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杰瑞米·艾恩斯 饰 查尔斯·赖德
戴安娜·奎克 饰 朱丽娅·莫特兰
简·爱舍 饰 西莉娅·赖德
菲比·尼克尔斯 饰 科迪莉娅·弗莱特 西蒙·琼斯 饰 布赖兹赫德·布赖迪·弗莱特
罗纳德·弗雷泽 饰 红发男 约瑟夫·布雷迪 饰 乘务长
故园风雨后
原著 伊夫林·沃
故园风雨后 编剧 约翰·莫提默
第八集 旧地荒芜
翻译/校对 歪歪 调轴适配：微博@Blutopia 部分翻译参考人民文学出版社[王一凡]译本
当我从摩洛哥离开塞巴斯蒂安时 When I left Sebastian in Morocco,
本打算直接返回巴黎 I had intended to return directly to Paris,
但他生活费的事情 but the business of his allowance
意味着我还得去伦敦见布赖迪 meant that I had to travel to London to see Bridey.
我们在马奇曼公馆的图书室见面 We met in the library of Marchmain House.
你认为 我弟弟和那个德国人 Do you consider there is anything vicious
的关系有没有不妥之处 about my brother's connection with this German?
没有 No.
我确信没有 I'm sure not.
只是两个流浪者聚到一起 It's simply a case of two waifs coming together.
你说过 他是个罪犯 You say he's a criminal?
罪犯之类的 Criminal type.
他进过军事监狱 He's been in a military prison,
后来又被不光彩地释放了 and he was dishonorably discharged.
医生说 塞巴斯蒂安在用酗酒自杀 And the doctor says Sebastian is killing himself with drink.
使他越来越虚弱 Weakening himself.
他没有精神错乱或者肝硬化 He hasn't DTs or cirrhosis.
他没有疯掉吧 He's not insane?
当然没有 Certainly not.
他找到了 一个他碰巧喜欢的同伴 He's found a companion he happens to like
和一个他碰巧喜欢住的地方 and a place that he happens to like living in.
那他应该得到他的生活费 正如你想的那样 Then he must have his allowance, as you suggest.
这件事很清楚 The thing's quite clear.
你想画下这座房子吗 Would you like to paint this house?
我父亲想留个纪念 My father wants it done
保存在布赖兹赫德庄园 for a record to be kept at Brideshead.
一幅正面 One picture of the front,
一幅后面的花园 one of the back from the park,
一幅台阶 one of the staircase,
一幅大客厅 one of the large drawing room -
四幅小油画就行 four small oils.
我不认识什么画家 I don't know any painters.
朱丽娅说 你专攻建筑画 Julia says you specialize in architecture.
对 Yes.
我非常乐意 I should like to very much.
你知道 他们要拆掉这里 You know they're pulling it down.
我父亲要卖掉这里 My father's selling it.
他们要在这里建一幢公寓楼 They're going to put up a block of flats here.
他们会保留这个名字 They're keeping the name.
显然 我们阻止不了他们 We can't stop them, apparently.
多伤感啊 What a very sad thing.
唉 我当然很伤心 Well, of course I'm sorry,
但你从建筑学的角度 也觉得这里好吗 but do you think it good architecturally?
这是我知道的 最好看的房子之一 It's one of the most beautiful houses I know.
看不出来 Can't see it.
我一直觉得这里挺丑的 I've always thought it rather ugly.
也许你的画 会让我改观 Perhaps your pictures will make me see it differently.
我从长客厅开始画 I began in the long drawing room,
因为他们急切地想搬走 for they were anxious to shift the furniture
从房子建成后 就一直摆在那里的家具 which had stood there since it was built.
我用铅笔勾勒出透视图 I set out the perspective in pencil
但在用颜料之前又犹豫了 but held back from the painting
就像一个站在水边的潜水员 like a diver on the water's edge.
一旦跳入水中 发现自己浮了起来 不免兴奋 Once in, I found myself buoyed and exhilarated.
我通常是个缓慢 从容的画手 I was normally a slow and deliberate painter.
那天下午 第二天和第三天 That afternoon and all next day and the day after,
我画得很快 I worked fast.
我不能出错 I could do nothing wrong.
每一段画完后 我都会暂停 紧张 At the end of each passage, I paused, tense,
不敢开始下一步 afraid to start the next,
像个赌徒一样 害怕好运流转 fearing, like a gambler, that luck must turn
成堆的筹码输掉 and the pile be lost.
但一点点 一分分 But bit by bit, minute by minute,
画作逐渐成型 the thing came into being.
没有困难 There were no difficulties.
错综多样的光影和色彩 The intricate multiplicity of light and color
构成一体 became a whole.
画笔的每一次挥动 一旦落下 Each brush stroke, as soon as it was complete,
就好像原本一直就在那里 seemed to have been there always.
我能待在这看看吗 May I stay here and watch?
嗯 Yes,
只要你不说话 so long as you don't talk.
这是我接受的第一个作画委托 This was my first commission.
我得抓紧时间 因为承包商 I had to work against time, for the contractors
只等最后的签名 were only waiting for the final signature
就要开始拆除工作了 to start their work of destruction.
尽管如此 或可能正因如此 In spite or perhaps because of that,
因为我有个恶习 总是在一张画布上画太长时间 for it is my vice to spend too long on a canvas,
从不满足 见好就收 never content to leave well alone,
马奇曼公馆的那四幅油画 those four paintings of Marchmain House
是我最喜欢的 are particular favorites of mine,
不仅是我 其他人也觉得成功 and it was their success both with myself and others
让我确信 这是我职业生涯的开始 that confirmed me in what has since been my career.
能画出这样的画 一定很令人愉快 Must be lovely to be able to do that.
是啊 It is.
哦 我累了 Oh, I'm tired.
