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开拍 Shooting.
-四 三 二 一 -开始 Four, three, two, one. Action.
好的 很好 There we go. Nice.
秀出曲线 对 Let's see those curves, yeah.
微笑 Smile.
对 Yeah.
今年是我拥有自己公司的第一年 This year was my first year owning my own company.
（《阁楼》 性健康问题）
我可以按自己的意愿做任何事 时间也由自己掌控 I can do whatever I want, whenever I want.
以前我从未有过这样的自由 I've never had that kind of freedom before.
背景不变 --The same background.
对 有点侧面肖像的感觉 Yeah, side profile kind of.
贝莉莱恩的招牌就是靓丽 The Bailey Rayne brand is very classy,
如同邻家女孩… girl next door...
我拥有能量 I am empowered.
就这样走出取景框 And just walk off frame.
在我做出的所有选择中… Of all the decisions I've made...
这是最棒的一个 this is my best one.
非常感谢 -Thank you very much. -
和你合作很愉快 You've been a pleasure.
NETFLIX 原创纪录片系列
（上她）
（无套不做）
（理解爱）
（X级仅限成人）
（脱衣舞秀）
（配对成功！）
（情感状态 恋爱中）
（你好？）
剧名：拥有
靠右行驶 前往洛杉矶机场航站楼 Keep right toward LAX Airport all terminals.
一号航站楼 -Terminal One. -Yay!
到了 There we go.
你好 美女！ Hello, beautiful!
太好了 终于见到你了！ It's nice to meet you finally!
是啊 别担心 会顺利的 Yeah, no, no, no. It's gonna be perfect. Um...
-除了你我们还要接另一个女孩 -好的 -We're picking up you and one more girl. -Okay.
我叫贝莉莱恩 住在加州洛杉矶 My name is Bailey Rayne. I live in Los Angeles, California,
24岁 and I'm 24 years old.
在这里你可以积累很多商业经验 You can get a lot of business experience here, too.
我已经在自己做生意了 Like, I own my own business now.
-天呐 真棒 -是啊 -Oh, my God. That's awesome. -Yeah, so...
我在色情行业的职业道路很成功 I've had a very successful, empowering, positive
发展可观 势头良好 career in porn.
感觉既新鲜又刺激 This is new and exciting. Ah!
我是助理代理人 所以我的职责是招募女孩 I'm an assistant agent, which means I help recruit girls
并指导新人女孩进入色情行业 and mentor new girls into the porn industry.
-她来了 -嘿 她真可爱 -There she is. -Ooh, hey, she's so cute.
是啊 I know.
我帮助她们培养商业头脑 I try to help them be more business-oriented.
任何人都能学会…只要有人指导你 Anyone can be taught how to do this... if you have someone guiding you.
-你好 -好了 Hello. All right.
真好 我很激动 走吧队友们！ -Cool, I'm excited. Go, team! -
-我是伊娃 -伊娃 -I'm Eva. -Eva.
我以前从没来过加州 I've never been in California before.
欢迎！ Oh. Welcome!
我好激动 I'm so excited.
你们得带我去观光 Yeah, you guys will have to take me sightseeing.
当然 我觉得我们今晚该去海滩 Yeah. I think we're gonna try and go to the beach tonight.
-你们都从哪来？ -我来自佛罗里达 -Where are you guys from? -I'm from Florida.
我来自印第安纳 I'm from Indiana.
你来是想拍女女和单人影片 对吧？ So, you're here to shoot, girl-girl and solo, right?
对 Yes.
目前我只想拍单人和女女 Right now, I'm thinking just solo and girl-girl.
拍女女和单人 可以赚很多钱的 所以… Yeah. There's a lot of money you can make with girl-girl and solo, so...
-真好 -我只拍单人 That's awesome. I'm solo only
但也有女孩什么都做 but there are girls that do everything.
有的女孩做一到两种 Girls that do, like, one or two things.
能够自己决定这一点是很好的 It's nice that you can make that decision.
-是啊 -我喜欢这份工作 -Yeah. -I love this job.
我觉得这很重要 你… I think that's really important, too, that you...
你有做决定的权力 you have that power to make that decision.
我努力为这些女孩营造 I'm trying my best to create for these girls
一个非常安全的环境 让她们做自己想做的事 just a really safe environment for them to do what they wanna do.
我想让她们拥有最好的体验 I want them all to have the best experience they can have.
同为女人 我们要替彼此留心 As women, we need to watch out for each other.
贝莉对你们还好吧？ So, has Bailey been nice to you so far?
嗯 她特别好 Eh! Yeah, she's a sweetheart.
对 -Yeah. -
上楼 带你们去看秘密小屋 Come upstairs, we will show you your little hideout.
你们今天会见到很多女孩 Well, you guys are gonna see like a lot of girls today.
-是啊 我们有一整个… -是吧？对 Oh, yeah, there's a whole... Right? Yeah.
…团伙 -...gang. -
你可以在圈子里问问 大家都认识约翰 You can ask anyone in the biz. Everyone knows John.
大家都说他是出色的代理人 Everyone knows he's a great agent.
-我们去几楼？ -三楼 Which button are we? Three.
他总是积极地帮女孩们揽活 他在乎我们 He always gets his girls gigs, like, he cares about us.
所以约翰拉我入伙的时候 That's why when John asked me to come onboard,
我非常兴奋 因为我知道他在业界干得风生水起 I was so excited 'cause I know he's doing a great thing here in the industry.
我们楼下有一个单元 We have, um, one downstairs unit.
你们在这边楼上 And then you guys will be up here.
-这是泰莉和佐伊 -你好 This is Tally... and Zoey. Hello.
见到你很高兴 Nice to meet you.
我们干这一行已经有18年了 We've been in business a little over 18 years.
躲在那儿的是梅根 Come on, that's Megan hiding over there.
嗨 -Hi. -
我与合作的女孩之间建立的关系… The relationship that I've established with girls I've worked for, you know,
（约翰史蒂文 代理人）
…就是她们完全信任我 is that they, you know, trust me completely.
就像 怎么说 我就像个父亲 It's almost like, you know, I'm like a father figure.
现在你到了 你可以… Now that you're here, you can, like...
你应该发短信回家 告诉他们… You should text everyone at home and tell them that...
-你到了 你很好 -平安无事 -you're here, you're okay. -Safe.
-我们没有… -没有诡异的事情 -We haven't-- -It's not weird.
我们没把你卖去奴隶营 We haven't sold you to, like, you know, a slave camp.
-贩卖性奴？ -对 就是那种 -Sex traffickers? -Yeah, yeah, exactly.
