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杰瑞米·艾恩斯 饰 查尔斯·赖德 安东尼·安德鲁斯 饰 塞巴斯蒂安·弗莱特
戴安娜·奎克 饰 朱丽娅·弗莱特
菲比·尼克尔斯 饰 科迪莉娅·弗莱特
西蒙·琼斯 饰 布赖兹赫德·布赖迪·弗莱特
约翰·格里洛 饰 桑格拉斯先生
特别出演
克莱尔·布鲁姆 饰 马奇曼夫人
约翰·吉尔古德 饰 爱德华·赖德
故园风雨后
原著 伊夫林·沃
故园风雨后 编剧 约翰·莫提默
第四集 塞巴斯蒂安对抗全世界
翻译/校对 歪歪 调轴适配：微博@Blutopia 部分翻译参考人民文学出版社[王一凡]译本
我在1924年春天回到布赖兹赫德 I returned to Brideshead in the spring of 1924.
复活节聚会令人痛苦 The Easter party was a bitter time,
一个难忘的 culminating in a small
小意外使之到达痛苦的顶点 but unforgettably painful incident.
你是不是该上去换衣服了 Hadn't you better go up and change?
再过五分钟 查尔斯 Five more minutes, Charles.
看 和了 Look. That's a chow.
塞巴斯蒂安那一周都喝得很多 Sebastian had been drinking very hard for a week -
只有我知道有多么多 only I knew how hard -
紧张地 偷偷摸摸地喝 and drinking in a nervous, surreptitious way,
和他过去的习惯很不一样 quite unlike his old habit.
大多数客人都对他知之甚少 Most of the guests knew him too slightly
注意不到他的变化 to notice the change in him,
而他的家人又都忙于 while his own family were occupied
陪伴各自特别的朋友 each with their particular friends.
所以 直到那天晚上 So it was not until the evening of the day
参加聚会的大部分人都离开了 when the main party had left
他才不得不近距离面对他的家人 that he had to face his family at close quarters.
他们还没端来鸡尾酒吗 Haven't they brought the cocktails yet?
你去哪了 Where have you been?
在楼上陪奶奶 Up with Nanny.
我不信 你一直在喝酒 I don't believe it. You've been drinking.
我一直在我房间里看书 I've been reading in my room.
我的感冒今天加重了 My cold's much worse today.
等一下 Just a minute.
塞巴斯蒂安 Sebastian...
塞巴斯蒂安 让我进去 Sebastian, let me in.
怎么了 What's the matter?
塞巴斯蒂安喝醉了 Sebastian's drunk.
不会吧 He can't be.
他整个下午都在房间里喝酒 He's been drinking in his room all afternoon.
好奇怪 How very peculiar.
他真讨厌 What a bore he is.
他能在晚饭前好起来吗 Will he be all right for dinner?
不能 No.
哼 你得处理好 Well, you'll have to deal with it.
不关我的事 It's no business of mine.
他经常这样吗 Does he often do this?
最近是的 He has lately, yes.
我觉得 他身上一定有种化学的东西 I suppose it must be something chemical in him.
真无聊 How very boring.
你好 Hello.
你觉得好些了吗 Are you feeling any better?
查尔斯 Charles...
你说的很对 What you said was quite true.
我没去陪奶奶 Not with Nanny.
一直在这里喝威士忌 Been drinking whiskey up here.
我觉得好醉啊 Feeling rather drunk.
去睡觉吧 Go to bed.
我会说你的感冒加重了 I'll say your cold's worse.
好 Yes.
加重很多 Much worse.
我扶你上床吧 I should get into bed.
不 No.
等一下 In a minute.
放下酒瓶 Put that down.
别犯浑 塞巴斯蒂安 你喝得够多了 Don't be an ass, Sebastian. You've had quite enough.
跟你到底有什么关系 What the devil's it got to do with you?
你只是这里的客人 You're a guest here.
我的客人 My guest!
在我自己家里 我想喝多少就喝多少 I shall drink what I want to in my own house.
好吧 All right.
只是 看在老天的份上 别让人看到 Only, for God's sake, keep it out of sight.
你为什么不管好你自己 Why don't you mind your own business?
你作为我的朋友来到这里 You came here as my friend!
现在却为我母亲监视我 我知道 Now you're spying on me for my mother, I know.
好了 你可以出去了 Well, you can get out of here,
你可以告诉她 我说的 我要选择自己的朋友 and you can tell her from me that I'll choose my friends
她去选她的间谍 and she her spies in future.
赖德先生 Mr. Ryder?
不用 谢谢你 No, thank you.
塞巴斯蒂安怎么样了 What's become of Sebastian?
他上床睡觉了 He's gone to bed.
他的感冒相当严重 His cold's rather worse.
哦 亲爱的 我希望他没有得流感 Oh, dear. I hope he isn't getting flu.
我觉得他最近看起来有点发烧 I thought he looked a little feverish lately.
他想要什么吗 Is there anything he wants?
没有 他只要求我们别去打扰 No, he particularly asked not to be disturbed.
我想 他需要一杯热威士忌 I think he needs a glass of hot whiskey.
我去看看他 I'll go and have a look at him.
不 别去 妈咪 我去 No, don't, Mummy. I'll go.
我能去吗 May I go?
拜托 妈咪 如果他不舒服 Please, Mummy, if he's not well.
我才刚过去看过他 I've only just been in to him.
