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杰瑞米·艾恩斯 饰 查尔斯·赖德 安东尼·安德鲁斯 饰 塞巴斯蒂安·弗莱特
戴安娜·奎克 饰 朱丽娅·弗莱特
西蒙·琼斯 饰 布赖兹赫德·布赖迪·弗莱特
菲比·尼克尔斯 饰 科迪莉娅·弗莱特
约翰·格里洛 饰 桑格拉斯先生 查尔斯·基廷 饰 雷克斯·莫特兰
特别出演
克莱尔·布鲁姆 饰 马奇曼夫人
莫娜·沃什伯恩 饰 霍金斯奶奶
故园风雨后
原著 伊夫林·沃
故园风雨后 编剧 约翰·莫提默
第五集 再击瘀伤
翻译/校对 歪歪 调轴适配：微博@Blutopia 部分翻译参考人民文学出版社[王一凡]译本
1924年冬天 In the winter of 1924,
我回到英国 I returned to England.
马奇曼夫人写信寄到巴黎 Lady Marchmain had written to me in Paris
告诉我塞巴斯蒂安 to tell me that Sebastian
会和桑格拉斯先生完成他们的黎凡特之旅 would complete his Levantine tour with Mr. Samgrass
及时赶回去和家人共度圣诞 in time to spend Christmas with his family.
她邀请我去布赖兹赫德 She invited me to Brideshead.
但是 与我伯父同过圣诞 Christmas with my uncle, however,
的约定不能打破 was an engagement I could not break.
所以 (圣诞节过完的)两天后 我穿越整个国家 So it was two days later that I traveled across country
期待着看到安顿好的塞巴斯蒂安 expecting to find Sebastian already established.
谢谢你 谢谢你 Thank you. Thank you.
还有那边两个 你真好心 And those two over there, if you would be so kind.
不 不 不 是那边那两个 No, no, no, those two over there.
查尔斯 Charles!
圣诞快乐 Happy Christmas,
或者我应该说 新年快乐 or should I say, happy New Year?
新年快乐 桑格拉斯先生 Happy New Year, Mr. Samgrass.
塞巴斯蒂安 你怎么在火车上 Sebastian, what are you doing on the train?
我以为你会回家过圣诞节的 I thought you were going to be home for Christmas.
耽搁了 There was a delay.
是行李 It was the luggage.
库克斯的阿特金森先生 Mr. Atkinson at Cooks
保证能在24号送达 promised it would arrive by the 24th,
但很不幸… 对 嗯 谢谢你 but unfortunately- Yes, um, thank you.
埃及怎么样 How was Egypt?
我待会跟你说 I'll tell you later.
当然 新年快乐 Happy New Year, certainly.
这一张是我们走到关口顶上时(拍的) This one is when we reached the top of the pass.
我们听到身后飞驰的马蹄声 We heard the galloping horses behind,
两个士兵跑到车队前面 and two soldiers came to the head of the caravan
让我们掉头 and turned us back.
他们就在右边 There they are on the right.
他们来的正是时候 They reached us only just in time.
前面不到一英里的地方就有一支队伍 There was a band not a mile ahead.
一支队伍 A band?
天哪 爵士乐队吗 Goodness! A jazz band?
亲爱的朱丽娅小姐 不是 Dear Lady Julia, no.
我想 那些地方的 I suppose the sort of folk music
民族音乐很单调吧 you get in those parts is very monotonous.
亲爱的马奇曼夫人 是一队土匪 Dear Lady Marchmain, a band of brigands.
山里到处都是土匪 The mountains are full of them,
凯末尔军队里掉队的士兵 stragglers from Kemal's army,
穆斯塔法·凯末尔·阿塔土克：1881-1938 土耳其军官 改革家 领导人 土耳其共和国第一任总统 总理 被誉为现代土耳其的缔造者
撤退时被切断退路的希腊人 Greeks who got cut off in the retreat.
我向你们保证 都是亡命之徒 Very desperate fellows, I assure you.
查尔斯 Charles.
掐我一下 Do pinch me.
所以 你们没去那个地方啊 So you never got to wherever it was.
你是不是非常失望 塞巴斯蒂安 Weren't you terribly disappointed, Sebastian?
我 我吗 Me? Me?
哦 我记得那天我不在场 Oh, I don't think I was there that day.
是吧 萨米 Was I, Sammy?
那天你生病了 That was the day you were ill.
对 那天我生病了 Yes, that was the day that I was ill,
所以我应该没去那个地方 so I shouldn't have got to wherever it was.
是吧 萨米 Should I, Sammy?
抱歉 Sorry.
现在看这张 马奇曼夫人 Now this, Lady Marchmain,
这是我们的土耳其厨师 阿利·托卡特 was our Turkish cook, Ali Torkut.
左边的是他 That's him on the left.
那是我在大马士革[叙利亚首都] That's me at Damascus.
那是我和一个挺无聊的土耳其年轻人 That's me with a rather tiresome Turkish youth.
这应该是在杰里科[巴勒斯坦乡村]旁边拍的一群人 This is a group taken near Jericho, I think.
不 是耶路撒冷[以色列首都] No, Jerusalem.
都是废墟 骡子和你 All ruins and mules and you.
塞巴斯蒂安在哪 Where's Sebastian?
啊 Ah.
他拿着相机 He-he held the camera.
他学会不用手遮住镜头之后 He became quite an expert as soon as he learned
就成了一位摄影专家 not to put his hand over the lens,
是吧 塞巴斯蒂安 didn't you, Sebastian?
