前情提要 [June] Previously on The Handmaid's Tale...
所有关于汉娜的情报... Everything we want to know about Hannah...
－把他扔下 －就在那里 -[agent] Dump 'im. -...it's just there.
不行...我们是一起的 -No, no, no. No, we stay toge-- -What?
你们要带他去哪里？ No, no! Where are you taking him? Luke!
茱恩... [Luke] June! June, no!
愿我的女儿们....一生平安 I pray that my daughters live a life of peace.
没想到这个冲动的举动 To think such a impulsive act
竟然严重牵涉政治 could have such huge political implications.
你应该知道 You of course understand
新伯利恒计划胎死腹中了 that your plans for New Bethlehem are dead.
[woman screams]
这样对基列国是最好的 It's what's best for Gilead.
你挑现在给我生小孩？ Are you in fucking labor?
[Serena breathing heavily]
你做得到的 -[Serena groaning] -[June] You can do this.
我这段时间借住的那户人家 [Serena] The family that I've been staying with?
绝不能让他们碰我的宝宝 I can't let them get their hands on my baby.
你是他母亲，他应该待在你身边 [June] You're his mother. And he belongs with you.
谢谢你 Thank you.
赛丽娜瓦特佛 我们是加拿大移民局 Serena Waterford? We are Canadian Immigration.
你被拘留了 You are being detained.
你叫他们来的？ You called them?
她离开那小小的服务中心时 She gave up her diplomatic visa
放弃了外交签证 when she left that little Visitors Center.
我的宝宝怎么办？ What about my baby?
拘留所里不收婴儿 [Captain] The detention facility has no infant care.
不行，拜托，等一等 No, please! Please, wait, wait!
－这才是正义，对吧？ －茱恩，帮帮我 -[Luke] Justice. Right? -[Serena] June, help me!
是啊 Right.
拜托别让他们带走他 Please don't let them take him from me! Please!
求你帮帮我，茱恩 Please help me, June!
茱恩，求求你 June, please!
－我想做做看 －好，你来吧 -[Hannah] I wanna get it. -[June] Okay, you do it.
我想做这一片 [Hannah] This is gonna be my pancake.
好啊，这片松饼给你 [June] All right, this is your pancake.
哇 Whoa!
－那么多巧克力酱啊 －这样才好 -That is so chocolatey. -[Hannah] That's good.
－这么多吗，你确定吗？ [June] Is that good? Are you sure?
－对... －好像很多，亲爱的 -[Hannah] Yeah. -It looks like a lot, honey.
可以让我做一个吗？ Can I make one?
让我先放上这些巧克力碎片... [Hannah] Just let me get these chocolate chips in.
还不够多吗？ [June] As if there's not enough in there?
[horn blaring]
他们是刚来还是要走？ [Rita] Are they coming or going? [scoffs]
听起来比之前更频繁地来了 [Moira] Sounds like they're coming by more frequently now.
我在脑中自动降噪 甚至都听不见他们了 [Luke] I'll just tune 'em out. I don't even hear 'em anymore.
[cell phone ringing]
谁打来的？ Who is that?
是...移民拘留所 It is the Immigration Detention.
又是赛丽娜，一样拒接吗？ Serena, again. Can I ignore it, again?
她打了十几通电话给我 [Rita] She's called me a dozen times.
我只接了第一通，就没再接过了 I just stopped picking up after the first.
你跟她通话过了吗？ You talk to her?
离开医院后就没有了 Not since the hospital.
她还认为你俩是挚友？ [Luke] She still think you guys are buddies?
她走投无路了 -[Moira scoffs] -She's desperate.
是啊，很好 Yeah. Good.
我搞不懂她为何认为 Do you know, I don't even know why she thinks you guys would
你们会支持放她出来 advocate for her to get out anyway.
她一开始就不值得你的帮助 [Luke] She did not deserve your help in the first place.
无关她值不值得 It wasn't about what she deserved.
当时根本跟她无关 It wasn't about her at all.
我只是觉得她刚出世的宝宝 不该死在树林里 I didn't think that her newborn deserved to die in the woods.
我... I...
[horns tooting]
那些混蛋越来越大声了 Those assholes are getting fuckin' louder.
王八蛋 -[horns blaring] -Fuck.
-[horns blaring] -[protestors shouting]
美国人滚回去 加拿大属于加拿大人 [protestor] Go home Americans! Canada for Canadians!
滚回去 Go home!
-人现在更多了 -这一切会结束吗？ -So many more of 'em now. -Is this ever gonna end?
不会 No.
这一切只会变得更糟 It's only gonna get worse.
这国家属于加拿大人 This country is for Canadians!
我们就承认吧，各位 Can't we all agree, gentlemen, that it's embarrassing
国家治理成这样也太丢人了吧？ to be running a country
人民老是试着要逃跑？ from which people are constantly trying to escape?
这削弱了我国 It weakens our nation,
让我们与加拿大的关系变得更复杂 complicates our relationship with Canada.
劳伦斯大主教 好不容易才打好关系 Which Commander Lawrence has worked so hard to foster.
加拿大受够了我们的难民 [Lawrence] Canada's sick of our refugees,
当然也不想继续付钱养他们 and they sure as hell don't want to keep paying for them.
所以我带各位来到这里 And that's why I have brought you here,
新伯利恒 to New Bethlehem.
现代化 A modernized,
策略上自由化的岛屿 strategically liberalized island,
基列国难民能够回到家乡 得到特赦 where Gilead refugees can come home with amnesty
还保证能 and the promise of reuniting
与失散多年的亲友团聚 with long-lost family and friends.
我担心这会显得我们很软弱 I must wonder if it shows weakness on our part
竟得乞求异端分子归来 to beg for the return of heretics.
是他们得乞求 They'll be begging us for a chance
与所爱之人团聚的机会 to reunite with their loved ones.
吸光多伦多 Drain the population
可悲小小前哨站的人口 of their pathetic little outpost in Toronto.
没了那一小搓美国人 何来的小美国呢？ There's no little America without little Americans.