我敢说你一定很累 I bet you are.
完成了吗 Is it finished?
差不多了 Practically.
明早 我还要再润色一下 I shall have to go over it again in the morning.
你知道 现在快到晚饭时间了吗 Do you know it's almost dinnertime?
这里现在没人做饭了 There's no one here to cook anything now.
我今天才来的 I only came up today.
我没有意识到 这里已经衰败到这种程度了 I didn't realize how far the decay had gone.
你会带我出去吃饭的 对吧 You wouldn't take me out to dinner, would you?
好的 All right.
哦 谢谢你 Oh, thank you!
我去换衣服 I'll go and get changed.
我们从侧门出去 We let ourselves out by a side door
走路去瑞兹烤肉餐厅 and walked to the Ritz Grill.
你见过塞巴斯蒂安了 You've seen Sebastian?
嗯 我见过了 Yes, I have.
就算现在 他也不肯回家 He won't come home even now.
我没有意识到 你已经这么懂事了 I didn't realize you understood so much.
嗯 我爱他胜过任何人 Well, I love him more than anyone.
马奇曼公馆的事 挺伤感的 是吧 It's sad about Marchers, isn't it?
非常伤感 Very sad.
你知道吗 他们要建一幢公寓楼 Do you know they're going to build a block of flats
雷克斯想买 and that Rex wants to take
他所谓“空中别墅”的顶楼 what he calls a "penthouse" at the top?
他不就是这样吗 Isn't that like him?
可怜的朱丽娅 她要承受的太多了 Poor Julia, that was too much for her.
他完全不理解 He couldn't understand it at all.
他以为 她想继续和原来的家保持联系 He thought that she'd like to keep up with the old home.
一切都要飞快地结束了 不是吗 Things have all come to an end very quickly, haven't they?
显然 爸爸负债累累 Apparently, Papa has been terribly in debt
已经很久了 for a long time,
卖掉马奇曼公馆能让他还清债款 and selling Marchers has put him straight again.
但你会怎么样呢 But what's going to happen to you?
说真的 会怎么样呢 What indeed?
有各种各样的建议 There are all kinds of suggestions.
范妮·罗斯康曼舅妈想让我跟她住 Aunt Fanny Roscommon wants me to live with her,
然后 雷克斯和朱丽娅又说 and then Rex and Julia talk
要接管布赖兹赫德庄园的一半 住在那里 of taking over half of Brideshead and living there.
但你父亲不会回来吗 But won't your father come back?
我们以为他可能会 但他不会 We thought he might, but no.
他们关掉了布赖兹赫德的小教堂 They closed the chapel at Brideshead.
是吗 Did they?
布赖迪和主教 Bridey and the bishop.
那里举行的最后一次弥撒 是妈咪的安魂仪式 Mummy's requiem was the last mass said there.
她被安葬之后 神父走了进来 After she was buried, the priest came in.
我独自在那 I was there alone.
我觉得他没看见我 I don't think he saw me.
他拿起祭坛圣石 放进他的包里 He took up the altar stone and put it in his bag.
然后 他浇上圣油 烧掉了羊毛卷 Then he burnt the wads of wool with the holy oil on them
把灰烬扔到外面 and threw the ash outside.
他排干了圣水池 He emptied the holy water stoup,
吹灭祭台上的灯 blew out the lamp in the sanctuary,
打开空空如也的神龛 and left the tabernacle open and empty,
仿佛从此以后 一直都是耶稣受难日 as though from now on, it was always to be Good Friday.
耶稣受难日：复活节的前一个周五 基督宗教节日 纪念耶稣为世人的罪被钉十字架而死
我猜 这一切都对你毫无意义吧 查尔斯 I suppose none of this makes any sense to you, Charles.
可怜的不可知论者 Poor agnostic.
我待在那 直到他离开 I stayed there till he was gone.
忽然间 那里再也没有小教堂了 Then suddenly there wasn't any chapel there anymore,
只有一个装修奇怪的房间 just an oddly decorated room.
我没法告诉你 那是什么感觉 I can't tell you what it felt like.
我想 你从没参加过熄灯礼拜吧 You've never been to Tenebrae, I suppose?
熄灯礼拜：纪念耶稣受难的赞美诗和晨祷 在复活节前一周最后三天举行 弥撒时将蜡烛逐次熄灭
没有 No.
好吧 如果你参加过 Well, if you had,
就会知道 犹太人对他们的神殿是什么感觉 you would know how the Jews feel about their temple.
城市为何孤独而立 Quomodo sedet sola civitas.
天主教耶律弥哀歌中的歌词 对应《圣经》中耶路撒冷的沦亡
那是一首最美的圣歌 It's a most beautiful chant.
你应该参加一次 哪怕只为听听这首歌 You ought to go there once just to hear it.
你还在试图让我皈依吗 科迪莉娅 Are you still trying to convert me, Cordelia?
不 那也都过去了 No. That's all over too.
你知道 爸爸成为天主教徒时 说了什么吗 Do you know what Papa said when he became a Catholic?
有一次 妈咪告诉了我 Mummy told me once.
他说 “你把我的家庭带回到 He said, "You have brought back my family
他们祖先的信仰上了” to the faith of their ancestors."
夸大其词 你知道的 Pompous, you know.
(信仰)以不同的方式影响人们 Takes people in different ways.
总之 这个家庭没有保持原样 不是吗 Anyhow, the family haven't been very constant, have they?
他走了 There's him gone,
塞巴斯蒂安走了 Sebastian gone,
朱丽娅走了 Julia gone.
但上帝不会让他们离开太久 你知道 But God won't let them go for long, you know.
我想知道 你还记不记得 塞巴斯蒂安第一次喝醉那晚 I wonder if you remember the story that Mummy read us
妈咪给我们读的故事 the evening Sebastian first got drunk.