他的感冒真的挺严重的 His cold really has come on rather badly.
他说他什么都不想要 He says there's nothing that he wants.
我想 他只需要睡一会 I think he just needs to get some sleep.
好吧 我就过去看看他 Well, I'll just have a look at him.
他可能非常难受 科迪莉娅 He's probably feeling awful. Cordelia...
我保证 如果他在睡觉 我不会打扰他的 I promise I won't disturb him if he's sleeping.
是啊 他什么都不想要 No, he doesn't want anything.
他怎么样 How was he?
我不知道 I don't know.
但我觉得他很醉 But I think he's very drunk.
科迪莉娅 Cordelia!
侯爵之子喝不惯酒 Marquis's son unused to wine.
模范学生生涯可危 Model student's career at stake.
科迪莉娅 Cordelia...
查尔斯 Charles,
真的吗 is this true?
是的 Yes.
晚餐准备好了 夫人 Dinner is served, milady.
谢谢你 威尔克斯 Thank you, Wilcox.
我觉得 塞巴斯蒂安不舒服 已经有段时间了 I don't think Sebastian's been very well for some time.
我第一次注意到 I first noticed it
是他逃跑回来的时候 when he came home from retreat.
他看上去非常抑郁 He seemed very depressed,
完全是一个人本该 quite the reverse effect
期待的相反效果 from what one would have expected.
拉丁文祷告 翻译来自网络
愿那蒙福的 Benedictus, Benedicat,
藉着我们的耶稣基督 赐福与这食物 per Jesum Christum Dominum nostrum.
阿门 Amen.
那晚 当我们坐下吃饭之后 As we sat down to dinner that night,
那个话题没有再被提起 the subject was not mentioned.
我没有胃口吃饭 I had no stomach for the food
无声地为我楼上的朋友忧伤 and silently mourned my friend upstairs.
当我和布赖兹赫德独处喝酒时 When Brideshead and I were left alone over the port,
他再次提起那个话题 he brought up the subject again.
你是说塞巴斯蒂安喝醉了吗 Did you say Sebastian was drunk?
是的 Yes.
真会挑时候 Extraordinary time to choose.
你不能阻止他吗 Couldn't you stop him?
不能 No.
是啊 我想你也阻止不了 No. I don't suppose you could.
有一次 我看到我父亲在这个房间里喝醉了 I once saw my father drunk in this room.
那时候我还不到十岁 I can't have been more than ten at the time.
如果一个人想喝醉 你是阻止不了的 You can't stop people if they want to get drunk.
我母亲阻止不了我父亲 你知道的 My mother couldn't stop my father, you know.
我要请母亲今晚给我们读书 I shall ask my mother to read to us tonight.
以下为《布朗神父的智慧》片段 一部讲述神父借助宗教力量破案的小说
“布朗神父站起来 "Father Brown got to his feet,
双手背至身后 "putting his hands behind him.
‘很奇怪 不是吗’ 他说 "'Odd, isn't it?' he said,
‘那个小偷和流浪汉应该忏悔 "'That thief and a vagabond should repent
而这么多富有和安全的人 "'when so many who are rich and secure
保持困苦和愚蠢 "'remain hard and frivolous
没有水果给上帝和人们 "'and without fruit for God or man?
请原谅我 "'There, if you will excuse me,
你们侵入了我的领域 "'you trespass a little upon my province.
如果你怀疑赎罪这种事实 "'If you doubt the penitence as a practical fact,
那里有你们的刀和叉 "'there are your knives and forks.
你们是12个真正的渔民 "'You are the 12 true fishers,
那里都是你们的银鱼 "'and there are all your silver fish,
但祂让我变成了人之渔民’ "but He has made me a fisher of men.'
‘你抓到这个人了吗’ 上校皱着眉头问 "'Did you catch this man?' asked the colonel, frowning.
布朗神父看着他皱着的脸 "Father Brown looked him full in his frowning face.
‘是的’ 他说 ‘我抓到了他 "'Yes, ' he said, 'l caught him
用一个看不见的钩子和一根无形的线 "'with an unseen hook and an invisible line,
足够长 "'which is long enough
能让他漫步到世界的尽头 "'to let him wander to the ends of the world
猛一拉线 还能把他带回来’ "and still to bring him back with a twitch upon the thread.'
接下来是长长的静默 "There was a long silence.
其他所有人慢慢” All the other men present drifted" -
“其他所有人慢慢散去 "All the other men present drifted away
去把失而复得的银拿给他们的同伴 "to carry the recovered silver to their comrades
或者与所有者商议 "or to consult the proprietor
事情的奇怪现状 "about the queer condition of affairs.
但脸色冷酷的上校 "But the grim-faced colonel
仍然坐在柜台的另一边 "still sat sideways on the counter,
晃动着他的长腿 咬着他的黑胡子 "swinging his long, lank legs and biting his dark moustache.
最后 他悄悄对牧师说 "At last, he said quietly to the priest,
‘他一定是个聪明的家伙 "'He must have been a clever fellow,
但我知道一个更聪明的’ "but I think I know a cleverer.'
‘他曾经是个聪明的家伙’ 另一个人回答 "'He was a clever fellow, ' answered the other,
‘但我非常确定’”… but I am not quite sure'"...
我是过来… 我是过来道歉的 I've come to- I've come to apologize.
塞巴斯蒂安 亲爱的 去睡觉吧 Sebastian, dear, go back to bed.
