﻿借鉴他人旅程 来创造自己的故事
﻿我做过最恐怖的噩梦 One of the most terrifying dreams for me.
﻿就是我在篮球场上 was a dream of me being on a basketball court,
﻿体育场爆满 ﻿我在进攻投篮 stadium's full, and I'm attacking the basket,
﻿像被卡住了 and I can't get off the ground.
﻿跳不起来 I can't jump. Like, I'm stuck.
﻿我卡住了 Like, I'm cemented
﻿被黏在地上 to the floor.
﻿我意识到自己在做梦 I was conscious of the fact that I was dreaming.
﻿于是我努力控制我的梦 And so now, I'm trying to control my dream.
﻿你能跳过去 你能冲过去 "You can jump through it,"you can push through it.
﻿你能进攻投篮 "You can get to that basket."
﻿但不管我多努力 我的腿还是太沉 And no matter how hard I tried, my legs were too heavy.
﻿我跳不起来 Can't jump.
﻿科比的缪斯
﻿伤疤
﻿2013/04/13 洛杉矶湖人 vs 金州勇士
﻿这个令我们失望的赛季 A year that's given us more than a share of disappointment
﻿也充满了刺激 has also provided us with numerous thrills,
﻿湖人队球迷今晚期待着胜利 and Laker fans are looking for more here tonight
﻿常规赛仅剩三场 with three games remaining
﻿能否进季后赛的命运 掌握在湖人手里 and destiny in the Laker hands to get back into the playoffs where
﻿通常他们打得不错 they usually do well.
﻿我热身时 都会在心里做身体检查 Our warm-ups are always just kind of doing the mental check of my body.
﻿哪儿紧绷 Like, what's tight?
﻿哪儿不紧绷 What's pulling on me? What's not pulling on me?
﻿我该如何放松 做暖身运动 How do I loosen it up? How to get things going.
﻿我身体感到有点 僵硬 And, um, my body felt...a little stiff.
﻿他站住 后仰跳 投没进 He spins, turns, fall away... short.
﻿球到杰克手上 Taken by Jarrett Jack.
﻿我记得放松 暖身 然后投入球赛 And I remember getting loosed up, getting going, and then finally, the game, kinda
﻿把自己练圆滑 working myself into a lather, and, um...
﻿我身体感觉不错 my body felt good.
﻿他来了 Here he comes.
﻿科比从后面转身射球得分 Around the back, spinning, shooting, scoring!
﻿我职业生涯中 从没那么努力得做赛前准备 I had never worked so much in my entire career in terms of preparation
﻿日日夜夜锻炼身体 and getting my body physically ready, night in and night out,
﻿打了我生涯最棒的篮球 and I'd been playing some of my best basketball.
﻿布莱恩特进攻底线撞墙 Bryant attacking base line, and he runs into a stone wall of Festus Ezeli,
﻿他抱住左膝盖 and he's holding his left knee.
﻿一路抗战 打进季后赛 Battling through, trying to make the playoffs,
﻿打那么多分钟的球赛 playing all these minutes.
﻿他进球了 转身脚崴了 受伤了 科比受伤了 As he has it, spin it, in trouble. Oh, he's limping, he's hurting. Kobe's hurting.
﻿这些分钟 累积起来 These minutes might be just absolutely adding up.
﻿不可质疑 它们累积起来了 Oh, there's no question they're adding up. No question.
﻿受伤时 我都不去想它 What I always try to do through injuries is not think about it because
﻿因为比赛本身比伤痛重要 when the game itself is more significant than the injury,
﻿你对伤置之不理 you don't feel the injury.
﻿伤痛就不会阻止你 The injury won't get in the way because
﻿因为伤痛对你而言 不算什么 it's not important to you.
﻿科比三分球 Kobe, 3... yes!
﻿布莱恩特从外围投了深沉一球 Big one, Bryant, from outside.
﻿107比104 107, 104.
﻿三分球赛 还剩五分钟 Three-point game, five minutes left.
﻿科比被菜鸟巴恩斯防守 Kobe, guarded by the rookie, Harrison Barnes,
﻿科比一对一 孤立 Kobe, one-one-one, isolated.
﻿他得分 打成平手 双方107 For the tie...he's got it! It's 107, all.
﻿黑曼巴就是黑曼巴 The Mamba is looking like the Mamba.
﻿又是布莱恩特 他在努力 跌倒了 Bryant again going to work, falls down.
﻿又在挣扎 Again, he's struggling.
﻿他会在地上一阵子 He's gonna stay down there for a bit.
﻿我一开始做动作时 我就知道了 As soon as I need to move, I knew it.
﻿那是阿基里斯肌腱 我不该这么说 I mean, that's the Achilles. I shouldn't say that.
﻿是脚伤 That's a foot injury.
﻿感觉就像 脚后跟的闭震器暴了 It feels like the shock absorbers in the back of your foot are just gone,
﻿什么也感觉不到 just nothing there.
﻿你走路时好像 So when you walk, it's like...
﻿像小腿肌肉碰到地面似的 it feels like your calf muscle is touching the floor.
﻿我能感觉到 它从小腿后面滚上来 I could feel it rolling up the back of my calf as if it was just kind of
﻿越滑越远 slipping up further and further.
我忘不了那一刻的沉寂 I remember feeling the silence.
我忘不了那一刻的恐惧 I remember feeling the fear.
﻿35岁 Thirty-five years old,
﻿打了十七八年年职篮 17, 18 years in the league.
﻿这可能是终点了 I'm like, "This could be a wrap."
﻿那寂静 就象征着 And that's what the silence was.It was like,
﻿这次你真的是到终点了 "This could really be a wrap for you."
﻿他好不容易走到罚球线 He could barely make it to the free-throw line.
﻿布莱恩特今晚得32分5个篮板球4个助攻 Bryant tonight with 32 points,five rebounds, four assists,
﻿但是他受伤了 湖人队落后两分 and he is hurting. But the Lakers down by two,
﻿他们需要他站上罚球线 and they want him and need him at the free-throw line.
﻿命中 Got it.
﻿科比无法继续比赛了 So Kobe Bryant cannot continue.
﻿听听那人群 And the crowd...
﻿起立鼓掌 the ovation,
﻿我想他会直接去更衣室 and I would assume he'd go straight to the locker room.
﻿我的家人走进来 My family walks in.
﻿瓦妮莎 和我们的女儿们 It's Vanessa and our daughters,and, um,
﻿我已经哭了一会儿了 you know, I'm already-- You know, I've been crying. And, um...
﻿应该说我眼眶湿润 应该还没哭 well, I had tears in my eyes. I don't think I was crying yet.
﻿其实更多是懊恼 I was more upset.
﻿这可能是我的终点 Like, this could be the end.
﻿在更衣室球场上 或队友面前 In a locker room, on the court, around my teammates,
﻿我都表现得很坚强 I've always tried to be very strong
﻿表现一副无敌的模样 and be invincible.
﻿不要当凡人 当超人 Not be Clark Kent, but be Superman.
﻿然后你的家人进来 And then your family comes in,
﻿那是家的感觉 and now that is home.
﻿你得以做自己 That's where you can be you.
﻿我就释放了出来 And, um, I just let it go.
﻿我是说 再也控制不住了 I mean, I couldn't hold onto it anymore,you know?
﻿那真的... 你知道 And you don't, you know--
﻿看着我女儿们的脸 Looking at my daughters' faces, I mean,
﻿看得出 她们是真的被吓到了 they were genuinely afraid, right,
﻿因为她们能感觉到一些... because they had never-- They could feel something,
她们感受到一些紧张 they could feel the tension,
但她们并不知道具体发生了什么 but they didn't really know exactly why.
﻿身为父母 And as a parent, the first thing
﻿看到你孩子在害怕 你第一件事就是 希望她们不要怕 that comes to your mind when you see your kids afraid is you want them to not be afraid.
﻿你想给他们力量 勇气 和安慰 Right? You wanna give them strength.You wanna give them courage.You wanna reassure them.
﻿我只能安慰她们说 爸爸没事 And the only way I could reassure them is by telling them,"It's a little setback, but we'll be fine."Right?
﻿我常跟她们说 "This is what we talk about all the time.
﻿你路上遇到挫折 跌倒了 你再站起来 "You know, you have a bump in the road, you fall,"you get back up,
﻿然后再一次开始 and you go after it again.
﻿我们就是那样做的 "Right? That's what we do."
﻿就算当时 连我自己都不信 And so, even at the time I didn't believe it myself,
﻿但我认为 必须对他们那么说 I felt like it was important to say that to them
﻿因为我想 她们需要听到 because I felt they needed to hear that.
﻿身为父母 你不能只说教 你必须身教 And as a parent, you can't just talk the talk, you gotta walk the walk,
﻿你必须勇敢 and you gotta be brave,and, uh,
﻿就算不为自己 也要为孩子着想 in these types of situations, if not for yourself,then for your kids.
﻿受伤后45分钟
﻿科比 他们说问题出在阿基里斯肌腱 Kobe, are you convinced that--They told us probable torn Achilles,
﻿他们要做核磁共振 they're gonna do an MRI.
﻿你确定是什么了吗 Are you pretty convinced that's what it is?
﻿是的 Yeah.
﻿如果有人能承受 那人一定是你吧？ If anyone's gonna get through this,it's probably you, right?
﻿唉 Oh, man. Shit.
在你的职业生涯中，你经历了无数的个人和职业挑战。 You've had tons of personal and professional challenges in your career.
这次是最严重的一次吗 Is this at the top of the list?
﻿是的 Yeah,
﻿你知道 you know, um,
﻿但是 这激励我 激励着我 but it's fueling me, it's fueling me.
﻿我已感觉得到 I can feel it already.
﻿我已感觉得到 你知道吗 You know, I can feel it already. It's just, you know,
﻿在职业生涯这节骨眼上 跟腱撕裂 players at this stage of their career,you know, they pop an Achilles and,
﻿专家都说即使回归 也不复当年了 you know, the pundits say they never come back the same.
