second. - Some kid? Who?
内森 如果纸片都变成纸浆了 Nathan, how is Leah gonna know
莉娅怎么能知道我爱她 that I love her if they're mush?
许个愿 Make a wish.
许感情愿望最好的地方就是喷泉 Fountains are the best place to make a wish about feelings.
大家都知道 Everyone knows that.
我许愿 I wish...
让莉娅知道我有多爱她 for Leah to know how much I love her.
实现了 It worked.
我能感觉到愿望实现了 I could feel it working.
我说的吧 What'd I tell you?
这只是平常的一天 That was an average day.
还有更惨的 There were worse.
萨拉没想过送他去特殊学校吗 Had Sarah tried to put him in special school?
他们没钱 They had no money.
有时用三明治当工钱付给我 She paid me in sandwiches sometimes,
帮我打大学申请信 typed up my college applications.
那个乔什知道学校里谁跟科林过不去吗 Would this kid Josh know who had it in for Colin, at school?
知道 他是科林的朋友 Yeah, he was his friend.
或者跟朋友差不多的关系 Or the closest thing Colin had to one.
你们是来送货的吗 You guys with the groceries?
不是 我们也不是家政人员 No. And we ain't housekeeping either.
凶案组 能进来吗 Homicide. Can we come in?
好吧 我家也没客人 Yeah.. I don't really have visitors.
-可不是吗 -我限制自己的社交 - Never guessed. - I try to limit my social interface.
是为了科林·米勒的事 It's about Colin Miller.
12年前的今天去世的 Guy died 12 years ago today.
对 Yeah.
-你都知道些什么情况 -他被火车撞了 - What do you know about that? - Train hit him.
据说是意外 Accident, they said.
你有不同意见吗 You think something different?
这是什么 What's this?
我前老板的画像而已 Just a picture of my old boss.
在你限制自己的社交之前画的吗 From before your limited interface thing?
对 Yeah.
貌似出自同一人的手笔 Well, it looks like the same artist.
乔什 这是在讲述科林的死因吗 Josh, you trying to say something about how Colin died?
我不知道他怎么死的 I don't know how he died.
-坐下 -那你为什么 - Sit down. - Then why did
一直在他墓前放这些画呢 you keep leaving these pictures at his grave?
算是祭品吧 It's just something for him.
但你今天放在我车上了 But today you left one on my car.
也许我想让活人看到 Maybe I wanted a live person to see it.
铁轨上的人是科林吗 Is this Colin on the tracks?
不是 No.
我和科林在这里 That's Colin and me.
-铁轨上的家伙是麦克 -他是谁 - The guy on the tracks is Mac. - Who's that?
不要 Don't.
不要什么 Don't what?
不要伤害威尔逊先生 Don't hurt Mr Wilson.
是吗 我在伤害他吗 Is that what I'm doing? Hurting him?
是的 Yes.
可不是吗 我听到他在哭 Hey, you're right. I can hear him cry.
不 不要 No, stop it.
我会把兔子还给你的 I'll give you your bunny back.
很简单 It's easy.
只要你求我 All you have to do is say please.
求你了 Please.
不是吧 Oh, no.
看你让我干了些什么 Look what you made me do.
算了吧 Now, whatever.
傻子 Stupid.
娘娘腔 Pansie.
弱智 Retard.
离她远点 You stay away from her.
听见没 You hear me?
画的是我们 That picture's us.
如果我们足够强大 就找麦克报仇 Our revenge on Mac if we'd been strong enough.
你没有付诸行动 只是画出来了 So you don't act on these artistic visions, just draw 'em out.
没错 Right.
麦克让科林离谁远一点 Who did Mac want Colin to stay away from?
他女友 莉娅 His girlfriend. Leah.
因为情人节纸片的事吗 This have to do with the Valentines?
音乐教室的事 The music room.
他骚扰她 He jumped her.
性骚扰吗 Like.. sexually?
科林是世上最善良的人 Colin was the nicest guy on earth,
但终究是个男人 but I guess he's still a guy.
科林曾受到性侵指控 后来被撤销了 Sexual assault charge was filed against Colin, then dropped.
知道原因吗 We know why?
庭外和解 Matter was settled privately.
他惹了麦克的女友 麦克有作案动机 Guy messes with Mac's girlfriend, Mac's got motive.
科林被指控前 有过暴力行为前科吗 Colin have any history of violent behavior before the assault?