我们可以明天早上再聊这个 We can talk about this in the morning.
不是跟你 Not to you.
我是过来跟查尔斯道歉的 Come to apologize to Charles.
我对他很过分 I was bloody to him,
他是我的客人 and he's my guest.
他是我的客人 He's my guest.
他是我唯一的朋友 而我对他那么过分 He's my only friend, and I was bloody to him.
去睡觉吧 塞巴斯蒂安 Go back to bed, Sebastian.
没关系 布赖迪 It's all right, Bridey.
去吧 Come on.
“‘我说的是你’ 上校说 "'I mean you, ' said the colonel,
笑了一下 "with a short laugh.
‘我不想让那个家伙坐牢 "'I don't want to get the fellow jailed.
放松点’” Make yourself easy'" -
“‘但我付了很多银叉 "'But I'd give a good many silver forks
想知道你怎么调查的这件事 "'to know exactly how you fell into this affair
你怎么让他摆脱这件事 "'and how you got the stuff out of him.
我推测 你是现在的公司里 "'I reckon you're the most up-to-date devil
最新的恶魔’ "of the present company.'
布朗神父似乎很喜欢 "Father Brown seemed rather to like
军人严肃的坦率 "the saturnine candor of the soldier.
‘好吧’ 他笑着说 "'Well, ' he said, smiling,
‘我不能告诉你一切 "'l mustn't tell you anything
那个男人的身份或者他自己的故事 当然 "'of the man's identity or his own story, of course,
但没有特别的原因 "'but there's no particular reason
为什么我不该告诉你 我自己发现的 "'why I shouldn't tell you of the mere outside facts
仅仅是外部原因’” which I found out for myself.'"
到床上去吧 Come on up to bed.
你为什么要监视我 Why do you spy on me?
为什么… 为什么要你要站在他们那边 反对我 Why do-why do you take their side against me?
我就知道 如果我让你见到他们 就会发生这些 I knew it would happen if I let you meet them.
塞巴斯蒂安 Sebastian.
塞巴斯蒂安 你上楼去 一定会好一点的 Sebastian, you'll be better when you come upstairs.
不要 No.
我觉得 我现在想去小教堂 I think I'd like to go to chapel now.
布赖迪 科迪莉娅 Bridey, Cordelia,
你们和我一起去吗 will you come with me?
好的 当然 妈妈 Yes, of course, Mama.
什么时候了 What's the time?
7点 7:00.
喂 你感觉怎么样 Well? How do you feel?
挺奇怪的 Rather odd.
我觉得 我可能还有点醉 I think perhaps I'm still a little drunk.
我下去马厩看过 看看我们能不能弄辆车 I've been down to the stables to see if we can get a car.
到处都上锁了 Everything is locked.
我们走吧 We're off.
去哪 Where?
哦 我不知道 Oh, I don't know.
伦敦 我想 London, I suppose.
我可以过去和你住吗 Can I come and stay with you?
当然 Of course.
好啊 那就起来 穿衣服 Well, come on then, get dressed,
我们可以让他们用火车把我们的行李送过去 and we can get them to send our luggage on by train, hmm?
我们不能就这么走了 We can't just go like that.
我们不能待在这 We can't stay.
有些烟囱里冒烟了 There's some smoke coming from some of the chimneys.
马厩现在一定打开了 The stables must be open by now.
走吧 Come on.
我不能这么走 I can't go.
我得和你母亲告别 I must say good-bye to your mother.
听话的哈巴狗 Sweet bulldog.
我不喜欢溜走 I don't happen to like running away.
但我才不管呢 And I couldn't care less.
我要跑得越远越快越好 And I'm gonna go on running as far and as fast as I can.
你想跟我母亲策划什么阴谋都行 You can hatch out whatever plot you like with my mother.
我不会回来了 I shan't come back.
你昨晚就是这么说的 That's how you were talking last night.
我知道 查尔斯 对不起 I know, Charles. I'm sorry.
我跟你说过 我还醉着 I told you I was still drunk.
如果能让你舒服的话 我非常憎恨自己 If it's any comfort to you, I absolutely detest myself.
完全不舒服 It's no comfort at all.
我想 应该有一点的 Should be a little, I should have thought.
好吧 如果你不走 替我跟奶奶问好 Well, if you're not coming, give my love to Nanny.
—你真的要走 —当然 -Are you really going? -Of course.
我会在伦敦见到你吗 Will I see you in London?
是的 我要过去跟你住 Yes. I'm coming to stay with you.
我希望我没有看到(当时喝醉的)他 I wish I had not seen him.
那太残酷了 That was cruel.
我不在意他喝醉这件事 I do not mind the idea of his being drunk.
这是所有男人在年轻时都会做的 It is a thing all men do when they are young.
我已经习惯了 I'm used to the idea of it.
我的弟弟们在这个年纪也疯狂过 My brothers were wild at his age.
昨晚让我伤心的是 What hurt last night
他一点也不快乐 was that there was nothing happy about him.
我知道 I know.
我以前从没见过他那个样子 I've never seen him like that before.
偏偏是昨天晚上 And last night of all nights,
只剩下我们自己 when there were only ourselves here -
你看 查尔斯 you see, Charles,
我完全把你当作自家人 I think of you very much as one of ourselves.
塞巴斯蒂安爱你 Sebastian loves you -
在你面前 when there was no need
他不需要努力装作快乐 for him to make an effort to be happy,
而他并不快乐 and he wasn't happy.