﻿所以我已经听得到了 So, I can hear it already,
﻿光用想的我就生气 and it's pissing me off right now just thinking about it right now, so...
﻿那这不是我们最后一次看你打球? So, this isn't the last game that we'll see you play.
﻿你认真的吗 Really?
﻿不 我不想无礼 对不起 I'm just asking.Well, no, I'm not trying to be rude.I am sorry.
你认真的吗 Really?
你当下问这个问题 很合适 It's appropriate that you ask that question from down there.
﻿这伤对我来说 像珠穆朗玛峰 This injury was Mount Everest for me, personally,
﻿因为我知道 有漫长的路要走 because I knew what the long road was gonna be.
﻿所以 So
﻿在那时候 你必须做出抉择 at that point, you have to make a decision.You have to make a choice.
﻿三周后
﻿上午 8点05分
﻿伤口看起来不错 Oh, it looks beautiful.
﻿从上到下看起来都挺好 It goes up there, it goes down below.
﻿拿拆线刀给我 Can I have a suture-removal?
﻿太棒了 没有肿胀 It's fabulous. No swelling, huh?
﻿张力不错 Nice tension in it.
﻿是的 张力很足 Yeah, great tension.
﻿科比，张力完美 Kobe, the tension is just perfect.
﻿是吗？ It is?
是的 Oh, yeah.
还不错？ Beautiful.
是的 很成功 Yeah, it's beautiful.
﻿你能感觉到 我在碰这部位吗？ Can you feel me touching you here?
﻿是的 Yeah.
﻿那是腓肠神经 That's sural nerve.
是的. Yeah.
﻿连他的痊愈能力都很强 Even his healing--He's got good healing capabilities.
﻿它这是正中神经 He's got this medial nerve.
﻿看起来好极了 This looks absolutely beautiful.
﻿是呀 Yeah.
﻿很好 Beautiful.
﻿这固定好 Okay, and then that, just open up the Kling.
﻿把整支脚朝上 Point your whole foot up towards the ceiling.
﻿好的 That's it.
﻿放松 And relax.
﻿朝上 Up.
﻿不错 Good.
﻿挺不错 Looks pretty good.
﻿用力保持住 Push it up.
﻿保持住 Hold it up, hold it up, hold it up.
现在动动脚趾 Go ahead and move your finger.
让它撑住 Let him hold it himself.
放松 And let it relax.
哇 Wow.
可以让那些质疑的人闭嘴了 Shut these naysayers up once and for all.
﻿爱
﻿布莱恩特运球切过斯潘塞•海伍德 Bryant puts it on the floor,
﻿撼动全场 gets inside... oh!
﻿老乔有如达里尔•道金斯 Jelly bean! He made like Darryl Dawkins.
﻿布莱恩特撼动全场 Bryant arms the building-shaker.
﻿瞧 一跳冲天然后灌篮 Look at this, way up there.He slams it down.
﻿瞧 他跳到半空中 厉害 Look at his body, how high he is in the air.
那是难以置信的 That's incredible.
他以前总是打比赛导致疼痛 He used to be really sore from playing.
﻿于是他会让我们这些孩子踩在他背上 You know?So, he would have his kids walk on his back,
﻿我觉得站在老爹背上很好玩 which I thought was really fun,standing on your father's back
﻿好像要踩裂他的背似的 and you're cracking his back as you're walking on top of him.
﻿我一直觉得那么玩好酷 I always thought that was pretty, pretty cool.
﻿在他大腿上踩着走之类的 I used to walk on his hamstrings and stuff.
﻿他是个能投远球的 6尺10身高的 持球控卫 He's a ball-handling guard at six-ten that can shoot the long ball.
﻿他的球技真是了得 And he had all the skills.
﻿他精通各种技巧 He had all the skills.
﻿他受球迷爱戴 Fans loved him.
﻿他几乎无所不能 He could do virtually anything.
﻿他在NBA打了8年以后 So, he played in the NBA for eight years,
﻿他决定还想延长职业生涯 and decided if he wanted to further his career
﻿并且继续照自己方式打球 and play the way he wanted to play,
﻿他得转战海外 到意大利去打 he should make the transition to play overseas and play in Italy.
﻿所以他把我们也带去了 So, he took us with him.
﻿当时我6岁 I was six,
﻿6岁的孩子 你知道的 就是跟着走 and at six, you just go with the flow.
﻿搬到一个 你完全不懂那国语言的地方 You're moving to a place where you don't speak the language at all.
﻿你在那里交到些朋友 但两年后又得搬到别的城市 You have friends there, and now, after two years,you bounce to another city.
﻿现在 你又得重新开始 然后两年后又重来 Now, you have to start again.And then two years later, it repeats itself.
﻿两年后又重来 这下你真的谁都不认识了 Two years later, that repeats itself.And now, you really don't know anybody,
﻿你又得重新开始适应新生活 and you have to figure things out all over again.
﻿我挺高兴跟着我爸 I was more than happy just to tag along,
﻿只为了沉浸在球赛的气氛中 just to be around that atmosphere,
﻿当个球童 在球场那里混 be around the game and be a ball boy, just kind of be in the mix.
﻿我会整场球赛坐在篮架下 I would sit under the basket the entire game,
﻿拿着个大拖把 那种拖场地的大拖把 and I would have one of those big, like, sweeper,like, court-sweeper things.
﻿谁要是流汗滴到地上了什么的 Something happened on the court, somebody slipped on some sweat,
﻿我非得擦得一滴不剩不可 I was really anal about making sure I got every little, every last drop up.
﻿能够近距离接触篮球 给我快感 It was rush to be that close.
﻿我曾经穿着衣服睡觉 I used to try to sleep with my clothes on.
﻿如果他需要去练球的话 You know, if he needed to get to practice,
﻿我不想他认为我害他迟到 I didn't want to make him feel like I was gonna make him late or something.
﻿他们每天练两次 I mean, they would do, like, two practices a day
﻿我想跟去 吵着要去 但是他不让我去 And that sort of stuff, and I'd wanna go.I'd beg to go, but he wouldn't let me go.
﻿所以我会消失去打篮球 So, I would disappear and go play basketball.
﻿永远不变的是球赛 The thing that was always the most constant was the game.
﻿那是我的避风港 那是我可以去的地方 And that was my refuge. That was the place where I could go
﻿不管我在哪里 它是我完全熟悉的地方 and have complete familiarity no matter where I was,
﻿无论我搬到哪个意大利城市 都无所谓 whether it was Rieti, Reggio Calabria,Reggio Emilia, Pistoia--
﻿完全没关系 It didn't matter.
﻿合不合群都无所谓 Whether I got along with kids,didn't get along with the kids,
﻿因为我有我的篮球 didn't matter because I always had my ball.
我随时可以拿上篮球 So, I can always pick up my basketball,
跳上单车 I can always hop on my bike,
骑去公园 I can always go to the park,
一直投篮 and I can always shoot.
对吧？ Right?
嗯 And, um,
﻿那给了我无比的慰藉 that gave me a great source of comfort.
﻿跳20尺高也不够 把篮板球传到斯科特手上 Twenty-foot jumper's not hot enough,Magic in the front, good transition.
﻿弹到中间 格林灌篮 Bounce down the middle! Yes, he's got it. Here he comes.
﻿轻松灌篮 Hey, rock the baby to sleep with slam dunk!
﻿帕里什传回丹尼斯 丹尼斯寻找安吉 Herridge back out to Dennis, Dennis looks for Gaines,
﻿传到禁区 外传给大鸟 大鸟三分球进了 gives it to him, over to Bird.Bird's three-pointer and away... good!
﻿我外公考克斯 My mom's father, Grandpa Cox,
﻿会把球赛录下来 he used to record all the games.
﻿他把它们打包装箱 And he used to box them up
﻿寄给我们看 and send us copies of them.
﻿我就坐在家里 And I would sit there at home
﻿一直看 重复看球赛 and watch these games over and over and over
﻿湖人的防守漂亮 传球给魔术师 再给贾巴尔灌篮 Beautiful defense for the Lakers...The pass to Magic... Kareem slams!
﻿我看到NBA球赛 我看到身边的球员 I saw NBA game. I saw other players around him.
﻿所有的球员都在那里 我看得很清楚 Everybody was there,and I could see it clear as day.
﻿那里是我可以去的地方 It was a place that I could go to
﻿可以不再孤单一人 and not be alone.
﻿老天 约翰•巴特尔绕过底线得分了 Right down to the base,he shoots, he scores!
﻿被犯规了 巴特尔得16分 And he's back. Sixteen by Battle.
﻿我记得当时 觉悟到自己得像一条龙 I remember I realized that I had to learn how to go coast-to-coast
﻿因为老鹰队的约翰・巴特尔就是那样的 because that's what John Battle from the Atlanta Hawks did.
﻿约翰•巴特尔知道吗 John Battle.
﻿多数人不认识 但我认识 Most people probably don't know who John Battle is,
﻿因为看他抢下篮板 一条龙用左手从后半场运球到前半场 but I do because from watching him get a rebound,go coast-to-coast with his left hand,
﻿他可是右撇子 even though he was right-handed,
﻿哇 我也必须做到 "Whoa, I need to do that."
﻿巴特尔从左到右罚球线起跳 跳投得分 Battle left to right...
﻿他满场跑很难防守 Perpetual motion, he is difficult to stay with.
﻿往左移往右移找到空档投篮 Moves left, moves right,gets himself open for the shot.
﻿我想要像电视上的球员那样 I want to do what those guys do on TV.
﻿那像是天方夜潭一样 It was this, like, mythical thing.
﻿三分球 防守 巴特尔闪过了 Three-point...Oh, Battle gets it away!
﻿进了 他们放任他得分 He made it! He made it!He made it!