-没有 -那这事是跟他爸学的吗 - None. - So who did he pick it up from? Dad?
他爸跟母子俩没有联系 He had nothing to do with Sarah or her kid.
可能是天生的 Could've been native.
我听人讲过这些特殊的孩子 The way I hear with those special guys.
上半身缺的东西 Everything they lose up here,
下半身全都给补回来了 they get back down here with interest.
联系卫生部 科林智障 他们那里应该有档案 Try DHS. Colin was special needs, they'll have a file on him.
-拿到麦克的案底了 -怎么样 - Got the rap sheet on Mac. - How does it look?
是个愤青 It's misdemeanor buffet.
破坏公物 拒捕 故意伤害 Vandalism, resisting arrest, simple assault.
我喜欢的类型 Just my type.
去跟他聊聊吧 Wanna go have a chat?
莉娅跟杰弗里斯在楼上 Leah's up with Jeffries.
很好 Yeah, good.
我已经快把科林忘记了 I haven't thought about Colin for a long time.
这位是拉什探员 It's detective Rush.
听说你们在音乐教室发生了不快 We heard there was an incident in the music room.
-是的 -怎么了 - Right. - How'd it happen?
当时放学了 It was after school.
科林进来 开始亲我 不肯停下 Colin came in, started to kiss me, wouldn't stop.
然后我男友麦克进来了 Then my boyfriend Mac walked in.
多亏了他 Luckily.
这事你讲过很多遍吧 You told the story a lot?
是的 Yeah.
知道后来麦克打了科林一顿吗 You know Mac gave Colin a beating for that.
是你的主意吗 Your idea?
他的 His.
麦克做的事 只有这件得到我父母的认可 It's the one thing Mac did my parents approved of.
你家人不喜欢他吗 Your folks didn't like him?
我母亲收集女性礼仪的书籍 My mother collects Emily Post books on manners.
麦克最大的爱好是看能把痰吐多远 Mac's big hobby was seeing how far he could spit.
你很叛逆啊 He was your rebellion.
美女与野兽 Beauty and the Beast.
每个女孩都会尝试一次 Every girl tries it once.
麦克在铁轨上收拾科林 So Mac pummels Colin at the tracks.
还有其它情况吗 Any other fall out?
麦克找科林算账时 While Mac went after Colin,
我父母去找他母亲算账 my parents went after his mom.
科林的父亲来不了吗 Colin's father wasn't able to make it.
科林的事他不管 He's not part of Colin's life.
我把你俩一起告上法庭 他想不管也不行了 I could change that with a civil suit against both of you
看你儿子对我女儿做的 for what your son did to Leah.
科林对此表示道歉 Colin's sorry about what happened.
-我也很抱歉 -更不用说还有刑事调查 - So am I. - Not to mention the criminal investigation.
-爸爸 -科林没有攻击性 如果他误解了... - Dad. - Colin isn't dangerous. If he misunderstood,...
我们无法承受他的误解 We can't risk his misunderstandings.
你说要谈条件 Well, you said you wanted to discuss options.
那我们开始吧 Why don't we do that?
我们家经过考虑 My family's thought it over.
认为科林应该离开学校 We'd like Colin to leave school.
这对他来说是最好的出路 It could be the best thing for him.
去专门为他这类孩子开设的学校 Another school with kids more like himself.
换一所学校 Another school.
我没有钱 I don't have the money.
那就待在家里 或者医院 或其他能让... Maybe at home, or hospital, whatever you do with...
我和科林都挺好的 We do fine, Colin and me.
但他管不住自己的下体... Not if your boy can't keep it in his..
我们挺好的 We do fine.
米勒女士 让科林退学 Ms Miller, pull Colin out of the school.
否则咱们法庭见 Or we'll go forward.
民事和刑事 Civil and criminal.
科林 亲爱的 我们走 Colin, honey, we're going.
对不起 I'm sorry.
如果你喜欢 就收下威尔逊先生吧 You can have Mr Wilson if you want.
他周一前就去世了 He was gone by the next Monday.
我再也没见过他 I never saw him again.
貌似这次会面不全是你的主意 Sounds like you weren't 100% behind this meeting.
不是 No,
打他也不是我的主意 or the beat down.
你不感觉麦克打科林一顿很解气吗 You don't think Mac hurting Colin did any good?
麦克解气了 Made Mac feel good.
我想科林并不知道自己在做什么 I'm not sure Colin even knew what he was doing really.