这是我们 在贝鲁特[黎巴嫩港口] 一位街头摄影师拍的 This is us, taken by a street photographer in Beirut.
那是塞巴斯蒂安 There's Sebastian.
天哪 那是安东尼·布兰奇吗 Goodness, isn't that Anthony Blanche?
是的 我们看到他好多次 Yes, we saw quite a lot of him.
在君士坦丁堡偶然遇到他的 Met him by chance at Constantinople.
君士坦丁堡：另译康斯坦丁堡 土耳其城市 现称伊斯坦布尔
一个令人愉快的同伴 A delightful companion.
我与他相见恨晚 I can't think how I missed knowing him.
这张又是我们在骑士城堡[位于叙利亚] Here we are again at Krak des Chevaliers.
又是安东尼 There's Anthony again!
对 他和我们一起去了贝鲁特 Yes, he came with us all the way to Beirut.
好吧 恐怕就这么多了 Well, that's it, I'm afraid.
谢谢你 桑格拉斯先生 Thank you, Mr. Samgrass.
你们两个一定都经历了绝妙的旅程 It must have been a wonderful tour for you both.
我能跟你说句话吗 布赖迪 May I have a word with you, Bridey?
当然 母亲 Of course, Mother.
这一定是一次不同寻常的旅行 It must have been an extraordinary trip.
是啊 Yes.
你骑骆驼了吗 Did you ride a camel?
呃 Uh...
我不知道 可能吧 I don't know. Probably.
你能跟我聊聊巴黎吗 查尔斯 Will you tell me about Paris, Charles?
好啊 相比而言 没有那么令人激动 Well, it's not very exciting in comparison,
但也挺好的 but it's going very well.
你什么时候过来住住 塞巴斯蒂安 When are you going to come and stay, Sebastian?
你会喜欢的 You'll like it.
我猜 他们都觉得你很厉害吧 I suppose they all think you're wonderful over there.
嗯 那很令人惊讶 Well, it's amazing,
但我不能犯错 but I don't seem to have put a foot wrong.
老师们很好 The teachers are very good.
学生们我就不确定了 I'm not sure about the students.
他们从没走近过卢浮宫 They never go near the Louvre.
半数只对像弗朗西斯·皮卡比亚 Half of them are only interested
弗朗西斯·皮卡比亚：1879-1953 法国先锋派画家
那样引起轰动 感兴趣 in making a popular splash like Picabia,
另一半只想替《时尚》杂志画广告插画 and the other half just want to do advertisements for Vogue
或者装饰夜店 and decorate nightclubs.
查尔斯 Charles?
现代艺术都是胡扯 是吗 Modern art is all bosh, isn't it?
纯粹的胡扯 科迪莉娅 Great bosh, Cordelia.
哦 我很高兴 Oh, I am glad.
科迪莉娅 你去别的地方吧 Cordelia, why don't you run away
让我们安静一会 and leave us in peace?
你们回家不高兴吗 Aren't you at all pleased to be home?
对 我当然高兴 Yes, of course I'm pleased.
哼 那你可以表现出来 Well, you might show it.
我期待你们回家很久了 I've been looking forward to it so much.
真想不到 How extraordinary,
你们会碰到安东尼·布兰奇 your running into Anthony Blanche.
是啊 Yes, wasn't it?
亲爱的老安托万 Dear old Antoine.
很像过去的时候 Quite like old times.
打扰 爵爷 Excuse me, my lord.
我说 鸡尾酒盘呢 I say, where's the cocktail tray?
是不是到时候该端进来了 Isn't it time they brought it in?
还有点早 It's still a bit early.
威尔克斯先生在楼上 和夫人在一起 爵爷 Mr. Wilcox is upstairs with her ladyship, my lord.
好吧 别管了 你自己端进来吧 Well, never mind. Bring it in yourself.
钥匙在威尔克斯先生那里 爵爷 Mr. Wilcox has the keys, my lord.
嗯 他一下来就让他送过来 Well, send him in the moment he comes down.
好的 爵爷 Very good, my lord.
是啊 真想不到会那样遇到安东尼 Yes, extraordinary meeting Anthony like that.
他变了很多 He's very changed.
你都认不出来了 You wouldn't have recognized him.
他在伊斯坦布尔留了大胡子 He'd grown a great beard in lstanbul.
威尔克斯到底在哪 Where the hell is Wilcox?
非常不相称 Very unbecoming,
我让他剃掉了 and I made him shave it off.
好吧 反正我也不想喝鸡尾酒 Well, I don't think I want a cocktail, anyway.
我要上去看看奶奶 I'll go up and see Nanny,
然后去洗澡 and then I'll have my bath.
啊 查尔斯 你有空吗 Ah, Charles. Can you give me a moment?
有件事我得解释一下 There's something I've got to explain.
当然 Of course.
妈咪下命令 Mother's given orders
任何房间里都不能留下酒水 that no drinks are to be left in any of the rooms.
你理解为什么 You'll understand why.
如果你想喝酒 拉铃找威尔克斯 If you want anything, ring and ask Wilcox.
不过最好等到你一个人的时候 Only best wait until you're on your own.
对不起 但只能这样了 I'm sorry, but there it is.
真的有必要这样吗 Is that really necessary?
我觉得很有必要 I gather very necessary.
不知道你有没有听说 You may or may not have heard,
塞巴斯蒂安回到英国之后 又爆发了一次 Sebastian had another outbreak when he got back to England.