但基列国国民会如何反应？ But how will our people react in Gilead proper?
不会让人想叛逃到这儿吗？ Won't some of them try to defect to this place?
他们暂时不会知道 Well, they won't know for a while.
不知你是否注意到了 I don't know if you're aware,
基列国可没有新闻自由 we don't have a free press in Gilead.
我们之中的叛徒 And the traitors among us,
早就在试图逃到加拿大去了 they're already trying to get to Canada.
把这儿想成我们的香港 Think of it as our Hong Kong.
一国两制 One country, two systems.
各位，我相信基列国 Gentlemen, I believe that Gilead will replace
会在联合国取代美国的席位 the United States at the United Nations.
但在那之前 But until that day,
我们政权的最大威胁 the greatest threat to our regime
是差点摧毁世界的 is the persistent fantasy of democratic values
对民主价值观的执着幻想 in the world it almost destroyed.
新伯利恒能消除这种威胁 New Bethlehem neutralizes that threat.
但我仍有投票权，对吧？ And yet, I still get a vote, don't I?
我们该有所成长了 It's time for us to grow up.
基列国应向世界展现... It's time for Gilead to project to the world
我们的成熟，自信 our maturity, our confidence,
最重要的是展现道德坚毅 and, above all, our moral fortitude.
道德坚毅 正是帕特南大主教所缺乏的 Moral fortitude is exactly what Commander Putnam was lacking.
我会前往多伦多 [Lawrence] I'll be, uh, going to Toronto
会面一些家庭 to talk to some families.
我想先接洽约一百个家庭 I'd like to start with about 100.
大主教 Commander.
我现在明白了，你是对的 I can see now that you're right.
请原谅我 受到了已故的帕特南影响 Forgive me for hearing the deceased Putnam in my ear.
我原谅你，大主教 I forgive you, Commander.
[indistinct chatter]
[breast pump pumping]
[door buzzes open]
[breast pump turning off]
听说你要求我亲自来拿母乳 I heard you demanded that I collect the milk in person.
谢谢你来一趟 Oh, uh, thank you for coming.
谢谢你在我困在这儿时 替我照顾诺亚 Thank you for fostering Noah while I'm stuck in here.
－他好吗？ －很好 -How's he doing? -Fine.
[clears throat]
呃 Uh...
我想解释一下 I wanted to explain.
我无意伤害以斯拉 Um, I didn't mean to hurt Ezra.
我知道他穿着防弹背心... I knew that he was wearing a bulletproof vest--
他会活下去的 幸好那是发生在无主之地 He'll live. You're lucky you were in No Man's Land.
即便如此，我还是太鲁莽了 Even so, I know I acted brashly.
那全都是... And it was just...
压力和怀孕所致 the pressure, and, um, and the pregnancy.
的确，荷尔蒙会把人逼疯 That's right. The hormones, they'll make you crazy.
所以诺亚应由我们来照顾 Which is why we should be looking after Noah,
你得专心振作起来 and you need to get yourself together.
感谢你的关心 Well, I appreciate the concern,
但我保证我好得好 but I promise you I'm doing fine.
照顾新生儿根本是一团乱 只会害你大退步 Life with a newborn is chaos. It would only set you back.
诺亚把整个屋子闹得天翻地覆 I mean, Noah has turned the house upside down.
是嘛？ Has he?
怎么说？ How so?
那顽固的小东西没日没夜地哭闹 Stubborn little creature cries all day and all night.
他也不肯喝奶 He refuses to eat.
这几周我们都在用＂哭到入睡法＂ We've been doing the "cry it out" method for weeks,
他却持续反抗着 and he just continues to resist.
也许他需要被拥在怀中 Well, maybe he just needs to be held. He...
他需要有人抱着他 He needs to be hugged.
才知道身边有人陪伴着他 So that he knows that somebody is there for him.
＂哭到入睡法＂可不是那样 赛丽娜 That's not how "cry it out" works, Serena.
你得拿出一定的抗压性 It requires a certain amount of mental toughness.
抗压性，是嘛？ Mental toughness, huh? [sniffles]
是啊 Right.
我推翻了一个国家 I have overthrown a country.
不顾一切地 And I have, against all odds,
生下了一个非常健康的婴儿 given birth to a very healthy baby.
我这辈子从未缺乏过抗压性 And not once have I lacked for mental toughness.
你在生我的气吗，赛丽娜？ Are you angry with me, Serena?
诺亚才一个月大 Noah is one month old.
他还太小，不能用＂哭到入睡法＂ He is far too young to be "crying it out."
这种多愁善感正是最佳铁证 That sentimentality is further proof
显示你还未准备好为人母 that you are not equipped for motherhood right now.
你的精神和情绪都还有问题 Not with your mental and emotional issues.
我最清楚怎样对我的孩子最好 I know in my heart what is best for my child.
他是我生的孩子，是我的宝宝 That child came from me. That is my baby.
你被困在这儿，我可没有 You're in here, and I'm not.
担心你自己就好 Just worry about yourself.
我会照顾诺亚的 I'll look after Noah.
＂美国人滚回去＂ [buzzer buzzes]
[exhales deeply]
你们都比我会刷多了 Y'all are better at this than me.
我以前做过 I've done it before.
基列国以前常逼我们刷洗墙上的血 They used to make us scrub blood off the Wall in Gilead.
没什么两样 Not that different.
－瞧瞧他们 －我们不欢迎你们 Hey! Check it out. We don't want you here!
真看不出来 We couldn't tell.
滚回去 [protestor 1] Go home!
快滚吧 [protestor 2] Go home. Fuck off.
刚来这儿时 他们张开双臂欢迎了我们 When we first got here, they welcomed us with open arms.
你比我先逃来这儿 Naw, you see, you got here before I did.
我来的时候 他们虽仍以礼相待 When I showed up, they were still polite,
但已经开始感到厌烦了 but they were starting to get annoyed.
不过完全比不上现在这样 It was nothing like this though.
快滚 [man] Hey! Fuck off!
搞什么啊？ What the fuck?
我们该离开这里吗？ Should we get outta here?