我昨晚几乎没睡着 I slept very little last night,
我一直回想一件事 and all the time, I kept coming back
他有多么不快乐 to that one thing: How unhappy he was.
这太可怕了 It was horrible.
请不要觉得他惯常这样 But please don't think that's his usual way.
桑格拉斯先生告诉我 Mr. Samgrass tells me
整个上学期 他都喝得很多 he was drinking too much all last term.
是的 但不像那样 从未有过 Yes, but not like that. Never before.
那为什么现在会这样 在这里 Then why now? Here?
和我们在一起 With us?
一整夜 我都在思考 祈祷 All night, I have been thinking and praying
想着要对他说什么 and wondering what to say to him,
而现在 今天早上 他甚至不在这里 and now, this morning, he isn't here at all.
他好残忍 一句话都没说就走了 That was cruel of him, leaving without a word.
我不想让他觉得羞愧 I don't want him to be ashamed.
是羞愧让他做这么多错事 It's being ashamed that makes it so wrong of him.
他是为不快乐而羞愧 But he's ashamed of being unhappy.
桑格拉斯先生告诉我 他很吵 兴致很高 Mr. Samgrass tells me he is noisy and high-spirited.
我相信 你和他狠狠捉弄了桑格拉斯先生 I believe you and he tease Mr. Samgrass rather.
你们真淘气 It's very naughty of you.
我很喜欢桑格拉斯先生 I'm very fond of Mr. Samgrass.
你们也应该喜欢 And you should be too,
毕竟他为你们做了那么多 after all he's done for you.
尽管如此 我想 如果我是个男人 在你们的年纪 All the same, I think if I were your age and a man,
我可能也会有点想 I might be just a little inclined
捉弄桑格拉斯先生 to tease Mr. Samgrass myself.
不 我不介意那个 No, I don't mind that.
但昨晚和今早 又是完全不同的事 But last night and this morning were something quite different.
你看 这一切都曾发生过 You see, it's all happened before.
呃 我只能说我以前看到过他喝醉 Well, I can only say that I've seen him drunk often,
我经常跟他一起喝醉 and I've been drunk with him often,
昨晚(的情况)我第一次见到 and last night was quite new to me.
我不是说塞巴斯蒂安 I don't mean with Sebastian.
我是说很多年前 I mean years ago.
我曾经跟另一个我爱的人 经历过这一切 I've been through it all before with someone else whom I loved.
嗯 你一定知道我说的是谁 他父亲 Well, you must know who I mean, with his father.
他过去常常像那样喝醉 He used to get drunk in just that way.
有人告诉我 他现在不是这样了 Someone told me he's not like that anymore.
我向上帝祈祷这是真的 I pray God it is true,
如果是真的 我全心全意感谢上帝 and I thank God for it with all my heart if it is.
但溜走 But the running away...
他也是溜走的 你知道吗 He ran away too, you know?
就是你刚才说的那样 It was as you said just now.
他是为不快乐而羞愧 He was ashamed of being unhappy.
他们两个都不快乐 羞愧 然后溜走了 Both of them unhappy, ashamed, and running away.
这太可悲了 It's too pitiful.
和我一起长大的兄弟们就不是这样 The men I grew up with were not like that.
我就是不能理解 I simply don't understand it.
你能吗 查尔斯 Do you, Charles?
一点点 Only very little.
塞巴斯蒂安喜欢你 And yet Sebastian is fonder of you
胜过我们任何人 你知道吗 than any of us, you know?
你得帮帮他 我帮不了 You've got to help him. I can't.
呃 如果我要赶上火车 Well, if I'm going to catch my train...
告诉我 你有没有看过我弟弟的纪念册 Tell me, have you read my brother's book?
刚刚印出来 It's just come out.
看过了 我在塞巴斯蒂安房间里翻过一遍 Yes, I glanced through it in Sebastian's room.
我想让你也有一本 I should like you to have a copy.
我能给你一本吗 May I give you one?
他们三个都是非常好的人 They were three splendid men.
奈德是最厉害的 Ned was the best of them.
他是最后一个牺牲的 He was the last to be killed,
电报传来的时候 我早有预感 and when the telegram came, as I knew it would come,
我对自己说 “现在轮到我儿子 I said to myself, "Now it's my son's turn
去完成奈德的未竟之业了” to do what Ned can never do now."
那时我很孤独 他正要去上伊顿公学 I was alone then. He was just going to Eton.
如果你看了奈德的纪念册 你会理解的 If you read Ned's book, you'll understand.
她的书桌上就有一本纪念册 She had a copy lying ready on her bureau.
当时我想 I thought at the time,
“她在我进来之前 就计划好了这些” "She planned this parting before ever I came in."
她有没有彩排过所有的对话 Had she rehearsed all the interview?
如果事情进展不同 If things had gone differently,
她会把纪念册放回抽屉里吗 would she have put the book back in the drawer?
谢谢你 Thank you.
昨晚 我也为你祈祷了 I prayed for you too, in the night.
去吧 你要错过火车了 Go on. You'll miss your train.
我不是傻瓜 I was no fool.
我足够年长 I was old enough to know
知道她努力想收买我 that an attempt had been made to suborn me
又足够年轻 觉得这是可以接受的 and young enough to have found the experience agreeable.
你会见到塞巴斯蒂安吗 Will you be seeing Sebastian?
