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杰瑞米·艾恩斯 饰 查尔斯·赖德
戴安娜·奎克 饰 朱丽娅·弗莱特
西蒙·琼斯 饰 布赖兹赫德·布赖迪·弗莱特
菲比·尼克尔斯 饰 科迪莉娅·弗莱特
查尔斯·基廷 饰 雷克斯·莫特兰
特别出演
克莱尔·布鲁姆 饰 马奇曼夫人
约翰·勒·梅苏里尔 饰 莫布雷神父
故园风雨后
原著 伊夫林·沃
故园风雨后 编剧 约翰·莫提默
第六集 朱丽娅
[法语] 你好 女士 Bonjour, Madame.
[法语] 你好 赖德先生 Bonjour, Monsieur Ryder.
1925年春天 我回到巴黎 In the spring of 1925, I returned to Paris
回到我在那里结识的朋友和形成的习惯中间 to the friends I had found there and the habits I had formed.
[法语] 谢谢 女士 Merci, Madame.
我以为我不会再听到布赖兹赫德的任何消息 I thought I should hear no more of Brideshead,
但生活中的分离没有那么彻底 but life has few separations as sharp as that.
雷克斯 Rex.
他在哪 查尔斯 Where is he, Charles?
我今天早上过来的 I came by this morning.
他们告诉我 你经常吃午饭的地方 They told me where you usually lunch,
但我没找到你 but I couldn't find you.
他在你这吗 Have you got him?
所以说 他也从你身边溜走了 是吗 So he's given you the slip too, has he?
我们昨晚到这 We got here last night,
准备今天去苏黎世 and we're going to go on to Zurich today.
晚饭后 我把他留在洛蒂酒店 I left him at the Lotti after dinner,
因为他说他累了 as he said he was tired,
然后 我就去旅行者俱乐部玩了一会 then went round to the Travelers' for a game.
等你回去之后 发现他不见了 And when you came back, you found he was gone?
完全不是 Not at all.
我倒希望是这样 I wish I had.
不 他在那等我 No, he was waiting up for me.
我在旅行者俱乐部手气很好 I had a run of luck at the Travelers'.
赢了一大笔钱 I cleaned up a packet.
塞巴斯蒂安趁我睡着的时候 把钱偷走了 Sebastian pinched the lot while I was asleep.
只留下两张去苏黎世的头等车票 All he left me was two first-class tickets to Zurich
夹在镜子边上 stuck in the edge of the looking glass.
将近300镑呢 该死 It was close under 300 quid, blast him.
所以 他现在可能在任何地方 So now he may be anywhere?
对 任何地方 Yeah. Anywhere.
你不会把他藏起来了吧 You're not hiding him, by any chance?
我跟他们家的关系已经结束了 My dealings with that family are over.
我想 我(跟他们家的关系)才刚刚开始 I think mine are just beginning.
我有很多要跟你说 I've got a lot to talk to you about,
但我答应一个家伙 but I promised this chap
要去旅行者俱乐部 给他报仇的机会 I'd give him his revenge back at the Travelers'.
你跟我一起吃晚饭吧 Will you dine with me?
好的 去哪 Yes. Where?
我通常去西罗餐厅 I usually go to Ciro's.
为什么不去派拉德餐厅 Why not Paillard's?
没听说过 我请客 你知道的 Never heard of it. I'm paying, you know.
我知道 I know you are.
我来点菜 I'll order the dinner.
好的 I see.
那地方叫什么来着 What's the name of that place again?
我写下来给你 I'll write it down for you.
那时 在法国生活的花销不大 It was not expensive to live in France then.
但是 吃这样晚餐的机会 It was very seldom, however, that I had an opportunity
还是很少的 for a dinner like this,
如果我得跟雷克斯共度一晚 and if I had to spend an evening with Rex,
那一定要按照我的意思来 it should at any rate be in my own way.
我离开之后 你在布赖兹赫德待得久吗 Did you stay long at Brideshead after I left?
我的名字有没有被提起很多次 Was my name mentioned much?
有没有被提起 Was it mentioned?
我都听腻了 哥们 I got sick of the sound of it, old boy.
侯爵夫人自称对你 The Marchioness got what she called
问心有愧 a bad conscience about you.
我猜 上次你们见面的时候 她说的话挺难听的吧 She piled it on pretty thick, I gather, at your last meeting.
冷酷恶毒 极度残忍 Callously wicked, wantonly cruel.
哇哦 刻薄的言语 Ouch. Hard words.
别人怎么叫你没有关系 Well, it doesn't matter what people call you
只要他们不叫你 鸽子派 然后把你吃掉 as long as they don't call you pigeon pie and eat you up.
什么 What?
一句俗语 It's a saying.
哦 Oh.
啊 现在 我想在鱼子酱里加一点洋葱碎 Ah, now, I like a bit of onion with my caviar.
一个懂行的家伙说 这样更能凸显味道 Chap who knew said it brought out the flavor.
先试试不加(洋葱)的吧 Try it without first.
再跟我说说 有关我的事 And tell me more news of myself.
好吧 格里纳克 那个叫什么来着的 Well, Greenacre, or whatever he was called,
那个自以为了不起的大学老师 the snooty don.
桑格拉斯 Samgrass.
他总算栽了 He came a cropper.
大家都喜闻乐见 That was well-received by all.
在你离开之后 他受宠了一两天 He was the blue-eyed boy for a day or two after you left.
(夫人)总是拿他来压制我们 He was always being pushed down our throats,
所以 最终 朱丽娅忍受不了了 so in the end, Julia couldn't bear it anymore
揭发了他 and gave him away.
桑格拉斯就混到头了 That was the end of Samgrass.
我告诉你一件事 查尔斯 I'll tell you a thing, Charles,
马奇曼夫人还没有对任何人说 the Ma Marchmain hasn't let on to anyone.
她病入膏肓了 She's a very sick woman.
随时可能一命呜呼 Might peg out at any minute.
乔治·安斯绰瑟秋天来看过她 George Anstruther saw her in the autumn
说她最多还有两年 and put it at two years.
这是什么汤 What is this soup?
酸模 It's sorrel.
我以为 在鱼子酱之后 你会觉得这汤有意思 I thought you'd find it interesting after the caviar.
是真的吗 Is that true?
你怎么知道的 How do you know?
这种事 我总能听说 It's the kind of thing I hear.
按照她们家现在的情况 With the way her family are going on at the moment,
我估计她只剩一年了 I wouldn't give her a year.
我在维也纳认识一个能治疗她的人 I know just the man for her in Vienna,
但她不会接受治疗的 but she won't do anything about it.
我猜 这和她那疯狂的 I suppose it has something to do
宗教信仰有点关系 with that crack-brained religion of hers
不把自己的身体当回事 not to take the body seriously.
你知道 这里的东西还不错 You know, the food here isn't half bad.
如果有谁买下这里 Someone ought to take this place up
应该能赚不少 and make something out of it.
我再告诉你一件事 I'll tell you another thing.
如果他们不小心点的话 They're in for a jolt financially
很快就要出财务问题 if they don't look out.
但我以为 他们非常有钱 But I thought they were enormously rich.
他们确实有钱 但只会 They're rich in the way that people are
把钱放在那不动 who just let their money sit quiet.
那种人现在都比 Everyone of that sort's a lot poorer
1914年穷很多了 than they were in 1914,
但弗莱特一家似乎没有意识到 and the Flytes don't seem to realize it.
看看他们生活的方式 Look at the way they live.
我尽量不去注意他 I closed my mind to him as best I could
专注于面前的食物 and gave myself to the food before me.
