本故事纯属虚构 如有雷同 实属巧合
1994年5月13日
唐恩 你的论文写得真好 真是... Dawn, what a paper you wrote. What a...
你不抽烟的 你不是这种人 You don't smoke, not you.
留校 Detention.
态度不端正 利维克先生 留校 Bad attitude Mr Lidvac, dentention.
你在这儿干什么呢 What are you doing in here?
学习 Studying.
下午留校 Detention this afternoon.
这肯定费了不少事吧 That took some work.
是啊 先生 Uh, yeah. Sir.
-你怎么弄上去的 -胶棒 - How'd you get it all up there? - Glue stick.
胶棒 哪弄的 Glue. Where'd you get that?
这就是那个... This is the...the one who...
自杀 他自杀了 Suicide. He commited suicide.
这是学校的财产 And this is school property.
下午留校 Detention this afternoon.
自杀
特莱弗·道森
布莱曼什么事 What did Brahman have to say?
-一宗案子出现了新信息 -哪宗 - Uh, new info on a case. - Which?
一个叫特莱弗·道森的孩子 Kid named Trevor Dawson.
94年死的 从高中屋顶掉下来了 Died in '94, falling from the roof of his high school.
-意外吗 -西北分局当做自杀处理 - Accident? - Northwest handled it as a suicide.
这封遗书是在特莱弗身上发现的 This note was found on Trevor's body.
"我希望我父母知道我对我做的事并不后悔 'I want my parents to know that I don't regret what I'm doing.
虽然看起来很极端 但这是为了大家好 It may seem extreme but it's the best for everyone.
特莱弗·道森" Trevor Dawson'.
留了遗书 看来没什么问题 Suicide note. Sounds straightforward.
但是现在我们拿到了另一半 Well, only now we have the other half.
特莱弗高中的看守最近死了 Custodian at Trevor's high school just died.
房东发现他屋里满是吓人的 Landlord calls the cops when he finds the guys apartment
高中纪念物品就报了警 full of creepy high school memorabilia.
-包括这个 -94年5月13日 - Including this. - May 13th, '94.
"我是特·道 我的情况很危急" 'This is TD writing from a scary spot'.
字迹是一致的 It's the same handwriting.
"我想让你们知道我有危险 'I want you to know that I'm in danger,
如果今天我出了什么事 if something happens to me today
请转告我父母我爱他们" please tell my parents I love them'.
这封遗书到此结束 This new note ends there.
把这两半放在一起 Well, put the two pieces together.
一页纸 撕了两半 Same page, ripped in half.
上面这张 Top of the note,
特莱弗说他有危险 他知道自己要死了 Trevor says he's in danger. He knows he's gonna die.
他是个什么样的孩子 What kind of kid was this?
跟麻烦人物混在了一起吗 He was one of the bad crowd?
没有犯罪史 不吸毒 No record, no drugs.
那为什么有人要杀一个高中生 So why would someone want to kill a high school kid,
而且他无案底也不吸毒什么的 no record, no drugs, nothing?
一个无案底 不吸毒的孩子 And why would a high school kid,
为什么要自杀呢 no record, no drug problems wanna kill himself?
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昨天 我查了一下 So yesterday, I look over
发现有米勒的电话留言 and I see a telephone message for Miller.
今天就没了 清理掉了 Today, gone. Whisked away.
真疯狂啊 It's crazy.
那内容有蹊跷 'Cause of the content.
上面写着"薇络妮卡 周三晚的事得谈谈" It says 'Veronica, about Wednesday night'.
薇络妮卡 Veronica?
米勒只有周三晚上不能工作 不容商量 Wednesday night is the only night Miller can't work, strict rule.
不好说啊 I don't know, man.
我看很清楚 I know.
-你好啊 -你好 - How you doin'? - What's up?
什么情况 All right, what do you got?
特莱弗·道森死的当天被留校了 Well the day he died Trevor Dawson was in afterschool detention
3点到6点都在威斯摩兰高中 at Westmorland High from 3 to 6.
而尸检证明他就在6点之前死的 Autopsy puts his death just before 6.
其他几个留校的孩子怎么说的 What did the other kids in detention say?
唐恩·希尔 鲍瑞斯·利维克和芮卡尔·蒙特罗 Dawn Hill, Borris Lidvac, Raquel Montero,
都说留校结束之前特莱弗偷跑了出去 all of them said Trevor slipped out just before detention's over.
几分钟后他们走的时候 他已经死在停车场了 A few minutes later they're leavin', he's dead in the parking lot.
得再找他们谈谈 Worth throwin' into them again,
他们都长大了 或许更愿意吐露实情 they're not teenagers anymore, could be more forthcoming.
当时有老师看着他们吗 Was there a teacher watching this detention?
艾德·蒙蒂老师 2002年死于车祸 Mr Ade Monte. Died in a car wreck, 2002.
94年的时候 他告诉几个孩子要出去一会儿 Back in '94 he tells the kids he's steppin' out a couple minutes,
却在教师休息室睡着了 falls asleep in the teacher's lounge instead.
学校监控录像有什么有用信息吗 Anything helpful on the school security tape?
特莱弗离开之前带子用完了 Tape runs out before Trevor leaves detention.
不过让人回忆起了高中的恐怖生活 Gives you the chilling glimpse back into high school, though.
整盘带子都是这样 坐着大眼瞪小眼 Pretty much it for the whole tape. Sittin', eyeballin' each other.
我们该去找特莱弗的父母 We should visit Trevor's parents,
告诉他们我们重启案件 要注意一点 let them know we're lookin' into this again, and be sensitive.
不能让他们空抱一番希望 Don't wanna get their hopes up for nothin'.
你觉得凶杀会给他们希望 You think the murder angle will het their hopes up?
无论如何他们的儿子都回不来了 Well they lose their son either way,
如果他是被害的 那么或许不是他们的错 but then being a murder means maybe it ain't their fault.
是他的字迹 It's his handwriting, it is.
我有危险 'I am in danger'.
你们明白什么意思吗 道森先生和太太 Does it mean anything to you, Mr and Mrs Dawson?
我不知道是谁让他有危险 I don't know who he could be in danger from
但我知道我一直都无法理解 but I do know that it never made sense to me.
特莱弗怎么会自杀呢 That Trevor would kill himself.