我妈最担心的就是这个 Yeah. That's my mom's number one concern.
-你妈知道你来啊？ -对 -Your mom knows you're here? -Yeah.
-是的 -你真幸运 Oh, wow! Yeah. Oh, you're so lucky.
-是啊 -我还没跟我妈讲 -Well... Yeah. -I still haven't told my mom.
我觉得我应该说出来 Yeah, I figured I should just get it off my chest.
不过我爸还不知道 But my dad doesn't know.
但我想他大概会发现的 But I imagine he'll probably find out.
他喜欢看色情电影 -He likes porn. -
你可能不想让他看到这种惊喜 That's a surprise you may not want him to experience on his own.
是啊 --Yeah.
好了 我们怎么分乘？ Okay, how're we riding? Uh...
新人上我的车 New peeps with me.
好的 All right, good.
一个人来洛杉矶 我感到很紧张… I was nervous about coming to LA by myself...
但我觉得贝莉是个特别真诚的人 but I think Bailey is a very genuine person.
（邦妮金茨）
她真的很在乎我 不希望我在行业里遇到不好的事 She really cares that I don't have, like, a bad experience in the industry.
来 我们去碰碰大海 我们到加州啦！ Come on, let's go touch the ocean. We're in California!
看 我脚趾湿了 Look, I got my toes wet.
-恭喜 你做到了 -谢谢 我们做到了 -Congratulations, you made it. -Thank you. We made it.
-恭喜 -我做到了 -Congratulations. -I made it.
跨越整个国家 All the way across the country. Yay!
（马特里克斯模特欢迎邦妮金茨加盟 坐标洛杉矶 接受预订）
我们做到了 We did it.
我们来了 -We're here. -
是的 Yeah.
嘿 朋友们！你们好 Hey, guys! Hola.
我的生意有很多个收益来源 My business is built on multiple revenue streams.
我招募新人 介绍她们入行 但… I'm recruiting and bringing in a lot of people, but...
我也拍色情影片 销售自己的内容 做直播 there's also porn shoots, selling my own content and camming.
猜猜我的丁字裤什么颜色？ You wanna guess what color thong I'm wearing?
你怎么知道我穿没穿？ How do you know I'm wearing a thong?
你这个流氓 You're such a hooligan.
直播模特通过摄像头做直播表演 A cam model performs live shows on a webcam.
通常用性表演来赚钱 Usually do sexual acts for money.
（“戴弗2569” 打赏“贝莉莱恩”150代币）
谢谢戴弗！ Thank you, Dave!
在线直播时间越长 打赏的人就越多 然后… The more hours you spend on cam, the more tippers pile up, and then...
你就有了追随者 bam! You have a following.
你再也不用去脱衣舞俱乐部 取悦男人来赚取小费了 --You don't have to go to a strip club to entertain men and get tips anymore.
我们可以坐在自己家里 We have the ability to sit in our home
时不时露露肉 就能赚到打赏 and maybe flash every once in a while and get tips.
谢谢 --Thank you.
这是工作… It's... it's a job...
是份正当的工作 It's a legitimate job.
大部分成功的女孩 都把它视为正当的工作 And most successful girls treat it like a legitimate job.
人们进入我的直播间… When people come into my cam room...
我就能看他们的数据 I can look at their stats.
我能看到他们买了多少代币 I can see how many tokens they've ever purchased,
账户上还有多少代币… how many tokens they have in their account right now...
然后决定要不要在他们身上花时间 and, you know, decide whether or not I wanna give them the time of day.
我知道听着很恶劣 I know that sounds horrible,
但我必须选择好把注意力放在哪里 but I do have to pick and choose who I give my attention to.
这个月 Just this month,
有个会员给了我 税前800美元的小费 I have one member who has tipped $800 before taxes.
我很喜欢数据 I really like statistics.
我知道没有很多人会承认这点 I know not many people would admit to that.
但我在电脑前看 数据和饼状图 一坐就是一天 I do sit at my computer and just look at stats and pie charts all day.
内裤 Panties.
光卖内裤就可以赚很多钱 Like, you can make a ton of money just selling panties.
如果是高中时代的… 那就值200美元 And if they're from high school... they're $200.
还能得到一张我穿着它的拍立得照片 It comes with a Polaroid of me wearing them.
可不是高中拍的 Not while I was in high school.
这幅画 这是我用胸部画的 And here's a painting. I painted it with my boobs.
（胸部画画好有趣！）
我会把它放上eBay拍卖 I'll put it on eBay
宣传说买画会附赠一段视频 and, like, advertise that it comes with a video.
这是登载贝莉莱恩的那期《阁楼》 This is the Bailey Rayne issue of Penthouse.
我在直播时给这些打广告 I advertise these on cam.
在此之前… Before all of this...
我在保守的印第安纳长大 性被认为是坏东西 I grew up in conservative Indiana and sex was bad.
我的高中尝试过做性教育 We tried to have sex ed in my high school,
但是家长来办公室闹翻了 and the parents stormed the office
他们觉得这是在鼓励性行为 because they saw it as promoting sex.
（逾半数美国青少年 接受性教育时间不足两天）
我们的怀孕率全州第二 We had the second highest pregnancy rate in the state.
我以前连高潮都不懂 I didn't even know what an orgasm was
到了大学三年级才搞明白 until my third year of college.
那是我第一次男生让我高潮 That was the first time a boy actually got me off.
我当时很困惑 And I was, like... confused.
我就想：“等等 这是什么？” I was like, "Wait, what was that?"
我在做直播前甚至 都不知道自己的身体长什么样 I didn't even know what my body looked like until I started camming.
我的天！太谢谢了！ Oh, my gosh! Thank you so much!
（任何视频-露肉 打20下屁股-打5下屁股）
上大学的时候 我有两三份工作 While I was in college, I had two or three jobs.
我忙得吐血 I worked my ass off
就吃方便面和速食土豆泥 and lived off of ramen and instant mashed potatoes.
我再也不想过那种日子了 Like... I never wanna go back to that.
（“疯狂马特” 打赏“贝莉莱恩”2000代币）
“疯狂马特”！ MadMatt!
你是不是不小心多按了个数字？ Did you, like, hit an extra number on accident?
我的天！ Oh, my God!
我本来要到46岁才能还清学生贷款 It would have taken me until I was 46 to pay off my student loans.
谢谢！ Thank you!
我原本已经是候选全职教师了 And I was actually in line to start a full-time teaching job,
做助教 an assistant job.
起步年薪是两万美元 And it started at $20,000 a year.
现在我赚的是那份工资的八倍 And I make eight times that.
现在 帮助这些女孩 满足了我内心的需求 Now, helping these girls feeds the woman in me.