我是说 那个糟糕的夜晚 I mean, that bad evening.
—《布朗神父》 —对 -Father Brown? -Yes.
他好像说 He said something like,
“我抓到了他 那个小偷 "I caught him, the thief,
用一个看不见的钩子和一根隐形的线 "with an unseen hook and an invisible line
足够长 能让他漫步 "which is long enough to let him wander
到世界尽头 "to the ends of the world
但只要轻轻一拉绳子 就能把他拉回来” and still bring him back with a twitch upon the thread."
这是我第一次 被单独 First time I've ever been taken out to dinner alone
带进餐厅吃饭 at a restaurant.
你知道 朱丽娅听到 Do you know what Julia said
马奇曼公馆要被卖掉的时候 说了什么吗 when she heard about Marchmain being sold?
她说 “可怜的科迪莉娅 She said, "Poor Cordelia
她不能在那里举办 她初入社交圈的舞会了” won't have her coming-out ball here after all."
那是我们经常说起的话题 it's a thing we used to talk about,
就像(我们经常说起) 我要当她的伴娘 like me being her bridesmaid.
那也没有实现 That didn't come off either.
朱丽娅举办她的舞会时 我被允许下楼一小时 When Julia had her ball, I was allowed down for an hour
和范妮舅妈坐在角落里 to sit in the corner with Aunt Fanny,
她对我说 and she said to me,
“六年以后 你也会拥有这一切” "In six years' time, you'll have all this."
我希望我能得到神召 I hope I've got a vocation.
我不知道那是什么意思 I don't know what that means.
那意味着 你能成为修女 It means you can be a nun.
如果你没有得到神召 不管多想 If you haven't a vocation, it's no good,
你都不能成为修女 however much you want to be.
如果你得到神召 不管多不想 And if you have a vocation, you can't get away from it,
你都不能逃避 however much you hate it.
布赖迪认为他得到了神召 但他没有 Bridey thinks he has a vocation and hasn't.
我过去以为塞巴斯蒂安得到了 并痛恨 I used to think Sebastian had and hated it,
但我现在不知道了 but I don't know now.
突然间 一切都面目全非 Everything's changed so much suddenly.
你恋爱了 You'll fall in love.
哦 我祈祷不要 Oh, I pray not.
我说 你觉得 我还能再吃一块 I say, do you think I could have another one
那种美味的蛋白酥吗 of those scrumptious meringues?
我一直在回忆 My theme is memory,
(回忆)就像长着翅膀的主人 在战时那个灰暗的早晨 that winged host that soared about me
在我周围盘旋 one gray morning of wartime.
这些回忆 就是我的人生 These memories, which are my life,
因为我们确定拥有的只有过去 for we possess nothing certainly except the past,
它一直陪伴着我 were always with me.
从与科迪莉娅共度的那晚之后 For nearly ten dead years
在将近十年的死寂岁月中 after that evening with Cordelia,
我独自走上一条 I was borne along a road
表面上看起来充满变故的道路 outwardly full of change and incident.
在那期间 除了间或在作画时 But never during that time, except sometimes in my painting,
我从不曾像 did I come alive as I had been
与塞巴斯蒂安做朋友时 那样充满活力 during the time of my friendship with Sebastian.
我成为了一位建筑画家 I became an architectural painter.
但随着岁月流逝 But as the years passed,
我开始悼念某种感觉的失去 那是我 I began to mourn the loss of something I had known
在马奇曼公馆的会客厅里感受到的 in the drawing room of Marchmain House,
那种强烈和单一 the intensity and singleness
还有对它并非全靠双手完成的信念 and the belief that it was not all done by hand.
用一个词来说 就是灵感 In a word, the inspiration.
为了追寻这逐渐暗淡的光亮 我出国了 In quest of this fading light, I went abroad,
缓慢而不轻松地旅行 traveling by slow but not easy stages
穿过墨西哥和中美洲 through Mexico and Central America.
在那里 费尽力气 经受病痛 偶尔还要面对危险 There, in great labor, sickness, and occasionally in some danger,
我完成了《赖德的拉丁美洲》中的第一批画作 I made the first drawings for Ryder's Latin America.
我没有费劲心力与英国保持联系 I was in no great pains to keep in touch with England.
我遵循了当地人对我行程的建议 I followed local advice for my itinerary
没有固定的路线 and had no settled route
所以 很多邮件没有送到我手上 so that much of my mail never reached me
剩下的一直累积 and the rest accumulated
最后多到一次看不完 until there was more than could be read at one sitting.
尽管与世隔绝 But despite this isolation
在这个奇怪的世界旅居很久 and this long sojourn in a strange world,
但我没有改变 I remained unchanged,
我自身的一小部分 仍然假装是一整个人 still a small part of myself pretending to be whole.
我将那两年的经历 连同我在热带作画的工具 I discarded the experiences of those two years
一起丢弃了 with my tropical kit
回到纽约 就像我出发时那样 and returned to New York, as I had set out.
瑞奇 Richie!
我预订了一个套间 I had a suite booked.
名字是赖德 The name is Ryder.
好的 先生 Yes, sir.
我妻子到了吗 Has my wife arrived yet?
646号和647号房间 赖德先生和太太 646 and 647, Mr. and Mrs. Charles Ryder.
您的妻子已经入住了 先生 Your wife has checked in, sir.
请您在这里签字登记一下 Would you care to sign the register, please?
您的妻子早些时候出去了 先生 Your wife went out earlier, sir.
她让我告诉您 她会在午餐之后回来 She said to say that she'd be back after lunch.
谢谢你 Thank you.
646房间 谢谢你 先生 646. Thank you, sir.
有消息吗 Any messages?
—没有 先生 —谢谢你 -No, sir. -Thank you.