他整个圣诞节都失踪了 He was lost over Christmas.
桑格拉斯先生昨晚才找到他 Mr. Samgrass only found him yesterday evening.
我猜 一定是发生了这种事情 I guessed something of the sort must have happened.
你确定这是处理问题最好的方法吗 Are you sure this is the best way of dealing with it?
这是我母亲的方法 It's my mother's way.
哦 塞巴斯蒂安上楼了 如果你想喝酒 Oh, do have a drink yourself if you want
一定要喝一杯 now that he's gone upstairs.
这会让我觉得窒息 It would choke me.
你好 奶奶 我在找塞巴斯蒂安 Hello, Nanny. I was looking for Sebastian.
我以为他可能在这里 I thought he might be here.
我跟他说 他看起来好憔悴 I told him he was looking peaky.
外国那些吃的 All that foreign food,
我觉得他吃不惯 I don't suppose it agreed with him.
看看他的眼睛 看起来他好像也 He looked as though he's been having some late nights too
熬了很多夜 by the look of his eyes.
我猜他去跳舞了 Dancing, I suppose.
还有他的衬衫也需要补补 And his shirt wanted darning.
我跟他说 让他送去洗之前 I told him to bring it here to me
拿过来给我(补补) before it goes to the wash.
谢谢你 奶奶 Thank you, Nanny.
哦 是你 Oh, it's you.
吓我一跳 You gave me a fright.
所以你在喝酒 So you got a drink.
我不知道你在说什么 I don't know what you mean.
哦 得了吧 你不需要跟我假装 Oh, come on, you don't have to pretend with me.
你可以请我喝点 You might offer me one.
只是我酒瓶里剩下的一点 It's just a little something I had in my flask.
现在喝完了 It's empty now.
发生什么了 What's going on?
没什么 Nothing.
很多 A lot.
我有时间再跟你说 I'll tell you sometime.
嗯 我最好去换衣服 Well, I'd better go and get changed.
这当然是真的 马奇曼夫人 It is certainly true, Lady Marchmain,
关于黎凡特的烹饪法 about the Levantine cuisine.
它的有些方面 会让对此毫无经验的人 It can have the most alarming aspects
极其惊恐 for the uninitiated.
当我们和特拉比松[土耳其城市]的长老一起吃饭时 When we were dining with the patriarch of Trebizond,
他们招待我们最特别的菜肴 we were offered that most special delicacy:
放在蒸粗麦粉上的绵羊眼睛 The eye of the sheep in a bed of couscous.
好恶心 How very disgusting.
确实 我努力寻找我那个懂民俗的希腊人 Indeed, I was struggling to find my demotic Greek for,
“我喜欢绵羊的眼睛 "I like sheep's eye,
但绵羊的眼睛不喜欢我” but sheep's eye doesn't like me."
你似乎很能忍受艰难困苦 You seem to have borne your hardships very well,
桑格拉斯先生 Mr. Samgrass.
是啊 Yes.
明天谁去打猎 Who's hunting tomorrow?
我去 I am.
我在说(要骑)你的马 朱丽娅 如果你不介意的话 I'm taking that horse of yours, Julia, if you don't mind.
只是带它去见见猎犬 Just to show him to the hounds.
嗯 好的 Mm, that's all right.
我想 雷克斯明天不知道什么时候来 I think Rex is arriving sometime tomorrow.
我最好还是待在家里等他 I suppose I'd better stay in and see him.
抱歉 我来晚了 Sorry. Bit late.
我答应明天骑比尔泽巴布[魔王]先生出去 I've promised an outing on Mr. Beelzebub tomorrow.
说真的 科迪莉娅 给马起这个名字真难听 Really, Cordelia, what an unfortunate name for a pony.
你没抓到重点 妈咪 You don't get the point, Mummy.
布里吉特修女说 如果你能骑恶魔 Sister Bridget said that if you can ride the devil,
你就能骑一切东西 you can ride anything.
在哪碰面 这里吗 Where is this meet? Is it here?
对 是的 Yes, it is.
嗯 如果在这 我也想去打猎 拜托 Well, if it's here, I'd like to hunt, please.
如果有什么留给我的话 That's if there's something for me.
当然 很高兴(你也去) Of course. Be delighted.
我本想问你的 塞巴斯蒂安 I would have asked you, Sebastian,
但你总是抱怨我们强迫你出去 but you always used to complain of being made to go out.
好吧 但明天我想去 Well, tomorrow I'd like to.
很简单 It's perfectly simple then.
你可以骑汀克贝尔[小仙子] You can have Tinker Bell.
这个狩猎季 它表现很好 She's been going very nicely this season.
不用 谢谢你 No, thank you.
我要威士忌 谢谢 I'll have whiskey, please.
我很高兴你明天出去 塞巴斯蒂安 I'm so glad you're going out tomorrow, Sebastian.
出去一天对你很有好处 A day out will be so good for you.
桑格拉斯先生在跟我讲你们两个是怎样 Mr. Samgrass was telling me how you both stood up
一起面对旅途中的困难的 to the hardships of your journey together.
我不知道你们得经受这样的苦事 I had no idea you had to endure such discomfort.
是吗 Has he?
我正在解释那次 I was explaining about the time
我们被困在土耳其边境 we were held at the Turkish border
不得不跟守卫一起吃晚饭 and had to share the guards' supper.
你记得吗 Don't you remember?
哦 对 当然 Oh, yes, of course,
守卫的晚饭 the guards' supper.