但麦克明白 But I know Mac did.
对 我记得那个弱智 Yeah, I remember the retard.
你记得在铁轨上打他吗 You remember the beating you gave him at the train tracks?
他要强奸我女友 He tried to rape my girlfriend.
他欠教训 He needed a lesson.
粗暴的教训 A violent lesson.
我认为 他这样的人 I figured, a guy like that,
只有动拳头才能让他学乖 getting physical's the only way he's gonna learn.
你还真是蓄谋已久 Some deep thought you put into that.
我记得他 你们还要问什么 Hey, I remember the guy, what else you wanna know?
你给他上课 只上了一节吗 This little school of yours, it only had one session?
没想过 You ever feel the need to
再去给科林补补课吗 take Colin back down for a fresher course?
等一等 Wait, hold up.
你们是来问他怎么死的吗 You're asking about how he died now?
对 还问是不是你杀的 Yeah. And if you killed him.
别开玩笑 伙计们 Get real, fellas.
你脾气不好 他给你一个借口 You got a temper. He gave you a reason.
那个废物被我打一顿活该 What I gave that reject, he had coming.
但之后发生的事情才是真正的糟糕 But it's what happened after that's really screwed up.
啤酒谁拿着 Who's got the brewskis?
好极了 你们都是天才 Great. You guys are geniuses.
傻子 Stupid.
娘娘腔 Pansie.
弱智 Retard.
-没事 乔什 -不 有事 - It's okay, Josh. - No, it's not okay.
我让你受累了 I make you tired.
我知道 I know.
-我让我妈受累了 -她不是累了 - I make my mom tired. - She ain't tired.
她住院期间 我得在我爸那边住一阵子 I'll have to stay with my dad while she goes to the hospital
让她好好休息 and get some rest.
她不是累了 She ain't tired.
她病了 She's sick.
她要死了 She's gonna die.
不是 No.
还有 你爸根本不会收留你 And your dad, he ain't gonna save you.
他一定讨厌你 I bet he hates you.
我看他恨你 是因为你傻到不应该活着 I bet he hates because you are too stupid to live.
也许我应该让你早日解脱 Maybe I'll just put you out of your misery.
没错 Yeah.
我没看错 It's what I saw.
你不是科林的朋友吗 乔什 I thought you were Colin's friend, Josh.
我是 I was.
麦克那伙人揍完他后 That's why you gave him a
你为什么还要雪上加霜呢 follow-up beat down after Mac and his pals were done.
-那件事啊 -没错 那件事 - Oh, that? - Yeah, that.
知道我为什么不告诉别人了吧 See, this is exactly why I keep to myself.
-就是怕出这样的事 -什么样的事 - To avoid stuff like this. - Like what?
怕别人怀疑我是凶手 因为我是个怪人 Like getting fingered for murder because I happen to be weird.
这怎么解释呢 乔什 What's the deal, Josh?
你是食物链倒数第二层的人 You're the second lowest guy on the food chain,
收拾最底层的人让你感觉有权威吗 so to feel powerful you go and drop the lowest guy?
确实会舒服一会儿 Makes you feel good for a minute.
我没杀科林 I didn't kill Colin.
对 你只是收拾他一顿 威胁他一下而已 Nah, you just kicked his ass and threatened him a little.
我知道自己对他不好 但我喜欢他 I know I wasn't great to him, but I liked him.
真的吗 Really?
是的 Yeah.
他对我很友善 He was nice to me.
这不是常有的事 It doesn't happen a lot.
卫生部那边有他父亲的消息了 New information from DHS about dad.
-什么情况 -他的财务状况不太好 - What about him? - He wasn't doing too hot financially.
这是委婉的说法 Yeah, putting it mild.
他在九十年代初一直徘徊在破产的边缘 Spent most of the early 90's skating just the side of bankruptcy.
没交过一分抚养费 Never paid a cent in child support.
-真不赖 -是啊 但一点都不稀奇 - Nice. - Yeah, but not surprising.
因为他发现 Considering this guy divorced
科林的情况后马上就跟萨拉离婚了 Sarah as soon as Colin's condition got found out.
-那是什么 老大 -萨拉的病例 - What's that, boss? - Sarah's medical history.
1989年她的癌症治愈了 She got through about a cancer in '89,
但1992年又复发了 but it came back in '92 with a vengeance.
这孩子倒霉透了 This kid's got all the luck.