我当初选择做教师是因为热爱 You know, I taught because I loved it.
从某种意义上来说 我现在又能做老师了 And in a way, I've found a way to teach again.
谢谢 Thank you.
我当时开始做直播时 没有任何人 When I first started camming, I didn't have anyone there
指导我整个流程该怎么做 to kind of guide me through the whole process.
（“疯狂马特” 要脱裙子了吗…？）
我当时感觉很不舒服 I was uncomfortable a lot.
好了 现在要脱裙子了 All right, the dress is coming off.
总有人在挑战你的极限 There will always be people who wanna push your limits.
其实很多人 看到你不舒服的话会觉得兴奋 It's actually a turn on to a lot of people to see you uncomfortable.
我吃了很多苦头才学到这一点 And I had to learn that the hard way.
（疯狂女孩）
今天你们会了解到 Today, you guys will kind of get a feel for...
制作人会认为你们适合做什么 what these producers can see you, like, really fitting into.
在我们行业 能做很多不同的事情很重要 Being able to do a lot of different things is kind of important in our industry.
因为各种形式五花八门 -Mmm-hmm. -'Cause, I mean there's so many things
你能做的越多 赚的就越多 and the more you can cover, the more you can profit from.
-是啊 -很有赚头 -Yeah. -It's very lucrative.
你们需要成立LLC You guys need to form LLC's.
约翰和我可以教你们怎么做 And John and I can walk you through that.
-LLC是什么？ -有限责任公司的缩写 What is that, an LLC? Um, a limited liability company.
尽快去办 Do it as soon as possible
这样你的税率会大幅下降 because your tax rate will go down significantly.
我没有银行账户什么的 I don't have, like, a bank account or anything.
你没有啊？ You don't?
没有 我在这是不是要开一个？ No. Should I do that while I'm here?
-是的 -你就像妈妈一样 真好 -Yes. -You're such a mom. I love it.
我喜欢这样 --I love it.
-嗨 -嗨 -Hi. -Hi.
-嘿 -女士优先 -Hey. -After you, ladies.
（新感觉制作公司）
-嗨 我是邦妮 -嗨 你是… -Hi. I'm Bonnie. -Hi. You're...
-邦妮 -邦妮？ Bonnie. Bonnie?
我是伊娃 Mmm-hmm. I'm Eva.
嗨 伊娃 嗨 贝莉 Hi, Eva. Hi, Bailey.
女士们 坐这里吧 Girls, why don't you sit over here.
-这样我能好好看到你们 -好的 -So I can get a better look at you. -Okay.
好了 给我身份证 -Okay. ID's, ID's, ID's. -Uh-huh.
非常感谢 -Thank you very much. -Mmm-hmm.
（未来属于 相信自己的美好梦想的人）
好的 Okay.
你们什么时候开始的？ So, you girls started when?
-我一年前开始做直播 -对 -I started camming about a year ago. -Right.
我是自己做 还没有过专业经验 So I've been doing that on my own. But I haven't done anything professional yet.
你呢？ Mmm-hmm, and you?
我只做过单人表演 Uh, just solo.
从没和男孩拍过？ So, you've never done a boy on camera?
会有趣的 Could be interesting.
好了 你对哪种男生感兴趣？ Okay, and what type of guy are you interested in?
你会被哪种男生吸引 不是感兴趣 That you're attracted to, not interested in.
我不知道要不要立刻开始拍男女影片 Well, I don't know if I'm gonna do boy-girl right off the bat. But--
你想从女生开始？ -So you wanna start with girls? -Mmm-hmm.
好吧 谁先来拍照片？ Okay, who wants to get their pictures taken first?
-在这脱光？好吧 -就这 马上 -Woo-hoo! Get naked right here? Okay. -Right here, right now.
来吧 -Let's do it. -Mmm-hmm.
我喜欢邦妮的外貌 I love Bonnie's look.
真可惜她只拍女生 我真难过 It's a shame Bonnie only does girls. It kills me.
（里内恩格尔哈特 制片人）
别撅嘴 Don't pout.
微笑 谢谢 Smile. Thank you.
她是我梦寐以求的… She's my dream...
她有臀 有胸 有脸蛋 because she's got the butt, she's got the boobs, she's got the face.
但她不喜欢和男孩拍 那我只能调整 But she's not comfortable doing boys, so I have to adjust
接受现实 这是她想要的 and accept the fact that that's what she wants.
希望有一天她能改变主意 And hopefully, one day, she'll change her mind.
让我得到我觉得 能从她那里得到的东西 And give me what, you know, what I think I can get from her.
她想让我拍男女影片 对吗？ She... she wants me to do boy-girl, doesn't she?
你不一定要为他们工作 You don't have to work for them first.
还有别的公司 不要有压力 There are so many other companies, you don't ever have to be pressured.
-好吧 -嗯 -Okay, good. -Yeah.
我真的想让这些女孩明白 I really wanna help these girls understand.
她们绝对不要让自己觉得难受 They should never, ever be uncomfortable.
好了 Oh. All right.
出发去下一站探险 跟我来 Off to the next adventure. Just follow me.
我是这个行业的女性主义者 I am a feminist working in this industry.
我知道自己是性玩物 但我掌控着一切 I know I'm a sex object, but I control everything.
我不喜欢做任何不体面的事 I don't like doing anything degrading.
所以我只拍单人 That's why I shoot solo.
如果我做的事不体面 那我就是在羞辱自己 So, if it's degrading, it's me degrading myself.
如果付清账单的唯一方法 If the only way to pay my bills
就是做我觉得不舒服的事情的话 was to do something I was uncomfortable with,
我就会失去自信 I would not be empowered.
-你先请 -谢谢 After you. Thank you.
（费利电影制作公司）
-你好 -你好 好久不见 Hello. Hello, long time no see.
-你好吗？ -我很好 -How are you? -Pretty good.
天呐 你们看上去好单纯 Boy, you guys look innocent.
这很好 对吗？ --That's good, right?
你看起来有点像 年轻的安娜妮可史密斯 You look like a young Anna Nicole Smith, maybe, a little bit.
谢谢你 Oh, thank you.
-你更漂亮 而且健康 -谢谢 -A lot prettier, but wholesome. -Thank you.
像个健康的德州姑娘 Like a wholesome-looking, like, Texas girl.
-俄克拉荷马 -俄克拉荷马？你是那里人？ -Oklahoma. -Oklahoma? Is that where you're from?
为什么来加州？ -Mmm-hmm. -So, what brings you to California?
-为了生意 -对 -Business. -Yeah.
你要拍色情电影？ -You're gonna do porn? -Mmm-hmm.