﻿这场比赛成了历史 ...and this game was history.
约翰•巴特尔 John Battle...
﻿手术后8周
﻿快也要6至9个月 Six to nine months is the very earliest,
﻿很可能要花上一年 and in all probability, it's a year,
关键问题是 and the real question,
你想到的是 which you hit on is:
他还会和以前一样吗？ will he ever be the same?
﻿许多顶尖球员 And many of our best basketball players,
﻿例如托马斯 奥尼尔 巴克利都是受此伤病后退役了 Isaiah Thomas, Shaq, Barkley,all retired after this injury.
﻿温尼伍德
﻿对我来说 篮球一直是我的热情 The game for me has always been about passion
﻿直到大概 until probably about the age of...
﻿13岁那年 age of thirteen.
﻿本来完全是一种热爱 So, it was all about, kind of, love.
﻿去打球很好玩 It was fun, you know.
﻿就是很好玩的时光 I went out and played and just had a good time.
﻿但是一旦我们回美国定居 Once we moved back to America for good,
﻿13岁那年 when I was thirteen years old,
﻿我大概11月搬家入学 I kind of moved in about November or so
﻿巴拉新威特中学 in the school year, Bala Cynwyd middle school,
﻿一切都不同了 and it was different.
﻿我不懂那些俚语 I mean, I didn't understand the slang.
﻿我是个意大利男孩 我不懂那里的时尚 I was a little Italian boy.I didn't understand the fashion.
﻿而且我不会拼写 And I couldn't spell.
﻿老师跟我妈说 我可能有诵读障碍症 So, the teacher told my mother that I was probably dyslexic.
﻿好比有人把我丢到桶子里 It was like somebody took me and dropped me in a bucket, in a tub
﻿丢进一桶冰水里 of ice-cold water
﻿因为吓死我了 'cause it shocked the shit out of me.
﻿我谁都不认识 I didn't know anybody.
﻿很尴尬 瘦瘦的 不太讲话 Very awkward, skinny-looking,barely spoke.
﻿独自一人坐在食堂里 没有任何朋友 Sitting at a lunch table all by myself,no friends.
﻿我很不高兴搬到这里 And I was upset that I had moved.
﻿我心中充满很多怨气和愤怒 And I had all this, you know,resentment and anger inside of me
﻿还没释放出来 that I hadn't really let out.
﻿我从来没想过 It was never viewed as,
﻿要抑制这股情绪 "I'm going to control this thing."
﻿更像是 呃... 我只是想 晚点再去发泄 It was more like, "You know what?"I'm just gonna "delay the eruption.
我会先把情绪收起来 "I'm just gonna push it to the side.
然后把它化作动力 "and then use it to my benefit
利用这股情绪 帮我做我热爱的事情 "for what it is that I love doing,
也就是上场打球 "which is playing the game."
﻿当我掌握了这个 球场上的一切都变了 And once I discovered that,everything about the game changed...
﻿因为我知道 我可以通过比赛 because now I understood that I could really lose myself
达到忘我 through the game.
无论什么影响了我 And no matter what affected me,
无论生活中发生了什么 no matter what happened in life,
﻿我总能踏上球场 I could always step on the basketball court
﻿让我的球技说话 and let my game speak to that.
﻿踏上球场 彻底地爆发 You know, step on that court and just absolutely erupt.
﻿33号科比布莱恩特 ...Kobe Bryant.
﻿那股带着愤怒打球的经验 是前所未有的 And that feeling of playing with that rage was new to me.
﻿但是我爱死它了 But I fucking loved it.
﻿做人 我们必须做抉择 There's a choice that we have to make as people,
﻿你个人如果想在某方面卓越 你就必须做抉择 as individuals.If you wanna be great at something, there's a choice that you have to make.
﻿我们都可能成为各自领域里的大师 We all can be masters at our craft.
﻿但是你必须做决择 But you have to make a choice.
﻿我的意思是 What I mean by that is,
﻿你得愿意做牺牲 there are inherent sacrifices that come along with that,
﻿家庭时间 family time,
和朋友出去玩 hanging out with your friends,
做一个好朋友 对吧？ being a great friend, right?
当个好...... Being a great, um, um, um...
﻿好儿子 好侄子 无论情况是什么 son, nephew, whatever the case may be.
﻿那个决定附带着牺牲 是有代价的 There's sacrifices that come along with making it.
﻿结束了 Counting it down.
不幸的是，对于大教堂预备队的球员来说，比赛结束了。 It is over, unfortunately, for the Cathedral Prep players.
﻿科比率领高中球队夺冠 Lower Merion prevails and wins the state championship
﻿48比43获胜 by the final score of 48 to 43.
﻿大家为领军人物喝彩 The celebration is on for the Aces.
﻿看媒体追着科比・布莱恩特 Look at the media chasing Kobe Bryant.
﻿这比赛很可能是 They want a shot of him because this game just may be
﻿这年轻人进NBA前的最后一场比赛 this young man's last game before heading to the NBA.
﻿在你心里 你觉得你够厉害吗 In your heart of hearts,
﻿有自信是好事 Uh,it's good to have self-confidence.
我想要学习如何成为 世界上最厉害的篮球运动员 I wanna learn how to become the best basketball player in the world.
如果我立志如此 And if I'm gonna learn that,
我就必须去最好的地方学习 I gotta learn from the best.
年轻人上学 为了当医生律师等等 Kids go to school to be doctors or lawyers
诸如此类的 and so forth and so on.
所以他们上大学 That's where they study.
大学是他们最好的学习去处 That's the place for them to study,
我学习篮球 最好的地方就是NBA My place to study is from the best.
﻿1996年4月29日
﻿我 科比·布莱恩特 I, Kobe Bryant, have decided
﻿决定不念大学 to skip college
﻿把我的天赋带进NBA and take my talent to the NBA.
﻿我知道 什么都阻止不了我 I knew that I was not going to be stopped.
﻿因为 对18岁的我而言 So at the age of eighteen,
﻿篮球就是我的生命 this was my life.
﻿所以 你不可能比我厉害 Right? So, you can't possibly become better than me
﻿因为 你花在打球这件事上的时间 比不过我 because you're not spending the time on it that I do.
﻿即使你想花时间 你也做不到 Even if you wanna spend the time on it,
﻿因为你还有其他牵绊 you can't because you have other things.
﻿你有其他的责任 让你做不到 You have other responsibilities that are taking you away from it.
﻿所以 我已经嬴了 So, I already won.
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恢复很艰难吧？ Been a long road?
是的 Yep.
肯定是的 I bet.
我喜欢你那种说法 I love the comment that you made
你说你开始感觉 that you're starting to feel almost
像回到了刚出道的那年 like you did in the very first year,
要重新学习那些东西 some of that education.
当然 Of course.
这次肯定是你 It's gotta be
最艰难的一次 one of the hardest times
你以前都扛过来了 you've ever worked out.
这次一定也可以 I bet.
我对你充满敬意 Well, I have a ton of respect for you.
希望看到你早日回归 Hope to see you back out there.
谢谢 Thank you.
很快 我知道我可以 Soon. I know I will.
杰瑞？让杰瑞来找我们 Jerry? Have Jerry come up for us.
﻿18岁
抱歉 Excuse me.
让这个才华横溢的小子站中间 We'll put the rich guy in the middle.
在意大利长大的我 Growing up in Italy,
是个疯狂的湖人迷 I was such a big Laker fan.
称得上骨灰级球迷 Like, a massive Laker fan.
我了解湖人的一切 I knew everything about them.
我对魔术师很痴迷 I was obsessed with Magic.
我曾经每天都练天勾 I used to work on my sky hook
天天练 every single day.
为了像贾巴尔 And then-- To be like Kareem.
后来我练小勾手 效仿魔术师 And then, I worked on the baby hook to be like Magic.
我也学习詹姆斯沃西 And, uh, I worked on my runners
练习抛投 to be like James Worthy.
练习左手抛投 My left-hand hook runners,
右手抛投 right-hand hook runners,
学习拜伦斯科特 my pull-up jump shot in transition
的干拔跳投 like Byron Scott,
拼个40 50 60 甚至80分 and scoring 40, 50, 60 points, 80 points.
我会有那些梦想 I'd have those dreams.
每当我 And so, a hundred percent of the time
幻想那些梦想的时候 when I imagined these things,
我都穿着湖人球衣 I had on a Laker uniform.
黄金圣衣 Golden jersey, baby.
这就好像 This was, like,
梦想成真的感觉 dream come true.
埃尔登-坎贝尔回到场上 Elden Campbell back on the floor
还有新人科比・布莱恩特 with Rooks and Kobe Bryant making his first appearance
在麦迪逊广场首次登场 in Madison Square Garden.
十八岁的他 Eighteen years of age, and he'll go
要走上罚球线 to the free throw line.
现在，给他一些镜头 Now, let's give you some perspective.
﻿这是本季第三场比赛 This is the third game of the season.
去年这时候 科比在打劳尔梅里恩高中的第三场球赛 A year ago at this time in his third game for Lower Merion High School,
科比・布莱恩特带领他的高中校队精英们 Kobe Bryant was leading the Lower Merion Aces
战胜了哈弗福德高中 to victory over Haverford High School.
这是他在NBA得到的第一分 There is his first point in the NBA.
他刚满 And it comes at the age
18岁两个月又几天 of 18 years, 2 months, and a couple of days.
整个赛季 All season, I was just waiting and waiting
我都在等待机会的到来 for my opportunity to come.
我想证明 I wanted to prove that I was better than
我比他们想像的还厉害 they thought I was, you know?
我想向我自己证明 I wanted to prove to myself
我比那些人以为的还强 that I'm better than they think I was.
我做好了心理准备 And I was mentally preparing myself
想象那一刻的到来 and visualizing the moment that would come where,
想象着... you know, I'm--
我带领湖人队取胜 I lead the Los Angeles Lakers to a victory.