妈妈要死了 而等她去世后 Mom was dying and when she's dead...
科林这个包袱就会落在他父亲身上 The burden of caring for Colin would fall on dad.
-他却不愿收留 -这个包袱有多沉 - Who didn't want him. - How much of burden are we talking?
背上几年 Couple of years with this,
他一辈子都翻不了身 he wouldn't have got out from under.
科林的死对他来说很走运 So it's lucky for him Colin died.
是的 真走运 Yeah, real lucky.
有一个词能形容这种运气 And we got a word for that kind of luck.
史考特 Scotty.
我找到一个住处 I found another place.
今晚过去 Starting tonight.
我没赶你走 I ain't kicking you out.
你对我很好 You've been really nice.
但我得走了 But I'm going.
今天就走 Today.
-我想跟阿莉谈这事 -真勇敢 - I tried talking to Lil. - That was brave.
她不想提这件事 She didn't really wanna go into it.
-深度冷战 -是的 - Deep freeze, huh? - Yeah.
再熟悉不过了 I'm familliar.
你俩怎么闹得那么僵 Why do you two don't get along so bad?
因为她未婚夫的事 There was a thing with her fiance.
她定过婚吗 She was engaged?
9年前 9 years back.
我们都爱那个人 We all loved the guy.
一天晚上 她出去巡逻 Till one night, she was out late on patrol.
他多喝了几杯 He has a beer too many.
我知道的太多了 I think I'm hearing too much.
好吧 Yeah. Okay.
估计是我让她想起了这事 I guess I just remind her that time.
想起了他 Him.
克里斯 Hey, Chris..
什么事 Yeah?
你帮了我 You've helped me.
在我最困难的时候 In hard times, you know.
我知道 I know.
回头见 See you later.
-理查德·米勒 科林的父亲 -我只有8分钟 - Richard Miller, Colin's father. - I got 8 minutes for this.
谈谈你儿子的死 It's about your son's death.
反应挺强烈 Big reaction.
-不能算是我的孩子 -你不是生父吗 - Wasn't really my kid. - Biologically, you mean?
但没什么感情 Psychologically.
他出生不久 我和萨拉就分开了 Sarah and I, we broke up real quick after he was born.
问题出在哪里 What was the problem?
无法接受一个弱智跟自己有血缘关系吗 Couldn't stand looking at a retard when he was related to you?
对 问题就出在这里 Yeah, that was a problem.
那孩子只会给我找麻烦 All that kid ever brought me was trouble.
肯定不是情感方面的麻烦 因为你不在身边 You can't mean emotional trouble since you were never around.
所以你说的肯定是钱 So you must be talking money.
我们查了你的财务状况 理查德 We looked into your finances, Richard.
萨拉死后 抚养科林会毁掉你 Taking on Colin after Sarah died would've ruined you.
所以我杀了他 So I killed him.
你从他的死中受益 这引起了我们的注意 You benefited from his death. It's something we noticed.
也许你们会觉得震惊或恶心 但事实是... Look, you can be shocked or disgusted as you want. Fact is ...
我根本不在乎他的死活 I didn't care enough to kill him.
这是鸭嘴龙 鸭嘴型的恐龙 And this is Hadrosaurus, the duckbill dinosaur.
萨拉 感谢你的邀请 Sarah, this has been nice,
-不过 -妈妈说你是古生物学家 - but.. - Mom says you're paleontologist.
科林 Colin.
她说你在世界各地挖化石 She says you go on digs all over the world.
他总问我你为什么不在身边 Trying to explain why you're not around.
好吧 我马上要上班 得走了 Yeah, you know, I got a shift starting, so..
理查德 我不是邀请你来吃饼干的 Richard. I didn't ask you here just for cookies.
你得把他带走 我又要住院了 I need you to take him. I'm gonna be hospitalized again.
你不会有事的 你康复过一次 You're gonna be okay. You've kicked this before.
这跟上次不一样 It's not like before.
我得辞掉工作 没有一点收入 I had to quit my job, I've got nothing coming in.
如果你不带走他 他就会被送走的 If you don't take him, they'll stick him somewhere.
送到他该去的地方 Somewhere he belongs?
你没见过那地方 没见过那些人怎么对待他 You've never seen those places, what they do to him there.
-你是在发神经 -他是你儿子 - You're getting hysterical. - He's your son.
你为什么不在乎他呢 How do you not care about him?