好啊 Yeah, okay.
不是的，我...我是指离开多伦多，加拿大 No, I, I mean Toronto. Canada.
去哪里？ Go where?
我也不知道 阿拉斯加，夏威夷，欧洲？ I don't know. Alaska, Hawaii? I don't know, Europe?
那就离汉娜更远了 It's further from Hannah.
对，但我不是... -Yeah, I, no, I'm-- -[cell phone ringing]
喂？ Hello?
多伦多这时节的天气真好 [Lawrence] Lovely weather in Toronto this time of year.
有空聊聊吗？ Got a minute?
美国正在死去 America is dying.
只是个理念，早就毫无用处 It's an idea that has outlived its usefulness.
你说你有汉娜的消息 You said you had news about Hannah.
你先听我说 [grunts] First, hear me out.
你必须明白，你们所重视的一切 You need to understand that everything you value,
坚持的理念 all the things you're clinging to,
民主，自由，正义等等... democracy, liberty, justice,
一群奴隶主创造的 all that feel-good crap
自我感觉良好的废话 defined by a bunch of slave owners
说着＂人人生而平等＂ talking about how all men are created equal.
早就被晚期资本主义 All of that collapsed
和猖獗的消费主义 under the weight of late-term capitalism
给压垮 and rampant consumerism.
那一切破坏了我们美丽的小星球 It broke our pretty little planet,
差点害人类灭绝 almost ended the human race.
尽管基列国有各种过错 And Gilead, for all of our faults,
我们解决了那个问题 we fixed that particular problem.
让人们又开始生育 We're having babies again.
不幸的是 我不得不利用宗教疯子 Unfortunately, I had to use religious nut-jobs
作为推广媒介 as a delivery system,
我低估了他们有多么堕落 and I underestimated their depravity,
但...多管齐下后，也的确奏效了 but, uh, it was triage, and it worked.
现在，随着我们的成功 So now, with our success,
我们可以稍微退让一点 we can afford to let up a little.
你要让汉娜出来？ Are you gonna let Hannah out?
不行，我办不到 但我能让你们进来 No, I can't. But I can let you in.
－什么？ －到新伯利恒来 -What? -To New Bethlehem.
一座能定居的新岛屿 A new island settlement.
没有使女，没有绞刑 No Handmaids, no hangings.
你甚至可以看小说 Hell, you can read a novel,
想要的话也可以写日记 you can keep a diary if you want.
一个让难民能获得特赦 A place where refugees can get amnesty
回到祖国的地方 -and return to the Motherland. -[June chuckles]
你认真的吗？ Uh, are you fucking serious?
一个让人能前去他们成年子女 Where one might visit their grown children
家中拜访的地方 running their own houses.
你是指汉娜？ Are you talking about Hannah?
是的 I am.
等她有了自己的家室... When she becomes head of her own household--
她要结婚了吗，你知道什么吗？ Is she getting married? Do you know something?
这是基列国，茱恩 她们终究都得结婚 [Lawrence] It's Gilead, June. Eventually, they all do.
我可以带她去新伯利恒 I can bring her to New Bethlehem.
让你俩在那儿团聚 I can reunite you there.
你可以带上家人，过上自己的生活 You can bring your family, you can live a life.
茱恩，我可以办到 June, I can make it happen.
你是说我能跟我女儿团聚？ You're saying I can be with my daughter?
没错… Yes, yes, yes.
你要我换句话说几次？ How many ways do I have to say it?
我觉得加拿大让你变笨了 I think being in Canada has dulled your wits.
你可以再度跟汉娜在一起 You can be with Hannah again.
你要怎么保证我们的安全？ How are you gonna keep us safe?
我一直跟尼克暗着来 I have been grooming Nick,
不是性方面的，总之他在帮我 not sexually, but he is helping me.
他参与了一切 他总是支持你 He's fully on board, and he's always had your back.
你知道的 You know that.
听着，我明白 Look, I know.
我知道一下子很难消化 I know that it's, it's a lot.
所以...你可以用这个电话打给我 So you can use this to call me.
考虑一下吧 Think about it.
[Luke inhales deeply]
了解...不行 Yeah. No.
我们不会去基列国生活 We're not gonna go and live in Gilead.
我知道 I know, I know. I know how...
我知道这听起来 I know how fucking crazy
-有多疯狂 -我不信任劳伦斯 -it sounds, okay? -I don't trust Lawrence.
当然一点也不信任浑蛋基列国 I sure as hell don't fucking trust Gilead.
他说全球都会注视着我们 He said that the eyes of the world would be on us,
我们就能安全生活 so that we would be safe.
他说他想利用这个计划 He said he was trying to use this
让基列进入联合国 to get them admitted to the UN.
谁在乎啊？ Who, who the fuck cares?
茱恩，我... June, I... But I just don't...
我不明白你怎么没有 I don't understand why you didn't
立刻拒绝他 just turn him down right away.
因为他提起汉娜 Because he said "Hannah." Because he said "Hannah."
－我不相信他... －因为他说 -Well, I don't believe him. -Because he said
我们有机会接近她 this would give us the opportunity to be closer to her.
－我不相信 －我知道 -I don't believe it, so... -I know.
我也不知自己到底相不相信 I don't know if I believe it either.
但我愿意冒上任何风险 也要跟她团聚 But I would risk anything to be with her.
－难道你不愿意？ －我当然愿意... -Wouldn't you? -Well, of course.
茱恩，那是什么问题？ 我... Of course I would. June, what kind of question--
他们是怪物 [stuttering] They are monsters
夺走我们12岁的女儿 who wanna take our 12-year-old daughter
逼她结婚 and marry her off.
她会被某个老男人... She's gonna have some old man...
不行，我无法... No. Look, I, I can't. I, I just...
[stuttering]
卢克 [June] Luke, Luke.
这正是我们 必须到她身边去的原因 That's why, that is exactly why we need to be close to her.
不对，茱恩 这是我们必须将她救出来的原因 No, June. That is why we need to get her out.
怎么救？ How?
要怎么救？ How, huh?