Knight从背后过来 Knight comes off the back
抢大鲨鱼的篮板球 to Shaq for the rebound.
科比，别那么干 Kobe, don't do that.
你知道这么做 You know you're gonna wear out your pants
是很不利的 if you plan on doing that.
﻿我曾经连续7场比赛 There are times I'd sit the bench
坐在候补板凳上 for seven straight games and then play
比赛最后20秒才上场 the last twenty seconds of a game
当时我看着联盟其它球员 and then look around and see other players in the league
在球场上施展身手 that are out there playing and performing
引爆全场 and setting the league on fire.
...观众很期待... ...the crowd is into it...
进了！ Yes!
突破防守正中投篮 Comes the way out and goes right down the middle...
我知道自己有能力和这些人一起打球 I knew I could play with these guys
因为我很清楚他们的情况 because I had seen them up-close.
我知道我可以 I knew I could
跟他们一较高下 compete with them,
但就是没有机会展示自己 but I wasn't getting the opportunity to show it.
科比坐在替补席 There's Kobe on the bench,
心里痒 很想上场 itching, itching to get in.
﻿以前我常做的一件事就是 One of the things I always used to do
开车逛加州州立大学洛杉矶分校 is get in my car and drive around the campus of UCLA.
看着那些年轻人相聚在社团楼里 I'd see kids hanging out at fraternity houses
就是四处走走逛逛 and just walking around.
我只是想体会一下那种气氛 I just wanted to feel that.
你知道... You know?
我就是想去感受一下 Just wanted to feel that.
然后 我甚至想过 我是不是选错了 And then I'd even wonder,
操 我是不是选错了路 "Fuck, did I make the wrong choice, man?
我是不是搞砸了 "Did I fuck up?
我当初也可以上大学 "I could be going to college and laughing and hanging out
和这些年轻人一起欢笑打闹 "with these kids, man,
可以享受美好时光 "and having a good time and enjoying it.
但是我却在这里 "But, no, here I am."
这是西部半决赛 It's game five in the best of seven,
七局四胜制中的第五场 Western Conference Semi-final.
犹他爵士在系列赛中3比1领先 The Utah Jazz leading this series three games to one.
湖人队不能再输了 Lakers do not have a time-out.
必须赢下剩下的三场 Eleven-point, three to play in regulation.
你们可以感受这对抗的气氛 You see the storm...
系列赛开始前 我们会拿到一本资料 Before each series, we got a binder,
上面有全部比赛和球员的数据 and it had all the plays and the players and their statistics,
我还真去研究了那个 and I mean, I really studied it.
我真的认真看了 Like, I really studied it.
我并不知道大多数球员 And I didn't know most of the players
拿了资料之后 took the books and, you know,
就把它们扔在房间里或者随便哪里 just kind of left them in their rooms or whatever.
但我是真的下功夫去研究 But I really studied them.
我知道战术 我记下了命中率 Like, I knew the sets, I knew the percentages.
我都知道的 I knew, you know, and
我只是尽可能的在准备好 I just tried to be as prepared as possible
因为 because this was, like...
我不想搞砸了 I didn't wanna mess up.
这是洛杉矶湖人的比赛 This has been a game for Los Angeles.
显然他们必须赢下来 that, obviously, they need to win.
输了这场 他们就要在季后赛中被淘汰 A loss and they're eliminated from the playoffs,
让我们拭目以待 and here we go.
科比・布莱恩特持球 Kobe Bryant will take it.
科比对上拉塞尔 Bryant right by Russell,
还有五秒钟 five seconds left.
四秒，科比运球 Four, Bryant drives...
投了 shot on the way.
球没进 比赛进入加时 No good. We go to overtime.
我得说 一个18岁小伙子 I've gotta say this, for an 18-year-old
在存亡关头出手 to take this shot when it's on the line,
值得赞扬 let's give him some credit for that.
费舍尔传给空档的科比 Fisher wide open to Kobe Bryant.
让我们看看他有多强大吧 Let's see how strong he is because
因为那个失误影响了科比和 that hurts confidence, both in Kobe
给他传球的队友之间的信任 and his teammates running the ball.
他已经连续投了两个三不沾了 He has shot two air balls in a row.
他必须振作起来 不受影响继续比赛 He's got to come up and play like it's nothing.
你错过了一个得分的机会 这就是事实 You just missed a shot, that's all that happened.
范 艾克赛尔直接把球给了科比 Van Exel straight away to Bryant.
科比三分 Bryant for three...
又一个三不沾 it's short. Air ball.
他投了3个三不沾 Three times he shot air balls.
不论遇到什么 I'm just gonna keep on going,
我都不会放弃 no matter what.
你可能失败了10次 那么第11次 You can fail ten times, and that eleventh time
就是你胜利之时 is when you're great.
如果11次还不行 那么第12次 You fail eleven times and the twelfth time
就会成功的 is gonna be great.
最终总会成功的 But eventually, it's gonna happen.
还有15秒 争取平局的机会 Fifteen seconds to go, a chance to tie.
范艾克赛尔跟着 Van Exel with it.
科比出手 争取平局 Bryant for the tie...
又一个三不沾！ another air ball!
结束了 结束了 It's over, it's over.
我很确信结束了 I do believe it's over.
都结束了 It's all over.
当天晚上我们就飞回了洛杉矶 Bryant: We flew back to L.A. that night.
我回到家 大概已经 And I got home, it was probably,
凌晨3点了 like, three in the morning.
然后我直接去了高中 And I went down to the high school,
就在我家那条街上 which is down the street from my house.
门卫让我进了体育馆 And the janitor let me in the gym,
我就投了一整天的球 and I shot all day.
一整天 All day.
是真正 一整天 I mean, all day.
就在季后赛刚刚结束的时候 And this was right after that playoff game.
我没离开体育馆 And, um, I didn't leave the gym.
就一直在那投篮 投篮 投篮 I just kept shooting and shooting and shooting
不停地投篮 and shooting and shooting and shooting
不停地练习 and practicing and practicing.
我辜负了队友和众多球迷 And I got a chance to let out the steam of
投篮能让我释放坏情绪 disappointing my teammates and millions of fans.
这么做能让我把负面情绪全都释放出来 I got a chance to let all that out
而不是积压在心里 instead of bottling it up
脑海里反复出现三不沾的画面 and envision that moment over and over and over
一次又一次 and over and over.
那个夏天对我来说很难忘 因为 That was a huge summer for me because
我感觉投出那些三不沾后 I felt like everybody had written me off
大家都 看我不太爽 after those air balls.
新赛季赛程出来 看到我们对阵犹他爵士时 I was really excited when the schedule came out
我是真的很兴奋 and I saw we had Utah.
今晚是新赛季揭幕战 Tonight in the season opener,
洛杉矶湖人主场对阵犹他爵士 the Los Angeles Lakers host the Utah Jazz.
球给到科比 来到篮下 The ball to Kobe, comes underneath,
360度旋转上篮 lays it up and in with a 360 curve.
髋部转动 脚步移动 The hips were flying, the feet were moving,
胳膊上举 球进了 the arms were going, and he put in a flutter ball.
科比持球 Kobe with the ball.
几秒钟前 他呈现了精彩的上篮 He just made a great move a second ago.
他到了篮下 He went underneath and brought it back
把球用左手带上篮 你看到了吗 with the left hand, did he not?
是的 他做到了 Yes, he did.
87比77 87-77.
那叫两手通用 That's called being ambidextrous.
我在比赛中扮演了关键角色 I came from really big in the clutch,
掌控了局面 really big in the clutch.
我记得 当时感觉 And I remember just feeling like,
我证明了自己的实力 feeling really, like, vindicated.
这对我非常重要 Like, for me, it was a really big deal.
在那些老将看来 这可能不算什么 For the veterans, they probably didn't give a shit about it.
不过是一场普通常规赛 It was just another regular season game.
但是对我来说 意义重大 But for me, it was a big deal.
好 得分 Yeah, count it.
打得好 Basket is good.
你看到他那套动作了吗 奇克？ Did you see him finish that play, Chick?
是的 我看到了 Yes, I did.
一年来 你进步迅速 You have come so far in one year.
是因为夏天训练很刻苦吗？ That's because you work so hard in the summer?
我的确刻苦训练 I definitely did.
我会从比赛中学习 I was a student of the game.
我努力反思 I tried to understand things that
我上赛季做的不好的地方 I wasn't doing very well last season
然后在新的比赛里改正它 and try to add them to my game.
这还挺难的 因为你必须 And it's difficult because you have to
改掉原来的习惯 break habits,
那是最难的调整 so that was the hardest adjustment.
但是今年 你上场时间变多了 But this year, you're getting more minutes.
当你不用担心身后的教练 是否会把你换下场 Obviously, a guy can play better when he's not looking
就能发挥的更出色 over his shoulder to see if the coach is gonna take him out.
你的上场时间越久 Well, when you play more minutes,
你自然打得越好 you naturally get better
因为那是球场上的经验 because that's experience out there on the court.
你会接到各种广告代言 You're gonna get all kinds of endorsements,
有些你已经在代言了 which you're already getting.
你应该去代言牙膏 You gotta get somebody that sells toothpaste.
你牙齿特别好 You've got beautiful teeth.
谢谢你 Oh, thank you very much.
很感谢 Appreciate it.
他可能只有18岁零5个月 Well, he might be only 18 years and five months old,
但这位年轻人已经达到了一些老将的水平 but this guy can do everything that the veterans can do
甚至更好 对吗？ and do it better, perhaps, yeah?
来了 换手 Here we go, change of direction.
灌篮！ Slam dunk!
这孩子太厉害了 How good is this kid?
最重要的是 你得让大家知道 The most important this is you must put everybody
你来这里是要做大事的 on notice that you're here and you're for real.
我不是一个来了又走的球员 I'm not a player that's just gonna come and go.