但他的一句句话破坏着我的快乐 But sentences came breaking in on my happiness,
把我重新唤回那个他栖居的 recalling me to the harsh, acquisitive world
残酷 贪婪的世界 which Rex inhabited.
他处理的都是这种事 Those were the kind of things he dealt with:
不治之症 负债 还有贪婪 Mortal illness, debt, and greed.
朱丽娅快到20岁了 Julia's just rising 20.
我不想等到她成年[21岁] I don't want to wait till she's of age.
但我也不想在 But I don't want to marry her
事情都准备好之前 without doing the thing properly,
就跟她匆忙结婚 nothing hole-in-corner.
我得确保 她应得的财产没有被骗走 I have to see she isn't jockeyed out of her proper settlement.
他的主题很简单 His theme was plain.
他想要一个女人 He wanted a woman.
他想要能选择的当中最好的 He wanted the best on the market,
他还想降低价码 and he wanted her cheap.
我曾经有段时间名声不好 I've got to the time when notoriety has done its bit.
我需要站住脚 I need setting up solidly, you know.
圣玛格丽特 威斯特敏特[英国议会及政府] St. Margaret's, Westminster,
天主教的一切 whatever Catholics have.
王室 Royalty,
首相被拍到 the prime minister being photographed
进入教堂 going into the church.
所以 既然侯爵夫人不合作 So as the Marchioness won't play ball,
我就去见见老头子 和他达成一致 I'm off to see the old man and square things with him.
我猜 他会答应任何让她不高兴的事 I gather he's likely to agree to anything that will upset her.
他现在在蒙特卡洛[摩洛哥城市] He's at Monte Carlo at the moment.
我计划把塞巴斯蒂安 I'd planned to go on there
送到苏黎世之后 就去那里 after dropping Sebastian off in Zurich.
我把他弄丢了 所以才这么烦躁 That's why it's such a bloody bore having lost him.
我对白兰地有些了解 Now, brandy is one of the things I do know a bit about.
这个颜色太淡了 Now, this color is too pale,
用这个细管子 我品不出什么 and I can't taste it in this thimble.
服务生 Waiter.
[法语]服务生 Garçon.
你确定不跟我喝点吗 Are you sure you won't join me?
不 谢谢 我喝这个就很满足了 No, thanks. I'm quite happy with this.
好吧 如果你不懂欣赏美酒 Well, it's a crime to drink it
喝下去也是种罪过 if you don't really appreciate it.
婚礼在六月初举行了 The wedding was at the beginning of June.
我在《大陆每日邮报》上看到了通告 I saw the notice in the continental Daily Mail
推测雷克斯和老头子达成了一致 and assumed that Rex had squared the old man,
但事情没有像预料的那样发展 but things did not go as expected.
没有王室成员到场 首相也没有去 No royalty was present, nor was the prime minister,
朱丽娅的家人都没有出现 nor were any of Julia's family.
听上去好像是偷偷摸摸的婚事 It sounded like a hole-in-the-corner affair,
直到几年后 我才听到了完整的故事 but it was not for several years that I heard the full story.
是时候讲讲朱丽娅了 It is time to speak of Julia,
到现在 她只在塞巴斯蒂安的闹剧中 who, till now, has played an intermittent
扮演着一个时隐时现 而又有点神秘的角色 and somewhat enigmatic part in Sebastian's drama.
这是当时她给我的印象 It was thus she appeared to me at the time,
也是我给她的印象 and I to her.
但随着塞巴斯蒂安迅速堕落 But as Sebastian in his sharp decline
形象一天天变得暗淡模糊 seemed daily to fade and crumble,
朱丽娅就越发清晰而坚固地突显出来 so much more did Julia stand out clear and firm.
我第一次见到她时 When I first met her,
她在火车站场等我 when she met me in the station yard
在暮色中开车带我回家 and drove me home through the twilight
那是1923年的盛夏 that high summer of 1923,
她刚满18岁 she was just 18
才开始她的第一个伦敦社交季 and fresh from her first London season.
有人说 那是战争[一战]以来最盛大的一个社交季 Some said it was the most brilliant season since the war
一切都大踏步回归正轨 and that things were getting into their stride again.
在那平静快乐的几周里 她翩翩闪耀 Through those halcyon weeks, she darted and shone,
一部分来自枝桠间洒下的阳光 part of the sunshine between the trees,
一部分来自镜子里反射的烛光 part of the candlelight in the mirror's spectrum.
她比所有同龄女孩更加光彩闪耀 She outshone by far all the girls of her age,
但她知道 很多不利因素 but she knew there were grave disabilities
让她备受折磨 from which she suffered.
她父亲的丑闻 There was the scandal of her father,
她光芒之上的这个继承而来的小污点 that slight inherited stain upon her brightness
似乎被她自己的某种生活方式 that seemed deepened by something
加深了 in her own way of life,
恣意而任性 a waywardness and willfulness,
比大多数同龄人更缺乏教养 a less-disciplined habit than most of her contemporaries.
还有她的宗教信仰 There was also her religion.
不管她转向哪里 似乎都挡在她 Wherever she turned, it seemed to stand between her
和她的目标之间 and her natural goal.
她作为一个天主教徒长大 But having been brought up a Catholic,
如果她现在宣布放弃信仰 if she renounced her religion now,
一定会下地狱 she would go to hell,
她认识的新教徒姑娘们 while Protestant girls of her acquaintance
快乐天真地接受教育 可以跟(某个家族的)长子结婚 schooled in happy ignorance could marry eldest sons,
和世界和平共处 比她先进入天堂 live at peace with the world, and get to heaven before her.
朱丽娅不可能跟长子结婚 There could be no eldest son for Julia.
在一个有三四个孩子的家庭里 Perhaps in a family of three or four boys,
幺子跟天主教徒结婚也许不会被发对 a Catholic might get the youngest without opposition,
但没有继承权的次子三子 but younger sons who could not inherit
都是粗鄙之人 很少被提起 were indelicate things not to be much spoken of.
当然 也有天主教家庭 There were, of course, Catholics themselves,
但他们很少进入朱丽娅 but these came seldom into the little world
为自己建造的小世界 Julia had made for herself.
还剩什么人呢 What was there left?
那就是朱丽娅在伦敦大胜几周后(所面对)的问题 That was Julia's problem after her weeks of triumph in London.
我不是她要找的人 I was not her man.
她一个字都没有说 但她从我唇间 She told me as much without a word
拿走香烟时 就等于告诉我了 when she accepted the cigarette from my lips.
当朱丽娅把塞巴斯蒂安和我 When Julia left Sebastian and me alone
丢在布赖兹赫德的第一个夏天 for that first summer at Brideshead,
她去和舅妈 罗斯康曼夫人 she went to stay with an aunt, Lady Rosscommon,
住到她在费拉角的别墅去了 in her villa at Cap Ferrat.
在那 她认真思考了她的问题 There she pondered her problem.
她知道 那不是无法克服的 She knew it was not insurmountable.
她想 在她自己的世界之外 There must, she thought, be a number of people
一定有不少合适的人 outside her own world
可以拉进来 who were well qualified to be drawn into it.
(让她)羞愧的是 她必需自己去找 The shame was that she must seek them.
雷克斯·莫特兰和布伦达·钱皮恩 Rex Mottram and Brenda Champion
住在费拉角 他们隔壁的别墅 were staying at the next villa on Cap Ferrat,
那年 (那幢别墅)被一位报业巨头买下 taken that year by a newspaper magnate
经常有政客出入 and frequented by politicians.
