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我们请到了苏茜兰道尔 《花花公子》摄影师 前模特 I have Suze Randall, photographer for Playboy, ex-model.
你觉得你必须用女人的手段 You find yourself having to use, let's say, feminine wiles
来完成自己的职业追求 in your pursuit of your career goals.
正是如此 Absolutely.
时代变了 以前的《花花公子》都是坦胸露乳的 Times have changed. I mean, it was topless in Playboy,
古乔内的杂志里开始展现阴部 and then Guccione came along and showed the bush.
探索阴部 Discovered the bush.
-你想拍吗？ -想 -Do you wanna film it? -Yeah.
好 我们来拍吧 Good. Let's do it.
开始 And action.
我通过胁迫的手段打入了行业 Well, I managed to blackmail my way in there.
男人们很讶异 “我的天 你在这干什么？ Then all the guys were very, "My God. What the hell are you doing here?
愚蠢的小姑娘 回家去吧 别玩摄像机了” Silly little girl, go home." You know? "Stop playing with your camera."
让别人看上去美丽动人 是件很棒的事情 Well, it's really great to make somebody look beautiful,
-你可以利用灯光做到 -是的 -which you can with the lighting. -Yeah. Yeah.
谢谢！ Thank you!
我们再来一遍！ Let's do it again!
还有布料的褶皱… And draping...
很好 杰达 棒极了 -Great, Jada. Gorgeous. -
对 完美 Yes, perfect.
我觉得我是女权主义者 I feel I'm a feminist.
你可以利用男人 You can take total advantage of the men,
只要你有勇气做自己想做的事 if you've got the balls to do what you want.
用心做好 加倍努力 To do it better. To do it harder.
加上你的靓丽可爱 肯定行的 And you're also cute. Come on.
我想加入色情电影的拍摄 I'd like to get into sexy movies.
因为我有拍过杂志的经历 Only because I've done the whole magazine trip and--
作为演员？ As an actress?
不 作为…在摄像机另一边 No, on the other side.
把男人踢开 因为现在这就是个男人帮 Kick these guys out of line, 'cause it is a boys club.
但你也能做到 But you can do it.
停 完美 And cut. Perfect.
刚才很棒 非常感谢 That was lovely. Thank you very much.
我们让他们看到了！ We've shown them!
NETFLIX 原创纪录片系列
（上她）
（理解爱）
（X级 仅限成人）
（偷窥秀）
（配对成功！）
（情感状态 恋爱中）
（你好？）
剧名：女人至上
（加州洛杉矶）
这个很棒 这件… I mean, this is cool. Like, this piece--
像深色的镀层… Like a dark plating--
是的 前面是敞开的 可以看到胸部 Yeah. And that opens up in the front. So you can see boobs.
我叫赫丽兰道尔 My name is Holly Randall.
我是一名色情摄影师 制片人和导演 And I'm an erotic photographer, producer and director.
这件很吸引我 This really caught my eye.
-是啊 很漂亮 -好看吧？ -Oh! Yeah, that's beautiful. -Isn't that neat?
这个行业里 多数导演和制片人都是男性 There are mostly male directors and producers in this industry.
我是少数女性之一 So, I'm one of the very few females.
我不希望这个 卡在她胸部奇怪的位置上 I'm just hoping this doesn't cut into her boobs weird.
你明白吗？就好比卡在这里 You know what I mean? Like if it cuts into them here.
然后下面就会奇怪地… 胸在下面挤压出来 And then, she has, like, a weird under... squished underboob.
那正流行呢 像是新式的侧露乳房 Squished underboob is in right now. It's the new sideboob.
我因精致的发型和妆面设计而出名 I'm known for fabulous hair and makeup...
出色的服装 great wardrobe...
出色的选址和布景 great locations and settings...
漂亮的姿势造型 good posing...
美丽的女孩 beautiful girls.
就是充满魅力的高品质作品 You know, just high-quality glamour work.
我觉得我们有更多适合女巫师的道具 I think we have more stuff that would work, like, for the sorceress.
-对 -还有女祭司 -Right. -And the priestess.
这个有点赞 这是件披肩 This is kind of cool. It's a cape.
是敞开的 And it's open.
我的客户选择我的原因 是希望作品中能有女人味 My clients come to me because they want that feminine touch in their work.
有更适合女性的观感 随便你怎么去描述 Perhaps the more female-friendly view, whatever you wanna call it.
他们想要高品质 They want that high quality.
想要那种迷人的魅力 They want the glamour. They want--
他们想要那种感觉 赫丽兰道尔的感觉 They want that look. They want the Holly Randall look.
我是个完美主义者 十分注重细节 I'm such a perfectionist, and I'm such a detail-oriented person,
如果我在看片子的时候 看到有个女孩的睫毛脱落了 that if I'm watching something and a girl's, like, eyelash is coming off,
或者发型散了 or, like, her hair is out of place,
又或者背景里有个矿泉水瓶 or there's a water bottle in the background,
或者床…床没铺好 我都会抓狂 or if the bed's not made, that makes me crazy.
对所有这些小细节的处理 All of those little details that you put into something,
我觉得都提升了作品的价值 I think, brings the production value up.
漂亮的色情片更能挑起情欲 Pretty porn is more erotic.
这正是我在作品中所追求的 And that's something that I try to invoke in my work.
来啊 小猪猪 Come on, piggies.
过来 马马 Come on, Mama.
小猪 Oh, piggery.
小猪 Piggery.
妈 你应该说：“我是苏茜兰道尔 我是个色情摄影师” Mom, you should say, "I'm Suze Randall, and I'm an erotic photographer."
我已经不做了 I'm not anymore.
好吧 那就是退休色情摄影师？ Okay, a retired erotic photographer?
行吗？ --Does that work?