你今晚去小教堂吗 妈咪 Are you going to chapel tonight, Mummy?
不 不 我不去 No, no. I don't think so.
我觉得早点睡对我们都好 I think an early night will do us all good.
有谁记得提醒我 写张便条送去马厩 Someone remind me to write out a note for the stables.
我觉得汀克贝尔一定很适合你 塞巴斯蒂安 I think Tinker Bell will suit you very well, Sebastian.
快保证 你明天不会让我失望的 You won't let me down tomorrow, promise?
你会试试的吧 You will try and look smart?
当然 Of course.
我真希望 明天我也能你和一起出去 I rather wish I was coming out with you tomorrow.
你不会看到太多运动的 You wouldn't see much sport.
我可以明确告诉你 我打算做什么 I can tell you exactly what I'm going to do.
我会在第一个隐蔽处甩掉布赖迪 I shall leave Bridey at the first cover,
骑马去最近的酒吧 hack across to the nearest pub,
一整天都在酒吧里 and spend the entire day
安静地喝酒 quietly soaking in the bar parlor.
他们像对待一个酒鬼那样对待我 They treat me like a dipsomaniac.
那他们就会得到一个酒鬼 They can bloody well have a dipsomaniac.
反正我也讨厌打猎 I hate hunting, anyway.
好吧 我阻止不了你 Well, I can't stop you.
其实 你可以阻止我 You can, as a matter of fact.
只要你不给我钱 By not giving me any money.
你知道 他们在夏天停掉了我的银行账户 They stopped my banking account, you know, in the summer.
这是我最大的困难之一 It's been one of my chief difficulties.
我当掉了我的手表和烟盒 I pawned my watch and cigarette case
来度过快乐的圣诞 to ensure a happy Christmas.
所以我得找你要 So I shall have to come to you tomorrow
给明天花的钱 for my day's expenses.
我不会给的 I won't.
你很清楚 我不能给 You know perfectly well I can't.
是吗 查尔斯 Won't you, Charles?
哦 好吧 我敢说 我总会自己解决的 Oh, well, I daresay I'll manage on my own somehow.
最近我在这方面很聪明 I got pretty clever at that recently,
自己解决问题 managing on my own.
我不得不 I've had to.
塞巴斯蒂安 你和桑格拉斯先生去干什么了 Sebastian, what have you and Mr. Samgrass been up to?
晚饭时他告诉你了 He told you at dinner.
废墟和导游 Ruins and guides...
还有骡子 and mules,
萨米就去干这个了 that's what Sammy's been up to.
那你呢 And you?
我觉得我最好还是告诉你 I suppose I may as well tell you,
既然他没有保守 since he unfortunately seems to have been very indiscreet
我快乐圣诞的秘密 about my happy Christmas.
我摆脱了萨米 I gave Sammy the slip.
我一直在猜 I had begun to guess.
我在君士坦丁堡打牌走运了 I got lucky at cards in Constantinople,
我当时正在酒吧里享受了一小时 and I was just enjoying a very happy hour in a bar
安东尼·布兰奇走进来了 when who should walk in but Anthony Blanche
蓄着大胡子 带着一个漂亮的犹太男孩 with a beard and a very pretty little Jew boy.
安东尼借给我十镑[纸币] Anthony lent me a tenner
帮我逃脱… to help me escape...
正好萨米气喘吁吁地进来 重新抓到我 just before Sammy came panting in to recapture me.
从那之后 他不再让我离开他的视线 After that he wouldn't let me out of his sight.
但在雅典 就简单了 But in Athens, it was easy.
我们住在公使馆 We stayed in the legation.
一天 吃过午饭之后 我轻松地走出去 One day after lunch, I simply walked out,
在库克斯换了钱 cashed the money at Cooks,
找到一个会说美语的水手 found a sailor who spoke American,
和他待在一起 直到他的船启航 lay up with him until his ship sailed,
然后回到君士坦丁堡 and popped back to Constantinople.
就是这样 That was that.
那萨米不介意吗 And didn't Sammy mind?
一开始 他有点焦虑 He was a bit anxious at first.
我不想让他派 I didn't want him to get
整个地中海舰队出来(找我) the entire Mediterranean Fleet out,
所以我发电报给他说 “我挺好的 so I cabled him saying, "I'm quite well.
请寄一半的钱到奥斯曼银行 "Please send half the money to the Ottoman Bank
剩下的你自己留着” and keep the rest for yourself."
—可怜的老萨米 —可怜的老萨米 -Poor old Sammy. -Poor old Sammy.
我几乎都要替他难过了 I almost feel sorry for him.
最后 我觉得他以他自己那种可怕的方式 In the end I think he quite enjoyed himself
玩得也挺开心的 in his own ghastly little way.
所以我回来了 So here I am.
在圣诞之后 After Christmas.
是啊 Yes.
我决定要过一个快乐的圣诞 I was determined to have a happy Christmas.
有吗 Did you?
我觉得有 I think so.
不记得太多了 Don't remember much about it.
这总是个好迹象 对吧 That's always a good sign, isn't it?
塞巴斯蒂安 Sebastian?
你不能穿成这样 You can't go dressed like that.
去换衣服吧 Do go and change.
你穿打猎装很好看的 You look so lovely in your hunting clothes.
它们不知道放在什么地方了 They're all locked away somewhere.
吉布斯找不到 Gibbs couldn't find them.
胡说 That's a fib.
在去叫你之前 我就帮忙找出来了 I helped get them out myself before you were called.
你答应过我的 You promised me.