你以为图罗会帮我们想办法吗？ What, do you think Tuello's gonna come through for us?
美国政府为我们做了什么？ What has the American government done for us?
这么久以来 They haven't brought us
他们丝毫没帮助我们靠近她 one step closer to her all of this time.
所以你信任劳伦斯吗？ 信任纳粹分子？ So you trust Lawrence, yeah? The Nazi?
劳伦斯 -Lawrence... -Yeah?
曾为我挺身而出，好吗？ ...has come through for me, okay?
他把妮可和艾蜜莉救了出来 He got Nichole out, he got Emily out.
让五月天进到他家去 He let Mayday into his home.
帮我让天使班机起飞 He helped me with Angels' Flight.
甚至把弗雷德送来给我们 He even helped deliver Fred.
他一次次冒上了生命危险 He has put his neck on the line over and over and over.
那对他一点好处也没有 And it has not benefited him at all.
他一直是我的朋友 He has been my friend.
－你的朋友？ －对 -Your friend? -Yes!
人们称他为＂基列国的建筑师＂ The, the "architect of Gilead" is what they call him,
你却相信他，你原谅了他... and you just-- You believe him, you forgive--
－我没原谅任何人 －你原谅了 -I'm not forgiving anyone. -You forgive them.
赛丽娜折磨了你，虐待了你 强暴了你 Serena tortured you, she abused you, raped you.
绑架了我们女儿 She kidnapped our child--
她跟那无关... She has nothing to do with this.
你却想救她一命？ And, and you just wanna save her life!
-这和他们无... -我痛恨 -This has nothing-- -I fucking hate
他们对我的家庭 和对你做的恶行 what they've done to our family! I hate what they've done to you!
我不明白 我知道 I don't understand. Look, I understand...
我知道你想救汉娜 I understand wanting to get Hannah, okay?
我懂这一点 I get-- I fucking get that.
但我保证... But I, I promise you
你让情绪蒙蔽了判断力 you're letting your emotions cloud your judgment.
[June laughs bitterly]
－老天－我没有... -Oh, God. -I don't-- I'm not--
你当然不明白我的感受 Of course you don't understand how I feel.
你当然不明白 Of course you don't understand.
瞧你对赛丽娜跟她的宝宝做了什么 Look what you did to Serena and her baby.
我为了你才那么做 为了让她远离你 I, I did that for you, to keep her away from you.
我从未要你那么做过 I never asked you to do that.
－好吧 －我从未... -All right, fine. -I never--
茱恩... June.
只是 Just...
偶尔也让我来保护你，好吗？ Just let me protect you sometimes, okay?
拜托 Please.
[chuckles]
问题是我不需要你的保护 The thing is, I don't need your protection.
我不需要 I don't need it.
汉娜才需要 Hannah does.
[footsteps approaching]
恭喜你生下了小诺亚 [Lawrence] Congratulations on little Noah.
他很可爱 He's a cute kid.
你是来把我弄出去的吗？ Are you getting me out of here?
没错 Yep.
我让加拿大政府 I've got the Canadian government
将你移交给基列国 to release you into Gilead custody.
你也花太久时间了 It took you long enough.
有些事得亲自去拜托 Well, there's some things you have to ask in person.
你得把诺亚带回我身边 You've gotta get Noah back to me.
你的要求可真多... You're making a lot of demands
毕竟你行为如此糟糕 for someone who's behaved so badly
又造成了这么多麻烦，赛丽娜 and caused so much trouble, Serena.
你得帮我处理惠勒夫妇 You have to help me with the Wheelers.
我已经 I have.
好好处理过了 Enormously.
他们答应让你住回 他们家的一间房间 I got them to let you return to a room in their house.
不行... No.
－赛丽娜... －绝对不行 -Serena-- -No, absolutely not.
赛丽娜，你是个聪明的女人 Serena, you're a smart woman,
你一定明白 基列需要营造 so you know why Gilead needs a picture
新手妈妈的幸福生活 生活在富豪夫妻的豪宅里 of our heralded new mother living in a harmonious household
享受和谐的家庭生活 led by a wealthy couple in a gorgeous mansion.
你不明白 You don't understand.
他们想将诺亚从我身边偷走 They are trying to steal Noah from me.
他成天贴着你的乳房 Well, wouldn't that be hard to do
很难偷走吧？ while he's attached to your breast,
他们让你回去的唯一原因 which is the only reason they're letting you back,
就是要你哺乳 好让他少哭一点 is to nurse him and reduce the crying.
我要停止谈论你的乳房了 And now I'm done talking about your breasts.
我不会被你 基列国或惠勒夫妇给利用的 I'm not gonna be used by you, or Gilead, or the Wheelers.
容我提醒，我们都有 Who have, need I remind you,
照顾你宝宝的合法身份 legal status to care for your baby.
而你，赛丽娜，并没有 Which you, Serena, on the other hand, do not.
这是唯一的方法了 It's the only way.
接受吧，赛丽娜 Come on, Serena.
想跟你的宝宝在一起？ You wanna be with your baby?
赛丽娜，就接受吧 Serena, come on.
你的母性本能呢？ Where's the maternal instinct?
你想跟小诺亚团聚吗？ Do you want to be with little Noah?
我拒绝跟绑架我孩子的人 I'm not gonna live in the same house
住在同个屋檐下 as my child's kidnappers.
你是否缺乏对讽刺的理解力？ Do you have an irony deficiency?
我不在乎 I don't give a damn.
我不是使女 I'm not a Handmaid.
小宝贝，别哭 -[Nichole crying] -[June] Hey, baby, it's okay.
外头的坏人吵醒你了吗？ Did those mean people wake you up?
没事了... Okay, all right.
来吧 Oh, come here.
怎么了？ 别哭了，亲爱的，躺好吧 What's that? It's okay, honey. Here you go.
[horns tooting]
我知道，真是的，他们太吵了 I know. I'm sorry. They're being so loud.
希望他们很快就会走，好吗？ Hopefully they'll go soon. Okay?
[Nichole murmurs]
我知道 [June] I know.