我是苏茜兰道尔 是个色情摄影师 I'm Suze Randall, and I'm an erotic photographer
我已经被离职了 -who's been put out to pasture. -
人们会问：“你是 什么时候知道了你父母的职业？” People always ask me, "When did you find out what your parents did for a living?"
我并没有体验过“我的天 我爸妈是拍色情片的”这样的时刻 And there was never this moment, this epiphany, like, "Oh, my God. My parents work in porn."
这玩意上面有个奇怪的锁 我不会弄 Hey, Mom, this has got some weird, like, lock thing on it, that I'm not familiar with.
-嘿 -这是帕瑞利牌的 -Hey. -Yeah, it's a Parelli.
而且坏掉了 And it's also broken.
-难怪 -是的 -That would explain it. -Yeah.
我父母从未真正… My parents never really...
我觉得我小时候我们从未谈论过性 I don't think we ever really talked about sex when I was young.
他们从未让我坐下 然后说 They never were, like,
-“好了 性就是这样一回事” -太尴尬了 -"Okay, this is how, like, sex works." -Oh, so embarrassing.
但他们确实 给我买了那本《我从哪里来？》 But they did buy me this book called Where Do I Come From?
我觉得谈论性真的很奇怪 -I think it's really awkward.....to talk about sex.
两个老人对孩子们… Two old people talking to children...
但总要有人来告诉他们 Yeah, but someone's gotta tell them.
你是个好女孩 You're a good girl.
我教过她餐桌礼仪 The only thing I ever lectured her about were her table manners.
其他东西都是她自己学的 Otherwise, you know, she learned it all herself.
餐桌礼仪 Table manners.
我不知道 我的生日其实是劳动节 I don't know. My birthday's actually on Labor Day.
-所以… -要办派对吗？ -Oh, you wanna have a party? -So...
-你为什么这么懒？ -我只是… -Why're you so lazy? -I just--
那会儿我很喜欢影像 I always loved pictures.
也为画面着迷 And I was always obsessed with images.
但我没想过自己会从事这个 But it wasn't something that I necessarily thought I was gonna get into.
我很小的时候想成为兽医 I mean, when I was really, really young, I wanted to be a veterinarian.
-很有意思 我… -要是真成了就好了 -And, it's kinda funny, I-- -That would've been good.
-那可就帮了你大忙了 -是啊 能帮上很多忙 -It would've been very convenient for you. -Very helpful. Yeah.
但我20岁就开始为我父母工作了 But I started working for my parents when I was 20.
后来我就再没离开过这一行 And then I just sort of never left.
我就像是在独特的幻想世界中长大 I grew up very much in this kind of bubble.
苏茜兰道尔的世界 Like this little... this Suze Randall bubble,
我们在这里拍的色情电影独树一帜 where, um... the porn that we shot was very much, like, on our own terms.
我们只拍最棒的女孩 我们有最好的化妆师和服饰 We were shooting the best girls. We had the best makeup artists. We had the best wardrobe.
我们有巨大的创作自由 We had so much creative freedom.
就像玩芭比娃娃一样 And it was like playing with Barbies.
只不过是会脱掉衣服做爱的芭比 They just take their clothes off afterwards and then have sex.
但和我入行时相比 行业已改变很多 But the industry has changed so much since I got in it.
非常好 And boom. Good.
继续 你就从这里捅我 然后我挡住 Keep going. This is where you're gonna poke me. So I just blocked it, boom.
我击中后 你继续挥舞 Boom. So when I hit it, let it keep going.
没错 就这样 That's it. Exactly.
我击中后 继续挥舞 --When I hit it, keep it going.
对了 就是这样 There you go. That's it.
我觉得谁都没料到互联网会出现 I don't think that anybody could've anticipated the Internet.
突然… It's just...
没人再花钱看色情电影了 nobody pays for porn anymore.
（去年在线看色情电影的千万人中）
（仅3%访问过付费站点）
凑过来 然后再退后 Bring it in and step back then.
因为太多人不花钱看色情片 Because so many people watch porn for free...
拍摄高品质制作就很难了 shooting those high-end productions is very difficult.
第三集 Episode 3.
有很多对话 There's a lot of dialogue.
我的预算和拍摄周期在不断缩水 You know, my budgets continue to shrink. The amount of time that I have to shoot continues to shrink.
我必须不断寻找增添女人味的捷径 I have to keep coming up with shortcuts to bring in that feminine touch
因为女人味是我的招牌 that I'm known for.
-嘿 米歇尔 -怎么了？ -Hey, Michelle. -Yeah?
我们要跟蒙特利尔那边确认她的妆面 We gotta run her makeup by Montreal.
我们在为数码游乐场拍摄一部大电影 We are shooting a big feature for Digital Playground.
暂定名叫《远征》 Their working title is Quest.
主要是一部中世纪题材的幻想作品 It's basically like a fantasy kind of medieval type of movie.
所以还是挺复杂的 So, it's pretty involved.
她脸上那部分我要重做 I'm gonna have to redo that whole section of her face.
对 眉毛我要重画 Obviously, I'll have to redo the eyebrow.
画眉毛 Do the eyebrow.
我那个时代 一张裸体插页我们要拍三天 In my day, we would spend three days on a centerfold.
现在我女儿一天要拍三张插页 Today, my daughter has to do three centerfolds in a day.
压力很大 太疯狂了 That's a lot of pressure. It's bonkers.
你还好吗？ You all right?
还好 就是压力有点大 Yeah. I'm just stressed. I'm just--
我现在好讨厌这个戏 -Hate this show right now. -Huh?
我只是…没事的 I just-- yeah, it's fine.
这是我在努力解决的问题之一 It's just one of those struggles that I'm dealing with right now.