他说过那种话吗 He never said anything like that?
他当时不怎么跟我们说话 Well he didn't say too much to us anyway around then.
他正处叛逆期 很情绪化 He was in a phase, yeah. Moody.
把自己关在房里 但要真走到那一步 Lock himself up in his room. But, to go that far,
那他一定是苦不堪言了 he would've really had to've been hurtin'.
那我们会有所察觉 And we would've seen that.
特莱弗在学校怎么样 What was it like for Trevor at school?
有敌人吗 Any enemies?
我想没有 I don't think so.
他没什么朋友 他不是那种受欢迎的孩子 He didn't really have any friends. He didn't fit the popular mold.
是因为他很有创造力 He was the creative type. That's why.
-很敏感 -非常敏感 - Very sensitive. - Very.
什么意思 How do you mean?
你们知道涅槃乐队的科特·柯本吗 You know this Kurt Cobain from the band Nirvana?
他自杀了 Killed himself. Yeah.
那之后 特莱弗有一周没离开房间 After he did, Trevore wouldn't leave his room for a week.
几周后 他就死了 A few weeks after that, he died.
我们也试着去理解他对柯本的执迷 We tried to be caring about this Cobain thing but.
反正我不怎么理解他 Well I myself didn't totally get it.
特莱弗的涂鸦 Trevor's spray painting
我要费很大劲才能清理干净 has left me with a major cleaning job on my hands.
更不用说被特莱弗点着的绿化植物了 Not to mention the landscaping that Trevor set on fire.
弗莱切·金耐利踢倒了我的蜡烛 Flech Kinelli kicked my candle over.
我不是有意纵火 只是想做一个纪念仪式 It wasn't me, I was making the memorial.
-你怎么想的啊 -查克 - What were you thinking? - Chuck!
科特·柯本死了 爸爸 Kurt Cobain died, Dad.
那是你朋友吗 怎么回事 Is he a friend of yours? What happened?
是他的摇滚明星 自杀了 It's one of his rock stars, killed himself.
就是那个穿了好几层衣服的人 The one who wears all the layers of clothes.
太棒了 太棒了 Oh, great, that's great.
-你为什么这么闹 -我没有 - Why are you acting out? - I'm not.
你险些被开除 You risked getting expelled
就为一个化妆 for a guy who wears makeup,
吸毒 还自杀的人 gets high on drugs and takes his own life.
这就是你的英雄吗 This is your hero? Huh?
-我知道你不喜欢运动 -别说了 - I mean I know you don't like sports. - Please.
如果你在吸毒 我们可以一起应对 If you're using drugs, let's just deal with it.
我是为了他的音乐 It's the music, OK?
是为了他的歌 不是毒品 妈妈 It's his songs, it's not drugs. Mom.
当我第一次听到他的音乐 The first time I ever heard his music
我第一次觉得我并不孤独 was the first time I felt I wasn't alone.
你不孤独 特莱弗 You are not alone, Trevor.
写在他的毕业年鉴上了 It's on his senior page.
科特·柯本 Kurt Cobain.
特莱弗·道森 坠落天际 科·柯 67年2月20日到94年5月4日
-我们能拿走吗 -行 - Can we uh, take this? - Yeah.
我也很喜欢齐柏林飞艇 You know I was big on Led Zeppelin but
但我绝不会为他献出生命 I never would've offed myself for him.
你懂我意思吗 You see what I mean?
所以你一直不相信这件事令特莱弗痛不欲生 So you never bought that it's pushing Trevor over the edge?
他死后 我们收到了电话账单 After he died, our phone bill came back
有好几页都是他打给一个青少年热线 and there was page after page of him calling some teen hotline.
危机热线那种的吗 Crisis hotline kind of thing?
就是那一件事让我们觉得 That was the one thing that made us think
或许他真的有一些阴暗的想法 that maybe he was really havin' dark thoughts.
显然当时已经为时太晚 But it was too late by then, obviously.
特莱弗打的那个青少年热线 The teen hotline Trevor called
不止是为帮助有自杀倾向的孩子 wasn't just for suicidal kids.
他们帮助解决各种问题 It was for any kind of crisis.
那么他可能提到过让他有危险的是什么 So he could've talked about what he was in danger from?
有可能 但他们不能提供笔录 Possible but they can't give out transcripts.
保护呼叫者隐私 Protecting caller privacy.
我拿到了特莱弗死前一个月的通话记录 I got the call logs from the months before Trevor's death.
看看这个 Look at this.
一个志愿者的名字叫唐恩·希 One of the volunteers is names Dawn H.
就像唐恩·希尔 Like Dawn Hill.
就是特莱弗死的那天跟他一起 Is this the same girl who was in detention with Trevor
留校的女孩吗 the day he died?
肯定是同一个 I bet they're one and the same.
不知道这是不是巧合 I wonder if that's a coincedence.
宾夕法尼亚大学医院
是的 那是我 Yes. That was me.
我有一次跟特莱弗·道森在青少年热线上谈过话 I talked to Trevor Dawson on the teen hotline. Once.
你们受训跟有自杀倾向的孩子谈话吗 You were trained to talk to kids who were suicidal?
是各种问题 Kids in any kind of crisis.
挺巧合啊 Pretty coincedental.
你和特莱弗一起被留校了 You and Trevor winding up in detention together.
那是我唯一一次被留校 The one time I ever got detention.
而特莱弗就死在那天 Was the day Trevor died.
是啊 Yeah.
那么说你们认识喽 So you two knew each other?
不是的 青少年热线是匿名的 Not really. Teen hotline was anonymous,
只说名字不说姓 这是严格的要求 first name basis only, very strict rules about that.
但你知道他就是留校那天的那个特莱弗 But you knew he was the same Trevor that day in detention?
我自己想明白了 I figured it out.
但他应该不知道我就是那个唐恩 But I don't think he knew I was the same Dawn.
特莱弗那天写了封遗书 说他有危险 Trevor wrote a note that day. Said he was in danger.
危险 真的吗 Danger? Really?
他没说到过吗 He didn't talk about that?
你是指在青少年热线上吗 You mean on the teen hotline?
虽然我不该告诉你 但是没有 Not that I should tell you, but no.
-留校的时候呢 -我们没说话 - What about in detention? - We didn't talk.