外头的人如果惹我们不开心 You know what we do
知道要做什么吗？ when the people outside start to get us down?
要唱歌 We sing.
我们来唱歌吧？ Let's sing a song, huh?
开始咯 Here we go.
我以前会唱这首歌给你姐姐听 You know, I used to sing this song to your big sister.
她以前好喜欢 And she used to love it so much.
她长好大了呢 She's gotten so big, you know?
你会很喜欢她的 You would like her a lot.
＂我会当你的镜子＂ ♪ I'll be your mirror ♪
＂反映你的模样 以免你不知道＂ ♪ Reflect what you are In case you don't know ♪
＂我会成为风＂ ♪ I'll be the wind ♪
＂雨和日落＂ ♪ The rain and the sunset ♪
＂你家门口的灯＂ ♪ The light on your door ♪
＂表明了你在家＂ ♪ To show that you're home ♪
＂你认为夜晚已窥见了你的思绪＂ ♪ 'Cause when you think The night has seen your mind ♪
＂你的内心扭曲又不友善＂ ♪ That inside You're twisted and unkind ♪
＂让我起身证明你的盲目＂ ♪ Let me stand To show that you are blind ♪
＂请放下双手＂ ♪ Please put down your hands ♪
＂因为我能看见你＂ -♪ 'Cause I see you ♪ -♪ 'Cause I see you ♪
＂我能看见你＂ [June in sing-song] I see you.
[laughing]
♪ I find it hard to believe... ♪
我希望你能认识她 I want you to know her.
我希望你认识你姐姐 I want you to know your big sister.
她有着 She has...
最宽大的心 the biggest heart.
她会非常爱你 She would love you so much.
早安。我知道现在太早了 [Mark] Good morning. I know it's early.
谢谢你见我 Thanks for seeing me.
你想干嘛？ [Luke] All right. So what do you want?
劳伦斯正跟 [Mark] Lawrence is holding meetings
一大群美国人会面 with large groups of Americans.
他们怎会愿意跟他说话？ [Luke] Why are they even talking to him?
他保证提供 [Mark] He promises them information
他们家人的消息 about family members.
人们一进会议室 Once he gets them in the door,
他就给他们看新伯利恒的照片 he shows them pictures of New Bethlehem.
我无法相信竟有人 [Luke] I can't... I can't even believe anyone
会考虑回去那里 would even consider going back.
不幸的是，的确有 [Mark] Unfortunately, they are.
早安 Morning.
妮可呢？ Where's Nichole?
跟莫伊拉去上音乐课了 She's at music class with Moira.
－你打电话给他的吗？ －不是，我自己来的 -Did you call him? -No, I came on my own.
我知道劳伦斯 I understand you got
也给了你诱人的提议 a tempting proposal from Lawrence.
他也一直在说服其他家庭 He's been talking to other families, too.
看来你今早会很忙了 Well, it looks like you're gonna have a busy morning.
你家是我的第一站 [Mark] You're my first stop.
劳伦斯的目标是扼杀美国 Lawrence's goal is to kill off America,
永远抹除 once and for all.
你是他们的目标 And you're a get for them.
你是抗争运动的象征 You're a symbol to the Resistance.
就像多米诺骨牌 You're a domino.
你若回去，其他人也会跟着 If you go back, others will follow.
他们会认为很安全 They'll think it's safe.
把这责任赖在我头上并不公平 It is not fair to put that on me.
就算劳伦斯是打开国门的戈尔巴乔夫 [sighs] Even if Lawrence is a Gorbachev
他的继任者会是普京 trying to open the country up, he'll be succeeded by Putins.
你们可能会被困在那儿 You could be trapped there.
五月天，美国和民主 都会被摧毁... Undermining Mayday, America, uh, democracy.
你怎会不明白 女儿不在我身边 How can you not understand that none of that matters to me
那一切对我来说都不重要？ without my daughter?
你不觉得你亏欠国家吗？ You don't feel like you owe your country anything?
我们被抓，就为了帮你取得情报 We got captured trying to get information for you.
你们用那个情报做了什么吗？ Have you done anything with it?
－我们正在做某事 －什么事？ -We are doing something. -What?
－那是机密 It's classified.
不对... No.
你不准那样塘塞我 No. You do not say that to me.
我们准备要发起军事行动 We're launching a military action.
政府已为此准备了很久 We've been preparing for it for a long time.
是要突袭吗？ What, like a raid?
能说的我都说了 I've said all I can say.
那跟我们有什么关系？ And what does that have to do with us?
我们给你的 主教之妻学校情报呢？ What about the information we gave you on the Wife Schools?
找到汉娜在哪儿了吗？ Have you found out where Hannah is?
还没有，很抱歉... No, not yet. [stutters] I'm sorry.
所以你大老远跑来 什么也没告诉我们 So you came all of this way to tell us nothing.
你对我们的情况无能为力 There is nothing you can do for us.
劳伦斯却能让我们跟汉娜团聚 And Lawrence is offering us Hannah.
若能告诉你们更多，我一定会说 If there was something more I could tell you, I would.
但我现在不行 I just can't right now.
请你们相信我们 我请求你... I'm asking you to just trust us.
相信你的国家 Please just trust in your country.
什么国家？ What country?
卢克觉得我是疯了才会动这念头 Luke thinks I'm crazy for even thinking about it,
这让我快被逼疯了 which is making me feel crazy.
我真的疯了吗？ Am I?
真是疯狂的情况 It's a crazy situation.
你会怎么做？ So what would you do?
我不该发表意见 It's not for me to say.
－丽塔 －我不想干涉你们 -Rita. -I don't want to interfere.
拜托你 I'm asking you.
我会在这儿继续过生活 I'm moving forward with my life here.
永远不会回去那里 I would never go back there.
好 Yeah.
的确... Right. Okay.
但我没有孩子在那里 But I don't have a child there.
如果你有呢？ What if you did?
如果在我儿子没死的另一个世界？ If there were a world where my son isn't dead?
不惜一切代价 我也要再见他一面 I would do anything to see him again.