只拍色情片来养活自己是不够的 You know, you're not just gonna be able to make a living doing porn.
你们要学更多东西 You're gonna have to learn more, you know?
投入在制片上的钱这么多是因为… There's only so much money being spent on producing because...
你们年轻人都不再 花钱看色情电影了 对吧？ young people like you don't pay for porn anymore, do you?
-对的 -是 yeah. -Yeah.
-你是只和女生拍还是也拍男生？ -目前只拍女生 -Are you gonna do just girls or boys? -Uh, just girls for now.
挺好的 为什么呢？ Good for you. And why is that?
我就想等等 不想急着拍男女影片 Uh, I just wanna wait, hold off on boy-girl.
-你有男朋友吗？ -没有 -Boy-girl... Do you have a boyfriend? -I don't.
你没有 你没整过形？ You don't. And you're natural?
我的天！你是个魔物啊 姑娘 Good Lord! You're trouble, girl.
我不用看都知道它们肯定很美 I don't even have to see 'em and I know they're beautiful.
-来吧 -她要给我们看吗？ -Go, go ahead. -She's gonna show 'em to us?
-快 把上衣脱了 -她们俩胸都很美 -Yes. Quick, just topless. -They both have really nice breasts.
关于拍色情电影 其实我已经考虑很久了 I've been thinking about doing porn for a while now, actually.
所以我选择来这里 And I decided to come out here.
难以置信 Unbelievable.
我想要赚尽可能多的钱 I plan on making as much money as possible.
我想要让我的家庭大变样 I wanna be able to make a significant change for my family.
我想照顾我妈妈 I wanna be able to take care of my mom for the rest of her life.
看看啊 Look at those things.
瑞贝卡 检查它们是真是假 Rebecca, make sure they're real for us.
-已检查 -过关 Certified. You passed.
绝对是真的 They're pretty real.
我现在就要订下她们 约翰 我怎么可能不订呢？对不对？ I'll book them both right away, John. I mean, how can I not? Right?
-你们愿意一起工作吗？ -好啊 -Would you guys work together? -Uh, yeah.
嗯 我愿意 Yeah. I'm down. Oh, yeah.
我的童年时代 You know, we always, like, grew up, like,
一直远远生活在贫困线下 所以… five miles below the poverty line. So...
我的弟弟妹妹从没有真正… my little brother and my little sister never really got...
他们没有过什么好东西 但他们值得拥有更好的生活 like, they never really had that much and they deserve more.
所以… So...
我只想趁他们 还小的时候让他们享受到 I just wanna be able to do that while they're still young.
谢谢“匹诺托”！ -Thank you, Pinoto! -
哦我的天！我们脱掉上衣啦！ Oh, my God! We're topless!
脱掉上衣啦！而且打赏又创新高！ We're topless! And we have a new high tip!
我要发到Snapchat上 I need to send that to Snapchat.
我在直播网站上物色女孩 I find girls on cam sites.
你比黑暗骑士厉害多了！ You're Dark Knight times ten now!
每带出一个女孩我都有收入 I get paid per girl that I bring out.
好了 我们来吧！ All right, let's get to it!
（雇佣拍摄单人和女女镜头的女生 贝莉能得到五百美元）
他们不知道我有翘臀 是的我有 Also, they don't know that I have, uh, buns of steel. But I do.
（雇佣拍摄男女镜头的女生 她能得到一千美元）
十六下！谢谢“提米”！ --Sixteen! Thank you, Timmy!
我联系了塞蕾娜 I contacted Salena.
她立刻就回应了 And she responded, like, right away.
她很兴奋 She was really excited.
我雇人的时候很看重这点 Which is really important when I'm recruiting people.
我希望她们来之前能满怀激情 I want them to be really excited about this before they come out.
好了 我们上线啦！ All right, we're live!
你好 “大脚趾” Howdy, BigToe.
你好 “心慌慌” 你好 “提米”！ Howdy, Fluster. Howdy, Timmy!
你好！我关注着你哦 “提米” Hello! I'm watching you, Timmy.
好了 二十三下 Okay. Twenty-three.
一 二 三 One, two, three,
四… four...
我叫塞蕾娜斯托姆 20岁 My name is Salena Storm. I am 20 years old.
六下… Six...
我是全职主播 I work full-time on cam.
我经济独立 And I support myself fully.
我不需要为任何事求人 I don't have to ask anyone for anything.
我自付账单 Pay my own bills.
十…不是下蹲就好了！ -Ten... It better not be squats! -
我喜欢我做的事 I love what I do.
我喜欢下线之后 I love the sense of accomplishment I get
看到所有收获时的成就感 when I get offline and I get to see what I made.
我觉得我终于喘上气了 Whoo! I think I have my breath back.
我的直播间运营不错 但我想做得更好 My room, it's been doing great, but I want it to do better.
好 回到怪模样 So, back to being weird.
所以我想进入色情影片行业 That's why I wanted to break into the porn industry
把我的名字传播出去 to just get my name out there.
然后把人们引导回我的直播间 And then redirect them into my room.
塞蕾娜…她非常自信 Salena is... She's really confident.
我觉得这一点能让她走得很远 I think that'll take her really far.
她不太需要人教 She's actually not gonna need a lot of coaching.
我的天！你真的转得很好！ Oh, my God! You're really good at that!
我去！不是吧！ -Holy shit! God damn! -
我们可以把这个拍进视频！ We could do that in a video!
我想念我的呼啦圈 I miss my hoops.
你今天想拍潮吹还是肛交？ Do you wanna do squirt or anal for your video today?
我们只来得及拍一个 We have time for one.
我今天不想拍肛交 Okay, yeah, I don't wanna do anal today.
因为我想先看看别人的视频 Just because I wanted to, like, watch other people's videos.
-潮吹你可以吗？ -可以的 -Are you okay with squirting? Yes! -Yeah, that's fine.
-那好 我们…上去吧 -走咯！ -Okay, let's go... up here. -Wheeler!
贝莉人很好 我很喜欢她 Bailey's very sweet. And I really like her.
我真的很敬仰她 I really look up to her, too.
她绝对是个好榜样… She definitely is a role model, you know...
要不是有她在 If it wouldn't have been for her,
我当时立刻就会答应拍男女影片 想都不会想 I would have done boy-girl immediately, right off the bat.
我只有白色的胸罩和内裤 I just have the white bra and panty set.
我喜欢那个上衣 Well, I really like that top.
-你能把它配上短裤穿吗？ -好 -Could you wear it with the shorts? -Yeah.
我希望我能像她一样 You know, I hope that I can be more like her.