—非常感谢 —谢谢你 先生 -Thank you very much. -Thank you, sir.
—晚安 —晚安 -Good night. -Good night.
我肯定 你没有看我的信 I don't believe you read my letters.
呃 有些信弄丢了 Well, some of them went astray.
我很清楚地记得 你告诉我 I remember distinctly your telling me
果园里的黄水仙是一场梦 that the daffodils in the orchard were a dream
新的育婴保姆是个好人 and that the new nursery maid was a jewel,
但老实说 我不记得你告诉我 but frankly I cannot remember you telling me
这个新生的宝宝名字叫卡罗琳 that your new baby was called Caroline.
你为什么要起这个名字 Why did you call it that?
随查尔斯 当然 After Charles, of course.
啊 Ah.
我让伯莎·范·霍特做教母 I made Bertha Van Halt godmother.
我本以为她一定会送大礼 I thought she was safe for a good present.
你猜她送了什么 What do you think she gave?
众所周知 伯莎·范·霍特是个狡猾的人 Bertha Van Halt is a well-known trap.
是什么 What?
一张15先令的购书券 A 15-shilling book token.
我想 现在 琼琼也有个伴了 Now that John-John has a companion, I think-
谁 Who?
你儿子 亲爱的 Your son, darling.
你也忘了他吗 You haven't forgotten him too?
你为什么这么叫他 Why do you call him that?
这个名字是他自己起的 It's the name he invented for himself.
你不觉得很可爱吗 Don't you think it's sweet?
既然现在琼琼已经有伴了 Now that John-John has a companion,
我觉得 我们近段时间最好不要再生了 I think we'd better not have any more for some time,
你觉得呢 don't you?
随便你 Just as you like.
琼琼经常说起你 John-John talks about you such a lot.
他每晚都祈祷你平安归来 He prays every night for your safe return.
我希望你欣赏我的自制力 I hope you admire my self-restraint.
自制力 Restraint?
我没有问出一个尴尬的问题 I'm not asking any awkward questions.
我可以说 自从你走后 我就被 I may say I've been tormented by visions
体态丰盈的混血儿的幻象所折磨 of voluptuous half-castes ever since you went away.
我决定不问 I determined not to ask...
我也没问 And I haven't.
很好 That suits me.
我要不要卸妆上床 Shall I put my face to bed?
不 现在不要 No, not just yet.
我觉得你一点没变 查尔斯 I don't believe you've changed at all, Charles.
对 恐怕没有 No, I'm afraid not.
你想改变吗 Do you want to change?
改变是生命的唯一证明 It's the only evidence of life.
但你有可能改变 就不再爱我了 But you might change so that you didn't love me anymore.
有这种风险 There is that risk.
—查尔斯 —嗯 -Charles? -Hmm?
你没有停止爱我吧 You haven't stopped loving me?
你自己说过 我没变 You said yourself I hadn't changed.
好吧 我开始觉得你变了 Well, I'm beginning to think you have.
我没变 I haven't.
对 No.
对 我能看出来 No, I can see that.
你今天见我 一点都不害怕吗 Were you at all frightened at meeting me today?
一点也不 Not the least.
你没有想过 这段时间里 You didn't wonder if I should have fallen in love
我有没有爱上别人吗 with someone else in the meantime?
没有 No.
你有吗 Have you?
你知道我没有 You know I haven't.
你有吗 Have you?
没有 No.
我没有恋爱 I'm not in love.
该死的中央暖气 Bloody central heating.
关灯了 Lights out?
嗯 Mm.
花园(里的花草)长了好多 The garden's come on a lot.
你种下的黄杨树篱去年长了五英寸 The box hedges you planted grew five inches last year.
当然 亲爱的 Of course, darling,
我能看出来 你的新画都非常出色 I can see your new pictures are perfectly brilliant
很好看 但是以一种不详的方式 and really rather beautiful in a sinister sort of way,
不知怎的 我感觉那不像你(的风格) but somehow I don't feel they're quite you.
我们现在有个一流的厨师 We've got a first-class cook at the moment.
你会留下深刻印象的 You'll be really impressed.
就像过去的时候 Just like old times.
我现在不再担心了 查尔斯 I'm not worrying anymore, Charles.
很好 Good.
我曾经非常害怕 I was so terribly afraid
两年会改变很多 that two years might have made a difference.
现在 我知道 我们可以从停下的地方重新开始 Now I know we can start again exactly where we left off.
什么时候 When?
什么东西 What?
我们什么时候停下了什么东西 When we left off what?
当你离开的时候 当然 When you went away, of course.
你想的不是在那之前不久的 You're not thinking of something else
另一件事吗 a little time before?
哦 查尔斯 那是老黄历了 Oh, Charles, that's old history.
不是什么 It was nothing.
从来不是什么 It was never anything.
都过去了 忘记了 It's all over and forgotten.
我只是想知道 I just wanted to know.
所以 我们回到了我出国前的那天 So we're back where we were the day I went abroad.
是这样吗 Is that it?
所以 我们从两年前 So we started that day
停下的地方 开始了那一天 exactly where we left off two years before:
我的妻子眼含泪水 With my wife in tears.
喂 Hello.
喂 Hello?
放在更衣室 谢谢 In the dressing room, please.
查尔斯 我正在安排我们今晚的小聚会 Charles, I'm just arranging our little party this evening.
朱丽娅 Julia?
我是西莉娅 Celia.
西莉娅·赖德 Celia Ryder.
哦 发现你也在船上 我真高兴 Oh, it's lovely to find you on board.
你最近怎么样 What have you been up to?
哦 今晚过来喝杯鸡尾酒吧 Oh, come and have a cocktail this evening
(把你的近况)全都跟我说说 and tell me all about it.
好的 到时候见 Good. See you then.
朱丽娅姓什么 Julia who?