-谁都没说话吗 -没什么重要的内容 - Nobody said anything? - Nothing of substance.
不是像《早餐俱乐部》那样 It wasn't like 'The Breakfast Club'
那是真实的高中生活 it was like high school.
那是什么 What is that?
大学名册 College book.
上面有每一所大学和入学的条件 It has like every college and what you need to get in.
我能看看吗 条件有什么 钱吗 Can I see it? What do you need? Money?
成绩 活动 高考高分 艺术造诣 领导能力 Grades. Activities. Good SAT scores, arts, leadership stuff.
高考分数是种族歧视的 你知道吗 SAT scores are racist. Did you know that?
我拿了1420分 I got a 1420.
我拿了1180分 看来这个理论不成立了 And I got an 1180 so I guess there goes that theory.
不会吧 这里居然有日本诗课 No way, this place has classes on Japanese poetry.
-那你该申请啊 -每年两万呢 - Then you should apply. - It's 20,000 a year to go there.
如果你能提高自己的高考成绩 Well maybe if you'd done better on your SATs
你就能拿到那里的奖学金 you could get a scholarship at whatever.
是啊 Yeah, whatever.
请你们别说话 你们知道规矩 You guys, please don't talk. You know the rules.
我二年级的时候也穿过那种皮便鞋 I had those loafers when I was in like, the second grade.
姑娘们 Girls.
你满脸都是口红 You have a little lipstick, like all over your face.
不 这下我不好看了吗 No! Does that mean I'm not pretty?
这下我要被舞蹈队踢出去了吗 Does this mean I'm cut from the dance squad?
蒙蒂老师 如果你得在我们之中选一个做孩子 Mr Monte, if you had to choose which one of us could be your kid,
-你会选我还是唐恩 -利维克先生 闭嘴 - would you choose me or Dawn? - Mr Lidvac, silence.
他不想伤你的心 He didn't want to hurt your feelings.
你知道你需要什么吗 唐恩 You know what you need, Dawn?
嗑药 To get high.
来我家吧 Come over to my place,
我可以让我妈给你妈打电话 I can have my mom call your mom
说同意让你来过夜 and say it's OK for you to sleep over.
-她会答应的 -为什么你每次都要这样 - She'll do it. - Why must you do this every time?
我要去教师休息室 I'm going to the teacher's lounge
去吃片阿司匹林 我不在的时候 to get an aspirin. While I'm gone,
帮我个忙 好好想想 do me a favor and just consider
你们为什么非要对彼此这么刻薄 why it is you insist on being cruel to one another.
因为这是高中 我们厌恶自己 Because it's high school and we hate ourselves.
道森先生 去角落坐 Mr Dawson, the corner.
你们知道有录像 所以别捣乱 You know you're being recorded, so behave.
留校老师 So, the detention monitor.
-他让特莱弗坐在角落 -是的 - He made Trevor sit in the corner? - Yeah.
好像是 I think so.
你就是这么说的 That's what you said.
那就是了 如果我没记错的话 Well, then yes. If I remember correctly.
怎么了 这有什么要紧的吗 Why does that mean something?
多谢配合 唐恩 Thanks for your time, Dawn.
这盘带子上的特莱弗·道森 The Trevor Dawson on this tape
没像唐恩说的那样坐在角落里 is not sitting in the corner where Dawn said he was.
如果他在十分钟之后移动了位置 If he moved after ten minutes,
带子上是看不出来的 this tape won't show it.
-这盘带子有三个小时 -算是吧 - This tape runs for three hours. - Sort of.
你看 Take a look.
看这儿 她的手是搭在一起的 See here? This girl's got her hands folded.
-等等 怎么回事 -被剪了 - Wait, what happened there? - It's a cut.
-什么意思 -这盘带子是循环播放的 - What do you mean? - This tape runs on a loop.
头十分钟反复播放 First ten minutes over and over.
94年怎么会没发现这个 How'd this get missed in '94?
剪得很好 安排得也好 It's good work. Well orchestrated.
安排得好 你是说他们有意坐着不动吗 Well orchestrated meaning they sit still on purpose?
所以带子才能剪成这样 That's why the tape works.
那么几个孩子一起伪造了录像带 So the kids were in on faking the tape.
那么他们也一起制造了假的不在场证明 Which means they were all in on faking their alibi.
循环带子让他们看着像 The loop tape makes it look like
一起安静地留校 学习 they were all sitting in detention, quietly studying.
而不是把特莱弗·道森推下楼 Not pushing Trevor Dawson off the roof.
看来那些留校的孩子 Looks like those kids in detention
合谋伪造了监控录像带 cooperated to make the fake the security tape.
以便不让人知道 Conspiracy to keep anyone
特莱弗·道森死前几小时发生了什么 from seeing the hours before Trevor Dawson died.
那几个孩子为什么要杀特莱弗 Why would those kids wanna kill Trevor?
留校的孩子一般都是麻烦精 Well kids in detention are usually troubled types.
谁知道那些被荷尔蒙冲昏头脑的孩子怎么想的 Who knows what's brewin' in the hormone addled brain.
看看他们的档案 Take a look at their files.
其中一个有案底 One of them has a record.
鲍瑞斯·利维克 Borris Lidvac.
各种与毒品相关的指控 Assortment of drug related charges.
还曾因盗版DVD蹲了9个月 Plus 9 months for DVD piracy.
这孩子有专业技能 The kid's got technical know-how,
去问问是不是他剪辑了带子 let's see if he'll own up to makin' this tape.
薇 你好 Hey, Vi. Hi.
我知道 很抱歉 怎么样了 I know, I know, I'm sorry. How'd it go?
咖啡和甜甜圈
鲍瑞斯·利维克 Borris Lidvac?
费城警局 Philly PD.
她肯定要去跟经理打小报告了 She's gonna be all over the manager about this.
你老板知道你有案底吗 鲍瑞斯 Your boss know you got a record, Borris?
知道 必须说出来的 Yeah. Must disclose.
邓肯糖衣甜甜圈不歧视有案底的人 Here at the Dunkin glaze we don't discriminate.
那谋杀指控呢 What about a murder charge?
这会害你被炒吗 That something that'll get you fired?
我想是的 I'm guessin.