（西班牙 巴塞罗那）
想像一下……一个女人 金发 正在口交 Imagine... a woman, blonde...she's giving a blowjob.
（《X告白》 第二部）
（勇敢新空间2014 TED演讲）
（艾瑞卡路斯特）
为什么？因为这个帅哥 在她车抛锚的时候来救了她 Why? Because this nice guy came to her rescue when her car broke down.
色情电影该改变了 It's time for porn to change.
我们需要女性成为主角 We need women in the leadership roles.
我不是要让女性离开色情电影 I don't want to get women out of porn.
而是要让女性进入色情电影 I want to get women into porn.
我是艾瑞卡 艾瑞卡路斯特 I'm Erika. Erika Lust.
我拍摄色情电影 I do erotic films.
（艾瑞卡路斯特 我致力在成人影院开创新浪潮）
（关于艾瑞卡路斯特）
我的事业起步是在很久以前了… It all kind of started a long time ago,
始于《她的五个热辣故事》 我现在手边没有副本 with Five Hot Stories for Her, which I don't have in stock.
但我有早期拍摄的电影之一 《巴塞罗那性爱计划》 But I do have one of my first films, Barcelona Sex Project.
《生活爱情性欲》 Life Love Lust.
以及《卡巴莱欲望》 我应该有收着的 And Cabaret Desire, I should have somewhere.
这就是艾瑞卡路斯特的起点 This was the beginning of Erika Lust.
在看普通主流色情电影时 我觉得它们拍得不够好 When I look at regular mainstream porn, it's not good enough for me.
（《恋物操娃娃 #6》 邪恶天使）
看这小屁股 See that little booty right there.
（《艾比的一切》 现实王者）
我想要更多 我想要情绪 我想要热情 I want something more. I want emotion. I want passion.
我想要亲密 我想去感受 I want intimacy. I want to feel with them.
-我要舔鸡巴… -你输了 -I have to suck dick... -You lose.
（《哈莫尼被纳丘干》 性兄弟）
-你得做点什么 -我现在要舔他的鸡巴了 You have to do something. I have to suck his dick now.
-别害羞 -好的 -Don't be shy. -Okay.
制作它的人们 The people creating it
更喜欢惩罚式地干女人… are people more interested in... punish-fucking women...
闭嘴 --Shut up.
而不愿呈现良好的性接触 ...than showing a good sexual encounter.
（每三个观看色情电影的 年轻女性中就有一人表示）
（她们很难找到喜欢的内容）
但当你开始批评色情电影时 But when you start criticizing porn,
很多人又会担心你有点反性爱 there's many people getting afraid that you are kind of sex-negative.
人们给我扣各种帽子 从女权纳粹到伪女权 I've been called everything from feminazi to a fake feminist.
很多制作人认为 我在女性层面要求太多 Many producers feel that I'm pushing too much for the female perspective.
色情影业里只有男性真的很不公平 It's just not fair that only men work in pornography,
只有男人在以色情电影为媒介 that only men are the ones portraying human sexuality
描绘人类性行为 through the media of pornography.
好了 再看一次 很整齐 Okay, let's look at this again, very organized.
第一镜是什么？ What's the first shot?
-告白 -告白 -The confession. -The confession.
现在我正在做的项目叫《X告白》 At this moment, I'm working in a project called Xconfessions.
（更多色情短片）
这个项目很有趣 因为人们会把自己的想法寄给我 And it's a very interesting project, because people are sending their fantasies to me.
（《女性幻想》）
我把它们拍成色情短片 And I turn them into erotic short films.
众包色情作品 Crowd-sourced erotica.
（《生日惊喜》 《淫荡野兽》）
（我想要一个 够爷们的男人骑在我后面）
（让他释放自己 让我接纳他 FEMMEOLYMPE如是说）
（《贱人搭车客》）
（和我一起风驰电掣）
色情电影的典型结构 The typical structure of a pornographic movie
都是以男性为主角 is that the man is the main character.
一切都是关于他 关于他的欲望 It's about him. It's about his desire.
我不能接受这样 That really didn't work out for me,
因为我和别人做爱时 我们两个人都在其中 because when I have sex with someone, it's about both of us.
在展现性时 它所基于的价值 When you show sex, it should be based on values
应当能让你感受到 身处其中的人们是相互关联的 where you feel that the people in it, that they are connected.
他们互相尊重 That they are respecting each other.
另外我对色情电影还有一点不满 Another thing that I didn't like about pornography
那就是大部分都是粗制滥造 was that most of it was so badly done.
（《马戏堕天使》）
看上去他们根本不在乎镜头观感 It didn't feel like they had cared about the cinematic vision of it.
（《女性幻想》）
我明白自己想要 看到更多为女性创作的作品 I realized that I wanted to see something made for women
在其中应当能够看到女性的欢愉 where you could actually see female pleasure.
但同时我也想看到 能带来审美享受的东西 But at the same time I wanted to see something aesthetically interesting.
我想 And I thought,
“是啊 也许我应该拍一部成人电影” "Yeah, maybe I should try to make an adult movie."
我… I'm, uh...
我在找飞行员 I'm looking for the pilot.
所以我写了剧本 拍了出来 So, I wrote the script and I shot it.
（《乳头啪啪啪》）
（《与我进食》）
我建立了网站……几周时间内 我就收获了两百万下载量 I started erikalust.com, and after a few weeks, I had two million downloads.
（《对话太肮脏》）
人们不断发消息给我 And people were just writing and writing and writing to me.
“你什么时候拍新片？” "When are you gonna make more?"
（艾瑞卡路斯特）
-请签名 女士 -好的 I need a signature, lady.
我应该签姓氏还是… Should I sign the last or--
随便怎么签 艾瑞卡 Yes, any kind of signature.
帕布洛是我的伴侣 Pablo is my partner.