莫特兰 Mottram.
我好多年没见她了 喂 I haven't seen her for year- Hello?
接线员 你能帮我接到… Operator, could you get me...
从我的那次画展预展之后 I had not seen Julia
我再也没有见过朱丽娅 since the private view of my first exhibition
那次 布赖迪出借了 那四幅马奇曼公馆的油画 where the four canvases of Marchmain House, lent by Bridey,
挂在一起 吸引了很多注意 had hung together, attracting much attention.
那些画是我跟弗莱特一家最后的联系 Those pictures were my last contact with the Flytes.
我们的生活 曾经密切来往了一两年 Our lives, so close for a year or two,
后来分道扬镳 had drawn apart.
我知道 塞巴斯蒂安还在国外 Sebastian, I knew, was still abroad.
有时 我听说 雷克斯和朱丽娅 Rex and Julia, I sometimes heard it said,
在一起过得不幸福 were unhappy together.
雷克斯没有如预料的那样飞黄腾达 Rex was not prospering quite as well as had been expected.
我翻看《尚流》时 不时会看到他们的面孔 I saw their faces now and again, peeping from the Tatler,
《尚流》：英国八卦杂志
但他们和我已经分属两个 彼此隔绝的世界 but they and I had fallen apart into separate worlds.
您想喝点什么 先生 Can I get you anything, sir?
一杯威士忌苏打 不要冰 A whiskey soda, no ice.
抱歉 先生 所有的苏打都是冰的 I'm sorry, sir. All the soda's iced.
—水也是冰的吗 —哦 是的 先生 -Is the water iced? -Oh, yes, sir.
行吧 That'll do.
查尔斯 Charles.
你好 Hello.
我听说你在这 西莉娅打电话给我的 I heard you were here. Celia telephoned to me.
真高兴 It's delightful.
你跟我喝一杯吗 Will you join me for a drink?
谢谢你 Thank you.
你在干什么 What are you doing?
等呢 我的女仆在收拾东西 Waiting. My maid's unpacking.
自从我们离开伦敦之后 她就非常讨厌 She's been so disagreeable ever since we left England.
她现在在抱怨我的客舱 She's complaining now about the cabin.
我不知道为什么 I can't think why.
在我看来挺豪华的 It seems the lap of luxury to me.
他拿来了两个水壶 He brought two jugs,
一壶装着冰水 一壶装着开水 one of iced water, the other of boiling water.
我把它们混合到合适的温度 I mixed them to the right temperature.
我会记住您的要求 先生 I'll remember that's how you take it, sir.
谢谢你 Thank you.
您想要喝点什么 夫人 What can I get for you, madam?
哦 一杯热可可 Oh, a hot chocolate.
好的 夫人 Very good, madam.
我现在都看不到你 I never see you now.
我从来看不到我喜欢的人 I never see anyone I like.
我不知道为什么 I can't think why.
你在一直在美国做什么呢 What have you been doing in America?
你不知道吗 Don't you know?
我有时间再跟你说 I'll tell you about it sometime.
我是个傻瓜 I've been a mug.
我以为我爱上了一个人 I thought I was in love with someone,
但结果并非如此 but it didn't quite work out that way.
你呢 查尔斯 What about you, Charles?
你最近怎么样 What have you been up to?
哦 我只是在画画 Oh, I've just been painting,
尝试不同的风格 trying different styles.
我刚结束一次旅行回来 I'm just back from a trip.
你去哪了 Where have you been?
墨西哥 中美洲 Mexico, Central America,
挺远的 quite a way from anywhere.
我觉得 我需要改变环境 I felt I needed a change of scene.
我越来越厌烦了 I was getting stale.
那听起来很惊险 It sounds thrilling.
我真想看看那些画 I'm longing to see the pictures.
西莉娅想让我拿出一些画 在她的鸡尾酒聚会上 Celia wanted me to unpack them and stick them around the cabin
挂在客舱里 但我做不到 for her cocktail party, but I couldn't do that.
是吗 No.
西莉娅还和从前一样漂亮吗 Is Celia as pretty as ever?
我一直觉得 她是我们同龄女孩里面 I always thought she had the most delicious looks
长得最好看的 of any girl in our year.
她没有变 She hasn't changed.
你变了 查尔斯 You have, Charles,
这么瘦 这么严肃 so lean and grim,
完全不是塞巴斯蒂安带回家的 那个漂亮男孩了 not at all the pretty boy Sebastian brought home with him.
也更坚强了 Harder too.
你也更温柔了 And you're softer?
对 我也觉得 Yes, I think so.
我现在更耐心了 I'm more patient now.
也更悲伤了 And sadder too.
哦 对 悲伤了很多 Oh, yes, much sadder.
面朝房间 谢谢 Facing into the room, please.
两小时后 我回到客舱的时候 My wife was in exuberant spirits
我妻子精力充沛 热情洋溢 when, two hours later, I returned to the cabin.
你来了 我把一切都做好了 There you are. I've had to do everything.
看起来怎么样 How does it look?
你得去换衣服了 You must go and get dressed.
你这段时间都去哪了 Where have you been all this time?
跟朱丽娅·莫特兰聊天 Talking to Julia Mottram.
你认识她吗 Do you know her?
哦 当然 你曾经是她那酒鬼哥哥的朋友 Oh, of course, you were a friend of the dipso brother.
天哪 她真有魅力 Goodness, her glamour.
她也很欣赏你的美貌 She greatly admires your looks too.
她曾经是博伊的一个女朋友 She used to be a girlfriend of Boy's.
西莉娅·赖德是博伊·马卡斯特的妹妹
不是吧 Surely not.
他一直这么说 He always said so.
你有没有考虑过 Have you considered
你的客人要怎么吃这里的鱼子酱 how your guests are going to eat this caviar?
哦 有的 Oh, I have.