保持冷静 And keep a level head.
特别是在我赚了大把钞票之后 Especially if I do start making, you know, substantial money.
我希望我能… I hope that I can...
有担当 做出负责任的选择 be responsible, and make responsible choices.
我想让你站在那儿 然后… So, I just want you to stand there and, you know...
稍微抚弄一下自己 just kinda feel yourself for a little bit,
然后我说 “好了 你可以脱掉你的… and then I'll say, "All right, you can take off your...
好了 你可以脱掉你的…” -All right, you can take off your..." -Okay, so, you're gonna be--
-我说话的地方会剪掉 -好 -'Cause we'll cut the parts where I talk. -Okay.
那么… -And... -
开始 go.
掌控自己的内容是 这个行业最重要的事 Controlling your own content is the most important thing in this industry.
（学习潮吹）
她可以自己保存这些短片 She gets to keep the clips.
我把它们都上传到 她自己的短片商店 I actually upload them to her very own clip store,
她可以一直在那儿销售短片赚钱 where she can sell them and make money forever,
影片永远不会消失 like, they never go away.
换姿势 Change positions.
把脚尖踮起来 对 --Kinda point your toes. Yeah.
这样做我自己也会获利 I've set this up to where it does benefit me, too.
（我帮女孩们建立短片商店！ 上传中…）
我不收她钱 但我在自己的商店里也卖她的短片 Instead of charging her, I just keep the clips and sell them on my own store, too.
（邦妮学习潮吹）
这就是做生意 That's business.
-我要灌点水 -没关系的 -Um, I need to chug some water. -No, you're fine.
-我做不到潮吹 我没感觉了 -我们会让你潮吹的 -I can't squirt... I'm off. -We're gonna make you squirt.
不是尿尿哦 It's not pee, though.
不知为什么 如果你说这是尿 人们就说 'Cause for some reason, when you say it's pee, guys are like,
“你做错了” 那我只能说：“好吧” "Ew! You're doing it wrong." It's, like, "Okay."
喝水可以激活我的阴道魔力之泉 It'll activate my magical vagina juices, if I drink water.
来拍完吧 -Hmm... -Finish it.
那么…开始 And... action.
好极了 It's awesome.
你的粉丝会想看更多 Your fans are gonna wanna see more, and more, and more.
这是个很棒的小循环 It's kind of a cool little circle.
都准备好了 And it's all ready to go.
我还写了点东西 -I even did a little write-up. -Yay.
“这是我职业生涯的最棒高潮！” "And it's my best orgasm of my career!"
（邦妮金茨）
（这是我的第一个线上收费视频 晚安宝贝们）
（一觉醒来粉丝就过千啦！ 该怎么庆祝呢？干杯朋友们）
-你好！ -你好！ Hello! Hello!
-终于见面了！你好吗？ -嗨！终于见到了 -We finally meet! How are you? -Hi! We finally meet.
我很好 I'm doing good.
-你激动吗？ -当然！ -Are you excited? -Yeah!
-今天会很棒的！ -我好兴奋 -It's gonna be a big day! -I'm excited.
今天会是漫长的一天 -It is gonna be a long day. -Oh, my goodness.
但我很兴奋 -But I'm very excited. -
塞蕾娜住在圣迭戈 Salena lives in San Diego.
所以她可以定期开车来和我们拍片 So, she'll be able to drive up regularly and shoot, and work with us.
她可以依然住在家里 And she'll still be able to live at home.
-嘿 约翰！ -你好！怎么样？ Hey, John! Hello! How are you?
-我是约翰 请坐 -嗨！ -I'm John. Have a seat. -Hi!
简单介绍下自己 Tell me a little bit about yourself.
我真的很想进入这个行业 真正… Um, just like... I really just want to get into this industry
真正交叉推广我的直播事业 to really just cross-promote my cam world.
她是个有想法的网络女主播 -She's a camgirl with a plan. -Um...
总的来说 And so, primarily,
你只想做单人和女女的工作 you're interested in just doing, like, solo and girl-girl work.
对 我想做单人和女女 I'm interested in doing, yes, solo and girl-girl.
-男女绝对不行 坚决不可以 -好的 -Boy-girl's a definite no. Hard, hard no. -Right.
你想做到什么地步？ And how successful are you interested in becoming?
越成功越好 As big as I can get.
追随者越多 I mean, the more followers I get,
想看我直播的人也就越多 the more people are gonna be interested seeing me live.
我就是想这样 So, I'm all for it.
好吧 那我们就开始吧 All right. So, yeah, let's get going.
-马上开始行动？ -对 -Get this show on the road, huh? -Yep!
只要你觉得能接受 As long as you're comfortable,
表达性感不是什么错事 there's nothing wrong with expressing your sexuality.
我反而认为那让人感觉自信 If anything, I find it empowering.
-确实如此 -我也是 Very much so. Yeah, me too.
看自己的直播我会兴奋 It turns me on, like, watching myself on the cam.
看到那么多人在直播间 And seeing that number of people in the room.
我就觉得 “我今天真火辣！谢谢！” I'm like, "Yeah, I am hot today! Thank you!"
这个摄影师叫杰罗克 This photographer, his name is J Rock.
他为大概… He shoots for several...
四五家不同的公司拍摄 Probably, like, four or five different companies.
给我讲讲你自己吧 So, tell me about you.
我来自圣迭戈 Uh, I'm from San Diego.
-很近啊 -是 -So, close by. -Okay.
专业色情片 没经验 Um, professional porn, no experience.
但做过直播 But... uh, with camming,
我和别的女孩一起直播过 我做过四五次女女表演 I've cammed with other girls. I've done, like, four or five girl-girl shows,
和她们接触… made contact with them...
很舒服 Very comfortable.
答得不错 That's the good answer.
-你能做好的 -是的 -So, you're gonna do well. -Yeah.
在这个行业 有时你就被当做肉体看待 In this industry, sometimes you do get treated like a piece of meat.
大屁股的瘦女孩！ Skinny girl with a booty!
总是被物化可能确实让人丧气 It could be demoralizing to always just be objectified.
翘起一边臀部 对了！ Stick one hip out. Yeah, there you go!
真美！ --Beautiful!
但我觉得就算是做性玩物 也可以拥有自信和能量 But I think it is possible to be empowered and still be a sex object.
只要你能接受自己做的事 As long as you're okay with what you're doing
你明白自己在构建怎样的生活 and you know what kind of life you're building for yourself.
她就是个完美的维秘模特 She's a perfect Victoria's Secret model.
小时候 我父母做着很赚钱的生意 Growing up, my parents, they owned a very lucrative business.
腿再分开点 Spread your legs more apart.