我们发明了这个说法 说我们是情欲伴侣 We came out with this phrase to say that we're partners in lust.
意思是我们既是公司合伙人 --Meaning we're partners in this company.
也是情欲和生活的伴侣 And also in lust and in life.
-还有… -生活和情欲的伴侣 -And in-- -Partners in life and lust.
-生活… -听起来真棒 -Life-- -Sounds super great, doesn't it?
生活 爱情和性欲的伴侣 Partners in life and love and lust.
你得回去进行制作了 You need to go back to production.
时间不等人 -Time is tickling. -
我们的关系没有人们想得那么怪 Our relationship is not as weird as people would assume.
我们的性生活很普通 We have, like, a normal...
也很健康 我觉得 -healthy sex life, I guess. -
没什么特别的 -It's not that special. -
“没什么特别的” "It's not that special."
我的天呐！ Oh, my God!
对不起 Sorry.
艾瑞卡 她负责所有创作 Erika, she takes all the creative work.
我负责运营和人力资源 And I do more of the operational and the human resources
以及市场营销 and marketing work.
-对不起 我想给大家看点东西 -好的 -Sorry, I wanted to show something. -Okay.
今天… Today...
我们被这则广告震惊了 We are shocked with this ad
它今天出现在视频网站上 叫“蹂躏少女” that is today on the tubes called "Teens Get Destroyed."
看 现在的视频网站就是这个样子 Look, this is what tube sites today look like.
-是的 -就是这样 -Yeah. -They look like this.
现在网上的内容就是这样 This is the kind of content that is out there.
我们不能忽视 现在色情影片的性教育意义 We can't ignore that porn today is sex education.
特别是对于 私生活中还未有过性经验的人来说 Especially for people who never had sexual experiences in their own life.
他们要如何知道 真正的性爱是怎样的？ How are they gonna know how sex actually works?
我有两个女儿 色情影片触手可及 I have two daughters. And porn is one click away.
（14至18岁的 性活跃人群中40%表示）
（性知识更多源于色情片而非学校）
很多家长根本就不知道 Many parents have absolutely no clue.
如果他们的小孩有iPad If their kid has access to an iPad,
就有了接触 所有在线色情影片网站的渠道 that kid has also access to all the porn tubes online.
甚至是YouTube 它就是如今的电视 Even YouTube, which is the television of today,
在那也能找到色情片 you can find pornography.
教导我们孩子的人是色情明星 And the one who are teaching our children are the porn stars.
想像一下 I mean, imagine if I would leave...
我竟然让我的孩子 从毒贩子那里学习毒品是什么 my kids to learn about drugs from the drug dealers.
这就是为什么 这家公司的成败非常重要 That is why it is important that this company has success.
我还记得拍这个布景时的兴奋心情 因为… I remember being so excited about this set, 'cause this is, like, really when I...
那是我妈最终信任我 开始拍摄这种有各种装饰的布景 My mom finally trusted me to shoot a set with all the bells and whistles, you know?
我会回头翻过去为苏茜网拍的老照片 I'll, like, look back through old shoots that we used to do for Suze.net
为今天的拍摄找灵感 for inspiration for, like, shoots today.
有些东西你短期内真的不会再见到了 Here's something that you won't really see anytime soon.
我妈拍过八个女生的群欢 My mom did an eight-girl orgy,
有尼基泰勒 杰娜詹姆森 伯尼塔森特 with Nikki Tyler, Jenna Jameson, Bonita Saint
还有很多其他有名的女孩 and a bunch of other famous girls.
看看 她们每个人都那么时髦 Look at that, every single one of them is styled.
特别高档 非常有魅力… Like that kind of high-end, like, super glam...
肯定花了特别多的功夫 Oh, that must have taken forever.
我觉得现在不可能 再用她那时的方法拍摄了 I don't think it's possible to shoot the way that she used to shoot these days.
她就是个传奇 She was such a legend.
大概是七十年代早期… It was probably early '70...
我在伦敦当护士 I was a nurse in London,
遇到了我的丈夫 他是个作家 身无分文 and I met my husband who was a writer... a penniless writer.
为了挣点外快 我接了个广告… So, in order to make some extra money on the side, I answered an ad...
给地下报纸当裸模 in an underground newspaper for nude modeling.
那个男人看到我的时候差点没跌倒 The guy nearly fell off his chair when he saw me
因为好女孩是不做这种事的 because nice girls didn't do that.
（苏茜 艾斯丘国际模特）
当模特的时候 男人对待我的方式让我震惊 When I was modeling, I was just horrified by the way men would treat you.
他们把你放在背景前 对你发号施令 Stand you on a backdrop and ask you to do something.
他们不会鼓励你 你看起来很呆板… I mean, they're not encouraging, so you get all stiff and...
然后我意识到自己应该做个摄影师 Then I realized I should be a photographer,
而不是让那些所谓重要的男人 rather than some important man
自称出色的灯光师 出色的技师 who's such a great lighter and such a great technician,
“你最好做个好模特 这样才能配得上和我合作” and, "You better be a great model, in order to work with me,"
那些乱七八糟的 and all that sort of crap.
那种感觉很不好 That doesn't make you feel good.
所以… So...
我的经历帮助我教训了他们 It helped me... kick their ass.
1975年《花花公子》把我带到这 Playboy flew me over here in '75,
因为我发现了一位很棒的模特 莉莉安穆勒 because I discovered a wonderful model, Lillian Muller.
我给她拍了三版裸女郎的照片 赫夫纳一看就硬了 把我们俩都找来 And I shot her for Page 3, and Hefner got a hard-on and flew us both over.
（《花花公子》 莉莉安穆勒-封面女郎）
他想踢走我的 Tried to get rid of me.
“苏茜 "Oh, Suze,
食物和裸体最难拍了” food and nudes are the hardest thing to shoot."