没法解决 It's insoluble.
但我想 这里总有这么多吃的 But I suppose there's always this.
哦 不管怎么说 人们在聚会上 Oh, anyway, people always find ways
总能找到吃东西的方法 of eating things at parties.
你记得有一次 我们用裁纸刀 Do you remember we once ate potted shrimps
吃罐装虾吗 with a paper knife?
是吗 Did we?
亲爱的 Darling.
是你求婚的那晚 It was the night you popped the question.
我记得 是你求婚的 As I remember it, you popped.
好吧 是我们订婚的那晚 Well, the night we got engaged.
哼 你还没说 Well, you haven't said
你觉得这样的安排怎么样 what you think about the arrangements.
像电影演员的梦(寐以求的场景) It's a cinema actor's dream.
电影演员 我正要跟你说这个 Cinema actors, that's what I want to talk about.
查尔斯 我一直在想 Charles, I've been thinking.
我相信 你完全适合 I do believe you're absolutely cut out
做电影场景设计师 to be a set designer for the cinema.
我邀请了两位 非常重要的美国人 I've invited two very important Americans,
真正的好莱坞巨头 real Hollywood magnates.
向我保证 你会很理智地跟他们说话 (讨好讨好他们) Do promise you'll be sensible and talk to them.
啊 圣诞老人来了 Ah, here is Father Christmas.
哦 亲爱的西莉娅夫人 Oh, dear Lady Celia.
一切都好吗 夫人 Is everything all right, madam?
我们正为您送来的这只天鹅着迷呢 We were just in raptures over your swan.
如果你穿上最暖和的衣服 If you'll put on your warmest clothes
跟我去冷库探险 and come on an expedition with me to the cold storage,
我可以向你展示 装满这些东西的 I could show you a whole Noah's Ark
一整条诺亚方舟 full of such objects.
配鱼子酱的吐司很快就会送过来 The toast for the caviar will be along shortly.
他们正在烤 They're keeping it hot.
吐司 你听到了吗 查尔斯 Toast. Do you hear that, Charles?
吐司 Toast!
我知道你不喜欢我的天鹅 I do believe you've taken against my swan.
呃 我们才刚刚… Well, we were just-
现在 别在乘务长面前(表现出来)你的厌恶 Now, don't be beastly about it in front of the purser.
我觉得 他能想到送这份礼物 很贴心 I think it was sweet of him to think of it.
你知道 如果查尔斯 在关于16世纪威尼斯宴会 You know, if Charles had read about it in a description
的文章中 看到过这种天鹅 of a 16th-century banquet in Venice,
那他一定会说 “那才是真正值得过的好日子” he'd have said, "Those were the days to live."
在16世纪的威尼斯 In 16th-century Venice,
它会是一个不太一样的形状 it would have been a somewhat different shape.
你好 你好 Hello! How are you?
你能来 我真高兴 I'm so glad you could come.
西莉娅 多漂亮的天鹅 Celia, what a beautiful swan!
真好看 Isn't it heavenly?
我讨厌扫兴 I hate to spoil the fun,
但看上去 我们将会遇到风暴 but it looks like we're in for a storm.
哦 您怎么能这么狠心 Oh, how can you be so beastly?
不管怎么说 风暴不会影响到这么大的船 对吧 Anyway, storms don't affect a ship this size, do they?
呃 可能会让我们耽搁一会 Well, it might hold us back a bit.
但不会让我们晕船吧 But it won't make us sick?
呃 那取决于你适不适合航海 Well, that depends on how good a sailor you are.
从小时候起 我就总是在遇到风暴时晕船 I'm always sick in storms, ever since I was a boy.
我一个字也不相信 I don't believe a word of it.
他就是在-在故意吓唬人 He's simply being-being sadistic.
我得给你看看孩子们的照片 I must show you a photograph of the children.
你知道吗 查尔斯还没见过卡罗琳呢 Do you know Charles hasn't even seen Caroline yet?
真的吗 哦 她现在多大了 Really? Oh, how old is she now?
我感觉 我对你非常了解 I feel I know you through and through.
西莉娅跟我说了好多你的事 Celia's told me so much about you.
那里没有我的朋友 There were no friends of mine there,
但我认识聚会上1/3的人 but I knew about 1/3 of the party
礼貌地不断交谈 and talked away civilly enough.
但从始至终 But all the time,
我只想着 朱丽娅什么时候会来 I thought only of when Julia would come.
想这么做很久了 Been waiting to do that for a long time.
我敢打赌 你不知道一分钟有多少滴水(滴下来) Bet you don't know how many drops in a minute.
我知道 我数过了 I do. I've counted.
—我不知道 —好吧 猜猜 -I have no idea. -Well, guess.
哦 来吧 Oh, come.
如果你猜错 给我十镑 A tenner if you get it wrong
如果你猜对 给你半美元 and half a dollar if you get it right.
很公平 对吧 That's fair, isn't it?
三滴 Three.
唔 Coo.
你很厉害呀 是吧 You're a sharp chap, aren't you?
你也数过了 对吧 You've been counting too, haven't you?
告诉我 你是怎么猜出来的 Tell me, how do you work this one out?
我是在英国出生和长大的 I'm an Englishman born and bred.
这是我第一次在大西洋上(航行) This is my first time on the Atlantic.
—你坐过飞机 —没有 -You flew out. -No.
你从世界另一边过来 You came round the world the other way
穿过了太平洋 and crossed the Pacific.
你真厉害 一点没错 You are a sharp chap and no mistake.
通过争论这个话题 我赢了挺多钱呢 I've made quite a bit out of arguing on that topic.
好吧 我最好溜走 Well, I better skedaddle.
再会 Toodle-oo.
朱丽娅还是没来 Still, Julia did not come.