通常他们是不会 They would not normally have come
与罗斯康曼夫人产生交集的 within Lady Rosscommon's ambit,
但住得很近 聚会混杂 but living so close, the parties mingled,
很快 雷克斯就开始小心地追求(朱丽娅) and at once, Rex began warily to pay his court.
雷克斯的年龄很有优势 Rex's age was greatly in his favor,
在朱丽娅的朋友当中 for among Julia's friends,
年轻男人被认为是不善交际 满脸粉刺的 young men were held to be gauche and pimply.
比他年长的人 认为他是个上进的年轻小伙 His seniors thought him a pushful young cad,
但朱丽娅(在他身上)看出了明确无误的潇洒 but Julia recognized the unmistakable chic,
认识威尔士亲王 the flavor of the Prince of Wales
在体育俱乐部坐大桌 at the big table in the Sporting Club,
喝两大瓶酒 抽四支雪茄 the second magnum and the fourth cigar,
让司机等一个又一个小时 of the chauffeur kept waiting hour after hour
还毫无愧疚 这让她的朋友们嫉妒 without compunction, which her friends would envy.
他的社会地位很神秘 His social position had an air of mystery,
甚至有罪恶的感觉 even of crime, about it.
人们说 雷克斯走到哪里都带着武器 People said Rex went about armed,
当然 他归布伦达·钱皮恩所有 这一事实 and certainly the fact of his being Brenda Champion's property
激发了朱丽娅的欲望 sharpened Julia's appetite.
那整个夏天 他都感觉坐立不安 All that summer, he had been feeling restless.
事实证明 钱皮恩女士是死路一条 Mrs. Champion had proved a dead end.
起初 一切都可谓干柴烈火 It had all been intensely exciting at first,
但现在 他们的关系出现摩擦 but now the bonds began to chafe.
雷克斯需要更宽广的视线 Rex demanded a wider horizon.
他想巩固自己的收获 He wanted to consolidate his gains.
他是时候结婚了 It was time he married.
在费拉角 雷克斯做不了什么 There was little Rex could do at Cap Ferrat
只能(跟朱丽娅)建立友谊 以便之后拓展关系 except establish a friendship which could be widened later.
他从不曾跟朱丽娅独处 He was never entirely alone with Julia,
但他确保 她参与了 but he saw to it that she was included
大部分活动 in most things they did,
那足够让罗斯康曼夫人 and that was enough to make Lady Rosscommon
写信给马奇曼夫人 write to Lady Marchmain,
而钱皮恩女士比计划更早地 and Mrs. Champion move him
送他去了昂蒂布[法国城市] sooner than they had planned to Antibes.
但伦敦相对自由 But in the comparative freedom of London,
雷克斯对朱丽娅厚颜无耻起来 Rex became abject to Julia.
他围绕朱丽娅安排自己的生活 He planned his life about hers,
去他可能碰到她的地方 going where he would meet her,
讨好那些 ingratiating himself with those
能在她面前替他说好话的人 who could report well of him to her.
他总是准备好西班牙-瑞士[西班牙的汽车品牌] He was always ready in the Hispano-Suiza
随时开车送她去任何她想去的地方 to drive her wherever she wanted to go,
但从始至终 他没有对她表达爱意一次 and all the time, he never once made love to her.
女士们 先生们 请 Ladies and gentlemen, please.
到那个时候 在布赖兹赫德 从圣诞节到复活节 By that time at Brideshead between Christmas and Easter,
他变得不可或缺了 he had become indispensable.
然后 完全没有预料到 And then, without in the least expecting it,
她发现自己坠入爱河了 she found herself in love.
五月的一个傍晚 这个烦人的 This disturbing and unsought revelation
意外状况发生了 came to her one evening in May
雷克斯跟她说 他会在下议院忙着 when Rex had told her he would be busy in the Commons.
碰巧开车经过查尔斯大街时 Driving by chance down Charles Street,
她看见他离开 据她所知是 she saw him leaving what she knew
布伦达·钱皮恩的房子 to be Brenda Champion's house.
翻译/校对 歪歪 调轴适配：微博@Blutopia 部分翻译参考人民文学出版社[王一凡]译本
有什么事 小姐 Yes, milady?
威尔克斯 我好饿 Wilcox, I'm starving.
给我拿点面包和牛奶吧 Will you bring me some bread and milk?
面包和牛奶 就这些吗 小姐 Bread and milk. Is that all, milady?
对 Yes.
哦 还有 威尔克斯 Oh, and, Wilcox,
明早 莫特兰先生打电话过来的时候 when Mr. Mottram telephones in the morning,
不管是什么时候 都说我吩咐了不让人打扰 whatever time it is, say I'm not to be disturbed.
好的 小姐 Very good, milady.
今天下午 我要和夫人去购物 I'm shopping with her ladyship this afternoon,
请你告诉罗斯康曼夫人 我在下午茶之前都不在 so will you tell Lady Rosscommon I won't be there till teatime?
哦 还有 比多斯 Oh, and, Beddoes,
告诉威尔克斯 我周五要坐车去卡瑟姆 tell Wilcox I'm motoring to the Chasms' on Friday,
所以我需要一辆车 so I'll need a car.
莫特兰先生碰巧来电话了吗 Did Mr. Mottram ring up, by any chance?
哦 有的 小姐 打了四次 Oh, yes, milady, four times.
如果他再打过来 我要帮您接过来吗 Shall I put him through when he rings up again?
好的 Yes.
不 跟他说我出去了 No. Tell him I'm out.
莫特兰先生在等您 小姐 Mr. Mottram is waiting, milady.
我带他去图书室了 I showed him into the library.
哦 妈咪 我不想让他来烦我 Oh, Mummy, I can't be bothered with him.
跟他说 让他走吧 Do tell him to go away.
谢谢你 威尔克斯 Thank you, Wilcox.
这可不好 朱丽娅 That's not at all kind, Julia.
我经常说 你的朋友里面 他不是我最喜欢的 I've often said he's not my favorite among your friends,
但我对他越来越习惯 差不多要喜欢他了 but I have grown quite used to him, almost to like him.
你真的不能这样 把人捧起来 又摔下去 You really cannot take people up and drop them just like that,
尤其是对莫特兰先生这样的人 particularly people like Mr. Mottram.
哦 妈咪 我一定要见他吗 Oh, Mummy, must I see him?
如果我去见他 场面会很难看 There'll be a terrible scene if I do.
胡说 朱丽娅 Nonsense, Julia.
你把那个男人玩弄于股掌之间 You twist that poor man round your finger.
你等很久了吗 Have you been waiting long?
我得跟妈咪吃午饭 I had to have lunch with Mummy.
她想让我跟她去购物 She wanted me to go shopping with her.
昨晚那里怎么样 How was the house last night?
很无聊 Best described as dull.
你待得晚吗 Did you sit late?
我大概1点半到家 I was home about half past 1:00.
你为什么不接我的电话 Why didn't you answer my calls?
你什么时候到那的 What time did you get there?
大概8点 About 8:00.
可能晚一点 我先去了别的地方 Maybe a bit later. I had somewhere to go first.
哦 Oh.
去了哪里 And where was that?
朱丽娅 结束了 Julia, it's finished.
什么 What is?
你很清楚 You know very well.
她想让我当面跟她说 She wanted me to tell her face-to-face.
我不在乎布伦达·钱皮恩 I don't give a damn about Brenda Champion,
我也不在乎你有没有见她 and I don't give a damn if you see her.