我不是一个 仅满足于一两次 I'm not a player that's gonna make an all-star team
入选全明星的球员 one time, two times.
我来 是要成为史上最佳 I'm here to be an all-time great.
一旦我做出那种承诺 Once I made that commitment and
说要成为史上最伟大的球员 said, "I want to be one of the greatest ever,"
比赛 便成为了我的一切 then the game became everything for me.
乔丹防守科比 Kobe Bryant is guarded by Michael Jordan.
甩开乔丹 哦！ Pulls away from Michael, oh!
科比 布莱恩特 Kobe Bryant.
就连乔丹都会告诉你 Even Michael Jordan will tell you that
科比是NBA的未来 Kobe Bryant is the future of the NBA.
他真的很棒 You realize how good he is.
实际上他仅仅是大二的年纪 He's actually in his second year of college,
但无疑 他学了很多 and certainly, he's learned a lot.
他肯定会继续学习更多 He's certainly gonna learn a lot more.
只要坚持下去 他一定会更厉害 He's gonna be a lot better if he keeps improving.
他被球迷们票选出 He's been voted by the fans to start
参加下周日的全明星赛 in next Sunday's all-star game,
这使他成为了NBA全明星赛历史上 making him the youngest player in
最年轻的球员 NBA all-star history.
球又到了他手里 He's got the ball in his hands again.
给加内特 再给到科比！ To Garnett, back to Kobe!
你以前有没有见过一个像 You ever seen a young man
科比这么自信 like Kobe Bryant, so confident
又成熟的年轻人？ at his age and so mature?
没有 No.
从来没有 No, never.
我觉得 I think that
他让你知道 he'll show you things that
许多... 你知道我们谈论的是一个19岁的孩子... a lot of--you're talking about a 19-year-old--
很多25 30 35的老将都做不到这些 a lot of the guys, 25 and 30, 35, can't even do.
背后传球假动作 骗过了皮特马拉维奇 Faked the wrap-around, Pete Maravich.
他在背后做了个传球的假动作 He faked a wrap-around pass behind his back
引爆了全场 and sets the crowd on fire.
就像是电影里一样 所有事情都 It's like that scene in the movie where everything just
一切都神奇的顺利发生了 magically happens the right way.
布莱恩特 Bryant...
给到大鲨鱼 to Shaq!
一切都很成功 Everything was clicking.
我打出了职业生涯最佳表现 You know, playing the best basketball
体能和心态都很好 of my career, the physical aspect, the mental aspect,
成立了自己的家庭 starting my family--
一切都顺风顺水 everything's just rolling.
科比！ Kobe!
还是科比 还有6秒 Here's Bryant, six on the shot clock,
雷吉防守 Reggie defending.
科比 5秒 Kobe, five seconds.
给科比 Off to Kobe Bryant,
两支球队都为集体而战 both teams battling for their collective lives.
科比外侧进球！ Kobe's outside hitter!
湖人队是2000年的总冠军！ And the Lakers are the 2000 NBA Champions!
我还记得当时夺冠 I can remember winning the championship
的感觉大概是 and kinda being like,
好 接下来呢？ "Okay, now what?
接下来做什么？ "What happens now?
接下来是什么？ "What happens now?
我天 香槟真TM灼眼睛 "Holy shit, that champagne burns like a motherfucker."
好了 来庆祝吧 "All right, let's celebrate.
一起挥洒香槟 "Let's wave the champagne bottles around,
别把瓶子摔了就行 "just don't drop it."
说真的 没人会摔掉 Seriously, somebody would drop it.
这之后 And then outside of that,
又开始想 OK 然后呢？ it was like, "Okay, now what?"
为湖人队 Back-to-back titles
蝉联总冠军 for the Los Angeles Lakers.
科比仅仅22岁 Kobe Bryant is just 22 years old.
没什么是他做不到的 There's nothing he can't do.
他已经无所不能了 He already has the total package.
奥尼尔说 从没有人做到过这些 Shaquille O'Neal, unprecedented what he has done.
这是一个主宰比赛的人 Here's a guy who is dominating,
可能比NBA历史上任何人都强 maybe more than any player in NBA history.
最美妙的是 And the beautiful thing is that
他们才刚刚开始 they're just getting started.
明年我们会再拿一个冠军...蝉联！ We're gonna get another one next year...again!
再蝉联！ Back-to-back- to-back!
当你做了选择 然后说 When you make a choice and say,
无论如何我都会做到 "Come hell or high water, I'm going to be this,"
那么你当你真的做到的时候 你就不会惊讶 then you should not be surprised when you are that.
你不会觉得... You should not be something that's...
沉侵其中或是觉得意外 that feels intoxicating or out-of-character
因为你已经见证这一刻很多次了 because you had seen this moment for so long.
很久以来那个画面出现在你脑海里 That played in your mind for so long that
当成功时刻真的到来时 when that moment comes,
你会觉得 顺理成章 it's like, "Of course it's here,"
因为它一直在这里 because it's been here the whole time
在你脑海的信念里 because it's been up here the whole time.
感觉就是这样的 That's what it feels like,
至少对我来说 是这样 at least for me.
洛杉矶湖人队 The Los Angeles Lakers
连续三年总冠军 have made it three straight championships.
他们是一支久经考验的队伍 They are a team for the ages.
750美元 祝你好运 Seven hundred and fifty dollars. Good luck.
女士？ Donna?
2100元 2100.
实际零售价格是... Actual retail price is...
2999！ 2,999!
女士！ Donna!
我的天呐！ Oh, my God!
她被附身了吧 She's having an exorcism.
人人都爱美味的烤土豆 Everyone loves a delicious baked potato,
但是用烤箱得花四十五分钟 but cooking them in the oven takes 45 minutes.
而且微波之后 And when you cook them in the microwave,
又糊又干 they come out mushy and dry.
介绍极速烤土豆袋 最快速 最轻松 Introducing Potato Express, the fastest, easiest way
只要四分钟 to cook perfect baked potatoes
烹调出完美的烤土豆 in just four minutes.
疼吗？ Does it hurt?
不疼 感觉好多了 No, it feels a lot better.
不 No.
不过早上起床时 When I wake up in the morning, though,
它感觉很紧 it's tight right at the attachment
就在肌腱和脚跟骨连接的地方 of the tendon and the calcaneus.
这里？ Down there?
对 Yep.
我不知道 跟骨 怎么写 I don't even know how to spell "calcaneus,"
但我知道那是指的什么玩意 but I know what the fuck it is.
这下我也可以像医生那样问 You gotta be able to communicate
你出了啥毛病？ what the hell's wrong with you.
﻿生活
去 Go and...
重放 Playback!
来吧 Come on.
对 Right.
大家这是在干嘛？ What's happening, y'all?
欢迎来我的第一场拍摄 Welcome to my first video shoot.
有些人可能不知道 For those that don't know,
没错 我之前尝试过音乐圈 yes, I had a budding music career
当说唱歌手 as a rapper.
音乐... It, uh...
呃... um...
没做多久 didn't last long,
但我还是 but I did
录过一个MV make a video.
而且就在片场 我第一次 And on the video set is where I first
遇到了瓦妮莎 met Vanessa.
这儿有几位年轻貌美的女士 We've got these lovely young ladies
我还不认识呢 that I haven't even met yet.
你好？ How you doin'?
嗨 科比 Hi. Kobe.
你好吗 很高兴认识你 How are you? Nice to meet you.
特立尼达 Trinidad.
特立尼达 你好 Trinidad. How you doin'?
托马西娜 托马西娜 Tomasina. Tomasina.
还有... 瓦妮莎 And... Vanessa.
你好 Hi.
那时我并不是什么顶级球星 I wasn't some big-time basketball player
所以 我也只能说 at the time, either, so it was like, you know,
很高兴认识你 之类的 "It's a pleasure to meet you."
MV拍了两天 It was a two-day video shoot,
我的视线离不开她 and I was always looking for her.
总想知道她在哪 Like, I wanted to know where she was.
拍完一个镜头之后 我到自己的活动室去 And I would finish a take and then go to my trailer,
一直在想 她在哪 but I'd wonder where she is the entire time
然后我离开活动室 去找她 and then come out of the trailer and just wanna
趁着拍摄间隙 talk to her some more in between takes
多跟她聊聊天 and stuff like that.
后来她给我留了电话号码 And she wrote her phone number down
那个时候大家都还在留 at the the time where you still had to write
电话号码 phone numbers down, and, um,
第二天我就打给她了 I called her the very next day,
我们聊了好几个小时 and we talked for hours.
瓦妮莎 和镜头打个招呼 Vanessa, say "what's up" to the camera.
哈喽 Hello.
她真的...很美 She was just... beautiful.
我们在一起做所有的事儿 毫不夸张 And we literally did everything together.
所有的事儿 Everything together.
我觉得自己是个大傻个 因为我很喜欢 And I thought I was a big dork because I loved,
迪士尼 I loved Disneyland.
我喜欢迪士尼电影和相关的东西 I love the Disney movies and things like that,
但我真的从来没有机会经常去迪士尼乐园 but I never really had a chance to go to the park much,
她也迷迪士尼 and she was a big Disney fan, too.
所以我们经常去迪士尼乐园 And we used to hang out at Disneyland,
也经常去魔术山主题公园 we used to go to Magic Mountain.
她成了我最好的朋友 She became my best friend, you know?
对我来说 拥有这么亲密的朋友 And for me, it was very different
感觉很不一样 to have somebody that I was so close to
因为我从小习惯了 because I had been so used to growing up
孤独 习惯了 in isolation, really, and moving around
到处搬家 from place to place
一直交新朋友 and making new friends all the time.
所以我真的从未 So, I never really
向任何人敞开心扉 因为我知道 opened up to anybody because I knew
我肯定又会搬家 I was just gonna inevitably move.