那个小房间里 20个人的声音 And the noise of 20 people in that tiny room
简直就是人声鼎沸 was the noise of a multitude.
查尔斯 这位是国际电影公司的克拉姆先生 Charles, this is Mr. Kramm of lnternational Films.
所以你是查尔斯·赖德先生 So you're Mr. Charles Ryder.
—对 —好 好 好 -Yes. -Well, well, well.
我们的乘务长说 我们将会遇到非常糟糕的天气 Our purser says we're in for some pretty dirty weather.
对此 你知道什么吗 What do you know about that?
比乘务长知道得少很多 Rather less than the purser.
抱歉 赖德先生 我不太明白你的意思 I'm sorry, Mr. Ryder. I don't quite get you.
我是说 我比乘务长知道得 I mean I know less about that than...
要少 the purser.
是这样吗 Is that so?
半时后 (我们又会碰面) In half an hour
之后很多天里 每隔半小时 (我们)都会见面 and go on meeting every half hour for days.
我非常喜欢和你聊天 I've enjoyed our talk.
我希望以后还有机会多聊聊 I hope it'll be the first of many.
你一定得向我保证 周二 You must promise me to bring
会带你杰出高贵的丈夫 that distinguished-looking husband of yours
出席我的小聚会 to my little do on Tuesday.
哦 我们很乐意 你也要办一个吗 Oh, we'd love to. Are you having one too?
告诉我 两年后和西莉娅再度相见 是什么感觉 Do tell me, how did it feel meeting Celia after two years?
我知道 (如果是我) 我会表现得像个饥渴的新娘 I know that I should feel indecently bridal.
不过 西莉娅从来没有 真正把香橙花从她头发上 But, then, Celia has never quite got the orange blossom
摘下来 对吧 out of her hair, has she?
朱丽娅没来 Julia never came.
对 她打过电话 No, she telephoned.
我没太听清她说了什么 I couldn't quite hear what she said.
太多噪音了 There was so much noise going on.
关于裙子什么的 Something about a dress.
其实 她不来也挺好的 It was quite lucky, actually.
这里连一只猫都塞不下了 There wasn't room for a cat.
这是个不错的聚会 对吧 It was a lovely party, wasn't it?
你很讨厌这个聚会吗 Did you hate it very much?
你表现得很好 你看起来也很高贵 You behaved beautifully, and you looked so distinguished.
你那个红发朋友是谁啊 Who was your red-haired chum?
不是我的朋友 No chum of mine.
真奇怪 How very peculiar.
你跟克拉姆先生说了 Did you say anything to Mr. Kramm
去好莱坞工作的事吗 about working in Hollywood?
当然没有 Of course not.
哦 查尔斯 你真让我操心 Oh, Charles, you are such a worry to me.
只是站在那里 It's no good
看起来高贵 一副为艺术牺牲的样子 just standing around looking distinguished
可没什么用 and being a martyr for art.
走吧 我们去吃晚餐吧 Come on. Let's go to dinner.
我们坐在船长那桌 We're at the captain's table.
我觉得 他今晚不会下来吃饭 I don't suppose he'll dine down tonight,
但准时到也是礼貌 but it's polite to be fairly punctual.
我只希望 我能找到餐厅 I just hope I can find the dining room.
这地方简直就是迷宫 This place is an absolute maze.
我们在晚餐时 形成了一个令人厌恶的小圈子 We were a gruesome circle at dinner.
就连我妻子的社交热情都消退了 Even my wife's high social spirit faltered.
不论西莉娅在哪里 Wherever Celia is,
你都会发现 她认识所有的重要人物 you'll find she knows all the significant people.
真抱歉 我没能去聚会 I'm miserable about the party.
我那该死的女仆带着 My beastly maid totally disappeared
我所有的裙子 彻底消失了 with every frock I have.
她半小时前才回来 She only turned up half an hour ago.
我定下目标 要协调 I've made it my aim to reconcile
所谓的无政府主义者和所谓的共产主义者 the so-called anarchists and the so-called communists.
他们的意识形态没什么根本差异 There is no fundamental diversity in their ideologies.
赖德先生 这是个性的问题 It is a matter of personality, Mr. Ryder,
由个性产生的分歧 and what personalities have put asunder,
也能由个性统一 personalities may unite.
当然 Of course.
西莉娅夫人 我以为你说的是 But I understood you to say, Lady Celia,
你不认识他 that you were unacquainted with him.
哦 我是说 他很像福尔纳弗上尉 Oh, I meant he was like Captain Foulenough.
啊 我开始理解了 Ah, I begin to comprehend.
他冒充你的这个朋友 He impersonated this friend of yours
为了去参加你的聚会 in order to come to your party.
不 不 福尔纳弗上尉只是英国报纸上的 No, no, Captain Foulenough is simply a comic character
一个喜剧角色 in an English paper.
英国作家J·B·莫顿创作 生性无耻 喜欢伪装成上流社会中的人物 以此中伤他们
你知道 就像你们的大力水手 You know, like your Popeye.
概括一下 To recapitulate,
一个冒名顶替的骗子来到你的聚会 an imposter came to your party,
你让他参加了 因为他很像漫画里的 and you admitted him because of a fancied resemblance
一个虚构人物 to a fictitious character in a cartoon.
对 我觉得是这样 Yes, I suppose that was it, really.
你不同意吗 赖德先生 Do you not agree, Mr. Ryder?
同意 同意 Yes, yes.
我是说 语言是什么 I mean, what are words?
到底是什么 What indeed?
我心烦意乱 My mind reeled.
(经历过)数月的独居之后 这太难忍受了 After the months of solitude, this was too much.