那或许你会想告诉我们特莱弗·道森到底怎么回事 Then maybe you feel like tellin' us the truth about Trevor Dawson?
他不是自杀了吗 跳楼了 Kid did himself, didn't he? Jumped off the roof.
我们现在有不同的想法 Oh, we got another idea.
我们认为你 芮卡尔·蒙特罗和唐恩·希尔 We think you, Raquel Montero and Dawn Hill
把留校当做不在场证明 把特莱弗推下了楼 used detention as an alibi so you could off Trevor.
我看你们还是别瞎想了 I encourage you to not let your imagination spin out of control.
我们只是在留校的时候认识的 I knew the kid from detention.
我跟他没有什么能让我起杀心的关系 Didn't have some murderous relationship with him.
那间教室里只有你 You were the only one in that room
知道怎么捣鼓电子设备 伪造录像带 who knew how to mess around with electronics, make that tape.
而我们能想到的原因是 The reason that keeps popping in our head
你不想让人知道 is you didn't want anyone to know
你当时把特莱弗扔下了楼 you were throwin' Trevor off the roof.
-我伪造录像带是为了掩护自己 -为什么 - I made the tape to cover my ass. - For what?
特莱弗和我溜出了留校教室 Trevor and I snuck out of detention
去化学室偷硫酸 to pilfer sulphuric acid from the chem classroom.
你们要硫酸做什么 Why'd you need sulphuric acid?
我想做迷幻药 I was gonna make extasy.
你真是个模范市民啊 鲍瑞斯 You're a model citizen there, Borris.
放心吧 我当时没能找到足够东西 Well I didn't have a lot of follow throughs back then,
所以我也没做成 但我是为此伪造了录像带 so I never did it, rest assured, but that's why I made the tape.
那两个女孩为什么也同意了 Why'd the girls go along with it?
芮卡尔是特莱弗的跟屁虫 Raquel did whatever Trevor did
而唐恩并不了解真实情况 and Dawn didn't really know what was going on.
这些标签都太科学了 我根本看不懂 All these labels are like scientific and I can't read any of them.
唐恩 你知道硫酸的化学式吗 Dawn, do you know the chemical formula for sulphuric acid?
你能找到吗 Can you find it?
你们确定蒙蒂昏睡过去了吗 How are you guys sure Monte is passed out?
我不能被抓到 I cannot get caught.
别紧张啊 希尔 Relax, Hill.
看这个 Look at this.
好极了 拿上那个 Yes, dude, take that.
你疯了吗 Are you out of your mind?
-是啊 我要抽一口 -熄灭了 - Uh, yeah cause I need a ciggy. - Put it out.
你会害我们被抓到的 You're gonna get us caught.
别激动 蒙特罗 Keep it down, Montero.
你知道大家怎么说你的英雄吗 特莱 You know what they're sayin' about your hero, Trev?
什么 What?
说是考特尼杀了他 因为他要离婚 That Courtney did it to him because he wanted a divorce.
她疯了 She's crazy.
我喜欢她 她不许他离开她 I love her. She's like ' You're never leaving me'.
你只是在为我们要做的事感到担心 You're just really freaked out about what we're doing.
我知道这很吓人 I know it's scary.
你就这么把我忘了吗 Like if you just like moved on from me or what?
没什么好忘的 There's nothing to move on from.
你真是个骗子 You are such a liar.
真是的 Seriously!
我抱着你 我们一起听科特的歌 你哭了 I held you in my arms and we listened to Kurt and you, you cried.
那天他死了 芮卡尔 That's the day he died, Raquel.
真不敢相信我告诉你要撑住 I can't believe I ever told you to hang on
好像我真的在乎你的死活 like I cared if you lived or died.
我收回 I take it back.
你真是个疯婆子 You're a crazy bitch.
芮卡尔·蒙特罗真是个疯婆子 Raquel Montero was a crazy bitch.
她对特莱弗有意思 She got a thing for Trevor?
她觉得自己是考特尼 他是科特 Thought she was the Courtney to his Kurt.
你们离开化学室后去哪里了 Where'd you all go after the science room?
我们不到6点的时候就分开了 We went our seperate ways a little before 6
我们知道那时候蒙蒂会回来看我们 when we knew Monte'd come back and check on us.
你们怎么知道的 How'd you know he'd do that?
他留校监督时就这样 That was his detention routine.
借口离开 去打盹 6点才醒过来 Excuse himself, booze up, snooze, wake up at 6.
特莱弗去了哪里 Where'd Trevor go?
我离开了校园把偷来的东西藏在了我家里 I left campus to stow the pilfered materials away in my house.
等我回到留校教室 特莱弗已经死了 When I came back to detention, Trevor was already dead.
那你回家的时候他可能会跟芮卡尔在一起吗 Do you think he could've been with Raquel while you were at home?
当时她一直都紧紧地跟着他 She was pretty good at being where he was, any given time.
你们也知道考特尼是什么样的人 You know what they say about Courtney.
你们好啊 Hello, there.
两位是这一带的吗 Are you two from the neighborhood?
芮卡尔·蒙特罗 Raquel Montero?
你还记得一个叫特莱弗·道森的孩子吗 You remember a kid named Trevor Dawson?
我在工作呢 I'm in the middle of work here.
我们在调查一宗凶杀案 And we're in the middle of a murder investigation.
特莱弗不是自杀的吗 I thought Trevor committed suicide.
我们知道带子的事了 芮卡尔 We know about the tape, Raquel.
我们知道你们四个那天并没在留校教室里 We know you four didn't stay in detention that day
所以特莱弗死的时候你们没有不在场证明 which means you have no alibi for when Trevor died.
被警察吼真是最能让人感觉回到16岁了 Nothing like cops yelling at you to make you feel 16 again.
我们听说你当时对特莱弗很痴迷 The way we hear it you were obsessed with Trevor.
觉得你是考特尼 他是科特 Thought you were the 'Courtney to his Kurt'.
谁告诉你的 Who told you that?
是鲍瑞斯·利维克 是吧 It was Borris Lidvac, wasn't it?
那个年纪的你会很心痛 You can feel it pretty bad at that age.
被你喜欢的男孩拒绝 Gettin' rejected by a boy you like.
如果你喜欢的男孩 And when the boy you like
宁可自杀也不想吻你 would rather kill himself than kiss you?