但现在 我在洛杉矶 But now, being in Los Angeles
感觉自己会一直待在湖人队 and feeling like I'm gonna be a Laker for the rest of my life,
然后我又遇到了这位美丽的女子 and I just met this beautiful woman
我们用相同的眼光看世界 that I just see the world the same way with,
我们打算结婚 we decided to get married.
我向她求婚了 她答应了 I proposed, she said "yes."
我们都好年轻 We're both so young, right?
我起床去训练 So, I'd wake up, and I'd go train,
回家后 她还 and I'd come back, and she'd still be
还在床上睡觉 就像所有人18岁那样 in the bed sleeping, like 18-year-olds do, man.
她会睡到12点 下午1点 老天 She'd sleep 'til, like, 12, 1 o'clock in the afternoon, man.
然后我会躺在她身边 And then I'd lay down with her,
和她一起睡 and I'd go to sleep again, too.
醒来以后 And then, uh, we'd wake up
就像其他孩子那样 and just, you know, do what kids do,
做年轻人喜欢的事 do what kids do.
我带她去打球 I'd take her to the batting cage,
我们会去打上几个球 we'd go hit some balls.
去打迷你高尔夫 And we'd play miniature golf.
然后 You know?
去看电影 Go to the movies.
去外面吃饭 We'd go out to eat.
那段时光真是太美好了 老天啊 It was just--It was a beautiful time, man.
我们的娜塔莉亚出生了 We had Natalia, it was like,
那实在是个美妙的时刻 such a beautiful moment.
你知道 You know?
那意味着 属于我们自己的家庭生活开始了 Because we were starting our own family.
陪我们的小宝贝的时候 And I found so much enjoyment in just being with
我找到了很多人生乐趣 our baby girl.
把育儿室 It was great putting together the nursery,
婴儿床 and you know, the crib,
还有各种神奇的小小爱因斯坦玩具 and all those weird Baby Einstein
和小小莫扎特的视频 Baby Mozart videos where
放在一起 可以让孩子着迷 you're kind of just hypnotizing your kid.
所有这些我们都经历了 Like, we went through all of that, um,
任何方面... all of that stuff, and...
嗯... and, um...
在你还年轻的时候 You know, when you're young,
你是会想要思考 you really have the tendency to think about
你自己的人生旅程的 your own personal journey.
对我们俩来说 And for us,
是两个年轻人共同 it was about taking two young people
探索 and trying to figure out
我们的旅程 our journey together
共同成长 and try to grow together,
这是个挑战 which is a challenge.
但有了孩子之后 But when you have a kid,
挑战更大了 then it becomes even bigger than that
因为这时你肩负着 because now you have the responsibility of
塑造这个小生命的责任 this little life that you have to mold.
这段时期 Going through this time
我发出很多疑问 made me ask a lot of questions.
并且 Um...
我试图搞清楚一生中什么才是最重要的 and really try to figure out what's important in life
什么是 and what's...
我一直以为最重要的东西 You know, everything that I've kind of been holding
是 as significant,
夺冠 the championships,
代言 the endorsements,
呃... um...
也许那些并不是最重要的 maybe that's not the most important thing.
我忽视了 I lost sight of
最重要的东西 what is the most important thing
就是家庭 and that's family.
守护家庭是一个男人的责任 It's a man's job to protect your family.
一个男人应该照顾家庭 It's the man's job to look out for your family.
永远做 It's the man's job to always be
家庭的支柱 the anchor of stability for the family.
呃... And, uh...
在这方面 我做的很糟 in that aspect, I failed miserably.
早上醒来 I'd wake up in the morning and
不知道是否今天 not know if, like, today's the day
我就要失去家庭 where, like, I lose my family.
是否今天婚姻就要结束 Is this the day where it's a wrap?
你知道 You know?
她受够了 Like, she's just had enough.
她曾经说过 One of the things that she said,
她说 你知道吗 she said, "You know,
那段时间我快恨死你了 "during that time, I hated your guts.
但不是为你 "But it wasn't about you.
是为了娜塔莉亚 "It was about Natalia.
其实我是 "It was about the fact that
我不想让 "I didn't want--
我尽一切努力去 "I wanted to do everything possible to try to
解决矛盾 因为我不想让她 "figure this thing out because I didn't want her growing up
在一个破碎的家庭长大 "in a broken home."
实际上 离开对她来说 And things would have been really easy for her
真的很简单 to leave, actually,
尤其是在那段时间 especially during that time.
她可以潇洒的离开 It would've been much easier to leave.
离婚 拿走一半的钱 You leave, you take half the money,
孩子也是你的 you have your daughter,
生活也是你的 life's, life's--
但她很好 She's good.
她没有那么做 But she didn't do that.
那时候 We were expecting, and, um,
我们 um...
正怀着第二个孩子 expecting our second child during that time.
那时压力真的 There was just so much,
太大了 so much stress.
后来她 Um, she actually, she, um, you know,
呃... she, uh...
我们流产了 we actually miscarried.
然后... And, um, you know...
呃... and, uh...
你知道... you know...
这很... that's something...
这件事真的让我很难受 I have a real hard time dealing with that,
你知道 因为 you know, because
这都是我的错 I felt like it was just my fault.
你知道我的意思 You know what I mean?
我们应该好好经营家庭的 Like, we should be building our family.
就因为我的错误... Because of my mistake...
因为这艰难的一年... because of this tough year,
我们没有... um, we're not, um,
我们失去了一个孩子 we lost a baby, you know?
然后 And...
呃... um...
这... it's, uh...
呃... um...
我们... we, uh,
也在劝自己 try to justify the fact that,
要认识到 you know, it's, uh...
流产其实很常见 you know, realize how common miscarriages are
流产的发生 and, like, these things happen,
其实 and, like,
呃... um...
是怀孕的一个阶段 it's part of the process,
但实际上 这件事就是由我导致的 but the reality is it happened because of me.
那才是真正的原因 That's the reality of it.
并且 And, uh,
那是我必须面对的 that's something I have to deal with.
是我必须永远承受的 That's something I gotta carry forever.
凌晨两三点的时候 At two o'clock, three o'clock in the morning,
我会开车 I would drive.
从家去公园 I'd leave the house and I'd go to the park.
然后就在球场坐着 And I'd just sit in the court.
就那么坐着 I'd just sit there.
我坐在篮球上 I was sitting on the basketball,
眺望远方 and I was just looking out.
看天上的星星 I was looking up at the stars,
看篮筐 I was looking at the basket
到处看 and just kind of looking around.
然后 And, um,
我看见我自己 and then I saw myself.
我看见那个 I saw myself,
8岁的自己坐在我面前 eight-year-old self sitting in front of me
坐在球上 on a ball.
然后我想 And then I thought,
我该对我自己说些什么呢？ "What would I say to me?"
如果知道现在 Knowing now
所有这些经历 all the pain
我的家人要经历 that I would go through...
所有这些痛苦 that my family would go through,
我不确定我是否还会 I don't know if I'd
继续打篮球 keep playing the game.
尽管他天生很会竞争 Even despite his great competitive nature,
好胜心强 有职业道德 his will to win, his work ethic,
但是三十六七岁的他 也难再拥有 you can't expect him to be the same
二十六七岁时 dominant force at 36 and 37
的影响力 as he was at 26 and 27.
正如马克总和我说的那样 As Mark Jackson always said to me,
时间老人是不可战胜的 "Father Time is undefeated."
这是真理 And it's the truth.
﻿黑帽子
2003 我从到达 In 2003, I went from a person that
职业巅峰 was at the top of his game,
拥有一切 had everything coming
到第二年的 to, a year later,
对未来生活 having absolutely no idea
感到迷茫 where life is going,
或者说你是否还能过上 or if you're going to be able to even
曾经以为能过上的生活 be a part of life as we all know it.
观众的每一句骂声我都听见了 I hear everything that the crowd is saying,
然后我听见 呃... and I hear, um,
我都听见了 I hear it.
球场原本是我 So, it's like this place where
的港湾 it was my refuge
现在却被 is now being bombarded with
观众的喧嚣所轰炸 all kinds of things that they would say.
我必须要将自己从中抽离 And I had to separate myself
因为经历了那段时间 because going through that time
我感到有许多东西 I felt like there's so many things
一瞬间用来 让我万分困惑 coming at once and just becoming very, very confusing.
我得让它们变得有序 I had to organize things.
所以我创造了 “黑曼巴” So, I created the "Black Mamba."
科比...压哨进了！ Kobe... got it at the buzzer!
曼巴 这条致命毒蛇 Mamba, as he's known as, the killer black snake,
此刻露出杀手般的眼神 has the killer look in his eyes right now.
所以 科比处理这些事情 So, Kobe has to deal with these issues,
所有私人事务 all the personal challenges.
而黑曼巴 The Black Mamba
负责球场上的事情 steps on the court and does what he does.
科比 三分 压哨！ Kobe, three, at the buzzer !
黑曼巴 The Mamba.
看看他喷射的毒液吧 See the venom that he's spewing.
不管是谁 I mean, it was...
我都照虐 fuck everyone.
只要踏上球场 我要让所有人知道我的厉害 I'm destroying everybody that stepped on the court.
科比持球 帕特森防他 Kobe with it, guarded by Patterson,
仍在三分线外 staying outside the arc, dribbling.
帕特森站定阻挡 Patterson keeps his feet.
科比！ 哦！ Kobe...oh!
他做到了！ He made it!
他投进了！ He threw it in!
他点燃了在场的每一位！ He's torching whomever...
常规赛还剩一秒 One second remaining in the regular season.
科比投球 Out to Kobe...
哇！这太神奇了！ Oh! What a way to play!
不是在逗我吧？！ Are you kiddin' me?!
湖人获得太平洋赛区冠军 And the Lakers have won the Pacific Division title.
这些懊恼沮丧在我心里压抑已久 I had all this pent up
必须释放出来 frustration that I just needed to let out.
就像雪山崩塌一样 It was an avalanche, man.