就这一次 理查德 就一次 Just once, Richard. Just this once.
爸爸 这是我和妈的照片 Dad. I've got some pictures of my mom and me.
-要看看吗 -科林 对不起 不过... - You wanna see? - Colin, listen I'm sorry, but..
一定要看看 But you gotta.
看 Look.
这是去年复活节照的 This is us last year at Halloween.
我是葡萄干 I'm a raisin.
还有 And ...
这是母亲节 this is us at Mother's Day.
-他是谁 -内森 - Who's that? - Nathan.
他是我朋友 很爱我 He's my friend. He loves me.
也爱妈妈 And mommy too.
是吗 Does he now?
你没事的 萨拉 You'll be fine, Sarah.
我看你不愁没人帮忙 Looks to me like you've got all the help you need.
后来我发现她跟那小子搞了三年 Later I found out it was three years she's been seeing that kid.
你觉得他俩有染吗 You think it was romantic?
不知道她生病时怎么也可以 I don't know how she did it being sick.
但我看得出 她把他摆平了 But from what I saw, she had him lined up.
你从一张照片就能看出来吗 And you can tell all that from a photo.
加上第二天那小子来到我家 That plus the next day this kid comes by my house
咒骂我把她弄哭了 cusses me off for making her cry.
傻子也能看出来 I got get hit head over more than that.
女士们 Ladies.
我打扰了聚会吗 Hey, am I interrupting the party?
我妻子的宝贝派对 我出来透透气 My wife's baby shower. I'm kind of exhaling.
那你有时间了 You got a minute then.
是的 Yeah.
我们找过科林的爸爸 理查德 We talked to Colin's dad, Richard.
风度翩翩吧 Charmer, right?
他说你跟萨拉的不止是雇佣关系 He said your relationship with Sarah was more than professional.
你怎么会明白 What would you know?
说来听听 So?
我们没越轨 但很热情 It wasn't romantic, but it was intense.
也许太过热情了 Maybe a little too intense.
-我面临巨大的问题 -萨拉和科林 - I had such big problems. - Sarah and Colin.
我解决不了他们的困难 What was wrong with them, I couldn't fix.
我当时还小 I was a kid.
而且那只是个兼职 And it was just a job.
你后来离开了 And you were getting out?
两年高中生涯结束 Finished two years of junior college,
拿奖学金进了米德贝利 got a scholarship to Middleberry.
-在佛蒙特 -到了那边也没能脱身 - Vermont. - Even up there I couldn't escape it.
怎么了 No? What happened?
我去那边一周 安排学费和住宿 I went up there for a week to set up loans, housing.
没去几天就接到了她的电话 And a few days, and I got a call from her.
-科林出事了吗 -她在医院里醒来 - About Colin? - She'd woken up in the hospital.
不知道他的去向 那时已经过去三天了 Didn't know where he was. It had been three days.
-她让我去找她 -于是我火速赶回费城 - She asked you to find him. - So I hauled ass back to Philly.
我不能把他交给你 除非有... I won't be able to release him in your custody without...
-我有 -得法官签发 - I have it. - ...the sign-off from a judge.
我拿到了 只用了五个小时 打了大概80个电话 I have it. Just took me five hours and about 80 phone calls.
又不是我定的制度 I didn't design the system.
为什么把他安排在另一个区域 Why's he in a different section?
他是高危人群 记录上显示有性侵指控 He's high risk. Record shows a sexaul assault charge.
帅呆了 Beautiful.
科林 Colin.
科林 Colin?
科林 Colin.
科林 Colin?
科林 Colin.
内森 Nathan.
你来了 You came.
你没事吧 Are you all right?
我许愿了 I wished,
你就来了 and you came.
科林就是这样 That was Colin.
在梦魇里 却说愿望成真了 Middle of a nightmare, calls the wish come true.
-你把他带走了 -带他回家了 - You get him out of there? - Took him home.
直到萨拉从医院出来 Stayed there till Sarah got back from hospital.
这对19岁的孩子来说很不容易 That's a lot for a 19-year-old to handle.
我不想让你觉得我冷血 但我当时被套住了 Look, I don't wanna sound heartless, but it wore on me.
-那是... -额外的负担吗 - It was... - More than you signed on for.
你说当时他拿着玩具小兔 You said he had that rabbit with him.
对 威尔逊先生 Yeah, Mr Wilson.
知道怎么来的吗 You know how he got it?