我说：“好 I said, "Well...
那我只能把照片 卖给《阁楼》了 因为我没钱” I'll have to sell my pictures to Penthouse then, won't I? 'Cause I've got no money."
于是他们给了我工作 So they gave me a job.
我为《花花公子》干了三年 I worked for Playboy for three years.
（苏茜兰道尔是 《花花公子》首位女摄影师）
男生们很嫉妒 The boys were jealous.
他们坐在地上说 “自己装胶卷吧 你个笨女人” They'd say, "Load your own damn film, you stupid woman."
不要紧 反正我做到了 But it didn't matter. I did it.
我不懂人们为什么要抱怨女人 Don't know why people complain about women.
你很有优势 只要你比男人努力 You've got such an advantage, if you can work harder than the guys,
能力出众 而且你有女性的柔美 if you can kick ass and you're feminine.
你绝对能做到 You've got it made, baby.
镜头后面的女性都很棒 Women on the other side of the camera are great.
她们变得自信 意识到 Then they become empowered and then they realize
她们可以经营自己的事业 自己说了算 that they can run their own business and, um... they rule.
她们说了算 They rule, baby.
-早上好 -莫妮卡 Monica.
明天我要拍的电影叫《我的梦想钢琴演奏会》 Tomorrow, I'm gonna shoot a film called My Dream Piano Concert,
这是一个钢琴家的告白 and it's a confession by a pianist,
她在钢琴演奏会中一边演奏 and she is giving this piano concert,
一边用色情的视角观察观众席中的人 and at the same time, she's seeing people from the audience in erotic situations,
有些人来到她身边 some of them with her.
甚至有个男人钻到了钢琴下 Even a man under the piano...
在她弹奏时给她带来欢愉 giving her pleasure while she's playing.
我们之前不知道 具体要怎么表现这样的告白 We didn't know exactly how we were gonna be able to do a confession like this
因为我们不认识会弹钢琴的人 because we didn't know anyone playing piano.
然后突然 我们收到了莫妮卡的邮件 But then, suddenly, we received an e-mail from Monica,
她是个钢琴家 and it turns out she's a pianist.
这是我第一次拍色情影片 So this is my first time in erotic cinema.
色情电影 Erotic film.
我很多年前就知道艾瑞卡的作品 I know Erika's work from many years ago.
一直关注她 I have been following her.
最终 Finally, I...
我有了加入她的冲动… I had this impulse to...
给她打了电话 见了面 然后… to participate with her, and I called her, and we have a meeting, and...
对 就到了这里 Yeah, and we are here.
我们现在的情况是 男人的个子很大 So here we have a situation with a quite big man...
钢琴下空间很小 我们要想办法 with a quite little space under the piano and we need to figure out
解决这个问题 确保能拍到画面 how we can make this work so we can actually see something.
因为我们在考虑拍口交的场景 Because we were thinking to have a cunnilingus situation,
要在你演奏的同时进行 -with you playing with the piano. -Mm-hmm.
有趣的是 当与我合作的人 The interesting thing when I work with people
并非职业演员时 他们不是在表演 who are not professional performers is that they are not performing porn.
而只是在做爱 They are just having sex.
我觉得那样更有力量 And I think that... that's more powerful.
但这对他们来说也更艰难 But sometimes they have a harder time,
特别是对于第一次面对镜头的人来说 especially when it's the first time for someone in front of the camera.
不 然后是在凳子上做爱 No. And, then for the sex with the bench,
你双膝跪在凳子上 it's you up on your knees, you know, on the bench.
他在后面 好吧？ -And he would be behind, okay? -Mm-hmm.
音乐力量渐强时 So, when the music is getting more powerful,
我们希望你能高潮 there we would like, you know, a climax from you.
你幻想的所有这些人 All these people that you've been fantasizing about,
他们的手都覆上了你的身体 抚摸你 their hands upon your body, touching you.
我可能比较担心 Maybe I'm concerned
因为我从没试过在弹琴时做其他事 because I never tried to play the piano while doing other things so it's...
这是我的顾虑 This is my worry.
我们首先拍他们两个打斗-对 -先拍这个 好 So we'll just do the two of them fighting here first before anything. Okay.
停 你的装备掉了 Let's cut. Your outfit's falling off.
这绝对是史上最可笑的事了 真的 This is the most ridiculous thing ever, like, seriously.
好 你们准备好了吗？ Okay, you guys ready?
-继续拍 -3i 第二次 -Keep rolling. -Three-I, take two.
该死 --Shit.
助手死于现场 Whoa! Assistant dies on set.
-我差点死掉！ -摄像在拍吗？ -I almost died! -Are we still rolling?
-还在拍 -然后 杰达 -Still rolling. -Jada...
别担心 放开笑 越夸张越好 Don't be afraid to just cheese it up, like, overdo the fuck out of it.
好的 -It's a fantasy role-playing game... -
这是幻想角色扮演 是色情电影 and it's porn. Cheese it up.
好 开始 -All right. Action.
好啊 小弱鸡也敢挑衅我了？ What weakling now defies me?
不过是一身横肉 我会打倒你的 Ha! Typical meat shield, I'll destroy you.
有胆就来吧 Fight me if you dare.
那把剑是我的 That sword's mine.
-来这边 -收录完成 -This way. -We're clear.
完美 好 停 -Perfect. Okay. Cut. -Good.
-行吗？ -很好 -Good? -Yeah.
好 来 Okay. Come.
我想看看你这条路线怎么走 I just wanna see how you do on this path over here.
最近我确实接到 要拍摄更具侵犯性内容的要求 I've definitely been pushed to shoot more aggressive stuff lately.
当然也是更禁忌的内容 And stuff that's more taboo, for sure.