你想做什么 就做什么 You can do just what you like.
是吗 Can I?
我再也不会见她了 I'll never see her again...
如果那是你想要的 if that's what you want.
所以 一个小时后 朱丽娅从图书室出来 So Julia came out of the library an hour later
宣布订婚了 engaged to be married.
我警告过你 如果我进去的话 会发生这样的事 I warned you this would happen if I went in there.
你才没有这么说 You did nothing of the kind.
你只说 场面会很难看 You merely said there might be a scene.
我绝对想不到 会有这样的场面 I never conceived of a scene of this kind.
不管怎么说 你是喜欢他的 妈咪 Anyway, you do like him, Mummy.
你说过的 You said so.
他在很多方面都很棒 He's been very nice in a number of ways.
但我觉得 他完全不适合做你的丈夫 I consider him entirely unsuitable as your husband.
大家也是 So will everyone.
大家见鬼去吧 Damn everyone.
我们对他一无所知 We know nothing about him.
亲爱的 整件事都不可能 Darling, the whole thing is impossible.
我不明白 你怎么会这么傻 I can't see how you could have been so foolish.
哼 否则的话 如果他和可怕的老女人在一起 Well, what right have I got otherwise to be angry with him
我有什么权力对他生气呢 if he goes with that horrible old woman?
你说 拯救堕落的女人 是件很好的事 You make a great thing about rescuing fallen women.
好了 我只是换了个方式 拯救一个堕落的男人 Well, I'm rescuing a fallen man for a change.
我在将雷克斯从弥天大罪中解救出来 I'm saving Rex from mortal sin.
别扯不相干的 朱丽娅 Don't be irreverent, Julia.
哼 和布伦达·钱皮恩睡 难道不是弥天大罪吗 Well, isn't it a mortal sin to sleep with Brenda Champion?
也别说下流话 Or indecent.
他保证 再也不会见她了 He's promised never to see her again.
除非我承认和他相爱 I couldn't ask him to do that
否则我怎么能要求他这么做呢 不是吗 unless I admitted I was in love with him, could I?
谢天谢地 钱皮恩女士的道德与我无关 Mrs. Champion's morals, thank God, are not my business.
但你的幸福有关 Your happiness is.
如果你一定要知道 我觉得莫特兰先生 If you must know, I think Mr. Mottram
是一个好心 有用的朋友 a kind and useful friend,
但我一点也不信任他 but I wouldn't trust him an inch,
我确信 他将来的孩子也不会讨人喜欢 and I'm sure he'll have very unpleasant children.
这种人总会露出原形 They always revert.
我毫不怀疑 几天后 I've no doubt you'll regret
你就会后悔整件事 the whole business in a few days.
这期间 什么都不要做 Meanwhile, nothing is to be done.
不能告诉任何人任何事 No one must be told anything
也不能起疑 or even allowed to suspect.
你不能再和他吃午饭 You must stop lunching with him.
当然 你可以在这里见他 但不能在公共场合 You may see him here, of course, but nowhere in public.
你最好让他来见我 You'd better send him to me,
我会和他聊聊的 and I'll have a little talk with him about it.
就这样 朱丽娅秘密订婚的一年开始了 Thus began a year's secret engagement for Julia,
这段时间的压力很大 a time of great stress,
因为那天下午 for Rex made love to her
雷克斯第一次向她求爱 that afternoon for the first time,
跟以前的 多愁善感 迟疑不决的 not as it had happened to her once or twice before
男孩的一两次求爱不同 with sentimental and uncertain boys,
这次充满激情 让她心中某个角落里 but with a passion that disclosed the corner
类似的东西显露出来 of something like it in her.
他们的激情让她害怕 Their passion frightened her,
一天 她做完忏悔回来 and she came back from the confessional one day
决定要做了结 determined to put an end to it.
当我在上学时做忏悔的时候 When I went to confession at school,
我总是编造我的罪恶故事 I used to make up stories about my sins
因为它们看上去太无聊了 because they seemed so dull.
有一次 我在(忏悔室)里待了一小时一刻钟 Once I was in there for an hour and a quarter.
班上的其他人在外面跪着 The rest of the class were kneeling outside,
等着轮到他们 waiting their turn.
郭达德修女暴怒了 Sister Goddard was furious.
我们都错过去游泳了 We all missed going swimming.
但她不能问 我说了什么 But she couldn't ask me what I had said.
那是神圣的 你明白 It's sacred, you see.
今天只花了五分钟 Today it only took five minutes.
他们给了你什么 And what did they give you?
三声万福玛利亚 Three Hail Marys.
还有一块干净的石板 And a clean slate?
听起来很吸引我 That sounds very attractive to me.
其实不太干净 It's not really clean, though.
要被原谅 你得有一个好的意图 To be forgiven, you have to have a good intention.
朱丽娅 你总是有最好的意图 Julia, you always have the best intentions.
那就是关键 雷克斯 That's the point, Rex.
我们不能再这样下去了 It can't go on like this.
否则 我必需停止和你见面 Otherwise I must stop seeing you.
我没想让你不开心 I have no desire to make you unhappy.
我知道 I know that.
我也不想不开心 I don't want to be unhappy.
但我忍不住 I can't help it.
我也不行 Neither can l.
你好 威尔克斯 Hello, Wilcox.
下午好 先生 Good afternoon, sir.
你还好吗 Are you well?
很好 谢谢你 先生 Very well, thank you, sir.
之后六周 他们保持着距离 For six weeks, they remained at arm's length,
见面和分开时亲吻一下 kissing when they met and parted,
在此期间 都分开坐 sitting meantime at a distance,
讨论他们以后要做什么 住在哪里 talking of what they would do and where they would live
还有雷克斯能做副部长的机会 and of Rex's chances of an undersecretaryship.
朱丽娅很满足 深陷爱情 生活在(对)未来(的憧憬)之中 Julia was content, deep in love, living in the future.
就在这一阶段快要结束的时候 Then, just before the end of the session,
她发现 那个周末 雷克斯和桑宁代尔的 she learned that Rex had been staying the weekend
一个证券经纪人待在一起 with a stockbroker at Sunningdale
钱皮恩女士也在那里 and that Mrs. Champion had been there too.
选区怎么样 How was the constituency?
你什么意思 How do you mean?
这个周末 The weekend.
你说 你在你的选区有个会 You said you had a meeting at your constituency.
其实 计划改变了 As a matter of fact, the plans were changed.
我这个周末都跟桑宁代尔的 I got trapped into a weekend
泰迪·贝伦斯在一起 with Teddy Behrens down in Sunningdale.
银行家和证券经纪人 朱丽娅 Bankers and stockbrokers, Julia.
不是你喜欢的 你会很讨厌这些的 Not your style. You'd have hated it.
你的周末怎么样 How was your weekend?
我很想你 I missed you a lot.
布伦达·钱皮恩也讨厌她的周末吗 Did Brenda Champion hate her weekend too?
我不知道 I don't know.
我基本没跟她说话 I barely spoke with her.
有很多人呢 It was quite a crowd.
泰迪家挤满了人 Teddy had a houseful.
我明白了 I see.
多神奇的巧合啊 What an extraordinary coincidence.
你一定非常惊喜 You must have been pleasantly surprised.
不 No.
不 我很惊讶地发现她在那 No, I was surprised to find her there.
我不知道她跟泰迪那么熟 I had no idea that she knew Teddy that well.
雷克斯 请不要对我说谎 Rex, please don't lie to me.
朱丽娅 Julia,
有时候 我发现我很难理解你 sometimes I find you very hard to understand.