很多小地方掉东西了 There are all sorts of bits missing.
哼 这样只会助长斯崔克兰-维纳布斯夫妻(的毛病) Well, it just encourages the Strickland-Venables.
他们表现很糟糕 They've been behaving rottenly.
他们甚至让马夫不戴礼帽 They've even taken their grooms out of top hats.
你看 You see.
这点事他们都不信任我 They won't even trust me that far.
疯了的是他们 不是我 It's they who are mad, not me.
早上好 Good morning.
现在 你总不能拒绝给我钱了吧 Now you can't refuse me money.
再给点 More.
塞巴斯蒂安 Sebastian!
你的午饭 Lunch.
早上好 塞巴斯蒂安 Good morning, Sebastian.
所以 塞巴斯蒂安要去追狐狸 So Sebastian is in pursuit of the fox,
我们的小问题可以搁置一两个小时了 and our little problem is shelved for an hour or two.
昨晚 我听说了你们大旅行(的真相) I heard all about your grand tour last night.
啊 我就知道你会(听说)的 Ah, I rather supposed you might have.
我没有拿这些事让我们的女主人烦心 I did not harrow our hostess with all that.
毕竟 结果 After all, it turned out
比任何人能预想的都要好 far better than anyone had any right to expect.
但是 我确实感觉 I did feel, however,
应该跟她解释一下 that some explanation was due to her
塞巴斯蒂安的圣诞节是怎么过的 for Sebastian's Christmas festivities.
你昨晚可能发现了 You may have observed last night
她采取了一些预防措施 that there were certain precautions.
是的 I did.
你觉得过分吗 You thought them excessive?
我跟你一样 I am with you.
尤其是 这将会影响到我们 Particularly as they tend to compromise the comfort
小小来访的舒适性 of our own little visit.
今早 我见过了马奇曼夫人 I have seen Lady Marchmain this morning.
你别以为我刚起床 You must not suppose I am just out of bed.
我上楼跟我们的女主人聊了一会 I have had a little talk upstairs with our hostess.
我觉得 今晚我们也许能放松一下 I think we may hope for some relaxation tonight.
昨晚可不是 Yesterday was not an evening
任何人希望重演的 that any of us would wish to have repeated.
我不确定今晚 I'm not sure that tonight
是开始放松的合适时机 is quite the time to start the relaxation.
塞巴斯蒂安今天做不了坏事 Sebastian can come to no mischief today.
就凭一点 他没有钱 我正巧知道 For one thing, he has no money. I happen to know.
我确保的 I saw to it.
我甚至拿走了他放在楼上的手表和烟盒 I even have his watch and cigarette case upstairs.
他不会造成伤害的 He will be quite harmless.
只要没有人坏到给他钱 As long as no one is so wicked as to give him any.
你不觉得这个话题很无聊吗 Don't you get bored with the subject?
为什么每个人都要小题大做 Why must everyone make such a thing about it?
因为我们都喜欢他 Because we're fond of him.
好吧 我觉得 从某个方面来说 我也喜欢他 Well, I'm fond of him too, in a way, I suppose.
我只是希望 他能表现得和其他人一样 Only I wish he'd behave like anyone else.
我在家庭丑闻的阴影下长大 你知道的 是爸爸 I grew up with one family skeleton, you know, Papa.
不能在侍应们面前谈起 Not to be talked of in front of the servants,
当我们还小的时候 not to be talked of in front of us
不能在我们面前谈起 when we were children.
如果妈咪也想 If Mummy is going to start
让塞巴斯蒂安成为一个丑闻 making a skeleton out of Sebastian,
就太过分了 it's too much.
如果他想长醉不醒 If he wants to be always tight,
他为什么不去肯尼亚 或者其他 why doesn't he go off to Kenya or somewhere,
喝醉了也不要紧的地方呢 where it doesn't matter?
他在肯尼亚不会开心 Why does it matter less being unhappy in Kenya
这不重要吗 than anywhere else?
别装傻 查尔斯 Don't pretend to be stupid, Charles.
你很明白 You understand perfectly.
你的意思是 这样不会有 You mean there won't be
那么多让你尴尬的情形吧 so many embarrassing situations for you?
你什么时候去巴黎 When do you go to Paris, Charles?
大概一个月之后 In about a month.
我想 我开始想念巴黎了 I think I'm beginning to miss it.
我现在在伊尔·圣路易有一间新画室 Now I've got a new studio on the lle Saint-Louis.
大概有六段楼梯那么高 It's up about six flights of stairs,
但视野很好 but there's a wonderful view.
巴黎的灯光很不一样 The light's quite different in Paris.
我喜欢那一部分 I love that part,
塞纳河和巴黎圣母院 the river and Notre Dame.
你在那一定很快乐 You must be happy there.
我回去的时候 希望塞巴斯蒂安能跟我 I'm hoping Sebastian will come and stay with me
一起过去住 when I go back.
那真好 查尔斯 That would have been lovely, Charles.
我希望他能跟我去伦敦住 I hope he will be coming to stay with me in London.
你知道那不可能 You know that's impossible.
伦敦是最糟的地方 London is the worst place.
在那里 就连桑格拉斯先生也找不到他 Even Mr. Samgrass couldn't find him there.
这个家里没有秘密 We have no secrets in this house.
你知道吗 整个圣诞他都失踪了 He was lost, you know, all through Christmas.
桑格拉斯能找到他 Mr. Samgrass only found him
只是因为他付不起账单 because he couldn't pay the bill where he was,
他们把电话打到我们家来了 so they had to telephone our house.