他十五岁生日的礼物 For his birthday. When he was 15.
不 科林把它给了莉娅 作为对骚扰的道歉 No, 'cuz Colin have it to Leah as an apology for this assault.
-是他的风格 -但如果他 - Sounds like him. - But if he
在医院里拿着 说明他拿回来了 had it at the hospital, he must've gotten it back.
莉娅还给他了吗 What, from Leah?
她回去找他干什么 Why would she go back?
-去看一个... -骚扰她的人 - To see the guy who.. - Attacked her?
是啊 Yeah.
这问题问得好 It's a good question.
你说科林去你家时 把兔子送给了你 You told us Colin gave you his rabbit when he came to your house.
-是的 -后来兔子哪去了 - Right. - Know what happened to it?
-大概被扔掉了吧 -不是这样的 - Probably got thrown away. - No, actually no.
他拿回去了 He got it back.
从你手里拿回去了 He got it back from you.
我不知道怎么回事 I don't know how.
我们查到一通报警电话里有你的声音 Well, we have a 911 call with your voice on it.
叫一辆救护车去他家 Calling an ambulance from his apartment.
我差点没发现 I almost overlooked it,
因为那片叫救护车的电话很多 there were so many calls made near the end there.
萨拉身体很不好 Sarah wasn't doing so well.
我知道 I know.
咱们重新开始 Let's start again.
你还有什么没告诉我 What aren't you telling me?
我去跟他道歉 I went to apologize to him.
为什么 For what?
音乐教室的事 The music room.
骚扰 The assault.
根本不存在 There wasn't one.
什么事都没发生 Nothing happened?
科林跟我一起坐在钢琴边 Colin was sitting with me at the piano.
开始讲他妈妈的事 Started talking about his mom.
说他很爱她 How he loved her.
就像爱我一样 Just like he loved me.
我感动了 I felt for him.
就让他亲我 So I let him kiss me.
-然后麦克进来了 -误会了 - Then Mac came in. - Got the wrong idea?
-是的 -但你没有澄清事实 - Yes. - But you didn't try to give him the right one?
-我不能 -为什么 - I couldn't. - Why not?
因为我那时很傻 Because I was stupid.
因为我怕别人说闲话 Because I thought what'll people say.
莉娅是个贱货 Leah's a slut.
喜欢跟弱智儿鬼混 Leah wants to make it with the retard.
麦克以为我被他侵犯了 Mac assumed if he attacked me.
我没有否认 I went along.
你父母出面后仍然没澄清吗 Even when your parents got involved?
我以为 也许科林应该离开学校 I thought, maybe Colin should leave the school.
也许该去别的地方 Maybe somewhere else.
那对他有好处 That'll be nice to him.
结果不是这样 It didn't work out like that.
是的 No.
你为什么会打报警电话呢 How did you end making that 911 call?
这里好冷 科林 It's freezing in here, Colin.
是的 Yeah.
-能把灯打开吗 -我不应该见你的 - How about some light? - I'm not suppposed to see you.
威尔逊先生让我来的 Mr Wilson asked me to come.
我很喜欢他 但是... I like him a lot. But
他很想你 he really misses you.
对你做的事 我真对不起 I'm sorry for what I did.
不 科林 No, Colin.
我对不起你 I'm sorry.
我撒谎了 I lied.
是吗 You did?
是的 Yes.
我说你做了坏事 I said something bad happened,
但没有 but it didn't.
我告诉你可以亲我的 I told you you could kiss me.
我饿了 I'm hungry.
你还没吃午饭吗 Have you had lunch?
我不可以打开冰箱或橱柜 I'm not supposed to open the fridge or the cupboards.
我得等妈妈 I'm supposed to wait for mom.
-她去哪里了 -在洗澡 - Where is she? - Taking a bath.
洗了很久 A long one.
有多久 How long?
她两天前进去的 She went in 2 days ago.
照顾你的那个人呢 Where's that guy that takes care of you?
在佛蒙特 In Vermont.
但我不可以打搅她洗澡 But I'm not suposed to interrupt when she's in the bath.
如果妈妈病重 我就得跟他去佛蒙特 I'm gonna go to Vermont with him. If mom gets really sick.
萨拉险些死掉 Sarah was practically dead.
她失去知觉一天半了 She had been unconscious for a day and a half.
科林被社保局带走了吗 And Colin got swept away by Social Services?