那感觉也很糟 That feels bad, too.
你做了什么 So what did you do?
记日记 哭鼻子 我没把谁推下楼 Wrote in my journal and cried. I never pushed anybody.
那你不怕特莱弗向前看吗 So you weren't afraid of Trevor moving on then?
只是为他担心 Afraid for him.
担心那个贱人唐恩·希尔伤他的心 Afraid of that bitch Dawn Hill pulverizing his heart.
唐恩·希尔 Dawn Hill?
1994年时唐恩·希尔是特莱弗的秘密女友 Dawn Hill was Trevor's secret girlfriend in 1994.
是的 没错 秘密 Oh, yes, you heard me. Secret.
-别那么大声 -好啊 - Hey, don't be so loud! - Yeah.
你会把蒙蒂吵醒 You're gonna wake up Monte
那我们就要留校到死了 and then we're all gonna have detention until we're like dead.
-你觉得他真以为我们讨厌彼此吗 -当然 - Think he bought us hating each other? - Definitely.
沃拉斯校长逼我把科特拿下来 所以我改放了这个 Principal Wallas made me take down Kurt so I put this up instead.
-看你多漂亮 -天呐 - See how beautiful you are? - Oh, my God.
快摘下来 会被人看到的 Take that down. People will see it.
-那又怎么样 -这你很清楚 - Why does that matter? - You know why.
我记不得了 I can't remember.
只能我们知道 It has to be just us.
喂 我也知道了 Hello? Yeah I know, too.
你不会说出去的 And you won't tell.
相信我 我会把这一切都忘记 I'm blocking all of this out, believe me.
我不想再撒谎了 I don't wanna live a lie anymore.
跟你在一起是我有生以来最真实的感受 Being with you is the most real thing I've ever felt
这感觉让我兴奋 and I'm psyched about it.
我们之间的事是秘密 What's between you and me is a secret.
真会闹 Drama.
太好了 Yes!
我就说莱斯·泰森有把枪 I told you Reith Tyson had a gun.
你是说了 Yes, you did.
我爸爸也有把枪 但是一把西班牙的老枪 My Dad's got a gun but it's like, old from Spain.
这个我拿走了 I'm taking it.
什么 What?
我们之间的事是个秘密 What's between you and me is a secret.
-唐恩 -而且绝不能传出去 - Dawn I... - And it needs to stay that way
否则我们就死定了 or we're dead.
你就死定了 You're dead.
唐恩要枪干什么 Why would Dawn want a gun?
我不知道 但她很激动 I don't know. But girlfriend was worked up.
唐恩的朋友都不知道她跟特莱弗在一起吗 None of Dawn's friends knew she and Trevor were together?
当然不 她最在乎的就是名誉了 No. That was her whole thing, reputation, reputation, reputation.
她会为了保护名誉而杀人吗 You think she would kill to protect her reputation?
高中时代人就指着那个活了 It's what you live and die by in high school.
失陪了 Excuse me, please.
-你们好 有什么需要吗 -你好 是的 - Hi, can I help you? - Hi, uh, yeah.
特莱弗是被推下楼的 不是被打死的 Trevor was pushed, not shot.
拿枪指着一个人也是能把他逼下楼的 Holding a gun on a guy is one way to get him off the roof.
宾夕法尼亚大学医院
17岁的女孩 One thing when a 17 year old
不让朋友知道自己有男友的事就算了 keeps her boyfriend a secret from her friends,
但你都30了 还向警察隐瞒真相 but a 30 year old keepin' it from the cops?
我才28 I'm 28.
但你早到了很清楚自己处境的年龄了 唐恩 Oh, you're too old to not know what you're dealing with here, Dawn.
在凶案调查中对警方撒谎 Lying to the police in a murder investigation.
是你把他推下去的吗 唐恩 You push him, Dawn?
当然不是 No.
或许是一时冲动 Maybe it just was an impulse.
他把你惹火了 Kid pissin' you off,
你以为全世界都会知道你们的事 thought the world's gonna know about you two,
或许你只是想脱身 maybe you're just trying to gets out.
别那么说 Don't talk about it like that, alright?
怎么说 Like what?
好像那段感情毫无意义 而那对我意义重大 Like it didn't mean anything when it meant everything.
你这样的好女孩要枪干什么 What was a good girl like you doin' with a gun?
我没用过那把枪 I never used that gun.
都没用来保护你的名誉吗 Not even when to protect your reputation?
我才不在乎什么名誉 我并不以特莱弗为耻 I didn't care about my reputation, I wasn't ashamed of Trevor.
我爱他 是他觉得我该拿枪的 I loved him, he's the one that thought I should have a gun.
好吧 唐恩 为什么 OK, Dawn, why is that?
我跟他说了些事 让他有了危险 I told him something that put him in danger.
我并不想那样 但我必须说出来 I didn't mean to but I had to tell somebody.
什么事 What?
发生在我身上的事 What was happening to me.
告诉我们 Tell us.
我们3月份在青少年热线上认识的 We met on the teen hotline in March.
我们谈过了一次 之后他每一天都会来电 We talked once and then everyday after that he'd call
都在同一时间 我会接听 at the same time and I'd answer.
我怀念他的声音 I miss his voice.
我听了 I listened to it.
你说得对 他声音真好 You're right. He had a great voice.
你知道那首《耶稣别向我要一束阳光》吗 You know that song, 'Jesus Don't Want Me For A Sun Beam'?
就是那种感觉 It's kind of what it's like.
那就是你的感受吗 跟我说说 That's how you feel? Tell me.
就是那种... It's like about how like...
就好像连上帝都不想让你上天堂 like even God wouldn't want you in heaven, you know
好像没人拿你当回事 Like nobody thinks anything of you.
我拿你当回事 I do.
可你并不了解我 You don't know me though.
相信我 你不会拿我当回事的 Believe me, you wouldn't.
高一那年 语文课 In English class, freshman year,
柯佩奇老师读了一首诗 Miss Kapechi read some of these poems
本来我们不该知道作者是谁 that were supposed to be anonymous,
诗是讲在停车场走着 about walking in the parking lot
用手滑过栅栏 and running your hands along the fence,
你的手指变得麻木 your fingers going numb
一心只希望你全身都会变得麻木 and just wishing that the rest of you would go numb, too.