你到底想要什么 What the hell do you expect?
你没有试过 从我的角度看看吗 Don't you ever try to see it my way?
现在 你有什么权力要求这么多 Now, what right have you to ask so much
但给予这么少 when you give so little?
我晚点打电话给你 I'll telephone you later.
但当然 神父 我自己犯了一个小罪恶 But surely, Father, it can't be wrong
是为了不让他 to commit a small sin myself
犯更大的罪恶 这样没有错吧 in order to keep him from a far worse one.
朱丽娅小姐 教会认为 The Church would regard, Lady Julia,
您会犯下一个弥天大罪 that you would have committed a mortal sin,
而不是一个小罪恶 not a small one, a mortal sin,
那位绅士的行为 and that the behavior of the gentleman
在其他情况下 in other circumstances
不会改变或者减小 您罪恶的程度 would in no way alter or lessen your degree of sin.
我也想说 您想听的话 I would like to be able to say what you would like to hear,
但我不能 but I cannot.
这是我的职责 告诉您教会的看法 It's my duty to tell you the Church's view
提醒您 我们的主理解你的苦难 and to remind you that our Lord understands your tribulations
为你们的努力抗争 而爱你们所有人 and loves you all the more for striving against them.
我想 现在是时候听您的忏悔了 Now I think it's time to hear your confession.
不 谢谢你 No, thank you.
我觉得 我今天不想做了 I don't think I want to today.
再见 神父 Good-bye, Father.
从那一刻起 From that moment,
她对自己的宗教关上了心门 she shut her mind against her religion.
那个圣诞 That Christmas,
朱丽娅拒绝参加圣餐仪式 Julia refused to take Holy Communion,
马奇曼夫人发现她被背叛了 and Lady Marchmain found herself betrayed,
先是被我 然后是被桑格拉斯先生 first by me, then by Mr. Samgrass,
在1925年初的阴天里 in the first gray days of 1925.
她决定采取行动 She decided to act.
她禁止关于订婚的所有讨论 She forbade all talk of an engagement.
她甚至禁止朱丽娅和雷克斯见面 She forbade Julia and Rex ever to meet.
非常符合她性格的是 就算在这样的危机中 It was characteristic that even in this crisis,
她都不觉得 让雷克斯负责送塞巴斯蒂安 she did not think it unreasonable to put Sebastian
去博瑞瑟斯医生那里 是不合理的 in Rex's charge on the journey to Dr. Borethus.
而雷克斯 在这件事上也让她失望了 And Rex, having failed her in that matter,
又去蒙特卡洛找马奇曼侯爵 went on to Lord Marchmain in Monte Carlo
完成了让她崩溃(的最后一击) where he completed her rout.
你说 我弟弟失踪了 You say my brother's lost?
你到底是什么意思 好奇怪 Do you mean literally? How very odd.
是的 That's right.
消失在空气之中 Vanished into thin air
带着他拿走的300镑 along with 300 quid that he took
用于逃走 to help him on his way.
我们现在就得赔偿你 当然 We shall reimburse you at once, of course.
没必要 布赖迪 No need for that, Bridey.
你确定 你没法再找到他了吗 Are you sure you can't find him again?
我理解 你知道这种事该怎么办 I understood you knew how to go about this sort of thing.
这一次可能挺难的 This time it may be difficult.
酒鬼会变得狡猾 Alcoholics develop great cunning.
对 我看出来了 Yes, I can see that.
这会让我母亲非常担心 This will come as a very great worry for my mother.
时机也不好 It's a bad time for her.
你知道 她打算带朱丽娅 You know she intends to take Julia
立刻跟她出国 abroad with her almost immediately.
我觉得那不会发生 布赖迪 I don't think that'll happen, Bridey.
我不理解你 I don't understand you.
我母亲计划带朱丽娅离开 冬天的大部分时间 My mother plans to take Julia away for most of the winter.
我恐怕 她觉得是时候 I'm afraid she feels that it's time
让你和朱丽娅的关系结束了 that your association with Julia came to an end.
朱丽娅和我要结婚了 Julia and I are getting married.
我觉得那不可能 I don't think that's possible.
我母亲不太可能 It's hardly likely
会改变她的看法 that my mother would change her views.
布赖迪 我跟你父亲聊过了 Bridey, I've talked with your father.
我在蒙特卡洛见了他 I saw him in Monte Carlo,
我有他手写的准许 and I have his written consent.
你知道 他似乎对整个想法都非常高兴 You know, he seemed delighted with the whole idea.
雷克斯热情地亲自做准备 Rex gave himself to the preparations with gusto.
他给她买了一个戒指 不像她预料的那样 He bought her a ring not, as she expected,
是从卡地亚[珠宝品牌]买的 from a tray at Cartier,
哈顿花园：伦敦的一个街区 以珠宝中心著称
而是从哈顿花园的一间密室里买的 but in a back room in Hatton Garden
一个男人从保险箱里 from a man who brought the stones
拿出一小袋钻石 out of a safe in little bags
在写字台上展示(给她挑选) and displayed them on a writing desk.
她每天都惊讶于 雷克斯知道的事 She was daily surprised by the things Rex knew
和他不知道的事 and the things he did not know.
那时 两者都增加了他的吸引力 Both, at the time, added to his attraction.
婚姻财产协议很麻烦 There was trouble about the marriage settlement
朱丽娅自己不关心 with which Julia refused to interest herself.
我不在乎布赖迪说什么 我不会清算我的资产 I don't care what Bridey says; I'm not settling up my capital.
我要信托股干什么 What the hell do I want with trustee stock?
我不知道 亲爱的 I don't know, darling.
律师们绝望了 The lawyers were in despair.
雷克斯完全拒绝清算任何资产 Rex absolutely refused to settle any capital.
你看 我让钱为我服务 You see, I make money work for me.
我希望有15%或20%的利润 并且能拿到 I expect 15% or 20%, and I get it.
把任何资产绑在3.5%的利润上 纯粹是浪费 It's pure waste tying up capital at 3 1/2.
当然 亲爱的 I'm sure it is, darling.
我说 这些家伙表现得 I mean, these fellows act
好像我要抢你的钱 as though I were trying to rob you.
他们才是抢钱的人 They're the ones who do all the robbing.
他们想抢走 我能给你赚的 They want to rob you of 2/3 of the income
收入中的2/3 that I can make for you.
有关系吗 雷克斯 我们有很多钱 不是吗 Does it matter, Rex? We've got heaps, haven't we?
还有一件事 你愚蠢的哥哥 There's another thing your damn fool brother
不会想到 can't get into his head.
我想要一个像样的婚礼 I want a decent wedding.
我去过马德里的波旁[法国皇室]-帕尔马婚礼 I went to the Bourbon-Parma wedding in Madrid.
我也想让你拥有那样的婚礼 That's the sort of thing I want for you.
你的教会能做到 搞个大场面 It's one thing your church can do is put on a good show.
你找不到 能和红衣主教 相提并论的人 You never saw anything to equal those Cardinals.
红衣主教：即枢机主教 天主教教皇治理普世教会的职务上 最得力的助手和顾问
你们英格兰有几个 How many do you have here in England?
只有一个 亲爱的 Only one, darling.
一个 One?
我们能从国外请几个来吗 Can we hire some others from abroad?
呃 雷克斯 异教通婚 Well, Rex, a mixed marriage
通常举办得非常低调 is usually conducted very quietly,
不张扬 no splash.
你说异教是什么意思 我不是黑人什么的 How do you mean mixed? I'm not a nigger or anything.