是的 当然 Yes, of course.
拜托 你能带给他 我特别的爱吗 Please, will you give him my special love?
你能记住吗 我特别的爱 Will you remember? My special love.
我不会忘记的 I won't forget.
—再见 查尔斯 —再见 -Bye, Charles. -Bye.
黑特 我父亲在吗 Hayter, is my father in?
不在 他一早就出门了 No, he went out early.
塞巴斯蒂安爵爷到了 Lord Sebastian has arrived.
很好 他在哪里 Good. Where is he?
查尔斯 你好 Charles! How are you?
我等你好几个小时了 I've been waiting for you for hours.
你怎么耽搁了 What kept you?
我很高兴你在这里 I'm so glad you're here.
—有人照顾你吗 —嗯哼 -Are you being looked after? -Mmhmm.
一切都好吗 Is everything all right?
非常快乐 黑特 Blissful. Hayter?
对了 在我忘记之前 By the way, before I forget,
科迪莉娅让我带给你她特别的爱 Cordelia sends her special love.
你跟妈咪进行小聊天了吗 Did you have your little talk with Mummy?
是的 Yes.
你站到她那一边去了吗 Have you gone over to her side?
没有 我和你站在一边 No, I'm with you.
“塞巴斯蒂安 对抗全世界” [拉丁语] "Sebastian contra mundum."
很好 给我找点喝的吧 Good. Then you'll find me a drink.
啊 Ah.
哼 我不知道能不能找到 Well, I don't know whether I am going to be able to.
但阴影笼罩在塞巴斯蒂安周围 But the shadows were closing round Sebastian.
我们回到牛津 We returned to Oxford,
又一次 紫罗兰开花了 and once again, the gillyflowers bloomed
在我学院的窗户下面 under my college windows,
栗子树点缀着街道 and the chestnut lit the streets,
温暖的石头碎片 and the warm stones
散落在鹅卵石路面上 strewed their flakes upon the cobble.
但这又和从前不同 But it was not as it had been.
塞巴斯蒂安的心中已是隆冬 There was midwinter in Sebastian's heart.
随着一周周过去 The weeks went by,
我们寻找着下学期的住处 and we looked for lodgings for the coming term
在莫顿大街找到了一间 and found them in Merton Street,
靠近网球场的小房子 a secluded, expensive little house
隐蔽僻静 价格不菲 near the tennis court.
谢谢你 Thank you.
查尔斯 Charles!
见到你真高兴 你好 How nice to see you. How are you?
您好 桑格拉斯先生 Hello, Mr. Samgrass.
我很久没见到您了 I haven't seen you for long time.
塞巴斯蒂安怎么样 How is Sebastian?
抱歉 Excuse me.
他很好 He's very well.
我们刚在莫顿大街找到几个房间 We've just found some rooms together in Merton Street.
你和塞巴斯蒂安同住 You're sharing digs with Sebastian?
所以 他下学期会来上学 So he is coming up next term?
我想是的 没理由不来 I suppose so. I don't see why not.
我也觉得 I don't either.
只是 莫名其妙的 我觉得他可能不会来了 It's just that I somehow thought perhaps he wasn't.
这种事情上 我总是弄错 I'm always wrong about things like that.
我喜欢莫顿大街 I like Merton Street.
施莱戈 Schlegell.
你了解这些迷人的文章吗 查尔斯 Do you know these fascinating essays, Charles?
不 No.
别觉得我多管闲事 你知道 Don't think me interfering, you know,
但我在确定之前 不会贸然 but I wouldn't make any definite arrangement
真的租下莫顿大街的房子 in Merton Street until you're sure.
很可能 It's just conceivable
他母亲有别的想法 his mother may have different ideas.
是的 Yes.
有阴谋 There's a plot on.
妈咪想让我和贝尔主教同住 Mummy wants me to live with Monsignor Bell.
你之前为什么不告诉我 Why didn't you tell me before?
因为我不会去跟贝尔主教同住 Because I'm not going to live with Monsignor Bell.
但我还是觉得 你应该告诉我的 But I still think you might have told me.
什么时候开始的 When did it start?
哦 有段时间了 Oh, it's been going on.
妈咪很聪明 你知道吗 Mummy's so clever, you know?
她看出来 (拉拢)你(的计划)失败了 She saw she'd failed with you.
我猜 应该是你在看完奈德舅舅 I expect it was the letter you wrote
的纪念册之后 写的那封信 after reading Uncle Ned's book.
但我基本没说什么 But I hardly said a thing.
嗯 Mm.
嗯 正是如此 Well, that was it.
如果你想帮她 If you were going to be any use to her,
你会说很多的 you'd have said a lot.
奈德舅舅是个测试 你知道吗 Uncle Ned is the test, you know?
呃 赖德先生 Uh, Mr. Ryder?
啊 Yes?
—再见 查尔斯 —拜拜 -Bye, Charles. -Bye-bye.
这是给你的 先生 This came for you, sir.
“周二我会经过牛津 "I shall be passing through Oxford on Tuesday
希望能见到你和塞巴斯蒂安 "and hope to see you and Sebastian.
我想跟你单独见面五分钟 "I would like to see you alone for five minutes
在我见他之前 "before I see him.
这样不过分吧 "Is that too much to ask?
我大概12点到你的房间” I will come to your rooms at about 12:00."
这些一楼的房间真的很棒 These ground floor rooms are really most attractive.