到世界尽头我也在所不惜 I would travel to the ends of the earth.
[buzzer buzzes]
[indistinct chatter]
你来了 You came.
多年来，他一直在建设新伯利恒 He's been developing New Bethlehem for many years.
他从最初就在提倡这个概念 He's been pitching it since the beginning.
现在他的权力似乎比以前更大了 He seems to have more power than ever.
所以他做得到 So he can do it.
我不知道 I don't know.
我现在不太清楚基列国的政情 I don't have a lot of clarity on Gilead politics right now.
我在试着不靠他们过活 这就是为什么... I'm trying to move on without them,
我想找你谈谈 which is why I wanted to talk to you.
我需要你帮我找个辩护人 I just need help finding an advocate.
我需要一名律师 I need a lawyer
或找个加拿大公民来担保我也可以 or, um, a Canadian citizen to sponsor me.
随便什么 Anything.
我们… We're not...
我们不是朋友，赛丽娜 We're not friends, Serena.
但你原谅了我 But you forgave me.
我没有 No.
我永远也不会原谅你 I can never forgive you.
那你为何要救我？ Then why did you save my life?
你救了我和我孩子的命啊 You saved my life and you saved my child's life.
他什么也没做错 He hadn't done anything wrong.
听着，你可以尽管否认 Look, you can dismiss it all you want,
但你当时跟我在那谷仓里 but you were there with me in that barn.
我俩建立了情谊 You and I, we have a bond.
我们一起经历了那么多 We have been through so much together.
是啊 Yeah. [chuckles]
我把另一边的脸转过去给你打了 I turned the other cheek.
结果到头来，我... Turns out, after all this, I...
我想我是个比你虔诚的基督徒 I guess I'm a better Christian than you.
[exhales deeply]
[sniffles]
[chuckles]
我现在要怎么办？ What am I supposed to do now?
嗯 Um...
回惠勒家去吧 go back to the Wheelers.
[chuckles]
怎么可能？ How?
你怎么能跟 How do you go and live in a house
试着偷你孩子的女人同住？ with a woman who's trying to steal your baby?
你真的在问我吗？ Are you seriously asking me that?
[sniffles]
你怎能... How did you ever...
你怎能忍受跟我住一起？ How did you ever live with me?
[chuckles]
嗯 [June] Um...
你要这么做，听好了 Here's what you're gonna do.
好 Okay?
你要回去那里 You're gonna go back in there,
表现得像个使女 and you are gonna act like a Handmaid.
但自始至终... But the entire time,
你都在密谋对付他们 you will be plotting against them
并计划着你的复仇 and planning your revenge.
你就是那么做的吗？ Is that what you did?
瞧瞧弗雷德的下场 Look at what happened to Fred.
再瞧瞧现在的你 And look at you now.
茱恩 [Serena] June.
如果你是我，你会怎么做？ What would you do if you were me?
听好了 Listen to me.
不在你孩子身边，你是帮不了他的 You cannot help your child if you're not with them.
我会回去 I would go back.
[door opens]
她没问题 -[door closes] -She's okay.
了解我为你安排好的一切了吗？ See how I make everything work out for you?
卢克不信任你 Luke does not trust you.
但你信任我 But you do.
我要怎么做 才能说服不情愿的丈夫？ What can I do to persuade the reluctant husband?
他也知道我们有汉娜 He's got proof of life.
阻止他们让汉娜结婚 Stop them from marrying off Hannah.
那不是我能插手的 I think that's... That's outta my hands.
但如果我照你要求去做 But if I do what you want me to do,
你能阻止他们吗？ could you stop it?
基列国有基列国的作法 Gilead's gonna Gilead.
你可以跟她团聚，茱恩 那样还不足以让你开心吗？ You could be with her, June. Wouldn't that make you happy?
看着她被大了她一倍的人强暴吗？ While she's being raped by someone twice her age?
那是媒妁婚姻 Bah, it's an arranged marriage.
去死吧 Fuck you!
你去死吧 Fuck you!
所有女孩和女人 惨遭强暴，凌迟和虐待 All the girls, all the women raped, tortured, abused
就在你一手打造的世界里 in a world that you created,
你这个该死的变态 you sick fuck!
你以为我不知道？ You think I don't know?
你以为我不知道 我所造成的痛苦吗...？ You think I don't know the misery that I've caused?
你以为… You think...
你以为我不晓得吗？ You think I'm unaware?
我只想试着拯救全人类 I was trying to save humanity.
而且我做到了 And, you know, I did.
我他妈的成功了 I fucking did it.
接着一切偏离我的计划 Then it got away, away from me.
化成了恶脓 It went septic.
你以为我不想收回吗？ You think I wouldn't take it back?
我很想收回这一切 I would take it all back.
让该死的人类直接灭亡 I'd let the whole fucking human race just die out,
我才不用 just so I wouldn't have...
因基列国而充满内疚 have Gilead on my conscience.
那就做点什么啊 So do something.
我做了啊... I am! I am!
新伯利恒就是啊，茱恩 That is what New Bethlehem is, June.
那就是个更好的地方 It's, it's a better place.
从无法改变的过去中 It's the place we wrestle a better future
奋斗而来的更美好未来 out of an unchangeable past.
没有假审判和酷刑 A, a place without the, the sham trials,
没有儿童新娘的地方 and the torture, without child brides.
汉娜就要成为儿童新娘了 Hannah's going to be a child bride.
但妮可不会 But Nichole will not!
等到她成年 在新伯利恒就不会... By the time she comes of age in New Bethlehem, don't you--
怎么做...？ How?
怎么做...？ How? How is that going--
国家会现代化 Countries modernize.
国家会进步，我亲眼见过 Countries can get better. I've seen it.
我们从新伯利恒开始 We start in New Bethlehem.
随着改革成功 And with those reforms and success,
五年或十年后 five years, ten years,
整个基列国都会变成那样 all of Gilead could be like that.
变成不践踏人权 A place that doesn't trample on human rights
能允许人们离开的地方 a place that will let you leave.
运气好的话，变成昔日的新加坡 Singapore of yore, with any luck.