他们最后卖掉了公司 They ended up selling the business
六个月后 我们破产了！ and about six months later, we were broke! Broke!
很好！ Nice!
亲眼目睹父母失败的我很害怕 Seeing my parents fail scared me.
我跟自己说我绝不要这样！ And I told myself I will never do that!
好了 屁股镜头！ Okay, booty shots!
我只想成功 这是我唯一的追求 I just want to be successful. That's all I want.
太美了！ --Beautiful!
我内心深处的声音在说 It's just that thing inside of me that says,
“你必须成功 你别无选择” "You have to be successful. You have no choice."
那你怎么…因为我的情况很明显 So, how did, like... 'Cause obviously, to me,
因为我一直做直播 it kinda makes sense 'cause I was camming.
你是怎么决定要做这个的？ But, like, how did you decide that you wanted to get into this?
我就是觉得：“我可以做” Um, I just thought, like, "Oh, I can do that," you know.
我知道我能做好… Wow! And I just knew that I could handle...
我能做好 I can handle it.
但永远不要做让自己不舒服的事 But... never do anything you're not comfortable with.
你不需要为了成功做到那个地步 You don't have to be that kind of girl to be successful.
说到邦妮… As far as Bonnie is concerned...
我觉得她对一切都天真无知 I feel like she's pretty naive to everything.
两天前 我做了那个… Two days ago, I had to do like a...
公共场合手淫 之类的 you know, masturbate in public, whatever.
我还挺喜欢的 很有趣 Which I really liked it. It was fun.
而且… And, you know...
但是你不会惹上麻烦吗？ But, like, can't you get in trouble?
-是啊… -有个女孩真的遇到过麻烦… Yeah... One girl is actually in trouble--
这不是非法的吗？ Isn't that illegal?
你会被记录在性犯罪者名单上 'Cause, like, you're registered on the sex offender list.
我觉得她可能会被人利用 I feel like she could get taken advantage of.
老实说 我很为她担心 I'm just scared for her, to be quite frank.
特别是在听了她今天说的话之后 Just based off of what I've heard her talk about today.
我以前是个脱衣舞女 所以… I was an exotic dancer. So...
我跳脱衣舞 I was a stripper.
我不再跳的原因是 我的身体实在受不了 I stopped dancing because it was really hard on my body.
你要摩擦… You know, you're grinding on them and...
他们会把手伸到我的内裤里 they'll try and stick their fingers, like, in my panties.
我真的受够了跟他们说不 Like, that gets really old, telling people no.
真的很煎熬 Really wore on me.
你就带上那种小短裙啊 裙子啊 Yeah, just bring, you know, like, some little skirts, dresses,
内裤和胸罩 some panties and bras.
我希望我能更适应色情电影一点 I hope that I'm more comfortable with porn.
来 我来把你发到Snapchat上 Here, let me post you on my Snapchat.
你的Snap收费吗？ -Do you charge for Snap? -Mmm-mmm.
-我们该再申一个Snapchat -对 -We should make another Snapchat. Yeah. -Right, yeah?
一个给所有人看 Like, have one for everyone
就发点“这个小妞真性感”之类的 that's just like, "Oh, yeah, this chick's really hot,"
然后“如果你想看更污的东西 and then, be like, "If you wanna see the dirty stuff,
最好每月付 30美元买我的Snapchat” you better buy my Snapchat for $30 or whatever for a month."
生意就做起来了 And then you make, like, a business.
-能赚好多钱 -是啊 -There's a ton of money that way. -Yeah.
-都准备好了？ -嗯 -Got everything? -Yeah.
好了 我们走 All right, here we go.
第一次拍摄你们两个人一起做 兴不兴奋？ So are you guys excited that your first shoot is, like, together?
-当然 -感觉很安心 Yeah. That's, like, comforting.
我懂 I know.
你们练习了吗？ Did you guys practice at all?
-没有 -你没练习？ -No. -Oh, you didn't practice?
-我和佐伊练习了 -要练习什么？ -I practiced with Zoey. -What is there to practice?
我们那晚喝了施洛珂伏特加 -Well, Bonnie... -We drank Ciroc the other night.
你从没和别人 在镜头前做过女女 对吗？ Oh, so, you haven't done a girl-girl thing -with anyone on camera, right? -No.
没有 和佐伊练习是好事 Hmm, it was probably a good thing you practiced with Zoey.
（@18bbabygrl 和@BonnieKinzXX）
（今天首次拍摄！ 转发祝她们好运！）
这里看起来像牧场 This looks like a prairie.
做了这第一场演出后… After I do this... first gig...
我再也不能装作从没做过的样子 like, I can't ever act like I didn't do this.
我不想做完了之后 I don't want to just, like, do it and then,
就彻底完蛋了 kind of, crash and burn, you know.
我最怕的是被家乡的人发现 Mostly nervous about, like, people from my hometown finding out.
他们很保守 They're very conservative.
他们会非常失望 So I know they're gonna be really upset about this.
没人想让自己的女儿或者孙女做这个 You know, nobody wants their, like, daughter or granddaughter to do this.
这边该准备了 --Time to get set up here.
那么… So...
-我没听错吧？你在读高中？ -对 -did I hear that you're in high school? -Yeah.
现在尽可能多拍视频… Video as much as you can now...
等以后在视频网站之类的地方 你就可以这样宣传… so that later on, on clip sites and stuff, you can advertise it as...
-“高中的我” -是啊 对的 -"Me in high school." -Yeah, exactly.
或者“我在高中的沙发上自慰” Or, like, "Me diddling myself on the sofa in high school."
“我在高中的镜子前自慰” "Me diddling myself against a mirror in high school."
“各种在高中” Like, "in high school, in high school, in high school."
-好好利用 -对 -Use it. -Yeah.
有人需要冲洗的吗？ Anybody need a douche or anything like that?
-不用 我没事 -不用？ No, I'm good. No?
杰 让她们都出来吧 Let's get 'em all out there, J.
来吧 好了 你记得自己的台词吧？ Come on, girls. All right, so you know your line?
好 我们开始 -Mmm-hmm. -Okay, here we go.
准备…开始！ And... action!
杰西卡 我真的喜欢你 但我也喜欢克里斯汀 Jessica, I do like you, but I like Kristen, too.
不要笑 Don't do the laughing. Don't do the laughing.
说的时候你可以看着她 You can look down at Kristen when you say that,
然后再回头用乞求的眼神看她 then look back up at her almost, like, pleading,
“我们不能一起玩吗？” "Can't we just have an orgy?"
那种表情 -You know, that type of look. -
准备 开始！ Ready, and action!