我的弟弟们 西蒙和奈德 曾经在这里上过学 你知道吗 My brothers, Simon and Ned, were here, you know?
奈德的房间在花园前院 Ned had rooms on the garden front.
我想让塞巴斯蒂安也来这里 I wanted Sebastian to come here too,
但我丈夫读的是基督教堂学院 but my husband was at Christchurch,
你也知道 是他 and as you know, it was he
负责塞巴斯蒂安的教育 who took charge of Sebastian's education.
这些真好看 查尔斯 These really are delightful, Charles.
谢谢您 Thank you.
大家都喜欢你在花园房的画 Everyone loves your paintings in the garden room.
如果你没画完 我们永远不会原谅你 We'd never forgive you if you didn't finish them.
好吧 我希望 Well, I hope.
我想你已经猜到我此行的目的 I expect you've guessed already what I've come to ask.
很简单 塞巴斯蒂安这学期还喝得很多吗 Quite simply, is Sebastian drinking too much this term?
如果他是 我不会回答 If he was, I shouldn't answer.
但事实是 我可以说没有 As it is, I can say no.
我相信你 I believe you.
谢天谢地 Thank God.
到时间了吗 Is that the time?
我们1点去见塞巴斯蒂安 Sebastian's expecting us at 1:00.
那晚 塞巴斯蒂安遭遇了他的第三次灾难 That night, Sebastian had his third disaster.
赖德先生 赖德先生 Mr. Ryder, sir? Mr. Ryder?
到底怎么了 What on Earth is it?
欧克斯 欧克斯 Oakes? Oakes?
几点了 What's the time?
是塞巴斯蒂安·弗莱特爵爷 先生 It's Lord Sebastian Flyte, sir.
我估计他想爬进来见你 I reckon he was climbing in to see you.
—他在哪 —他在后院 -Where is he? -He's in the back quad.
摔得挺惨 Had a bit of a nasty fall.
看门狗发现了他 学监也来了 The bulldogs have got him, and the proctors are there.
我相信他们也把院长喊起来了 I believe they've got the principal up too.
但我一小时前才离开他 But I only left him an hour ago.
他不能 He can't have...
先生 请安静点 Now then, sir, take it quietly, please.
对不起 对不起 对不起 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
冷静点 先生 Settle down, sir.
听着 我只是… 我只是想… Look, I just- I just wanted to...
我好像不是自己了 I don't seem to be entirely myself.
我好像伤到腿了 I seem to have hurt my leg.
我手上都是血 There's blood all over my hand.
对不起 我觉得不是很严重 I'm sorry. I don't think it's very serious.
塞巴斯蒂安 你还好吗 Sebastian, are you all right?
查尔斯 Charles...
看着 我还好 Look, I'm all right.
流了很多血 但我还好 It's bleeding a lot, but I'm all right.
我只是想见你 我只是想见你 I just wanted to see you. I just wanted to see you.
好了 好了 没事了 先生 All right, all right. It's all right, sir.
他是我的朋友 我来照顾他 He's a friend of mine. I'll take care of him.
我告诉过你 我告诉过你 我想见你 I told you-l told you I wanted to see you.
我告诉过你 I told you.
你经常这样吗 Have you been doing that a lot?
在我走了之后一个人喝酒 Drinking by yourself after I've gone?
大概两次 About twice.
好吧 可能四次 Well, maybe four times.
只有他们开始烦我 我才喝 It's only when they start bothering me.
如果他们不来烦我 我就没事 I'd be all right if only they'd leave me alone.
他们现在不会了 They won't now.
我知道 I know.
说真的 塞巴斯蒂安 Really, Sebastian,
如果每次见到你的一个家人 if you are going to embark on a solitary bout of drinking
你都要独自喝醉一次 every time you see a member of your family,
那你真是不可救药 it's hopeless.
我知道我不可救药 I know it's hopeless.
唉 那你打算怎么做 Well, what do you propose to do?
什么也不做 Nothing.
我什么也不做 I shan't do a thing.
他们会做的 They'll do it all.
您一定要相信 You must believe
我告诉您 他没有酗酒时 that when I told you he was not drinking,
说的是我以为的事实 I was telling you the truth as I knew it.
我知道你希望做他的好朋友 I know you wish to be a good friend to him.
我不是那个意思 That's not what I mean.
我… 我曾经相信那时真的 I-I believed it to be true.
在某种程度上 我现在还相信 I still believe it to some extent.
我相信他之前喝醉了两三次 I believe he's been drunk two or three times before,
但没有更多了 no more.
没用的 查尔斯 It's no use, Charles.
你说的是 你对他的影响和了解 All you can mean is that you have not as much influence
没有我曾以为的那么深 or knowledge of him as I thought.
我们两个试着相信他 没有任何好处 It is no good either of us trying to believe him.
我以前就见过酒鬼 I've known drunkards before.
他们最糟糕的一件事 就是谎言 One of the most terrible things about them is their deceit.
(他们喝醉后) 首先抛弃的就是说实话 Love of truth is the first thing that goes.
但吃过午饭 你离开之后 他对我非常好 But after lunch, when you left, he was so sweet to me,
就像他小时候那样 just as he used to be as a little boy,
我同意了他的所有要求 and I agreed to all he wanted.
你知道 我对于他和你同住 原本有疑虑 You know I had doubts about his sharing rooms with you.
我知道 当我说出来的时候 你会理解我的 I know you'll understand me when I say that.