第三场 第一次 二 第二次 Scene three. Take one-- two. Take two.
但我是有底线的 But I always draw a line.
有些东西我绝对不会拍 There's definitely, like, things I would not shoot.
我不想拍任何贬低女性的内容 比如我们就不拍厕所冲水 I don't wanna shoot anything degrading to women... like, we're not doing swirlies.
就是把她的头按在马桶里然后冲水 When you dunk a girl's head in the toilet and flush it
-同时从后面干她 -真有这样的？ -while you're fucking her from behind. -Oh, really?
有啊 我们不拍这种东西 Yeah. We don't shoot that. That kind of stuff.
我绝不会拍这种 --I would never shoot, like, that.
你明白吗？ -You know what I mean? -Oh.
那太糟糕了 Like, that's terrible.
好 开始 Okay, action.
棒极了 Gorgeous.
女性主义色情电影 With feminist porn,
我从母亲那学到的最重要的东西 the most important thing I learned from my mom
就是如何对待模特 is how you treat your models,
确保她们美丽动人 注重细节 making sure they look and feel beautiful, all that attention to detail.
完美 然后把…弯曲手肘收回手臂 Perfect. And then bend the elbow and bring the arm in.
好极了 --Gorgeous.
肢体动作很重要 就像芭蕾 It's the movement. It's just like doing ballet.
举手投足之间 It's the movement that goes from your toes to your fingers...
-是的 -一切都要恰到好处 -Yeah. -And everything's gotta be in alignment.
-行云流水 -但…是的 -It all flows like a river. -Yeah.
就像观看精彩的舞蹈表演 It's like watching somebody doing a great dance, you know.
很美 It's really beautiful.
太棒了 可以再踮一次脚尖吗？ Gorgeous. Can you come on that toe again?
很棒 杰达 --That's great, Jada.
而且你一直让女性处在有权力的位置上 And also, you always put the woman in the position of power.
是的 那很棒 让男人们屈膝俯首 棒极了 Have the guy on his knees. That's super.
就是这样 Exactly.
-你战斗起来像个疯子 -好 -Now you fight like a berserker. -Okay.
我觉得我们完全可以 在色情电影中注入女性的力量 I think that we can definitely bring female power into pornography.
我们呵护女人 We look after the women.
-是的 -我们为女人而努力 -Yeah. -We are for the women.
好 刚才的很好 Okay. That was good.
女人说了算 Women rule.
我们就是成功案例 -We are proof. -
-刚才的怎样 摩根？ -完美 -How was that, Morgan? -Perfect.
好 真棒 Okay. Cool.
停 好 我们继续 下一场是什么？ Cut. Okay. Let's move on. What's the next one?
大家好 Hello, everybody.
-你好 -你好吗？ -Hello. -How are you?
怎么样？ How's it going?
-你好吗？ -非常好 -How are you? -Very good.
我们今天生活的社会确实 We do live in a society today,
要求我们消费者负起更多责任 where we are getting more and more responsible as consumers.
这和我去超市是一个道理 The same way as when I go to the supermarket,
我要买鸡蛋或者肉 and I wanna buy eggs or meat...
我们在挑选成人电影时 when we look for adult films,
你要明白幕后的制作人是谁 you have to understand who's making it, who's behind it.
我的工作人员中有很多女性 她们的加入让事情变得很不同 It makes a difference when I have many women in my crew.
比如镜头后的摄影师 For example, the one behind the camera,
是最终决定我们所能看到的画面的人 is the one ultimately deciding what images we are gonna see.
当摄影师是男性时 When I have men behind the camera,
我得到的素材中 女人的镜头会比男人多得多 I end up with much more footage of her than of him.
都安排妥了吧？ You have everything under control?
是 Yes.
有了女性工作人员 女演员觉得… With women, actresses feel a lot more like...
身边似乎都是姐妹 That they are surrounded by a sisterhood somehow.
-你好吗？ -我很好 -How are you? You good? -Yeah.
-感觉不错？ -是 -Are you good? Yes? -Good. Yes.
-没怎么睡？ -没怎么睡 -You didn't sleep much? -No. Not too much.
-怎么了？ -睡了几小时 -What happened? -A few hours, I think.
-紧张吗？ -是的 -You were nervous? -Yeah.
-而且… -辗转反侧？是的 因为我睡不着 -Turning around in the bed? -Yeah, I couldn't sleep. It was just that.
-是吗？ -是 -Yeah? -Yeah.
好 时间如何？ Okay. And timing?
时间没问题 很好 We are good with timing. Very good.
好 有希望 -Okay. Promise. -
我们准备拍今天的第一镜了 We're about to roll on the first shot of the day.
开始 And action.
我是个钢琴家 我有个梦想 I'm a pianist with a dream.
我想登台表演 全裸 I want to perform on the stage... nude.
对不起 Um, s-sorry.
没关系！ Don't worry!
请安静 我们要开拍了！ Silence, please, we're going to roll!
再来一次 开始了？从头开始？ -Let's do it again. -Rolling? From the beginning?
-对 -好 -Yes. -Yeah, okay.
对不起 Oh! Sorry.
-拍摄 -当音乐… Okay, when the music--
-请稍等 -好 停 -Just a second. -Yeah, cut.
-让我想一下台词 -好-我有点卡住了 -再来一次 Let me think this sentence because I'm a bit blocked here.
现在我们准备！ -Now we do it! -
开始！ Action!
我是个钢琴家 我有个梦想 I'm a pianist with a dream.
我想登台表演 全裸 I want to perform on the stage... nude.
身边围满观众 Surrounded by the crowd.
音乐进入尾声 When the music comes to the end...
我也迎来高潮 I climax.
我忍不住这样幻想 I can't stop having this fantasy.
停！完美！拍好了 棒极了！ And cut! Perfect! We have it. That was lovely!