杰西卡 我真的喜欢你 Jessica, I do like you,
但我也喜欢克里斯汀 but I like Kristen, too.
很好 “你应该过来 杰西卡 Good. "You should probably come here, Jessica.
我们当然可以一起玩 我们来做吧” There's no reason we can't all have fun. Let's go for it."
准备…开始！ And... action!
我觉得我们可以开始脱她衣服 I think we should probably start undressing her.
好恶心 Ew, that was really gross.
他们生气了 They're just kind of pissed off about
想要我们摆奇怪的姿势 但… trying to get in weird positions, but...
-是啊 -是啊 我们没照做 Yeah. Yeah, we ripped that.
你们拍色情电影以前都是做什么的？ What did you guys do before you, like, did porn?
-我的天 -你跳舞吗？ -Oh, my gosh. -Did you dance or anything?
不 我是服务员 No, I was a waitress.
我没做过直播 没跳过脱衣舞 I wasn't camming, I wasn't stripping.
我就突然觉得 “我想拍色情电影 不想端盘子了” I was just like, "I wanna do porn and not wait tables anymore."
我以前就是做这个的 So that's what I did.
我想试试脱衣舞 I wanna start stripping though, at some point.
-可以啊 -会好玩的 -Yeah. -It'd be cool.
在脱衣舞俱乐部的工作 让我讨厌男人了 Working in the strip club made me hate men.
我被恶心到了 I'm just disgusted.
-真的 -是的 -Seriously. -Yeah.
那段经历压得我喘不过气 I just feel like it, like, sucked the life outta me.
-一群混蛋 -同意 -Motherfuckers. -Yeah, seriously.
现在这样打造自己 It would be nice to be able to, like, establish myself
不一定要走从单人到女女 without ever having to,
再到男女的路线真的很好 you know, make the jump from solo and girl-girl to boy-girl.
因为那完全就是另一回事了 Because that's just a whole other world.
我的继父特别爱看色情电影 My stepdad was an avid porn watcher.
我第一次看到色情弹窗广告时… So, first time I ever saw a pop-up porn ad...
只有六七岁 I was six or seven years old.
从那时起 我… From then I would, like...
我每晚都看 you know, I would look at it every night.
（近40%青少年 在14岁时已看过网络色情片）
（超过80%并未刻意搜索）
这个经历确实让我 在很小的时候就会想性的事情 I think it definitely made me think about sex at a really young age.
我11岁时胸部就发育了 My breasts grew in when I was 11.
让我得到了很多负面关注 I did get a lot of negative attention that way.
男生说… Boys said...
引用他们的原话 我看上去“很淫荡” I look like quote-unquote, "slut."
我12岁时失去了贞洁 When I was 12, I lost my virginity.
他17岁 比我大五岁 He was 17, so he was five years older than me.
我真希望事情不是那样发展的 I wish it wouldn't have happened like that.
你们不想做点什么吗？ You guys don't want to do anything tonight?
我太累了 -Hmm. -I'm so tired though.
是啊 Yeah.
我也是 Yeah.
（邦妮金茨：今晚真想大醉一场）
（日落大道）
喂 邦妮？你好吗？ Hello, Bonnie? How are you?
说实话 不太好 Um, not feeling that great, actually.
我昨晚烧得很厉害 I had, like, a really bad fever last night.
我的天啊 太糟糕了！ Oh, my God, I'm so sorry!
你跟约翰说了吗？ Did you tell John?
我正要请他过来 Yeah, I was actually about to ask him to come over here.
让他带你去一分钟诊所？ Then have him take you to a Minute Clinic?
不 我发高烧的原因 Yeah, no, the reason that I probably have a really bad fever
是因为我吃了好多摇头丸 is because I ate, like, a bunch of Molly.
我彻底破产了 因为我很笨 I'm, like, completely broke because I'm stupid
我不知道怎么管理自己的钱 and I don't know how to manage my money.
她准备买电脑的 但没有买 She was supposed to buy a computer, she didn't do it.
她买了毒品 然后生了病 She bought drugs. And then she got sick.
这简直… It's just...
我很担心 I'm concerned.
我太蠢了 I'm so stupid.
如果你必须嗑嗨了 才能做好这份工作… If you need to get high in order to cope with this job...
那真的很不健康 that is not healthy.
你无法完全掌控自己的身体 You're not in total control of your body.
（我最喜欢一个人抽烟）
嗑嗨了会让自己受伤 有女孩因此被强暴 You can get hurt if you have to be high. Girls get ripped because of that.
（此处有售 电影明星地图）
（为爸爸梳妆打扮）
这句话什么意思？ So, what does this text mean?
爸爸？ 爸爸是怎么回事？是男朋友吗？ A daddy? What's a daddy? Is that, like, a boyfriend?
就是干爹 Like, sugar daddy.
但他不是…他是按时间付你钱吗？ But he's not, like... Is he, like, paying for your time?
是 Um, yes.
但我今天没去找他 -But I didn't get to go with him today. -Oh.
约翰不会同意你这么做的 John would not be okay with that.
我知道 所以我不想让他发现 Yeah, I know. That's why I didn't want him to find out.
好吧 这很冒险 Okay. It's real risky.
我们以前有过几个女孩 做过类似的事… We've had a few girls, like, do stuff like that and it...
结果都是一样的 It always ends the same way.
通常这个女孩染上了严重的毒瘾 It's usually a girl that just gets strung out on crazy drugs
然后我们就再也没见过她 and then we never see her again.
我跟他说了 我不是妓女… I let him know. I'm, like, I'm not a prostitute...
我只需要知道 like, I just need to know that
如果我要在你身上花时间 那你要… if I'm going to invest my time in you that you're going to...
照顾好我 That I'm gonna be well taken care of.
-我就这么跟他说的 -他答应你什么了？ -That's what I told him. -What did he offer you?
吃一顿午饭五百美元 $500 to go to lunch with him.
-五百美元就吃一顿午饭？ -是的 -$500 for lunch? -Yeah.
他还想要别的 我不知道 He wants something else. I don't know.
就一顿午饭 这也给太多了 That's a lot of money for a lunch.
-如果有人付钱让你… -这是伴侣 -I mean, if someone is paying for your-- -It's companionship.
是 我想说的是 如果有人按时间付你钱… Yeah, I'm gonna say if someone's paying for your time...
你不必把它说成社交陪同 You don't have to call it escorting.
我只是想说大部分人会这么想 I'm just saying that most people do.
约翰也信任我会指引你们走正确的路 And John kinda trusted me to steer you guys in the right direction.
女孩们会凭空消失 Girls just disappear.