我知道那是你写的 因为我看到了边上的画 I knew it was yours because I saw the drawings in the margins
而你桌上都是那些画 and that's what you drew all over your desk.
你坐在我后面时我看到的 When you sat behind me.
唐恩·希尔 Dawn Hill?
-你是我一个高中的唐恩·希尔 -是的 - You're Dawn Hill from my high school? - Yeah.
我觉得你是个出色的艺术家 作家 特莱弗 And I think you're a really great artist and writer, Trevor
我敢说你能进艺术院校 and I bet you could even go to art college.
天呐 God.
我要挂了 I'm hangin' up.
求你 别 Please, don't.
怎么是你... 你就是那种... You of all people, I mean you're like...
你不会理解的 You don't understand.
你觉得我们不同 但我们是一样的 You think I'm different from you. But I'm not.
我也会有那种想法 I think those things, too.
不 No.
会觉得再也无法支撑下去了 About not being able to go on another day.
你可是唐恩·希尔啊 But you're Dawn Hill.
你会过上完美的生活的 You're gonna have some perfect life.
你能听我说吗 Will you please just listen to me
别为我要告诉你的事而讨厌我 and don't hate me for what I'm telling you.
好 Yeah.
我不敢回家 I'm scared. To go home.
那是因为 我继父是个... I'm scared because my step-father is someone who...
我不知道他到底是怎么回事 I don't know what's wrong with him.
怎么了 唐恩 What, Dawn?
我怕我再也不能 I'm afraid I'll never be able to say
对任何人说"我爱你" 'I love you' to anybody.
因为他就是这么对我说的 Because that's what he says to me.
而且他的味道很恶心 And he smells horrible.
醉得很厉害 Like, so drunk
我妈妈给我洗睡衣的时候 就会说 and when my Mom washes my night gown she goes,
"你喝酒了吗" 'Have you been drinking?'
而我只想告诉她 And I just want to say to her
"那是你丈夫 'It's your husband.
他上了我的床" He's been in my bed'.
唐恩 Dawn.
嗯 Yeah.
你讨厌我吗 Do you hate me?
不 No.
我要见你 跟你见面 I wanna see you. In person.
所以你才拿了枪 防备你继父 That's why you had the gun. Your step-dad.
但我都不敢把枪带回家 But I couldn't even bring it into the house.
你父亲知道特莱弗的事吗 Did your father know about Trevor?
我继父不希望我交男性朋友 My step-dad didn't want me to have boys in my life,
他占有欲很强 he was very possessive.
那么说他们没见过 So they never met?
希望如此 I hope not.
特莱弗曾经提过这个 Trevor talked about it sometimes.
什么意思 What do you mean?
他觉得他可以跟我继父讲理 He thought he could reason with my step-father.
天真的孩子要跟一个恶魔坐下来谈 A sweet naive kid sitting down with a monster.
我以为我能让他快乐 I thought I'd made him happy.
让他有动力活下去 Give him a reason to live, but...
特莱弗的父母也不知道我的事 Trevor's parents never knew about me either.
他们不知道有人爱过他 They never knew that somebody loved him.
唐恩的继父是菲利普·希尔 Dawn's step-father is Phillip Hill.
洛克斯步罗半数商业地产都是他的 Owns half the commercial real estate in Roxborough.
社保局那边有消息吗 You get anything from DHS?
如果他的确虐待了他的继女 If he was abusing his step-daughter,
能帮上忙的人都不知道 no one who could've helped her knew about it.
我还以为我是闲得发慌 Thought I might've had too much time on my hands,
才会翻这个东西 但你看 flippin' through this thing but look at this.
"坠落天际" 那是什么 'Falling from heaven'. What's that?
不确定 但看这个 Not sure. But check this out.
芮卡尔的毕业年鉴 Raquel's page, senior message.
"但我们三个很美" 是胡话吧 'But beautiful we three are'. Gibberish.
也可以看作: 但很美 我们三个要
再看看鲍瑞斯·利维克的年鉴 Now look at Borris Lidvac's page.
"再见了 永远血腥" 'Goodbye forever bloody'.
也可以看作: 永别了 血腥
连在一起 以鲍瑞斯开头 就是 Put it all together starting with Borris, you got
永别了 血腥但很美 Goodbye forever/ bloody but beautiful/
我们三个要坠落天际 we three are/ falling from heaven.
他们三人 坠落 The three of them. Falling.
血腥但很美 这说的是死 Bloody but beautiful. Talkin' about death.
他们三个 是自杀 These three? It's suicide.
而且用的是将来式 我们三个要坠落天际 They're predicting it. We three are falling from heaven.
是自杀约定 It's a pact.
特莱弗 鲍瑞斯 芮卡尔 Trevor, Borris, Raquel.
只有特莱弗一人真的跳了 Trevor's the only one who took the plunge.
你们三个都上了楼顶 You three all go up on the roof,
让特莱弗自己跳下去 然后说他疯了 let Trevor jump and then call psych?
我当时不在那儿 I wasn't there, man.
你是为什么要跟他们做自杀约定 What'd you have that made you want in on the suicide pact?
我很抑郁 I was depressed.
怎么 你记不得高中的日子吗 What? You don't remember high school?
跟我说说约定的事 鲍瑞斯 Talk to me about the pact, Borris.
为什么写进年鉴里 Why'd you put it in the yearbook?
-为防止反悔 -但是不好用 - So we wouldn't back out. - Didn't work though.
我没那个胆量 I didn't have the stones.
一直想着我妈妈看到我目光呆滞 Kept thinkin' about my Mom seein' me with my eyes glazed over
头摔碎的样子 and my head cracked open.
我一时糊涂而已 I got caught up.
当时觉得自杀很浪漫 Suicide, it seemed romantic, I guess.
所以你反悔了 So you backed out of the plan.
-而特莱弗没有 -不是那样的 - And Trevor didn't. - Not exactly.
就是这样 特莱弗一心想死 我不是 That's what happened Trevor was commited to it, I wasn't.
什么意思 芮卡尔 What do you mean, Raquel?
我要先声明 我没犯什么罪 I should say first, I'm not guilty of anything.
自杀约定是冬天的事 The suicide pact was in the winter.
春天的时候 特莱弗遇到了唐恩 By the time spring came, Trevor had met Dawn.