你知道 没什么能 And, you know, there was nothing
阻挡我 that was going to get in the way.
什么也无法阻挡我 There was nothing that was gonna stop me.
科比！ Kobe Bryant!
这是我在和自己斗气 It's the battle that's going on within me
我带着怒气上场 that I'm carrying with me to these games competitions,
这不是针对你 so it's not about you.
与任何人无关 It's not about anybody else.
不是你逼我爆发 You're not making me go.
是我在逼自己 你只不过是恰好 I'm driving this thing, man, and you just so happen
碰上我爆发 to be a person that's in the way that's, you know,
而且有可能被我摧毁的人罢了 that may get demolished in the process.
科比已经得了57分！ Kobe's got 57.
67分！ Sixty-seven points!
好球 Yes!
70分了 That makes seventy.
他一场比赛得了81分！ And an 81-point game!
女士们先生们 你们见证了 Ladies and Gentlemen, you have witnessed
NBA历史上 the second-greatest scoring performance
第二高的个人单场得分纪录 in NBA history.
有些人说 Some people sit there and say,
你们一直在说科比 "Y'all keep talking about Kobe
是今天这场比赛中最厉害的球员 "being the greatest player in the game today.
你们不知道科比想做的 "Y'all don't realize that Kobe trying to be
是历史上最伟大的那个 arguably the greatest ever."
你觉得呢？ Your response?
我得再多拿几个戒指 I gotta get a couple more rings.
是吗 Are you going to?
是的 You know what?
我会一直努力直到我做到为止 I won't rest until we do.
我要证明我自己 I wanted to prove to myself
即使是在不同的角色下 that I could win under, you know,
我也一样能赢 a different role, so to speak.
看看组建出来的这些超级强队 Looking at these incredible teams that have been assembled,
永远都有默契二人组 and there's always a dynamic duo.
要是这俩人分道扬镳了 And when that duo went separate ways,
剩下的一个单靠自己怎么也赢不了 one was never able to win without the other.
我觉得这对我来说非常重要 And I just felt like it was really important
对来自他人的挑战而言 这也很重要 for myself, as well as for the challenge from others,
我想证明 我可以用自己的方式领导球队 just to prove that I can lead this team my way.
把自己的DNA注入球队 I can put my DNA on the team
带领球队夺冠 and carry them to a championship.
喧闹回到了波士顿 The buzz is back in Boston.
凯尔特人的球迷已经等了21年 Celtics fans have waited 21 years
就等这一刻 一个赢得 for this moment, a chance to play
第17次总冠军的机会 for their 17th championship.
但看看谁挡在前面 But look who's standing in the way,
是MVP科比和他的湖人队 the NBA's MVP, Kobe Bryant and the Lakers.
体育史上最激烈的竞争 The greatest rivalry in the history of the sport
就要开始了 is ready for its next chapter.
科比的得分能力是很厉害的 commentator: Kobe's led the league in scoring,
他赢得了全明星MVP he's won all-star MVPs,
也赢得过总冠军 he's won championships.
但今年有所不同 魔术师 But he's different this year, Magic.
比赛开始前 What's the best advice you gave him
你给他的建议是什么？ before the season?
我把他拉到一边说 Well, I pulled him aside and said,
嘿 如果你想做第二个乔丹 "Hey, if you wanna be considered like Michael Jordan,
那么现在你必须让你的球队变强 "you have to now make your teammates better,
你得做一个更好的领袖 "you have to become a better leader,
信任你的队友们 "and then you have to trust your teammates."
今年他带领队友们 He's taken the guys out to dinner
出去聚了三四次餐 three or four times this year.
他以前从未做过 He never did that before.
从来没有 No, never did that before.
看看现在 Look at him now.
这就是打进总决赛的原因 That's why they're in the championships.
进球 比赛结束 Gets inside, and the finish.
我们不是天生混蛋个性 We weren't naturally assholes.
我们只是遇到了这样一支球队 We ran into a team that was, though.
他们非常非常强硬 They were just much, much tougher,
比我们狂的多 粗鲁的多 much meaner, much nastier.
他们狠狠地教训了我们一顿 And they whooped us pretty good.
在缺席了22年之后 After a 22-year absence,
波士顿凯尔特人重归NBA总冠军的位置 the Boston Celtics are NBA Champions once again.
在对队友太苛刻这件事上 I overcompensated for how I
我矫枉过正了 drove my teammates.
我会想 It was, um,
我可能对他们太苛刻了 thinking maybe I was too hard on them,
所以在这一年里 and so, throughout the course of the year,
我没有给他们足够的挑战 I didn't challenge them enough.
如果你搞砸了 我不会和和气气的 It was just about not being as gregarious,
搂着你肩膀 对你说 putting my arm around you even when you fuck up,
你已经做的很好了 很棒了 "Oh, you're doing great, you're doing great."
那不是我 That's just not me.
科比 你赢得了MVP Kobe, you won the MVP,
还带领球队打到总决赛 you led the team to the finals.
你如何评价这个赛季？ How do you characterize this season?
我的目标是总冠军 Well, I mean, the goal was to win a championship.
而不是MVP或者其他什么 It wasn't to win MVP or anything like that.
我想要的只是总冠军 It was to win a championship,
从这个角度来说 我们失败了 so from that aspect, we failed.
如果我要达到目的 我会以自己的方式做到 If I'm gonna go down, I'm gonna go down my way
用自己的方式去领导团队 and leading my way.
这支队伍会有我的个性 And this team is gonna have my personality,
我的决心 they're gonna have my grit.
我的斗志 They're gonna have my fight,
我的意志和竞争精神 they're gonna have my will and my competitive spirit.
所以 当我们站在球场上 So, when we step on that basketball court,
你面对的不是我一个人的进攻 you're not facing me and just my competitive fire,
而是12个和我一样的人 but you're facing, you know, twelve of those.
我怎么才能做到呢？ And the challenge became: how do I get that done?
正是那种凶猛愤怒狂暴 对我有用 For me, it is that ferocity or that anger, rage,
并且我能带着这种状态上场 and I can carry that with me.
现在我需要让朋友 队友 Now, I have to instill this to the rest of my guys
也慢慢熟悉这种感觉 and to the rest of my teammates.
把负面情绪 Using the darker emotions,
例如愤怒 憎恨 挫败感 the anger or resentment or frustration and
悲伤等等 作为武器 sadness and using that as a weapon,
用它们作为一种进攻手段 using that as a form of offense.
这是一个伤疤 It's a scar.
是痛苦 It's pain.
是不好的回忆 It's a bad memory.
有些人看不敢 Some people are probably afraid
去碰自己的伤疤 to tap into that side of them,
但那真的管用 but it's such a powerful thing.
当你承认了伤疤的存在 Because once they own it themselves,
天空才是你的极限 then the sky is the limit
因为这些伤疤会迫使你 because they're going to drive themselves
从你认识的自己 and pull it from who they are
你从前的生活经历 and all of their life experiences
和那些激励你的东西中 抽离出来 and things that have motivated them.
我开始逼迫他们 I just started driving them,
激励他们 needling them.
就这样 Right?
往前推他们 Pushing them.
烟雾退去 The smoke has cleared
留下两支队伍 and two remain standing.
湖人和魔术在洛杉矶拉开了09年NBA总决赛的帷幕 the Lakers and Magic tipping off the '09 NBA Finals in L.A.
科比的专注 Kobe Bryant as focused
是我在他整个职业生涯中从未见过的 as I have ever seen him in his entire career.
我们在说的这个人 只有一个想法 You talk about a guy with one mindset,
那就是赢 that's to win.
保罗 Pau.
怎么了？ Pau: Yo. What's up?
准备好了吗？ Ready?
科比看向内线 在找加索尔 Bryant looks inside, finds Gasol.
加索尔 得分！ Gasol...count it!
他们必须接受我们每个人内心的 They had to embrace the villain nature
邪恶本性 that's in all of us.
这给了他们爆发的平台 It gave them a platform to unleash.
有一个抢断 奥多姆给到加索尔 Another steal. Odom to Gasol,
给回奥多姆 back to Odom.
假动作 命中！ Up and under and banks in.
湖人队可真厉害 What a run for the Lakers.
调转球向 ...spins it away.
秒传 加索尔！ Beautiful pass. Gasol!
右手灌篮！ Right-hand dunk.
87比84 87-84.
费舍尔又一个关键3分 Derek Fisher with another clutch 3!
计时器响了 意味着官方宣告 The buzzer sounds, it's official:
湖人队再次获得NBA总冠军 The Lakers are NBA Champions once again.
恭喜 科比 Congratulations, Kobe Bryant,
你的第四个NBA总冠军 your fourth NBA Championship.
与你上次夺冠 也就是7年前相比 How are you different as a man and a player
你作为一个男人和球员 than you were seven years ago,
的表现有何不同？ the last time you won a championship?
越来越好了 I think you just get better,
我成长为一个男人 you just grow as a person, you grow as a man,
努力找到 and, you know, you just try to figure out
最好的方法代领队友们 the best way to lead these guys.
最具传奇色彩的NBA对抗 重现了 The most storied NBA rivalry, renewed:
湖人 vs 凯尔特人 the Lakers and Celtics.
科比布莱恩特 渴望的得到他的第五个总冠军 Kobe Bryant, hungry for title number five, personally,
以及湖人队的第16个 but number sixteen for his franchise.
湖人队有点像在打夺旗橄榄球 The Lakers have kind of played flag football.
今晚他们最好做好准备 They better get ready for tackle football tonight
因为波士顿凯尔特人会狠击他们的 because the Boston Celtics are gonna hit them.
湖人会如何应对？ How are the Lakers going to react?
皮尔斯和阿泰斯特已经干上了 Pierce and Artest already battling.
他们纠缠了27秒 It took 27 seconds for these two to go at it a bit.