你知道我们都很喜欢你 You know how fond we all are of you
不仅因为你是塞巴斯蒂安的朋友 apart from your being Sebastian's friend.
如果你不来我们家住 We would miss you so much
我们都会非常想念你 if you stopped coming to stay with us.
但我希望塞巴斯蒂安有各种各样的朋友 But I want Sebastian to have all sorts of friends,
而不是只有一个 not just one.
贝尔主教告诉我 Monsignor Bell tells me
他从不跟其他天主教徒交往 he never mixes with the other Catholics,
甚至基本不去教堂 rarely goes to church even.
他不应该只认识天主教徒 Heaven forbid he should know only Catholics,
但他也应该认识一些 but he should know some.
完全孤立地生存 需要很强的信念 It takes a very strong faith to stand entirely alone,
而塞巴斯蒂安没有 and Sebastian isn't strong.
但我在午饭时非常高兴 But I was so happy at luncheon
以至于我放弃了所有的反对意见 that I gave up all my objections.
我和他到处逛了逛 看了看你们选择的房子 I went round with him to see the rooms you had chosen.
它们很不错 They are charming.
我们决定从伦敦 We decided on some furniture
寄来一些家具 让房间更好看一些 you could have sent from London to make them nicer.
然后 在我见过他的那一晚 And then, on the very night after I had seen him...
不 查尔斯 这没有逻辑 No, Charles, it's not in the logic of the thing.
好吧 您有补救办法吗 Well, have you a remedy?
学院非常宽容 The college are being extraordinarily kind.
他们说 如果他去和贝尔主教同住 They've said they will not send him down
他们就不会开除他 provided he goes to live with Monsignor Bell.
这不是我自己能提出来的 It's not something I could have suggested myself.
这是主教自己的想法 It was the Monsignor's own idea.
马奇曼夫人 难道您看不出来吗 Lady Marchmain, can't you see
如果您想让他变成一个酒鬼 that if you want to turn him into a drunkard,
才应该这么做 that's the way to do it?
任何想要监视他的想法都是致命的 Any idea of his being watched would be fatal.
哦 亲爱的 没用的 Oh, dear, it's no use.
新教徒一直觉得天主教神父都是间谍 Protestants always think Catholic priests are spies.
我不是这个意思 他必须感到自由 That's not what I mean. He must feel free.
但他一直都是自由的 直到现在 But he's been free, always, up till now,
看看结果是什么 and look at the result.
我要给爸爸发电报 I'm going to cable Papa.
他不会让他们强迫我住进那个神父家 He won't let them force me into that priest's house.
如果他们把这作为你继续上学的条件呢 What if they make it a condition of your coming up?
那我就不上学了 I shan't come up.
你能想象吗 我每周做两次弥撒 Can you imagine me serving at mass twice a week...
在茶会上帮助害羞的天主教新生 Helping at tea parties for shy Catholic freshmen...
和客座教授吃饭 Dining with a visiting lecturer
在贝尔主教的监视下 with Monsignor Bell's eye on me,
只为确认我没有喝太多酒 just to make sure I don't get too much port...
我一离开就解释 Being explained away
我只是这里一个非常讨厌的酒鬼 as the rather embarrassing local inebriate
因为他母亲非常迷人 所以才被收容 who's been taken in because his mother is so charming?
我跟她说过 这没有用的 I told her it wouldn't do.
查尔斯 我们今晚大醉一场吧 Charles, let's get really drunk tonight.
这有这一次 我才觉得这也不会造成多大的伤害 It's the one time it could do no conceivable harm.
向我保证 你没有站到他们那边 Promise me you haven't gone over to their side.
“对抗全世界” "Contra mundum"?
“对抗全世界” "Contra mundum."
上帝保佑你 查尔斯 Bless you, Charles.
我们能共度的夜晚不多了 There are not many evenings left to us.
该死的主教 Damn Monsignor!
哦 哦 Oh! Oh!
第二天 马奇曼夫人离开了牛津 The next day, Lady Marchmain left Oxford,
把塞巴斯蒂安一起带走了 taking Sebastian with her.
布赖兹赫德和我去他的房间 Brideshead and I went to his rooms
整理的他东西 看看哪些要寄给他 to sort out what he would have sent on
哪些可以留下 and what to leave behind.
真遗憾 塞巴斯蒂安不是很了解贝尔主教 It's a pity Sebastian doesn't know Monsignor Bell better.
(如果了解的话) 他会发现他是一个很有魅力的人 和他同住挺好的 He'd find him a charming man to live with.
我最后一学期就住在那 I was there myself my last term.
我母亲深信 塞巴斯蒂安就是个酒鬼 My mother believes Sebastian is a confirmed drunkard.
他是吗 Is he?
他有成为酒鬼的风险 He's in danger of becoming one.
我相信 上帝喜欢酒鬼 I believe God prefers drunkards
胜过很多体面的人 to a lot of respectable people.
哦 看在老天的份上 Oh, for God's sake.
你为什么说什么都要扯到上帝 Why do you have to bring God into everything?
哦 对不起 我忘了 Oh, I'm sorry. I forgot.
但你知道 那是个非常搞笑的问题 But, you know, that's an extremely funny question.
是吗 Is it?
哦 对我而言是 对你而言不是 Oh, to me, not to you.
是啊 对我而言不是 No. Not to me.