太可怕了 It's too horrible.
不 去伦敦是不可能的 No, London is impossible.
如果他和我们在一起都不能好好表现 If he can't behave himself here with us,
我们就必需保证他 we shall have to keep him
在这里是健康 快乐的 healthy and happy here for a while
然后再次让他和桑格拉斯先生出国 and then send him abroad again with Mr. Samgrass.
你看 我以前就经历过这一切 You see, I've been through all this before.
我希望他今天玩得开心 I hope he's having a good day.
反驳的话就在嘴边 The retort was there,
没有说 但我们两个都很清楚 unspoken, well understood by both of us:
“你管不住你的丈夫 他逃走了 "You couldn't keep your husband. He ran away.
塞巴斯蒂安也会逃走 因为他们两个都恨你” So will Sebastian, because they both hate you."
因此 我跟朱丽娅和马奇曼夫人 Thus, with Julia and Lady Marchmain,
(的谈话)陷入僵局 I reached deadlock,
不是因为我们都不能理解彼此 not because we failed to understand one another
而是因为我们都太了解了 but because we understood too well.
这个话题在家里无处不在 The subject was everywhere in the house,
就像船舱深处的一团火焰 like a fire deep in the hold of a ship.
我觉得… 作为参考 I do think... as reference.
对 Yes.
妈咪 看看雷克斯的圣诞礼物 Mummy, do look at Rex's Christmas present.
你好 雷克斯 Hello, Rex.
—莫特兰先生 —你好 桑格拉斯先生 -Mr. Mottram. -Hello, Samgrass.
哎呀 Dear me.
我想知道 它是不是和普通乌龟 I wonder if it eats the same kinds of things
吃一样的东西 as an ordinary tortoise.
它要是死了 你要怎么办 What will you do when it's dead?
你能把另一只乌龟塞进这个壳里吗 Can you have another tortoise fitted into the shell?
这个略显骇人的话题 This slightly obscene object
成为了那晚难忘的部分 became a memorable part of the evening,
当大事处于紧要关头时 one of those needle-hooks of experience
这个细小的经历吸引了注意 which catch the attention when larger matters are at stake
就算忘却 也留在记忆里 and remain in the mind when they are forgotten,
因此 多年以后 就是一点镀金 so that years later it is a bit of gilding
或者一个特别的气味 或者时钟的嘀嗒音调 or a certain smell or the tone of a clock ticking
让人回想起当时的惨剧 which recall one to a tragedy.
我希望他是酗酒症 I hope it's dipsomania.
那只是不幸 我们都得帮他一起承受 That's simply a great misfortune we must all help him bear.
过去我总是害怕 What I used to fear was that
他随心所欲地 he just got drunk deliberately
故意喝醉 when he liked and because he liked.
但他从前正是这么做的 But that's exactly what he did.
我们都是这样的 That's what we both did.
他现在跟我在一起也是这样 That's what he does with me now.
如果你母亲相信我的话 I can keep him to that
我能让他的状态不会变得更差 if only your mother would trust me.
如果你们用监视和治疗的手段烦他 If you worry him with keepers and cures,
几年后 他的身体就会垮掉 he'll be a physical wreck in a few years.
身体垮掉 There's nothing wrong
没什么错 你知道吗 in being a physical wreck, you know?
没有道德义务 There's no moral obligation
去成为一个猎犬训练师 或者邮政部长 to become a Master of Foxhounds or postmaster general
或者80岁还能步行十英里 or to live to walk ten miles at 80.
“错”“道德义务” "Wrong," "moral obligation,"
你又回到宗教上去了 now you're back on religion.
我从来没有离开宗教 I never left it.
你知道吗 布赖迪 Do you know, Bridey,
如果什么时候 我想成为天主教徒 if ever I thought about becoming a Catholic,
我只需要跟你聊五分钟 I'd only have to talk to you for five minutes
就会打消念头 to be cured.
你总能把 You manage to reduce
非常理智的提议变成 what seem quite sensible propositions
十足的胡扯 to stark nonsense.
你这么说真奇怪 It's odd you should say that.
之前 我也听别人这么说过 I've heard it before from other people.
这就是我觉得我不能成为 It's one of the reasons why I don't think
一个优秀神父的原因之一 I should have made a good priest.
我猜 是我思维方式的问题 It's something in the way my mind works, I suppose.
送他去苏黎世[瑞士城市]的博瑞瑟斯那里 Send him to Borethus in Zurich.
博瑞瑟斯就是你们要找的人 Borethus is the man.
在他的疗养院 每天都上演奇迹 He performs miracles every day at that sanatorium of his.
你们知道查理·基卡特尼过去是怎么喝酒的 You know how Charlie Kilcartney used to drink.
不 No.
不 我恐怕不知道查理·基卡特尼是怎么喝酒的 No, I'm afraid I don't know how Charlie Kilcartney drank.
两任妻子都对他绝望了 Two wives despaired of him.
当他和西尔维娅订婚的时候 When he got engaged to Sylvia,
她的条件是 他要去苏黎世 she made it a condition that he go to Zurich
接受治疗 也奏效了 and take the cure, and it worked.
三个月后 他回来的时候 判若两人 He came back three months later a different man,
从那之后 他滴酒不沾 and he hasn't touched a drop since,
就算西尔维娅离开他之后也没有喝过 even though Sylvia walked out on him.
她为什么要离开他 Why did she do that?
呃 Well...