茱恩，我需要你 June, I need you.
帮我修正这一切 Come help me fix it.
茱恩 June.
来新伯利恒陪伴你女儿 Come to New Bethlehem, come be with your daughter.
帮我一起在基列国 Come help me make more of a difference in Gilead
带来比五月天更大的改变 than Mayday ever will.
你真相信你能修正一切？ You really believe you can fix it?
我必须相信... I have to. I have to believe it.
我别无选择 I have no choice.
要么相信，要么... It's either that or, or yeah...
就像艾莲诺一样自杀 kill myself, like Eleanor, y'know.
非此即彼 One or the other.
[breathing heavily]
[Hannah giggling]
茱恩 [Luke] June.
[Hannah giggling]
茱恩 June.
有人寄包裹给你 You got a package.
－你看到了吗？ －看到了 -Do you see it? -Yeah.
天啊，是她 [June gasps] Oh, my God, it's her.
再播一次 Play it again.
她需要我们 She needs us.
我们必须去 We have to go.
我们必须去陪在她身边 无论她在哪里 We have to go be with her, wherever she is.
她需要我们 She needs us.
得在更糟的事发生前过去 We have to go before something worse happens to her.
好的，注意 Okay. Listen.
－好，听我说好吗？ －好 -There, all right? -'Kay.
听着，我也想去 你很清楚吧？ All right, look, I want that. All right? You know that, right?
我想去，但我不能让你去 I wanna go, but I can't let you go.
茱恩，你不是说一跨越边界... June, what is to say the moment you cross that border
他们不只会把你吊死在墙上？ that they don't just put you on the fucking Wall?
不然我们要怎么做...？ Then what are we going to do? What are we going to do about--
我不知道，还在想办法 I don't know. We're trying to figure it out.
你要怎么做？ What are you gonna do?
继续像这七年来一样 Are you just gonna do the same thing you've done
什么也不做？ for the last seven years?
什么也不做？ Fucking nothing?
对不起，我不该那么说 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that.
我不是那个意思 对不起，我不该那样说 That wasn't what I meant. I'm sorry. I shouldn't.
－没关系 －我在试着... -It's fine. -I'm trying to...
我有一种预感... You know, I have this feeling that you're gonna go
你会去，而且永远不会回来了 and you're never gonna come back?
我们一家能一起去 But we can go as a family.
不行，绝不能把妮可带去基列国 No, we're not gonna take Nichole to Gilead.
-我们不会去的 -那我只好 -We're not gonna do that. -Then I'm gonna
离开你们了 have to go without you.
我必须去 I'm gonna have to go.
[laughing]
我知道这很疯狂... I know it's crazy. I know.
我们对你来说永远都不够，对吧？ We're never gonna be enough for you, are we?
你跟妮可会好好的，会没事 You and Nichole, you will be fine.
你会没事的 You'll be okay.
但她需要我 And she needs me.
她需要我 我却将她留在那儿 She needs me, and I just left her there.
我抛下了她 I left her behind.
－那是... －你留在那儿 -It was-- -You stayed, June.
－那么多年，茱恩... －那是我唯一 -You stayed for so many years. -It was the one thing
承诺过绝不会做的事 I promised I would never do.
你留在那儿那么多年，茱恩 You stayed for so many years, June.
－我不能待在这里 －留下来 -I cannot be here. -Just stay.
我当初根本不该离开她 I was never supposed to leave her.
我抛弃了她... I, I abandoned her.
我把她丢在那里 I left her behind,
－我得回去找她 －不是的... -and I have to go back to her. -No, no.
我必须回到她身边 I have to go back to her. I have to. I have to.
我非这么做不可 I have to go back for her. Okay?
我必须回去找她，好吗？ [sobbing] I have to.
我把她丢在那儿... I left her. I left her behind.
我丢下了我的宝贝 I left my baby.
让我想起以前茶几上常见的书 [Lawrence] Reminds me of those old coffee table books.
＂复古的新英格兰 风景如画的村庄＂ Picturesque Villages of Vintage New England.
[Lawrence chuckles]
花了这么久时间，你真的办到了 You really did it after all this time.
首先是解除制裁 Well, first came the lifting of sanctions.
那是第一项 That was point one.
接下来是政治改革 Next will come political reforms.
得聪明又有限度，但还是算改革 Smart, limited, but reforms nonetheless.
那是… That's... Let's see.
我四百项计划的第四项 Yeah, that's point four of my 400-point plan.
茱恩的态度呢？ Which way is June leaning?
我想我们能让她答应 I think we're getting her to a yes.
要我下注的话 If I had to put money on it,
我会说茱恩和妮可 I'd say June and Nichole
未来一两年内就会来这儿 will be here in the next year or two.
你真的觉得会吗？ Do you really think so?
真的 I do.
所以你觉得呢？ So, what do you think?
你喜欢吗？ You like?
我能想象你跟萝丝 I could see you and Rose here.
在这儿推着孩子荡秋千 Pushing Junior in a swing.
是嘛？ Could you now?
新伯利恒会成为 New Bethlehem is gonna be
我们最重要的新居住地 one of our most important new settlements,
我需要一位亲近的大主教作为盟友 and I will need a close ally as Commander.
有趣的提议 Interesting proposal.
充满了风险 It's full of risks.
你的宝宝可以有个手足 Your baby could have a sibling.
你能跟两个孩子在一起 You could be with both of your children.
跟你爱的两名女子在一起 You could be with both of the women you love.
这样吧 You know what?
你考虑一下 Think about it.
你觉得呢？ So, what do you think?
能用这个找到汉娜在哪里吗？ You think we can use it to find Hannah's location?
希望可以 I hope so.
谢谢你们把这个交给我们 Thank you for bringing this to us.
这可能会很有帮助 It could be very helpful.
你若真能找到她，接下来呢？ And if you do find her, then what?
你能做什么？ What can you do?
竭尽所能让你留在这里 Whatever we can to keep you here.
我们无法失去更多美国公民了 Look, we cannot afford to lose more American citizens.