不 亲爱的 一个天主教徒和一个新教徒 No, darling, between a Catholic and a Protestant.
哦 如果就这些 那很快就不是异教了 Oh, if that's all, it's soon unmixed.
我会成为天主教徒 I'll become a Catholic.
这要怎么做 How does one go about it?
去贝尔格雷夫广场 谢谢 Belgrave Square, please.
马奇曼夫人被这一新进展搞得 Lady Marchmain was dismayed and perplexed
心慌意乱 不知所措 by this new development.
这让她回想起她自己被求婚 It brought back memories of her own courtship
和另一次(宗教信仰)转变 and another conversion.
雷克斯 Rex,
我想知道 你有没有意识到 你在信仰方面 I wonder if you realize how big a thing
做出了很大的决定 you are taking on in the faith.
如果不是诚心相信 It would be a very wicked step to take
踏出的将是罪恶的一步 without believing sincerely.
马奇曼夫人 Lady Marchmain,
我不是装作一个虔诚的人 I don't pretend to be a very devout man,
我也不是神学家 and I'm not much of a theologian.
我知道 一个家里有两种宗教信仰 不是好事 I do know it's a bad plan to have two religions in one house,
但一个人需要宗教信仰 and a man does need religion.
如果朱丽娅觉得你们的教派好 If your church is good enough for Julia,
那我也觉得好 then it's good enough for me.
很好 Very well.
我会确认 你被正确地指引了 I'll see about having you instructed.
马奇曼夫人 我没有时间 Lady Marchmain, I haven't time.
指引对我是浪费 Instruction will be wasted on me.
只要给我表格 我会在虚线上签名的 Just give me the form. I'll sign on the dotted line.
(皈依)通常需要好几个月 It usually takes some months,
有时候是终生 often a lifetime.
好吧 我学得很快 试试吧 Well, I'm a quick learner. Try me.
因此 雷克斯被送去法姆大街 So Rex was sent to Farm Street
找莫布瑞神父 to Father Mowbray,
一个以善于对付顽固的新信徒 a priest renowned for his triumphs
著称的神父 with obdurate catechumens.
当然 你通常会知道 Of course, you'll know in a general way
祈祷的意图和祈祷的力量 what is meant by prayer and the power of prayer.
现在 我想让你告诉我 Now, I'd like you to tell me
你想祈祷的意图是什么 what you yourself mean by prayer.
呃 我没有任何意图 你告诉我 Well, I don't mean anything. You tell me.
好吧 Well,
通过祈祷 每个人 through prayer, every man,
不管他是最低微的 还是最高贵的 be he the most humble or the most exalted,
都能感受到与上帝圣父的某种联系 is able to feel some sort of communion with God the Father
请求祂的原谅 乞求祂的怜悯 to ask His forgiveness and to beg for His mercy.
好的 Right.
好吧 祈祷就说这么多 下一个是什么 Well, so much for prayer. What's the next thing?
呃 你会说 我们的主是否不止一种本性吗 Well, would you say our Lord has more than one nature?
你说有多少种 就有多少种 神父 Just as many as you say, Father.
让我再问一个问题 Let me try another question.
假设 Supposing -
假设教皇抬头看到一片云 supposing the Pope looked up and saw a cloud
说 快要下雨了 and said it's going to rain.
一定会下雨吗 Would that be bound to happen?
哦 对 神父 Oh, yes, Father.
但如果没有呢 But supposing it didn't?
如果没下雨呢 Supposing there was no rain?
我想 应该有某种精神上的雨 I suppose it would be sort of raining spiritually,
我们太罪恶了 所以看不到 only we were too sinful to see it.
他是我遇到过 最难对付的皈依者 He's the most difficult convert I've ever met.
哦 天哪 我还以为他很容易转变呢 Oh, dear, I thought he was going to make it so easy.
我一点也搞不懂他 I can't get anywhere near him.
他似乎没有一点理性的求知欲 He doesn't seem to have the least intellectual curiosity
或天生的虔诚心 or natural piety.
实际上 根据我们传教士的经验 In fact, he doesn't even correspond
他甚至在任何程度上 to any degree of paganism
都没有异教信仰 known to the missionaries.
朱丽娅 Julia,
你确定 雷克斯这么做 are you sure Rex isn't doing this thing
不只是为了讨我们欢心 purely with the idea of pleasing us?
我觉得他不是这么想的 I don't think it enters his head.
他真的诚心想要转变 He's really sincere in his conversion?
他下定决心 要成为天主教徒 妈咪 He's absolutely determined to become a Catholic, Mummy.
以下为《主祷文》 翻译来自网络
我们在天的父 Our Father, which art in heaven,
愿你的名被尊为圣 hallowed by Thy name,
愿你的国来临 愿你的旨意 Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done
呈行于地 如在天上一样 on Earth as it is in Heaven.
我们的日用粮 求你今天赐给我们 Give us this day our daily bread
宽免我们的罪债 犹如我们也宽免 and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those
得罪我们的人 that trespass against us.
不要让我们陷入诱惑 Lead us not into temptation,
但救我们免于凶恶 and deliver us from evil.
阿门 Amen.
以下为《圣母经》 翻译来自网络
万福玛利亚 你充满圣宠 Hail Mary, full of grace.
主与你同在 The Lord is with thee.
你在妇女中受赞颂 Blessed art thou among women,
你的亲子耶稣同受赞颂 and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
天主圣母玛利亚 Holy Mary, mother of God...
求你 Pray for us...
求你现在和我们临终时 为我们罪人祈求天主 Pray for us sinners now and in the hour of our death.
阿门 Amen.
你现在跟我说说 莫特兰先生 Will you tell me now, Mr. Mottram,
谁值得升入天堂 who it is who merits heaven?
不管是谁 只要是好人 就能升入天堂 Whosoever is good merits heaven -
就是说 不管是谁 只要忠诚地敬爱侍奉上帝 that is, whosoever loves and serves God faithfully
并且死得体面 and dies in his grace.
很好 Good.
那些不侍奉上帝 罪大恶极而死的 And what do the wicked who serve not God
邪恶之人会得什么报应 and die in mortal sin deserve?
那些不侍奉上帝 罪大恶极而死的 The wicked who serve not God
邪恶之人会下地狱 and die in mortal sin deserve hell.
很好 进展不错 Well, that's really quite encouraging.
我们下次继续 We'll continue next time.
在你走之前 莫特兰先生 But before you go, Mr. Mottram,
有没有什么让你特别烦心的事 is there anything particular troubling you?
听着 神父 我觉得你对我不够坦诚 Look, Father, I don't think you're being straight with me.
我想加入你们的教派 I want to join your church,
我也会加入你们的教派 and I'm going to join your church,
但你隐瞒了太多 but you're holding too much back.
你说“隐瞒太多”是什么意思 What do you mean "holding too much back"?
我跟一个天主教徒长谈了一次 I've had a long talk with a Catholic,
一个非常虔诚 受过良好教育的 a very pious and well-educated one,
我知道了一两件事 and I've learned a thing or two.
比如 睡觉时必需脚朝东 For instance, you have to sleep with your feet pointing east
因为那是天堂的方向 because that's the direction of heaven,
这样 如果在夜里死了 才能走到天堂 so if you die in the night, you can walk there.
现在 我睡觉时脚朝 Now, I'll sleep with my feet
朱丽娅想要的方向 pointing any way that suits Julia,
但你真的指望 一个成年人会相信 走去天堂(的无稽之谈)吗 but do you expect a grown man to believe about walking to heaven?