时间表 很紧张吧？ Time table, time table, it's tight, huh?
我们晚了一小时 We're, like, one hour late.
我想在午饭前拍好做爱的部分 I would like to have the sexual part done before lunch.
我请来了一个职业男演员 I do have a professional actor coming in.
关键在于 尽管这是性爱 The important thing is, even though this is sex,
也是很有技巧的 it's very technical and everything.
关键要试着至少感受到一点点 The important thing is to try to feel at least a little bit.
你想要浪漫的还是强硬的？ But do you want it romantic or hard?
浪漫的 对吧？ Romantic, right?
一开始 我想要温柔一点 At the beginning, I want it a little softer...
然后慢慢变激烈 跟随音乐 and then a little stronger, because the musical piece.
但问题是 我怕我跟你说了之后你就太强硬 But the thing is, I'm scared to tell you to go too hard,
然后就特别激烈 because then it's going to be really hard.
对于习惯了主流色情行业 工作方式的表演者 Performers who are used to work in the mainstream porn industry,
我要让他们明白 我不希望他们“表演色情” I need them to understand that I'm not interested in them "doing porn."
我想表现性爱 更富有感情的性爱 I want to show sex, which is much more emotional.
准备好了告诉我 Let me know when you're set.
开拍 Rolling.
摄影机 -Cámara. -
六 三 一 Six, three, one.
开拍！ Action!
能停下吗？ Can we stop?
稍等… -Hold on a moment... -
稍等 Hold on a moment.
我们暂停了 要喝水吗？ We're holding. Do you need water?
-你还好吗？ -嗯 就是有点疼 -Are you okay? -Yeah, it's just painful.
-要去洗手间吗？ -不用 -Do you need to go to the restroom? -No.
真的吗？你还好吗？ Really? Are you okay?
我会更小心的 I'll be more careful.
好 做爱部分顺利拍完了 我拍到了我需要的镜头 Yes. Okay, then as far as sex goes, I'm done. I got what I need.
我想在这个位置用高潮 I could really use an orgasm in this position,
可以是假的 完全没问题 但要有像高潮的感觉 which can be fake, no problem at all, but it will be like an orgasm.
-是的 这里空气不太流通 -是的 很热 -Yeah, there's not a lot of air here. -Yeah, it's hot.
好累 刚刚很辛苦 --Heavy, it was heavy.
非常热 要出去透透气吗？ It's very hot. Do you want some fresh air?
不用 就是有点疼 No, it just hurts a little.
来 想去洗手间吗？ Come. Do you want to go to the restroom?
我会小心的 我在家就是这么做的 I'll be careful. This is how I do it at home.
我们只要拍假镜头 The only thing we are going to do is this fake scene.
我们不需要你高潮 这里不需要这个 We don't need your orgasm. It wasn't part of this.
你或许可以今晚回家解决？ You can take care of that tonight, maybe?
这样他今晚会更想要 That way he'll want it more tonight.
因为他没有得到满足 Yeah, he'll be left hanging.
然后他会说 “艾瑞卡都不让我射” Later, he'll say, "Erika doesn't even let me come."
这确实是个挑战 It is definitely a challenge
在主流色情电影行业经验颇丰的人 when someone works quite a lot in the mainstream porn industry,
倾向于重现他们在行业中学到的东西 because they tend to reproduce what they learned in the industry.
当然会有拉头发的动作 You have, of course, the hair pulling.
总是有的 他做了一些这类的动作 That's always in there, and he did a few of those things.
但我们手上的素材 But with the material that we have,
足够我挑选 I have enough to choose
我可以选择想要呈现和不想呈现的 what I want to show and what I don't want to show.
因为归根结底 虽然这是真实的做爱 Because in the end, even if it is real sex,
它还是部电影 是幻想 this is a film, and it's an illusion,
我会制作出想让 and I create the image that I want you to see
观众看到的画面 as an audience.
停！ Cut!
很激烈 比我想像得要激烈 Was really intense. More intense than I expect.
莫妮卡！ Monica, Monica, Monica!
谢谢 Gracias.
我觉得这段经历 我需要一段时间来消化 I think I need to process a little bit, the experience, yeah.
从《上流社会》开始 我们拍了很多 We really started to shoot a lot in that first High Society we did.
（丽萨安 成人电影明星）
你当时在马里布租了个漂亮房子 You rented a beautiful house in Malibu,
我穿着白色领口的红上衣 and it was the one where I'm wearing that red top with the white collar,
还有白色马靴 那简直… -and these white combat boots. -I remember that set.
我记得那个场景 那改变了我的职业生涯 That was the set that changed my career.
-都是我的错 -那很棒 -It's all my fault. -It was great.
有人照顾我们 提供饮用水 You had people there taking care of us. You had water.
-你们特别… -是的 -You did things specifically... -Yeah.
…照顾我们的感受 工作结束离开时我感觉很好 with our care and concern and I would feel good when I left.
很滑稽 这个行业从你拍摄的那个时代 Isn't it funny, though, like, how the industry has gone from when you were shooting,
发展到了现在的互联网时代 变成了 as to now when the Internet came along and, like, then it became like,
“你能用棒球棒吗？”疯狂… "Can you put a baseball bat up there?"
你介意把头塞马桶里吗？ Do you mind having your head in a toilet?
是的 疯狂古怪的色情电影 都疯了 Yeah. And, like, insane porn antics. Like, it's just crazy.
-我懂 -他们占有着一部分市场 -I know. -They just have a quota.
我现在很挣扎 因为我的资金变少了 I am struggling so much because, like, I have so much...
所以只能用一个助手 less money to work with, so now I can only use one assistant.
我必须催发型和化妆师赶工 I've got to rush my hair and makeup artist,
我没法投入工作 and I can't phone it in.