-计划就变了 -继续说 - And the plan changed. - Keep goin'.
那对小情人做了个约定 还捎上了我们 The lovebirds made a pact. Brought us in on it.
什么样的约定 What kind of pact?
不是自杀 It wasn't to kill ourselves.
是去杀他 It was to kill him.
我不舒服 I feel sick.
-我也是 -嗯 我也是 - Me, too. - Yeah, me too.
没事的 宝贝 It's OK, baby.
他会消失的 He's gonna be gone.
过了今晚 你的继父就不是问题了 After tonight, your step-father's gonna be gone.
万一被他夺下了枪呢 What if he grabs the gun?
我进去之后第一件事 The first thing I do when I go in there,
就是拿枪指着他的脸 告诉他 is point it at his face and tell him this is what happens
-这就是你不配活着的下场 -给你 手套 - when you're not worthy of life. - Here, gloves.
你们不用这么做的 You guys, you don't have to do this.
我只要再忍一年 All I have is just one more year
如果我能上大学 and if I can just make it to college.
如果他去看你呢 唐恩 Yeah but what if he visits you, Dawn?
这不会停止的 And it won't stop.
如果出了差错呢 Well, what if something goes wrong?
我会让大家知道的 I'll let'em know.
为了以防万一 Just in case something happens to us,
以防你继父伤害了我们 或者我们被抓 if your step-father hurts us or if we get arrested.
"我是特·道 我的情况很危急 'This is TD writing from a scary spot.
我想让你们知道我有危险 I want you to know that I'm in danger.
如果今天我出了什么事 If something happens to me today,
请转告我父母我爱他们 please tell my parents I love them.
我希望我父母知道我对我做的事并不后悔 I want my parents to know that I don't regret what I'm doing.
虽然看起来很极端 但这是为了大家好 It may seem extreme but it's best for everyone.
特莱弗·道森" Trevor Dawson'.
你知道我妈妈 You know with my Mom?
我可以当着她面喝酒 抽烟 Yeah I can drink, I can toke up in front of her,
但有时我觉得 我就算拿枪指着自己的头 but sometimes I feel like if I were to put a gun to my head,
她也丝毫不会在意 and she couldn't care about that either.
我愿承受一切后果 唐恩 I'm willing to take whatever consequences there are, Dawn.
我也是 宝贝 Me too, baby.
-我们烧指纹吧 -你要烧掉吗 - Let's do our fingerprints. - You're burning them off?
我们还是戴手套吧 Yeah. Maybe we should just wear gloves, man.
职业杀手都这么干 That's what professionals do.
喂 我找不到吸入器了 You guys, I don't have my inhaler, you know
我现在都喘不上气来 I seriously can't even breathe right now.
怎么 你们希望我在犯罪现场晕倒吗 What you want me to go to the crime scene and just pass out?
-我不能去 -留下陪着唐恩 - I can't go. - Stay with Dawn.
好 我真的觉得我不该去 OK. I just I mean I really shouldn't go.
随便了 Whatever!
到时间了 It's time.
走吧 特莱弗 Trevor.
我爱你 I love you.
我假装哮喘发作 I faked my asthma attack.
我不想死或者被抓到 I didn't like, wanna be like dead or on the line.
我想活着 I wanted to live.
那就是被大家当做特莱弗遗书的信吗 So that was the note everyon thought was Trevor's suicide note?
是为了以防计划出错 It was in case something went wrong with the plan.
你和唐恩没去 So you and Dawn stayed back?
鲍瑞斯和特莱弗拿了枪 去杀唐恩的继父 Borris and Trevor took the gun and went to kill Dawn's step-dad.
但菲利普·希尔还活着 But Phillip Hill is alive.
而且那是我最后一次见到特莱弗 And that was the last time I saw Trevor.
有个孩子 特莱弗·道森 This kid, Trevor Dawson
被人从他高中的屋顶推了下来 was pushed from the roof of his high school.
律师不在 我是不会说话的 I'm not talkin' to you without my lawyer.
他是你继女的男友 He was your step-daughter's boyfriend.
你们搞错了 You got the wrong kid.
唐恩从来不交男友 Dawn didn't do the boyfriend thing.
专心学习 Focused on academics.
是啊 她就是为了学习不交男友 Oh, I'm sure that's why she didn't do the boyfriend thing.
我不知道你什么意思 I don't know what you mean.
他知道你的秘密 菲尔 He knew your secret, Phil.
他知道你对那女孩做了什么 What you were doin' to that girl.
现在我也知道了 And now I know.
想干掉我可不容易 It'd be a lot harder to pick me off.
我要律师 Lawyer.
这是干什么 What is this?
唐恩想知道那晚发生了什么 Dawn wants to know what happened that night.
你知道什么 What do you know about that?
他们是我的朋友 Those were my friends.
得了 唐恩 Come on Dawn.
你知道那两个男孩对我做了什么吗 Do you have any idea what those boys did to me?
他们想对我做什么 What they were going to do to me?
是我把警报密码告诉了他们 I gave them the alarm code.
特莱弗死的那晚在你家 菲利普 Trevor was at your house the night he died, Phillip.
而你毫发无伤 And you went without a scratch.
也没去报警 Never called the cops either.
或许是因为特莱弗对你做的事 Maybe becayse whatever Trevor did to you,
远不及你对他做的恶劣 it wasn't as bad as what you did to him.
我做的事是为了我的家庭 It was for my family, what I did.
这怎么说 How does that work?
不报警 Not calling the police.
是因为我不想让我的家人听到 Because I didn't want it to get back to my family.
害他们伤心 Have their hearts broken.
那两个小混混对我们恶意中伤 The lies those punks were spewing about us.
你是个家长啊 You're a parent man.
你是个父亲 Somebody's dad.
你应该爱护你的子女 You're supposed to love them and protect them
对他们的死活或者伤痛上心 and give a crap if they live or die or if they're hurting.
你的孩子并没要出生 Your kids didn't ask to me born.
那是你的决定 You did it to them.
你把他们带到世上 却不在乎他们的感受 You brought 'em here and now you don't care how they feel!
你忽视他们 You ignore them!
你强奸他们 You raped them!
他们需要你 They need you, man.
你应该在乎的 你却没有 You're supposed to care! And you don't!