还有 教皇让他的一匹马成为红衣主教 又是怎么回事 And what about the Pope who made one of his horses a Cardinal?
还有 你们在教堂门廊上放的那个箱子 And what about the box you have in the church porch
如果放进去一张 写了某个人名字的 一镑纸币 where if you put in a pound note with somebody's name on it,
他们就会下地狱 they get sent to hell?
莫特兰先生 Mr. Mottram -
我不是说 这些毫无道理 I'm not saying there may not be a good reason for all this,
但你应该告诉我 but you ought to tell me about it
而不是让我自己去打听 and not let me go and find out for myself.
但他能跟谁谈过呢 But who can he have been talking to?
都是他自己做梦的吗 Did he dream it all?
科迪莉娅 这是怎么回事 Cordelia, what's the matter?
真是个笨蛋 What a chump!
真是个好玩的笨蛋 What a glorious chump!
科迪莉娅 是你 Cordelia, it was you.
哦 妈咪 谁能想到 Oh, Mummy, who would have believed
他当真了呢 that he would have swallowed it?
我跟他说了很多别的 I told him such a lot besides
关于梵蒂冈的神猴 about sacred monkeys in the Vatican
之类的东西 and all kinds of things.
唉 你大大增加了我的工作量 Well, you've very considerably increased my work.
可怜的雷克斯 Poor Rex.
你知道 我觉得这倒让他显得挺可爱的 You know, I think it makes him rather loveable.
你就当他是个傻孩子吧 莫布瑞神父 You must treat him like an idiot child, Father Mowbray.
我不是专家 但看起来不错 I'm no expert, but this looks good.
盆德尔-加特维特先生 太太和小姐 Mr. and Mrs. And Miss Pendle-Garthwaite,
一套下午茶茶具 one afternoon tea set.
哦 抱歉 Oh, sorry.
我觉得就是30先令买的 Buntings, thirty bob I should think.
太小气了 It's jolly mean.
查斯姆家送的另一套茶具 Another tea set from the Chasms.
科迪莉娅 别把卡片混起来 Cordelia, please don't mix the cards up.
我们在试着列成清单 We're trying to make a list.
我只是看看 I was just looking.
感谢送礼的人就够烦的了 It's going to be enough agony thanking people as it is.
最终 雷克斯的教导继续下去 In the end, Rex's instruction was continued,
莫布瑞神父同意接受他入教 and Father Mowbray consented to receive him into the Church
就在婚礼之前 just before his wedding.
事情仍然千头万绪 Thus things stood.
请柬寄出去了 The cards had gone out,
很快 礼物就送过来了 and presents were coming in fast.
然后就是朱丽娅所谓的 “布赖迪的爆炸新闻” Then came what Julia called "Bridey's bombshell."
贝蒂阿姨送的中国[蔑称]花瓶 Chinky vases from Aunt Betty.
还有回信 夫人 More replies, milady.
好丑的东西 Aren't they hideous?
它们之前放在巴科伯恩的楼梯上 They were on the stairs at Buckborne.
我确定 雷克斯会喜欢的 I'm sure Rex will like them.
你们最好把这些东西都重新包起来 You'd better pack all this stuff up again.
布赖迪 你是什么意思 Bridey, what do you mean?
没什么 就是婚礼要取消了 Only that the wedding's off.
布赖迪 Bridey!
我想 既然其他人都不感兴趣 I thought I'd better make some investigations
那我最好调查一下 into my prospective brother-in-law
未来的妹夫 as no one else seemed interested.
我刚得到答案 I've just got the answer.
1915年 他在蒙特利尔结过婚 He was married in Montreal in 1915
和一位萨拉·伊万杰林·卡特勒小姐 to a Miss Sarah Evangeline Cutler,
她还住在那里 who is still living there.
雷克斯 Rex,
这是真的吗 is this true?
当然 是真的 怎么了 Sure, it's true. What about it?
怎么了 你说“怎么了” What about it? "What about it," you say?
你神经错乱了吗 Have you taken leave of your senses?
你疯了吧 Are you quite mad?
哇哦 冷静点 布赖迪 Whoa. Steady, Bridey.
你最好解释一下 雷克斯 You'd better explain, Rex.
我不知道 为什么你们看起来都这么激动 I don't know why you're all looking so het up.
我是说 她对我来说什么都不是 I mean, she isn't a thing to me.
我当时只是个孩子 I was just a kid.
这是每个人都可能犯的错误 It's the sort of mistake anyone could make.
你这么想 是吗 You think that, do you?
我们在1919年就离婚了 We got our divorce back in 1919.
看在上帝的份上 你们吵嚷什么 Look, for God's sakes, what's all the rumpus?
你应该告诉我的 You might have told me.
你从没问过 You never asked.
说实话 我很多年都没想起她了 Honestly, I haven't given her a thought in years.
但你有没有意识到 你这个可爱的小傻瓜 But don't you realize, you poor sweet oaf,
作为天主教徒 妻子还活着时 you can't be married as a Catholic
你不能再婚(重婚) when you've got a wife still living?
但我没有 我刚刚不是告诉你了吗 But I haven't. Didn't I just tell you?
我六年前就离婚了 I was divorced six years ago.
但作为天主教徒 你不能离婚 But you can't be divorced as a Catholic.
我当时不是天主教徒 我已经离婚了 I wasn't a Catholic, and I was divorced.
我把(离婚)文件放在什么地方了 Now, I've got the papers somewhere.
但是 莫布瑞神父没有跟你解释过婚姻吗 But didn't Father Mowbray explain to you about marriage?
他说我不能和你离婚 He said I wasn't to be divorced from you.
嗯 我也不想 Well, I don't want to be.
我记不住他跟我说的所有东西 I can't remember all Father Mowbray told me.
神猴 大赦 Sacred monkeys and plenary indulgences
临终四件事 and the four last things.
临终四件事：即天主教的万民四末 死亡 审判 天国 地狱
如果我记住他跟我说的所有东西 If I remembered all he told me,
我就没时间做别的事了 I shouldn't have time for anything else.
那你的意大利表姐 弗朗西斯卡呢 Now, how about your ltalian cousin, Francesca?
她结过两次婚 She married twice.
她的一次婚姻宣告无效了 She had an annulment.
那好吧 我也搞个无效宣告 All right, then. Then I'll get an annulment.
要花多少钱 我从哪里能搞到 What does it cost, and who do I get it from?
莫布瑞神父那里有吗 Or does Father Mowbray have one?
听着 我只想做对的事 Look, I only want to do what's right.
没人告诉我 Nobody told me.
你想让我做什么 What do you want me to do?
别告诉我 没人能解决这个问题 Don't tell me there isn't someone who can fix this.
什么也做不了 雷克斯 There's nothing that can be done, Rex.
很简单 这意味着 你们的婚礼现在不能举办了 It simply means your marriage cannot now take place.
我很抱歉 从大家的角度来看 I'm sorry from everyone's point of view
这件事发生得太突然了 that this has come so suddenly.
你应该自己告诉我们的 You should have told us yourself.
听着 也许你说得对 Look, maybe what you say is right.
也许 严格按照法律 Maybe, strictly by law,
我不应该在你们的大教堂结婚 I shouldn't be married in your cathedral.
但大教堂已经预定了 But the cathedral is booked,
没人会问任何问题的 and no one there is asking any questions.
红衣主教和莫布瑞神父还不知道 The Cardinal and Father Mowbray don't know about it.
除了我们之外 没人知道 Nobody except us knows a thing.
为什么要(自)找麻烦呢 Why make trouble?