对我来说 如果没有你们的宗教信仰 It seems to me that without your religion,
塞巴斯蒂安很有可能 Sebastian might have had a chance
会成为一个快乐健康的人 to be a happy and a healthy man.
我觉得这有待商榷 It's arguable, I suppose.
你觉得塞巴斯蒂安还需不需要这个象脚 Do you think Sebastian will need this elephant's foot again?
你好 Hello.
我一学期都没见到你了 I haven't seen you all term.
你为什么抛弃了你聪明的同伴 Why have you deserted the smart set?
我是牛津最孤独的人 I'm the loneliest man in Oxford.
塞巴斯蒂安·弗莱特被开除了 Sebastian Flyte's been sent down.
你找到下学期的住处了吗 Have you got digs for next term?
我和汀盖特同住 I'm sharing with Tyngate.
还有一个房间空着 There's one room we still haven't let.
巴克本来要来住的 Barker was coming in,
但现在他在竞选辩论社主席 but now he's standing for President of the Union.
他觉得应该住得近一点 He feels he ought to be nearer.
你要去哪住 Where are you going?
我本打算跟塞巴斯蒂安住在莫顿大街 I was going to Merton Street with Sebastian,
但现在不行了 but that's no good now.
我最好去收拾东西 I'd better go and do my packing.
我希望你能找到在伊夫雷路同住的人 I hope you find someone for lffley Road.
我希望你找到在莫顿大街同住的人 I hope you find someone for Merton Street.
那个非常好看的朋友 That very good-looking friend,
他没跟你一起吗 is he not with you?
没有 No.
真遗憾 我挺喜欢他的 I'm sorry. I liked him.
父亲 你是不是特别想让我拿到学位 Father, do you particularly want me to take my degree?
我想让你 I want you to?
天哪 我为什么要那个东西 Good gracious, why should I want such a thing?
对我毫无用处 No use to me.
在我看来 对你也没什么用 Not much use to you either, as far as I've seen.
我就是这么想的 That's exactly what I was thinking.
我觉得 可能回牛津上学 I thought perhaps it was rather a waste of time
只是浪费时间 going back to Oxford.
你被开除了 You've been sent down.
我哥哥警告过我这个的 My brother warned me of this.
不 我没有 No, I've not.
好吧 那你说这些干什么 Well, then, what's all the talk about?
每个人都要至少(在大学)待三年 Everyone stays up at least three years.
我知道一个人学了七年 I knew one man who took seven
才通过神学学位 to get a pass degree in theology.
我只是觉得 I only thought that
如果我不会从事 if I wasn't going to take up one of the professions
需要学位的职业 where a degree is necessary,
那现在就开始做我想做的事 或许更好 it might be better to start now on what I intend doing.
我想当个画家 I intend being a painter.
你会需要一间画室 You'll need a studio.
是的 Yes.
嗯 这里没有画室 Well, there's no studio here.
我不会让你在走廊里画画的 I'm not going to have you painting in the gallery.
不 我也没打算这样 No, I never meant to.
我也不会让家里到处都是裸模 Nor will I have undraped models all over the house
或者说着可怕术语的评论家 or critics with their horrible jargon.
我也不喜欢松节油的味道 And I don't like the smell of turpentine.
我想 你会做好打算 I presume you intend to do the thing properly
画油画的吧 and paint with oils?
呃 我第一年可能不会画很多 Well, I probably shouldn't paint much in the first year.
不管怎么说 我应该会去一所学校 Anyway, I should be at a school.
出国吗 Abroad?
我相信 国外有一些非常好的学校 There are some excellent schools abroad, I believe.
呃 出国或者在这 Well, abroad or here.
我要先到处看看 I shall have to look round first.
出国到处看看 Look round abroad.
总之 你同意我离开牛津吗 Anyhow, you agree to my leaving Oxford?
同意 同意 我亲爱的儿子 你22岁了 Agree? Agree? My dear boy, you're 22.
是20岁 父亲 20, father.
十月才满21岁 21 in October.
是吗 哈哈 Is that all you are? Ha.
好像不止吧 It seems much longer.
那一年 我没有再见到塞巴斯蒂安 I did not see Sebastian again that year.
夏天快结束的时候 Towards the end of the summer,
我去了巴黎的一个小艺术学校 I took up a place in a small art school in Paris
在伊尔·圣路易找了几间房子 and found rooms in the lle Saint-Louis.
马奇曼夫人的一封信结束了这一段 A letter from Lady Marchmain completes this chapter:
“我亲爱的查尔斯 "My dear Charles,
塞巴斯蒂安住在这里并不快乐 "Sebastian's stay here has not been happy.
桑格拉斯先生好心地同意 "Mr. Samgrass has kindly consented
照顾他 "to take charge of him,
他们一起去了黎凡特 "and they go together to the Levant,
黎凡特：历史上不准确的地理名称 中东托罗斯山脉以南 地中海东岸 阿拉伯沙漠以北 上美索不达米亚以西 当今为叙利亚 黎巴嫩 约旦 以色列 巴勒斯坦等国家
桑格拉斯先生期待了很久 "where Mr. Samgrass has long been anxious
去调查一些东正教修道院 "to investigate a number of orthodox monasteries.
我希望你下学期的安排 "I hope your arrangements for next term
没有被伴随你的 "have not been too much upset
这一切打乱 and that everything will go well with you."
我今天早晨去了花园房 "I went to the garden room this morning
非常遗憾” and was so very sorry."