我不能就看着状况变糟 Like, I can't, physically, like, just let that stuff slide,
-说到底… -就是这样 and so at the end of the day,
…漫长的一天结束后 我付出了很多 it's a longer day than I wanted. I ended up paying more than I wanted to,
收入却微薄 and I end up taking home very little.
-是的 -我就想 “我要怎么做？” And I'm just like, "How the fuck am I gonna do this?"
-是啊 -你明白吗？ -Yeah. -You know?
还要尽可能快地出作品 And just try to bang it out as fast as I can.
你得向前看了 You need to move on, my baby.
老实说 今年我在认真考虑 Honestly, I mean, this year, I've been in a place
行业里到底还有没有我的容身处 where I, like, wonder if there is a place for me in this industry anymore, because I just don't know that--
我不知道这个行业 还能否支撑我所熟悉的高端作品 I don't know if it can support, like, the high-end... you know, stuff that I'm used to shooting.
在所有这些事情之后 你损失了金钱 When you lose money at the end of the day...
我觉得这就应该成为你的转折点了 I can see where you're kind of at a breaking point.
她必须离开 -You're at the breaking point. -She needs to get out.
我已经被贴上了色情电影的耻辱标签 I've got the stigma of porn attached to me,
我并不觉得自己的职业丢脸 and as much as I'm not ashamed of what I do for a living,
但很多人看待我的职业的眼光 there's a lot of people who view what I do for a living
和我自己的观点是很不同的 in a much different light than I do,
他们不想要一个色情摄影师 and they just don't want a pornographer,
前色情摄影师 随便你怎么叫 ex-pornographer, whatever you wanna call me,
来拍他们的时尚系列 shooting their fashion line.
我觉得她应该去做个性治疗师之类的 I think she should be a sex therapist or something, come on.
向前看吧 Move on.
但你没法跟孩子说这些 But, you know, you can't tell your children anything.
我很困惑自己的位置在哪里 I wonder where my place is.
我不知道 I don't know. I don't know.
甚至有个客户跟我说 Like, I even had this client say to me,
“我不确定你在你的布景中投入的 like, "I'm not sure that the extra production value
额外制作价值最后有没有意义” that you put into your sets matters in the end."
我想：“好吧 就这样吧 I was like, "All right, well, that's it.
我决定开设一个网站 标题叫‘三个女生在破沙发上’” I'm starting the website 'Three Girls on a Shitty Couch dot com.'"
就做这个 --That's all it's gonna be.
三个女生在破沙发上 Three girls on a shitty couch.
我一点力气都不用费 I'm gonna put no effort into it whatsoever.
肯定会大热 It's gonna be a hit.
好极了 --Gorgeous.
然后可以把胸挤在一起 微微向前倾 Maybe kind of push your boobs together and lean forward a little bit.
对了 很棒 Yeah, yeah. Oh, awesome.
太好了 So good.
肯定有人… There are definitely--
有人关心色情电影 想看高端作品 There are people who care about their porn and people who want to see high-end stuff.
但群体很小 打开市场很难 But it's a small niche. And it's hard to break into it.
对 对 Yeah. Yeah.
我想留在这个行业 我喜欢我从事的工作 I really would like to stay in this industry. I like what I'm doing.
我希望事情会有所改变 I'm hoping that, you know, things will change,
会有新机会出现 new opportunities will come up.
说不准的 You never know.
我希望十年后 You know, I mean, I hope that ten years from now,
我还能干这行 最好还干得不错 I'm still gonna be working in it and hopefully doing well.
但很难讲 But, yeah, it's hard to say.
我不知道 I don't know.
（艾瑞卡路斯特）
这一周特别好 It has been, like, a particularly good week.
-是 -是吧？很棒的一周 Yeah? A very good week?
-是 -太好了 -Yeah. -That's great.
-《X告白》对吧？ -是 -This is Xconfessions, right? -Yes.
这里有个曲线 -Yeah, Xconfessions, this is the curve. -So it's going up.
所以它在上升 它在持续上升 是个很美好的项目 It's going up. It's constantly going up, and it's a beautiful project.
所以… -史上业绩最佳月份 -创纪录了 -Best month ever. -This is a record.
-人们喜欢这些片子 -是啊 太好了 -People love the films. -Yes. That's good.
好 好消息是这个月业绩不错 Okay. So then good news is we had a very good month.
-流量… -在增加 -Traffic is, uh... -Increasing.
增加 Increasing.
留存率也在增长 Retention rates also.
我们还有很多新影片即将出炉 And we have a lot of new movies coming out.
是 Mm-hmm. Yeah.
看到这么多人在这里我很感动 I am very moved to see so many people here.
非常感谢！ Thank you very much!
（导演 艾瑞卡路斯特）
有人觉得我们需要更多元化 There's people who feel that they want more diversity.
他们想看到更多有色人种 They want more people of color.
他们想看不同体型的人 They want people of different body sizes.
有时候只在我的作品里 回应所有诉求是很难的 Sometimes it's difficult to fit them all into only my work.
但我们真的很需要有能力做得到 But we really need to be able to do it.
更多人参与其中 It's more people getting involved.
更多人敢于尝试 这个类别的影片 -It's more people daring with this genre. -
作为女人 我们要发出自己的声音 And as women, we need to use our voice.
我们要告诉世界我们想要什么 We need to tell the world how we would like it to be.
我们想看什么样的片子？ 想讲什么样的故事？ What kind of films do we want to see? What kind of stories do we want to tell?
很多色情电影展现的性别角色 都不符合现代视角 The gender roles that most porn shows, it's not a modern vision at all.
那不是女性主义视角 -It's not a feminist vision. -
但我们会改变这个状况 But we're gonna change it.
字幕翻译：张珺怡