他们说会给他找个合适的地方 They said they'd take him to the proper place.
科林以为自己会去内森那里 Colin thought he was gonna live with Nathan?
我不知道是不是真的 I don't know if it was true.
可能又是一个谎言 Or just another lie someone told him.
这是个错误 莉娅 It was mistake, Leah.
就谎言而言 As far as lies go,
你撒的谎不是最差的 yours isn't the worst.
好了 别再冷战了 阿莉 Okay. Hey, enough with the Ice Queen, Lil.
-有话直说好吗 -我没什么好说的 - Just hit me with it, all right. - I got nothing to say.
你放下这件事最好不过 但你没放下 What, you wanna drop this thing? Great, but you ain't dropping.
你成天对我冷言冷语 You're giving me daggers all day long.
我不应该吗 And you don't deserve that?
阿莉 Lil,
我是成年人 I'm an adult.
我跟人约会不需要你来批准 I don't need your permisison to go out with someone.
那不是随便谁 她是我妹妹 It's not someone, It's my sister.
那又跟你有什么关系 So what's that to you?
你当着我面撒谎 You lied to my face.
你当着所有人的面问我 You asked in front of everybody.
我当着老大和维拉的面怎么说 I'm gonna say with Vera and the boss right there?
是的 我和克里斯有一腿 Yeah, yeah, Chris and me are stepping out.
好吧 你说的对 Okay. You're right.
-撒谎是正确选择 -我可以决定约会对象 阿莉 - Lying was the right thing. - I'm gonna see who I want, Lil.
很好 很好 上帝保佑你 Great. Great, god bless.
你9年前的心结我打不开 I can't help whatever happened 9 years ago.
她是麻烦精 She's trouble.
-但她对来说不是 -没问题 史考特 不过 - Well, maybe to me, she's not. - Fine, Scotty, but
跟酒吧女厮混 horning it out with cocktail
也无法让你去世的女友回到身边 waitress won't bring back your dead girlfriend.
怎么了 What's going on?
没事 Nothing.
我们查到内森 Turns out, Nathan was more
并非如他自己所说 对科林的未来不关心 active in seeing to Colin's future than he said.
怎么回事 Yeah, how?
佛蒙特的档案显示 他申请过做科林的监护人 Old records in Vermont show he applied to be Colin's guardian.
佛蒙特 他在那里上学 Vermont. That's where he was going to school.
他在米德贝利登记申请家庭住宿 A registrar in Middleberry has his request for family housing.
以便让科林跟他一起住 So Colin could live with him.
他告诉我这只是份兼职 Well, he told me it was just a job.
说萨拉和科林让他付出太多 That Sarah and Colin were getting to be too much for him.
他想跳出来 但是却越陷越深 He might have worn it out, but he was just getting deeper in.
我不明白 我全都讲了 I don't understand. I've told you everything.
你没讲过你曾申请做科林的监护人 You didn't tell us you tried to get custody of Colin.
-我觉得这不重要 -是吗 - I didn't think it was important. - Really?
我可不这么认为 Cuz I think the opposite. I think
我认为你故意隐瞒 因为你心里有鬼 you tried to hide it, cuz you know what it was.
你感觉被缠住了 You felt trapped.
如果被科林拖累 这一辈子就完了 You got stuck with Colin, your whole life would get ripped away.
对 但怎么能拒绝一个垂死的女人 Yeah, but how'd he say no to a dying woman?
-不是这么回事 -她要给你判无期徒刑 - That's not how it was. - She was handing you a life sentence.
你没勇气离他们而去 You didn't have the guts to just turn your back on them.
所以除掉科林是唯一的办法 So your only way out was to get rid of Colin.
-看完电影把他甩掉 -永远甩掉 - Losing him at the movies. - Losing for good.
我爱科林 I loved Colin.
我想照顾他 I wanted to take him.
-但他们不允许 -谁不允许 - But they wouldn't let me. - Who wouldn't?
有关部门 The responsible agencies.
有一天早上我接到电话 说我太年轻 We got the call at morning. I was too young,
-没有必要的技能 -照顾未成年人的技能吗 - lacked the necessary skills. - To care for a minor?
有特殊情况的未成年人 A minor with special needs.
还潜在性侵的危险 Who posed to possible sexual threat.
如果我年纪大一些 If only I had been older.
-如果他没袭击那个女孩 -内森 他没有 - If he hadn't attacked that girl. - Nathan, he didn't.