要我在总决赛再次输给这帮人？ The proposition of losing to these guys in the finals
作为湖人球迷 我知道那意味着什么 again and knowing what that means as a Laker fan
我见过杰里韦斯特带领的湖人 and having watched Jerry West lose to the Celtics
一次又一次败给凯尔特人 over and over and over again
还有魔术师与大鸟的对决 and the duel between Magic and Bird,
现在我也是这段宿仇的参与者 and now I am part of this incredible rivalry
大家会怎么说我们？ and what's gonna be said about us,
说我们两次败给凯尔特人？ this team, is that we lost to the Celtics twice.
绝对不行 I don't think so.
阿泰斯特 三分球 Artest, that's a 3.
进了！ Bam!
比赛还剩一分钟 湖人领先6分 Lakers by six with a minute to play!
湖人队蝉联总冠军！ The Lakers win back-to-back titles!
洛杉矶湖人队是2010年NBA总冠军！ The L.A. Lakers are the 2010 NBA Champions.
那次夺冠之后 我们之间产生了深厚的情谊 After we did that, we have a bond now
永远都不会忘怀 that unites us forever.
永远 Forever.
我们的关系谁都打不破了 因为 We have a bond that'll never be broken because...
狮子盯着我们的面孔 the lion looked us in the face,
我们也瞪回去 and we looked back. [laughs]
挑战不是只赢一次 The challenge was not only to win one,
而是赢很多次 but it was to win multiple wins
并且能和 and to be able to sit at the same lunch table
我的偶像们 with my muses,
乔丹 魔术师 齐名 Michael, Magic.
我想像他们一样伟大 I wanna be able to sit down at the same table with them
在历史上留下名字 and belong there.
我可以很自豪的说 我做到了 And I'm very proud to be able to say I can do that.
﻿手术后58周
我相信科比有 I do think with Kobe there is
很强的自尊心 就像许多球员 a whole lot of pride in it, just as there's pride
有的那样 in a lot of players,
但如果他的水平下降了 他就会呈现另一副面孔 but that if his level dips, and he's just another guy,
我觉得他一点也不希望那发生 eh, I don't think he wants any part of that at all.
每天没完没了的拉伸 It's constant stretching,
冰浴 it's constant ice baths,
物理治疗 it's constant modalities and
按摩 massage and eating the right things,
合理饮食 drinking the right things.
已成为一种生活方式 你知道 It's a lifestyle, you know?
这是全天24小时的投入 It's a full-time commitment.
你知道 我已经不年轻了 And, you know, I'm no spring chicken.
所以 You know?
但这不要紧 But that's okay.
我可以挺过去 I can figure my way around it.
﻿伤疤之美
不管怎么说 这是科比 This is going to be, for all intents and purposes,
自跟腱断裂后 the first time we have seen Kobe Bryant
首次亮相 since tearing the Achilles.
情况很乐观 这是科比伤病治愈后 This is, hopefully, the foundation
继续发展事业 for Kobe moving forward,
的迹象 recovering from that injury,
正如他会对你说的 and as he will tell you,
他很兴奋能回到球场 he is stoked out of his mind to be there.
我能感受到球馆里人们的热情 I can feel energy in the building,
拍照的声音 the sounds of the cameras flashing,
爆米花的味道 the smell, the popcorn,
人们走来走去 the sounds of people walking around,
等待比赛 preparing for the game.
﻿你可以感受到空气中紧张的气氛\ You can feel the intensity in the air.
你能利用这股能量 There's an energy that you can tap into,
好比是你能用的频率 like a frequency that you can tap into.
什么时间？ What time is it?
比赛时间！ Game time!
当你感受到它 And once you feel it,
一切都是你 then everything becomes you
你就是一切 and you become everything.
另一个后卫 And the other guard,
24号来了 here's number 24.
身高6尺6 打了19个赛季 Six-six, 19 seasons,
从劳尔梅里恩高中走出来的... from Lower Merion High School...
科比 布莱恩特 Kobe Bryant.
我热爱我的事业 I love what I do.
就这么简单 It's as simple as that.
篮球... There's...
带给我太多 I get so much enjoyment
乐趣 from it.
比赛使我成为了更好的人 The game has made me a better man,
更好的丈夫和父亲 a better husband, a better father,
更好的朋友 you know, a better friend,
更好的老师 you know, a better teacher.
它让我明白我是谁 It's helped me figure out who I am.
篮球是我的知己 我最好的朋友 Hes been my confidante, he's been my best friend,
是我的精神导师 是我的一切 psychiatrist, everything.
篮球为我开启了一切 It's the seed that started everything for me.
我的一切都因球而生 Everything grew from this ball.
在他19年的NBA生涯里 In his 19th year in the NBA,
那边那个人 科比布莱恩特 that man right there, Kobe Bryant,
已经拿了32291分 仅比排在得分榜第三位的迈克尔乔丹 stands at 32,291 points, one behind Michael Jordan
少1分 for third all-time on the scoring list.
观众都站起来了 The crowd on its feet.
借过 乔丹 Step aside, MJ,
黑曼巴的得分超过你了 the Mamba has moved right on by you.
科比布莱恩特超越了迈克尔乔丹 Kobe Bryant has passed Michael Jordan,
排在NBA得分榜 and is now number three
第三名 on the NBA's all-time scoring list.
此刻我坐在这里 As I sit here now,
当我脱下鞋子 我看到我的伤疤 when I take off my shoe and I look down at my scar,
我看到它的美 I see beauty in it
因为我看到一切的努力 because I see all the hard work,
所有的牺牲 all the sacrifices.
我看到为了回归健康 I see the journey that it took to get back
我所经历的一切 to this point of being healthy.
我看见了那不屈不挠中的美好 And I see the beauty in that struggle.
这就是伤疤很美的原因 That's what makes it beautiful.
科比！这就是科比 Kobe! Don't ya know,
瞧这漂亮的突破 as he goes base line.
就是那里 Wow, yeah, that right arm.
他的右肩 It's just there.
他投球的那个肩膀 That's on his shooting shoulder.
但湖人队说 But it's just a sore right shoulder
只是右肩酸痛 is what the Lakers are calling it.
科比回更衣室了 Kobe has gone back to the locker room
在瑞恩的陪同下 with the help of Ryan,
那将变成明天或接下来几天 and that will be the topic of conversation
的话题 throughout the next day or so...
我们来看看这里有多大的力量 Let's see what kind of strength you have here.
来把上衣脱掉 Go ahead and slip that off.
这是肩袖受损的部位 That's where the damage is to your cuff.
侧举 我看看 Let me see you raise it to the side.
别让我转下去 给我反作用力 Don't let me rotate it down, resist me.
会痛吗 Any pain?
手肘向外 And keep your elbow pointed
朝向我 out towards me.
看能承受多大的力 Now, I wanna feel how much pressure you can put.
推动你的手臂 很好 Push in on your arm, good.
好的 好好好 All right. Good, good, good.
可以了 Okay.
这块阴影 This dark area here,
就是肩袖肌腱 that's the rotator cuff cable.
己经脱离骨头了 It's not attaching to bone here.
发展下去只有一种结果 So, there's only direction that
撕裂会越来越严重 this tear's gonna go.
情况会更糟 It's gonna get worse.
不会变好 This is not gonna get better.
这已经是很大程度的撕裂了 This tear's a pretty big tear already.
你的日常生活 Your normal daily function, you know,
除了篮球之外 比如抬胳膊 aside from basketball, you know, raising your arm,
生活起居 doing activities of daily living,
包括你抬东西 抱孩子 certainly lifting, lifting your kids,
玩耍打闹 you know, playing around,
需要用到手臂的一系列活动 that sort of thing with the arm
都会变得比较难 in this position is gonna get tougher.
我认为这需要及时修正 I think that this is gonna need to be fixed
不然它会给你带来麻烦 because it will cause a problem for you.
我们倾向于尽早的 And we like to try to fix these things
在撕裂还相对较小的时候去修复它 when you're younger and the tear is smaller.
对你肩膀最好的选择就是 And what's best for your shoulder is
马上修复 to get is fixed soon.
我的天呐 Oh, my God,
我不知道自己是否愿意 I just don't know if I wanna deal
再等上他妈的九个月 with another fucking nine months of some shit.
不 你不能 No, I know.
我知道 I know,
看起来 and it seems that, you know,
因为你之前的伤病 with the way your injuries have happened,
你的... your...
半个赛季 the second part of your season
和休赛期都被 and your off-season has been dominated
康复治疗占据了... by rehab and....
什么时候你会感到 At what point do you feel like
你持续不断的坚持 you're holding on, holding on, holding on
最终落得一场空？ to something that's not there?
什么时候 你的决心和动力 At what point do your determination and your drive
变得不切实际？ become unreasonable?
或者说 就是办不到？ Or something that's just not possible?
你什么时候会知道？ When do you know?
就像 当那个时刻 到来的时候 Like, when does that moment happen
当你知道 是时候该放手的时候 when you know now is the time to let go,
会想 这就是要结束的时候了吗？ this is the moment to walk away?
你真的知道吗？ Do you ever truly know that?
我觉得不 I mean, I don't think,
我不知道是不是真的知道 I don't know if you do.
我不知道是否存在一个 I don't know if there's ever a moment
合适的时刻 which is the right moment.
我不知道那个时刻是否会来 I don't know if that moment ever comes.
谁来决定你的时刻？ Who determines when it's up for you?
当我们说 这不可能实现 When we say, "This cannot be accomplished,
这个做不到 "this cannot be done,"
那么 是我们自己在吃亏 then we are shortchanging ourselves.
我的字典里 My brain,
没有失败 it cannot process failure.
容不下失败 It will not process failure
如果我非得 because if I have to--
如果我必须坐下来看着自己 If I sit there and have to face myself
告诉自己 and tell myself, you know,
你是个失败者 "You're a failure,"
我觉得那太糟了 I think that's a worse--
甚至比死亡还糟糕 That's almost worse than death.
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