查理戒酒之后 Charlie got to be a bit of a bore
变得有点讨厌 when he stopped drinking.
但这不是故事的重点 But that's not the point of the story.
我想 确实不是 No, I suppose, really,
这是个鼓舞人心的故事 it's meant to be an encouraging story.
他也接收有性问题的人 你们知道吗 He takes sex cases too, you know?
哦 亲爱的 可怜的塞巴斯蒂安 Oh, dear, what very peculiar friends
会在苏黎世结交什么奇怪的朋友啊 poor Sebastian will make in Zurich.
要去他那里 得提前几个月预定 He's booked up for months ahead,
但我觉得 如果我开口 他可能会找到空房间的 but I think he might find room if I asked him.
我可以今晚从这里给他打电话 I could telephone him from here tonight.
我会考虑的 I'll think about it.
好 Fine.
你好 Hello!
你好 雷克斯 Hello, Rex.
嗨 科迪莉娅 Hi, Cordelia.
哦 朱丽娅 那是什么 Oh, Julia, what's that?
好野蛮 How beastly.
这是雷克斯给我的圣诞礼物 It's my Christmas present from Rex.
哦 对不起 Oh, I'm sorry.
我总是说错话 I'm always putting my foot in it.
但好残忍啊 它一定很疼 But how cruel. It must hurt frightfully.
它们没有感觉的 They can't feel.
你怎么知道 How do you know?
我敢说他们一定能 I bet they can.
我已经在巴尼女士那里喝过茶了 I've already had one tea at Mrs. Barney's,
但我还是饿 but I'm still hungry.
今天真好玩 It was a spiffing day.
你们真应该看看 瑾·斯崔克兰-维纳布斯 You should have seen Jean Strickland-Venables
摔倒泥里去了 when she fell off in the mud.
塞巴斯蒂安在哪 Where's Sebastian?
他真丢脸 He's in disgrace.
穿着那件难看的外套 Coming out in that beastly rat-catcher's coat
系着一条又小又丑的领带 and that mean little tie
好像刚从莫文上尉的骑兵学校里出来 like something from Captain Morvin's Riding Academy.
碰面时我都没认出他来 I just didn't recognize him in the meet,
希望大家都没认出来 and I hope nobody else did.
怎么了 他还没回来吗 Why? Isn't he back yet?
我猜他迷路了 I expect he got lost.
可怜的小东西 那只可怕的乌龟 Poor little thing, that horrid tortoise.
我们要怎么处理 What are we going to do about it?
我会处理的 对 我会 I will deal with it. Yes, I will.
小姐 Lady?
谢谢你 Thank you.
我听到塞巴斯蒂安爵爷回来了 是吗 威尔克斯 Did I hear Lord Sebastian come back, Wilcox?
是的 夫人 他刚到 Yes, my lady. He's just arrived.
他从南特外宁打电话来 让人去接 He rang up from South Twining to be collected.
他一定是跟谁喝茶去了 He must have stopped for tea with someone.
南特外宁 有谁住在那吗 South Twining? Who lives there?
他是从旅馆打来的 夫人 He spoke from the hotel, my lady.
南特外宁 South Twining?
天哪 他真的迷路了 Goodness, he did get lost.
谢谢你 威尔克斯 Thank you, Wilcox.
亲爱的儿子 看到你气色这么好 我真高兴 Dear boy, how nice to see you looking so well again.
在户外一天果然对你有好处 Your day in the open has done you good.
酒都在桌上 随便喝吧 Drinks are on the table. Do help yourself.
谢谢你 我会的 Thank you. I will.
她的语气里没有什么特别的 There was nothing unusual in her speech
但她说这样的话就很不同寻常 but the fact of her saying it.
六个月前 她绝对不会这么说 Six months ago, it would not have been said.
你的那匹马 布赖迪 That horse of yours, Bridey...
没有鬼用 it's no damned use.
一座鼹丘都翻不过去 Couldn't get it over a molehill.
你怎么能想着 让我跟得上其他人 How did you expect me to keep up with the rest of the field
就算我想跟上 even if I wanted to?
别坐太久 布赖迪 Don't sit too long, Bridey.
我端酒上来了 爵爷 Shall I serve the port, my lord?
好的 谢谢你 Yes, thank you.
查尔斯 你看到了 Charles, you saw it.
你看到这有多可悲 You saw how pathetic it was.
你看到了 You saw it.
一次击打 在意料之中 再一次 A blow, expected, repeated,
落在瘀伤之上 falling on a bruise
没有刺痛或震惊 with no smart or shock of surprise,
只有隐约而令人厌烦的疼痛 only a dull and sickening pain
还有对能否再承受一次击打的怀疑 and the doubt whether another like it could be borne.
那晚 坐在塞巴斯蒂安对面吃晚饭 That was how it felt sitting opposite Sebastian
就是这种感觉 at dinner that night.
你最好去睡觉 塞巴斯蒂安 You'd best go to bed, Sebastian.
先喝点酒 Some port first.
如果你想喝 就喝点吧 Have some port if you want it,
但不要去客厅 but don't come into the drawing room.
一醉方休 Too bloody drunk!
就像古时候 Like olden times.
古时候 绅士们都是喝醉之后 才去找女士们 Gentlemen were always too drunk to join ladies in olden times.
以下为《小人物日记》片段
“四月26日 "April 26th.