莉娅让事态失控 Leah let the story get out of hand.
-如果萨拉知道是这样 -情况会不同吗 - Well, if Sarah had known that. - It would've been different?
她努力为他争取 She fought so hard for him.
谁都不可能更卖力了 I don't think anyone could've fought harder.
但她病了 But she was sick.
-最终放弃了 -我们两个都不在的话 - And finally had to give up. - With both of us gone,
这个世界会将他生吞活剥 the world was gonna eat him alive.
而我们无法阻止 And we couldn't to anything to stop it.
但你们可以做一件事 But you could do one thing.
那晚是萨拉让你带他去铁轨的吗 Did Sarah ask you to take him to the tracks that night?
从没直说过 It was never specific.
今天怎么样 How'd it go today?
结束了 It's the end.
这个疗程吗 他们有新的治疗方案吗 With this round? They're starting something new?
不 内森 他们给我一份临终关怀注册表 No, Nathan. They gave me a hospice registry.
临终关怀 Hospice?
在无药可救的情况下让我舒服一些 Where they make you comfortable when there's nothing else to do.
就这样了吗 So.. that's it?
是的 That's it.
内森 你来了 Nathan. You're here.
我们可以去看电影了 We can go to the movies.
什么电影 What movie?
《侏罗纪公园》 Jurassic Park.
你得去穿大衣 You'll have to get your coat.
他怎么办 What's gonna happen to him?
我会处理的 I'll handle it.
怎么处理 你的申请被拒了 How? They turned down your application.
萨拉 我会搞定的 Sarah, I'll handle it.
好的 Okay.
你要知道 I want you to know
我一向对你们俩都视如己出 I've always thought of both of you as my boys.
萨拉 Sarah.
你说的对 最好不要哭 I know you're right. It's best not to cry.
内森 Nathan?
我一直在想 I've been thinking.
也许我许愿能让妈妈康复 Maybe if I wished I could make mommy better.
听起来这主意不错 Sounds like a good idea.
我觉得我能行 And I think I can do it.
因为我在喷泉许愿让莉娅爱我 Because that wish I made in the fountain about Leah..
怎么样 Yeah?
实现了 It came true.
后来 我许愿 And them later, I wished for
让你来医院 也实现了 you in the hospital and that came true too.
是的 It did.
有人打电话时在旁边许愿 你就能听到了 I wished by the phone where people make calls so you'd hear me.
你真聪明 That was pretty smart of you.
也许我许愿能让妈妈好起来 So maybe I could wish and make mommy better.
科林 她需要变得更强壮 Colin, what she needs is to get stronger.
更强壮 Stronger.
像火车一样强壮吗 You mean strong like a train.
是的 Yeah.
那这个地方再好不过了 Then this is the perfect place.
我站在铁轨上 I'll stand on the tracks
使劲许愿 and wish real hard.
你觉得会实现吗 You think that'll work?
我觉得可以 Sounds good to me.
好的 Okay.
谢谢你 内森 Thanks, Nathan.
歌曲: "Somewhere Over The Rainbow" 歌手:Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
∮ Somewhere over the rainbow ∮
∮ Way up high, ∮
∮ And the dreams that you dream of ∮
∮ Once in a lullaby. ∮
∮ Somewhere over the rainbow, ∮
∮ Bluebirds fly. ∮
∮ And the dreams that you dream of, ∮
∮ Dreams really do come true. ∮
∮ Someday I'll wish upon a star, ∮
∮ Wake up where the clouds are far behind me. ∮
∮ Where troubles melt like lemon drops ∮
∮ High above the chimney tops. ∮
∮ That's where you'll find me. ∮
∮ Somewhere over the rainbow. ∮
∮ Bluebirds fly. ∮
∮ And the dream that you dare to. ∮
∮ Why then, oh why can't I? ∮
∮ Someday I'll wish upon a star, ∮
∮ Wake up where the clouds are far behind me ∮
∮ Where trouble melts like lemon drops ∮
∮ High above the chimney top ∮
∮ That's where you'll find me ∮
∮ Oh, Somewhere over the rainbow ∮
∮ Way up high ∮
∮ And the dream that you dare to, ∮
我希望夜幕降临后没有发生如此多的罪案
---凯蒂•弗林斯
I wish so much of crime didn't take place after dark.
---Ketti•Frings
∮ Why, oh why can't I? ∮
谨以此片纪念凯莉·林奎斯特