为什么不保持沉默 让事情过去 Why not just stay mum and let the thing go through?
这样做 谁又损失了什么呢 Who loses anything by that?
哦 可能我会有下地狱的风险 Well, maybe I risk going to hell.
我愿意承受风险 Well, I'll risk it.
但是 这跟别人又有什么关系呢 But what's it got to do with anyone else?
为什么没有 Why not?
我不相信这些神父无所不知 I don't believe these priests know everything.
我不相信下地狱这种事 I don't believe in hell for things like that.
我不知道 我是否相信有地狱 I don't know that I believe in it for anything.
不管怎么说 我们都要小心 Anyway, that's our look out.
我们不会让你用自己的灵魂冒险 We're not asking you to risk your souls.
只是(请你离我)远一点 Just keep away.
朱丽娅 我恨你 Julia, I hate you.
我想 我们都很累了 I think we're all very tired.
我们应该聊聊 We should talk.
如果还有什么要说的 If there is anything more to say,
我建议之后再讨论 I suggest we discuss it later.
没什么好讨论的了 There's nothing to discuss,
除了我们怎么能最稳妥地 except what's the least offensive way
结束这整个意外 we can close the whole incident.
母亲和我会决定的 Mother and I will decide that.
我们必需在《泰晤士报》和《晨邮报》上发布声明 We must put a notice in The Times and The Morning Post.
礼物需要退回去 Presents will have to go back.
我不知道 伴娘礼服通常是怎么处理的 I don't know what is usual about the bridesmaids' dresses.
你知道吗 朱丽娅 Do you, Julia?
哦 闭嘴 布赖迪 Oh, shut up, Bridey.
稍等 稍等 Just a moment. Just a moment.
也许你说的是对的 Maybe what you say is right.
也许你们可以阻止我们 在你们的大教堂结婚 Maybe you can stop us marrying in your cathedral.
没关系 All right.
无所谓 我们可以在新教教堂结婚 To hell, we'll be married in the Protestant church.
这个我们也能阻止 I can stop that too.
但我觉得你阻止不了 妈咪 But I don't think you will, Mummy.
你看 我做雷克斯的情妇有段时间了 You see, I've been Rex's mistress for some time now,
我还会继续做下去 不管结不结婚 and I shall go on, being married or not.
这是真的吗 Is this true?
不 该死 不是真的 但我希望是真的 No, damn it, it's not. But I wish it were.
我明白了 I see.
我现在说不下去了 I can't go on any longer just now.
我们只能之后再讨论了 We must discuss this later.
你到底为什么 会对你母亲说那样的话啊 What on earth made you tell your mother that?
那正是雷克斯想听到的 That's exactly what Rex wanted to know.
我的意思是 我和雷克斯的关系太深 已经不能说 I meant I was much too deep with Rex just to be able to say,
“安排好的婚事现在不能举行了” "The marriage arranged will not now take place,"
然后就不管了 and leave it at that.
我想做一个诚实的女人 I wanted to be made an honest woman.
现在想来 我一直都想 I've been wanting it ever since, come to think of it.
讨论一直进行下去 So the talks went on and on.
可怜的妈咪 Poor Mummy.
讨论中间 雷克斯干脆发电报给爸爸 In the middle of it, Rex just telegraphed to Papa:
“朱丽娅和我想按 "Julia and I prefer wedding ceremony
新教仪式举行婚礼 "take place by Protestant rites.
您反对吗” Have you any objection?"
他回复 “很好” He answered, "Delighted."
哦 查尔斯 那是一次多不堪的婚礼啊 Oh, Charles, what a squalid wedding!
萨沃伊小教堂是当时 离过婚的伴侣 The Savoy Chapel was the place where divorced couples
再婚的地方 got married in those days,
一个又小又窄的地方 完全不是雷克斯原本打算的 a poky little place, not at all what Rex had intended.
我只想哪天早上 溜进一间(婚姻)登记处 I wanted just to slip into a registry office one morning
雇两个女佣当证婚人 and get the thing over
把事情办完就算了 with a couple of charwomen as witnesses,
但雷克斯不同意 but nothing else would do but Rex
他坚持要请伴娘 戴香橙花 had to have bridesmaids and orange blossom
新娘佩戴香橙花象征纯洁
奏《婚姻进行曲》 and the Wedding March.
真让人讨厌 It was gruesome.
可怜的妈咪 表现得像个殉道者 Poor Mummy behaved like a martyr
无论如何都坚持 让我戴上她的蕾丝头纱 and insisted on my having her lace in spite of everything.
唉 她或多或少必需这样 Well, she more or less had to.
婚纱只好按照那个头纱来设计 The dress had been planned round it.
当然 我自己的朋友来了 My own friends came, of course,
还有一些奇怪的人 雷克斯称为他的朋友 and the curious accomplices Rex called his friends.
其他宾客都是东拼西凑来的 The rest of the party were very oddly assorted.
当然 妈咪家的亲戚一个也没有来 None of Mummy's family came, of course.
爸爸家的来了一两个 One or two of Papa's.
古板的人都躲得很远 All the stuffy people stayed away,
你知道的 安科瑞吉家 查斯姆家 范布勒家 you know, the Anchorages and Chasms and Vanbrughs,
我想 “谢天谢地 and I thought, "Thank God for that.
反正他们也总是看不起我” They always look down their noses at me anyhow,"
但雷克斯很生气 but Rex was furious,
因为 显然 那些人正是他想看到的 because it was just them he wanted, apparently.
可怜的科迪莉娅最难接受 Poor Cordelia took it hardest.
起初 她不愿意跟我说话 At first, she wouldn't speak to me.
婚礼那天的早上 Then on the morning of the wedding,
在我起床之前 她就闯进来了 she came bursting in before I was up,
泪流满面地 从法姆大街[莫布瑞神父处]直接跑过来 straight from Farm Street in floods of tears,
原著中提到 婚礼前夜 朱丽娅住在罗斯康曼舅妈家
央求我不要结婚 begged me not to marry,
然后抱着我 then hugged me,
送给我 她买的 一枚可爱的小胸针 gave me a dear little brooch she'd bought,
还说她会祈祷 我一直幸福 and said she prayed I'd always be happy.
一直幸福 查尔斯 Always happy, Charles.
所以你明白 事情从来都不顺利 So you see, things never looked like going right.
从一开始 我们就笼罩在不详的兆头中 There was a hoodoo on us from the start.
但我还是为雷克斯疯狂 But I was still nuts about Rex.
想起来挺可笑的 对吧 Funny to think of, isn't it?
你知道 莫布瑞神父一下就看清了雷克斯的真面目 You know, Father Mowbray saw the truth about Rex at once
而我却花了一年的婚姻才看清 that it took me a year of marriage to see.
他并非全心全意在那里 He simply wasn't all there.
他根本就不是一个完整的人 He wasn't a complete human being at all.
他只是一小部分 反自然地发展 He was a tiny bit of one, unnaturally developed,
是放在实验室的一个瓶子里的器官 something in a bottle, an organ kept in a laboratory.
我原本以为 他是那种原始的野蛮人 I thought he was a sort of primitive savage,
但他其实是完全现代的 最新的 but he was something absolutely modern and up-to-date
只有这个可怕的时代能造出来的 that only this ghastly age could produce...
一个人的小小碎片 假装自己是完整的人 a tiny bit of a man pretending he was whole.
好了 现在一切都结束了 Well, it's all over now.
十年后 她在大西洋的风暴里 It was ten years later that she said this to me
对我说了这番话 in a storm in the Atlantic.