再拿点红瓷漆 "Got some more red enamel paint -
红色 在我的印象里 是最好的颜色 "red, to my mind, being the best color -
煤斗[壁炉边的储煤小框] "and painted the coal scuttle
和莎士比亚雕像的后背都漆成红色 "and the backs of our Shakespeare,
油漆差不多都磨掉了” the binding of which had almost worn out."
塞巴斯蒂安去睡觉了 Sebastian's gone to bed.
我想 我们也该走了 I think we should go too.
科迪莉娅 朱丽娅 Cordelia? Julia?
哦 还早呢 妈咪 Oh, not just yet, Mummy.
我再待一会 I'm staying up for a little.
你去睡觉之前 上来看看我 Come up and see me before you go to bed.
我应该没睡着 I shan't be asleep.
晚安 雷克斯 Good night, Rex.
晚安 马奇曼夫人 Good night, Lady Marchmain.
—晚安 母亲 —晚安 -Good night, Mother. -Good night.
啊 马奇曼夫人 谢谢你这么动人的朗读 Ah, Lady Marchmain, thank you for reading so delightfully.
晚安 桑格拉斯先生 Good night, Mr. Samgrass.
晚安 查尔斯 Good night, Charles.
晚安 马奇曼夫人 Good night, Lady Marchmain.
—晚安 查尔斯 —晚安 科迪莉娅 -Good night, Charles. -Good night, Cordelia.
桑格拉斯先生 你过来吗 Mr. Samgrass, are you coming?
哦 对 我早就准备好了 Oh, yes, indeed. I'm more than ready.
晚安 Good night.
—晚安 —晚安 -Good night. -Good night.
你收拾好东西了 查尔斯 You're packed, Charles.
怎么了 What's happening?
我要走了 I'm going.
跟我说实话 Tell me honestly,
你不想让我继续住在这 是吧 you don't want me to stay, do you?
不 查尔斯 我不想 No, Charles. I don't believe I do.
我帮不了你 对吗 I'm no help, am I?
帮不了 No help.
我最好去跟你母亲告别 I'd better go and say good-bye to your mother.
问题是 The problem is,
在我回巴黎之前 还有非常多的 I've got a tremendous amount of work to get done
工作要做 before I go back to Paris.
很抱歉 我不能像我希望的那样 住那么久 I'm sorry I'm not able to stay as long as I'd hoped,
我希望您原谅我 这么匆忙离开 and I hope you'll forgive me rushing off like this.
好吧 那就再见吧 查尔斯 Well, then it's good-bye, Charles.
再见 马奇曼夫人 Good-bye, Lady Marchmain,
非常感谢您 让我住在这里 and thank you very much for having me to stay.
查尔斯 Charles,
有件事我一定要问你 there's something I must ask you.
你昨天给塞巴斯蒂安钱了吗 Did you give Sebastian money yesterday?
对 Yes.
明知道他会怎么花那钱 Knowing how he was likely to spend it?
对 Yes.
我不理解 I don't understand it.
我就是不理解 I simply don't understand
一个人怎么能做出这么冷酷恶毒的事 how anyone could do something so callously wicked.
我不会责怪你 I'm not going to reproach you.
上帝知道 我不会责怪任何人 God knows it's not for me to reproach anyone.
我孩子的任何失败 都是我的失败 Any failure in my children is my failure.
但我不理解 But I don't understand it.
我不理解 你在那么多方面 I don't understand how you could have been so nice
都很好 in so many ways
怎么会做出这么残忍的事 and then do something so wantonly cruel.
我不理解 我们这么喜欢你 I don't understand how we all liked you so much.
你一直都恨我们吗 Did you hate us all the time?
我不理解 我们怎么就要遭受这样的对待 I don't understand how we deserved it.
再见 Good-bye.
我无动于衷 I remained unmoved.
我内心没有一丝一毫 There was no part of me
被她的悲伤打动 remotely touched by her distress.
这和我经常想象的 被学校开除的场景很像 It was as I had often imagined being expelled from school.
我几乎以为会听到她说 I almost expected to hear her say,
“我已经写信通知了你不幸的父亲” "I have already written to inform your unhappy father."
但是 我坐车走了 But, as I drove away,
我觉得 我把自己的一部分也留在了这里 I felt that I was leaving part of myself behind,
不论我之后去向哪里 and that wherever I went afterwards,
都会感受到它的缺失 I should feel the lack of it
并绝望地搜寻 and search for it hopelessly,
就像鬼魂那样 as ghosts are said to do.
“我永远不会回来了” 我对自己说 "I shall never go back," I said to myself.
一扇门关上了 A door had shut,
我在牛津寻找 the low door in the wall
并找到的 围墙上的那扇矮门 I had sought and found at Oxford.
打开之后 我没有找到什么魔力花园 Open it now, and I should find no enchanted garden.
在暗无天日的珊瑚宫殿和 I had come to the surface
随波飘荡的海底森林 被囚禁了太久 into the light of common day after a long captivity
我终于浮上水面 重新回到平凡生活 in the sunless coral palaces and waving forests
的阳光下 of the ocean bed.
“我把幻想留下了”我对自己说 "I have left behind illusion," I said to myself.
“今后 我就生活在一个三维的世界中 "Henceforth, I live in a world of three dimensions
在我五种感官的帮助下” with the aid of my five senses."
后来我才知道 没有那样的一个世界 I have since learned that there is no such world.
但当时 随着汽车拐了个弯 房子在视线中消失 But then, as the car turned out of sight of the house,
我以为 这不需要去找 I thought it took no finding
就在大路尽头 我的四周 but lay all about me at the end of the avenue.