住手 停下 伙计 求你 Stop it man, stop! Stop! Please!
我不想这样 I don't wanna do this.
你滚开 我做定了 Get away from me! I'm doin' it!
听着 我爱你的继女 Look, I love your step-daughter
超过这世上的一切 more than anything in the whole world.
所以我要把她从你身边带走 And that's why I'm taking her away from you.
因为这才是你该为你爱的人做的 Because that's what you do for someone you love.
你保护他们不受伤害 You pretect them from pain!
不能这样 这太糟了 Can't do this man, it's messed up.
我们走吧 Let's go.
这样不好 Not cool, man.
那孩子是个疯子 唐恩 That kid was a maniac, Dawn.
你的选择是对的 And you did the right thing.
留在了我身边 And stayed with me.
因为我们是一家人 Because we're family.
你确定你之后没去高中找那两个孩子吗 菲尔 You sure you didn't find those kids at the high school later, Phil?
我一直被绑着 直到管家发现了我 I was tied up till the housekeeper came.
唐恩 Dawn.
他们从你家回来之后 你没见到他们吗 You didn't see the boys after they came back from your house?
见到鲍瑞斯了 他说特莱弗跳楼了 Borris. He said Trevor had jumped.
那么鲍瑞斯就是最后见到他的人 So Borris was the last to see.
我想要你知道 I want you to know,
我并不怨你告诉那两个男孩你做了什么 I don't blame you Dawn for tellin' those boys what you did.
你当时还小 You were young.
而你夺去了我的童真 And you took that away from me.
再见 菲利普 Goodbye, Phillip.
别以为你就没事了 菲尔 Don't think you can walk out of here and relax, Phil.
我们还会再见的 You'll see me again.
我保证 I promise.
我们没伤害菲利普·希尔 We didn't hurt Phillip Hill.
我才不在乎那家伙呢 鲍瑞斯 I don't care about that guy, Borris.
我们想知道你和特莱弗之间发生了什么 We want to know what happened between you and Trevor.
在他不许你杀死菲利普之后 After he didn't let you kill Phillip.
虽然我们收手了 他还是很混乱 Even though we backed out I think it messed with his head.
-毕竟我们很接近了 -为什么这么说 - How close we came. - Why do you think that?
他变得很沉默 He got all quiet.
想起了自己的父母 Thinkin' about his own parents.
想起了自己对他们的愤怒 Rage he had about them.
那是你 But that was you.
你说的是你自己 You were talking about you.
你才是那个 I mean you're the one
拿枪指着自己你妈妈都不会在意的人 who's mother wouldn't care if you put a gun to your head.
但特莱弗要跟唐恩走的 But Trevor was gonna go off with Dawn.
他有计划 他父母在乎的 I mean he had plans. His parents cared.
而你没人牵挂 But you had no one.
而你唯一的计划 And the only plan you had
是一个自杀约定 跟你做约定的孩子要弃你而去 was a suicide pact with a kid who was gonna leave you
因为他找到了获得幸福的办法 because he'd found a way to be happy.
可我没找到 Which I never did, FYI.
特莱弗说 撑住 Trevor said hang in there.
你会找到办法的 You'll find a way.
但我找不到 But I can't.
应该是我的 It should've been me.
你是说死的人吗 Who died up there.
你是这么想的吗 Is that what you thought?
本来就是 That's the truth.
本应该是我的 It was supposed to be me.
鲍瑞斯 Hey, Borris!
鲍瑞斯 站住 Hey, Borris! Stop, man.
我们得继续自杀约定 We gotta go back to the pact.
这太糟糕了 This is so screwed up.
我们什么都没做 We didn't do anything, man.
我们不用逃避 We have nothing to run from.
我得离开 I gotta get out.
我得离开我的生活 I gotta get out of my life.
你知道我的意思 You know what I mean.
是的 但我不再那么想了 Yeah, but I'm over that.
我不想做个一团糟的人 I don't wanna be like some screwed up guy
总是想着要死 with like death everywhere, you know?
我以为你抑郁呢 I thought you were depressed.
我要跟唐恩一起坐在我的车里 I'm gonna go get in my car right now with Dawn
我要抱着她 跟她谈一整晚 and I wanna hold her and I wanna talk to her all night.
我知道你觉得这很娘 但我想活着 And I know you think that's gay but I just wanna be here.
我想要...我想去爱 You know, I just wanna like, I don't know. Love somebody.
我有渴望 I want things, man.
我渴望生活 Like life things.
如果我跳下了楼 If I jumped off this roof right now
躺在那儿 满身是血 and I was lying dead down there with blood all over me.
我想想我妈妈 Man, I think about my mom.
-她根本不会在乎 -别那么说 - She wouldn't care. - Don't say that.
她不会的 她恨我 She wouldn't. She hates me.
那她就是个贱人 因为你是个好人 Well then she's a bitch man! Because you are a good guy!
我真是烂死了 I'm such a screw up!
不 你不是的 你很聪明 No you're not! You're smart!
-你得忍住 -不 - You gotta endure, man. - No.
你得撑住 You gotta hang in there.
-没人想和我在一起 -不是那样的 - Nobody wants me around, man. - That's not true man,
我知道你怎么想的 但不是那样的 I know what you're thinking but it's not the case.
-就是的 -不是的 站住 - Yes. It is. - No it's not! Hey, stop man!
你干什么啊 停下 What are you doing. Stop!
歌曲："Landslide" 歌手：Dixie Chicks
∮ I took my love and I took it down ∮
∮ Climbed a mountain then I turned around ∮
∮ And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills ∮
∮ Till the landslide brought me down ∮
过失杀人
∮ Oh, mirror in the sky ∮
∮ What is love? ∮
∮ Can the child within my heart rise above ∮
∮ Can I sail through the changing ocean tides ∮
∮ Can I handle the seasons of my life ∮
∮ Well, I've been afraid of changin' ∮
∮ 'Cause I built my life around you ∮
∮ But time makes you bolder ∮
∮ Children get older ∮
∮ I'm getting older too ∮
∮ Well, I've been afraid of changin' ∮
∮ 'Cause I built my life around you ∮
∮ But time makes you bolder ∮
∮ Children get older ∮
∮ I'm getting older too ∮
∮ I'm getting older too
∮ I took my love and I took it down ∮