我感觉好像荒野中的李尔王 I felt like Lear on the heath,
李尔王：莎士比亚四大悲剧之一《李尔王》中的主角 年事已高的李尔王退位后 被长女次女赶到荒郊野外 成为法兰西皇后的三女率军救父却被杀死 李尔王伤心地死在她身旁
好像被疯子叫嚷的马尔菲公爵夫人 like the Duchess of Malfi bayed by madmen.
马尔菲公爵夫人：约翰·韦斯伯特所著戏剧中的角色 倍受折磨后被杀死 一种折磨手段就是和疯子关在一起
我祈求暴雨和飓风 I summoned cataracts and hurricanes,
仿佛施了魔法 我的祈求立刻应验了 and, as if by conjury, the call was immediately answered.
是我有点醉了 还是风雨变大了 Either I'm a little drunk, or it's getting rough.
我该跟大家说晚安了 This is where I say good night to you all.
就像李尔王 Like King Lear.
只是我们每个人都是他们三个的总和 Only each of us is all three of them.
你是什么意思 What can you mean?
李尔王 肯特 弄臣 Lear, Kent, Fool.
肯特是李尔王的忠臣 弄臣是忠于李尔王的宫廷小丑
哦 亲爱的 就像 Oh, dear, it's like
关于福尔纳弗的那段折磨人的对话 又来一次 that agonizing Foulenough conversation over again.
别再试图解释了 Don't try and explain.
我不确定我能解释清楚 I'm not sure that I could.
好吧 我们树立了英国人镇定的好形象 Well, we've set a fine example of British phlegm,
但我觉得 我已经尽我全力了 but I think I've taken all I can.
这让我头疼 反正我也累了 This is making my head ache, and I'm tired anyway.
我要去睡觉了 I'm going to bed.
你来吗 朱丽娅 Are you coming, Julia?
好的 Yes.
你会加入今晚的 Will you be joining in the tombola
赌戏吗 先生 this evening, sir?
不 不 谢谢你 No, no, thank you.
但如果有人能给我再拿点白兰地 But if somebody could bring me some more brandy,
就好了 it'd be wonderful.
当然 先生 我给你找个乘务员 Certainly, sir. I'll get a steward for you.
查尔斯 是你吗 Charles, is that you?
对 Yes.
我感觉很难受 I feel terrible.
我不知道 这么大的船也会这么颠簸 I didn't know a ship this size could pitch like this.
哦 你能做点什么吗 Oh, can't you do something?
你能从医生那里拿点药吗 Can't you get something from the doctor?
我会叫乘务员 他会拿点来的 I'll call the steward. He'll have something.
听着 要不我睡隔壁吧 Look, why don't I sleep next door?
这样我就不会打扰到你了 Then I won't disturb you.
哦 天哪 Oh, God.
抱歉 先生 Excuse me, sir,
这些是送给您和夫人的 but these have come for you and her Ladyship.
您想怎么处理 先生 What would you like me to do with them, sir?
哦 放到那边哪里吧 Oh, over there somewhere.
风暴有什么新消息吗 What news of the storm?
呃 风小了一点 先生 Well, the wind's dropped a little, sir,
但还是刮得很猛 but it's still blowing quite hard,
海浪也很大 and there's a heavy swell.
没什么比大浪 Nothing like a heavy swell
更让乘客们兴奋的了 for the enjoyment of the passengers.
很多人今天早上都没吃早餐 There weren't many breakfasts wanted this morning.
等一下 乘务员 Just a moment, Steward.
你能把这些送去 朱丽娅·莫特兰夫人的客舱吗 Would you have these delivered to Lady Julia Mottram's cabin?
当然 先生 Certainly, sir.
还有 乘务员 And, Steward...
你能请理发师打电话过来吗 Would you ask the barber to call?
好的 先生 Very good, sir.
谢谢你 喂 Thank you. Hello?
查尔斯 你做的事真是令人震惊 Charles, what a deplorable thing to do.
很不像你 How unlike you.
你不喜欢吗 Don't you like them?
在这样的日子 我拿这些玫瑰能做什么呢 What can I do with roses on a day like this?
闻闻 Smell them.
它们完全没有香味 They've absolutely no smell at all.
你早餐吃了什么 What did you have for breakfast?
玫瑰香葡萄和甜瓜 Muscat grapes and cantaloupe.
我什么时候能见你 When am I going to see you?
午饭前吧 Before lunch?
在那之前我很忙 会有女按摩师(过来) I'm busy till then with a masseuse.
女按摩师 A masseuse?
对 是不是很奇怪 Yes, isn't it peculiar?
我从没按摩过 I've never had one before,
除了有一次 我打猎时弄伤了肩膀 except once when I hurt my shoulder hunting.
怎么一上船 What is it about being on a boat
每个人都表现得像个电影明星 that makes everyone behave like a film star?
我没有 I don't.
那这些尴尬的玫瑰算什么 How about these very embarrassing roses?
12点半 我们在甲板上见 I'll see you on deck about 12:30.
很好 你(到时候)可能认不出我 Marvelous. You might not recognize me.
什么意思 What do you mean?
我剃掉了我的胡子 I'm having my beard removed.
真可怕 听起来好像做手术 How dreadful. It sounds like an operation.
我能进来吗 Can I come in?
我想 这些可能会让你高兴一点 I thought these might cheer you up.
大家真好 How sweet people are.
我想 你不打算起床吧 I take it you're not going to get up.
哦 不打算 Oh, no.
克拉克女士太好了 Mrs. Clark is being so sweet.
别麻烦了 Don't bother.
时不时进来 告诉我外面的情况就好 Come in and tell me what's going on sometimes.
好 好 亲爱的 Now, now, dear,
我们今天受到的打扰越少越好 the less we're disturbed today, the better.
查尔斯 Charles?
你的胡子 Your beard.
对 我知道 Yes, I know.
真遗憾 What a pity.
我觉得 那看起来很高贵 I thought it looked so distinguished.