这件事攸关国家存亡 That is an existential issue for us.
相信我 So, believe me when I tell you
我们会投入一切努力 that we are going to throw everything we have at this.
我明白你为什么不信任我们 I get why you don't want to give us your faith.
我真的懂，但拜托你们 请给我们一点时间 I get that. But, just, please, um, give us some time.
[breathing unsteadily]
你可以开口说话 You may speak.
我要为我的行为道歉 Uh, I'm very sorry for my actions.
我既无礼又忘恩负义 I was rude and ungrateful.
发生的一切都是我的错 Everything that happened was, was my fault
而且是我一个人的错 and my fault alone.
很高兴你知错了 Well, I'm glad that you can see that now.
谢谢你们让我回来给宝宝喂奶 Thank you for letting me back to nurse the baby.
你可以做那部分 但其他的都由我来做 You can do that part, but I will do all of the rest.
为人母的所有职责 All the duties of motherhood.
谢谢 Thank you.
你必须承认你还不够 You must agree that you aren't fit
成熟到能为人母 to be a full-fledged mother.
还不适合 Not yet.
可能永远都不适合 Possibly not ever.
－宜应称颂 －宜应称颂 -Praise be. -Praise be.
这边请 [Martha] Right this way.
[Noah crying in the distance]
[breathing unsteadily]
抱歉，可以吗？ I'm sorry. May I?
[Noah fussing]
你来了 Oh, you're here.
－可以让我抱抱他吗？ －当然了 -Can I have him, please? -Of course, dear.
哦 Oh.
我的宝宝 Oh, my baby.
他一直在等你 -Oh! -He's been waiting for you.
Hello.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我好想你 -[Noah crying] -I missed you so much.
好的 Okay.
我的宝贝 Oh, my baby.
[Noah stops crying]
来吧 There.
[phone ringing]
喂？ [Luke] Hello.
是丽塔 It's Rita.
没有新消息 No, no news.
我们每天都在问马克 We've just been checking in with Mark every day.
但他只是不断要我们再等一等 But, uh, he just keeps on telling us to wait.
等 Wait.
是啊，感觉等了一辈子了 Yeah. Feels like forever.
她没有，我也不知道，也许... She's, she's not. I don't know. Maybe there's...
－你还好吗？ －还好... -You okay. You all right? -Um, yeah, yeah.
我要去散步一下 I'm gonna go... I'm gonna go take a walk.
你才吃到一半 You're in the middle of eating.
对，但妮可要吃苹果 Yeah, but Nichole needs apples.
我们没有苹果了 We're out of apples.
告诉卢克我去街角杂货店 So just tell Luke I'm gonna go down to the corner
买些苹果 to the grocer and get the apples.
－因为她要... －她要吃苹果 -Because she... -She needs apples.
对，她要吃苹果 Yeah, she needs the apples, yeah.
是的 嗯 Sure. Um...
我可以一起去吗？ Hey, can, can I come with?
不用啦，没关系 No, no, no. You're good, you're good.
你继续吃... You just keep, uh, eating.
好吧 -[Moira] Okay. -[door opens, closes]
[indistinct chatter]
很好，再次谢谢你 -Well done. -Thank you again.
感激不尽 Appreciate it.
[indistinct chatter]
[cell phone ringing]
喂 Hello?
茱恩，我没时间多聊 但查出来了 June, I don't have time to talk, but we figured it out.
我们找到她了 We found her.
－什么？ －我们找到汉娜了 -What? -We found Hannah.
我们查出了她的主教之妻学校 知道她的位置了 We found her Wives School. We know where she is.
茱恩 我们找到她了 June, we found her.
还有很多要安排的 There are a lot of moving parts,
也还在制定计划，好吗？ and we're still formulating a plan, okay?
好 Okay.
茱恩 你们的视频帮了大忙 June, the metadata on your video helped tremendously.
好，我懂 Okay. I understand.
我们要去突袭她的学校 把她救出来 We're going to raid her school and get her out.
谢谢你 Thank you.
糟糕 Shit.
好吧...得放回去 糟了... Okay. Put these here. Oh, shit. Oh.
－对不起... －没关系，没事吧？ -Shit. Sorry! -'Kay, kay? Are you okay?
－抱歉 －不要紧，没关系... -I'm sorry, yes. -[man] No, no, it's all right.
－真的很抱歉，先生... －不要紧，没关系... -I'm so sorry, sir. -Don't worry about it.
－对不起... －对不起...谢谢 -Okay. I'm sorry. -No, no, no, it's okay.
哇哦 [grocer] Ooh! Whoa!
－不要紧... －谢谢 -It's okay. Okay. -'Kay. Thank you.
－不要紧... －谢谢 -It's all right. -Thank you.
谢谢你... Thank you.
谢谢你... Here. Thank you.
借过 Excuse me.
不好意思 Excuse me.
[laughing]
－卢克 －怎么了？ -Luke. -[Luke] What?
卢克 Luke.
－莫伊拉 －怎么了...？ -Moira? -What?
卢克 [June] Luke?
他们要去救汉娜了 They're going to get Hannah.
－什么？ －马克打给我 -What? -Mark called.
－他们找到她了 －我的天啊 -They found her. -[Moira] Oh, my God.
他们会突袭学校 And they're gonna do a raid of her school,
将她救出来 and they're gonna go get her.
带回我们身边 They're gonna bring her back to us.
－老天 －听见吗 -Oh, God! -[June] Do you hear me?
他们要带她回来 They're gonna bring her back to us.
－你说真的？ －真的 -Are you serious? -Yes, yes, yes.
我们帮他们找到了汉娜 We helped them, and they found Hannah.
他们要去救她了... And so they're gonna go get her.
我的天啊... [Moira] Oh, my God!
－我是说真的，太棒了 They're gonna go get her! I'm fucking serious! Yes!
天啊 Oh, my God!
没事了，我知道... 我们成功了 It's okay. I know, I know. I know. I know. We did it.
我爱死马克图罗了 Come here. I fucking love Mark Tuello.
我爱死马克图罗了 I fucking love Mark Tuello.