这个行业并不适合所有人 成人行业… The industry is not for everyone, the adult industry...
可能非常危险 it can be a very scary place.
嘿 朋友们！ Hey, guys!
我们很少能和行业圈子外的人交谈 We don't have a lot of people outside of the industry that we can talk to.
这就是这个行业的生存现实 It's part of being in the industry.
一旦进入 就算是被驱逐了 Once you're in it, you're... you're kind of an outcast.
萨姆！非常感谢！ Yay! Sam! Thank you so much!
（华馆 50美元 芝士蛋糕工厂 50美元）
你正式把我约出门了 Yeah, you're literally taking me out.
我的社交生活都在直播上 My social life is on cam.
我和妈妈打电话 但不能聊工作 I call my mom but I can't talk about, you know, work.
他们…他们不知道 They... they don't know.
我不想让我妈看到 I don't want my mom to see pictures
她记忆中的小女孩 of the little girl as she remembers her,
在镜头前大开双腿的画面 like, spreading it wide on camera.
那是表演 That's a show.
嘿 朋友们！ Hey, guys!
我的感受不重要 It doesn't matter how I'm feeling.
嘿 “巴菲”！ Hey, Baffy!
每天都有14小时的愉快时光 It's 14 hours a day of happy.
抽签姿势 Raffle position.
如果我把私人生活带进直播间 If I bring my personal life into the cam room,
很多人只会说… a lot of guys will just say, um,
“都是她编的 她只是想骗取同情代币” "She's just making it up 'cause she wants pity tokens."
我的资料上有五个新视频 I have five new videos on my profile.
但我走不开 But I can't leave.
我的视线真的无法从屏幕上移开 I literally can't stop looking at that screen.
我时不时就要盯着屏幕说 I constantly have to stare at that screen and say,
“嘿！你好 ‘大家伙99’” "Oh, hey! Hello, bigguy99."
你好 “山穹” Hey, there, mountaindome.
我开始喝酒 虽然不知道为什么 但确实有用 I start drinking and I... I don't know why it helps but it does.
你们太棒了 谢谢 You guys are amazing. Thank you.
我生理周期已经来了两周了 Um, I've been on my period for two weeks now
因为这个月我尝试不吃那个 because I tried to skip it this month.
我没吃糖片… Um, I skipped the sugar pills...
我想… and I think, um...
流血这么久 我身体实在吃不消 bleeding for that long is really taking a toll on my body.
我准备在直播间继续待到 I'm just gonna stay on cam
预定时间 然后… for the whole time I'm supposed to and...
退出 然后上床睡觉 log out and go to bed.
回头见 I'll be back in a bit.
-嘿 你好吗？ -你好 Hey, what's up? Hello.
-今天怎么样？ -挺开心的 -How was your day? -Oh, it's just been fun.
请坐 Have a seat.
日子过得如何？ So, how has life been?
挺好 我想说… Pretty good. I mean...
那个房间有人吗？ Is anyone in the other room?
没有 No.
好吧 我很为邦妮担心 Okay, I am really worried about Bonnie.
-嗯 -我要给你看个视频 -Yeah. -I have a video I want to show you.
你好 Hello.
我知道我要去哪儿 So I figured out where I was going.
我服用了佳静安定 有点不在状态 I took some Xanax, so I, like, I was kind of out of it.
我从没在飞机上做过坏事 I've never done anything naughty on a plane.
我只是让人请我喝酒 I just get guys to buy me drinks.
我可不是航空俱乐部的成员 现在还不是 I don't belong to the Mile High Club. Not yet.
我很调皮的 I am naughty.
你知道我很调皮的 看… You know I'm naughty. Watch...
她在飞机上掀自己衣服 She is flashing on a plane.
真看不下去 Just frustrating to watch.
我完全同意 No. I completely agree.
我不明白她在想什么 I don't understand what is going on in her head.
是啊 Yep.
完全失控 Completely out of control.
但最简单的现实是 But, the simple reality is,
如果我们转过身去 说 if we turn around and say, you know,
“好吧 我们不再与你合作了” "Okay, you know, we're not gonna work with you anymore."
那好 她就会去别的代理公司 Then, fine, she'll just go to another agency, you know?
他们根本不在乎 And they don't give a crap, you know?
甚至可能直接给她吃佳静安定 They'll probably be feeding her Xanax.
说白了 You know, in all honesty,
我可以坐下来和女孩们谈 I can sit and talk to the girls
说：“你真的要小心” and go, "You know, you just really have to be careful."
但除此之外 我也帮不了什么 But, you know, beyond that, it's, like, you know...
这也不是第一次了 been there, done it.
都是这样 Whatever.
归根结底… Look, the bottom line is...
我们能做什么？ what possibly can we do?
我有点失望 I am disappointed.
我觉得约翰帮不了什么 I don't see John being able to do anything.
我觉得他想得有点太商业化了 I think he may be a little too business-minded.
有些事情你得投入感情 Some things, you need to put your heart into it.
（凯莉佩芝）
-嗨 -嘿 快进来 Hi. Hey, come on in.
-你好吗？罗伯特 -我很好 你呢？ -How are you today? Robert. -I'm good, how are you?
很高兴见到你 Nice to meet you.
你怎么样？ How's your day going?
-很好 今天真热 -真好 -Pretty good. It's pretty hot here. -Good.
是啊 -It is. -
昨晚的航班怎样？ So, how was the flight in last night?
还好 很轻松 Easy flight. Easy breezy.
你对今天的活动有什么想法？ How're you feeling about what's gonna go on today?
-不紧张 -好的 -Not nervous. -Okay.
-你胸部多大？ -G罩杯 30G -What size boobs are you? -G. 30G.
-露出来吧 -好 -Pull 'em out of there. -Yeah.
（凯莉佩芝）
（亲们 我有劲爆消息 今天我第一次拍了男女镜头）
我刚从拉斯维加斯回到洛杉矶 I just got back to LA from Vegas
待了一晚上 今早飞回来的 and I just stayed the night and flew back this morning.
好可爱 Cute.
“来自贝莉 给邦妮” "From, Bailey. To, Bonnie."
这个超可爱 This is so cute.
这个也可爱 Oh, and this is cute, too.
我大概两周前开始拍男女镜头 I started doing boy-girl, like, two weeks ago.
我真的很喜欢 And, I don't... I really love it.
我很高兴自己开始拍男女了 I'm glad that I started doing boy-girl.
我的小妹妹一定会喜欢 肯定的 I bet my little sister would like this, actually.
绝对喜欢 Heck, yeah.
我想在开始做男女之前改名字 I wanted to change my name before I started doing boy-girl
我就想 because I just wanted to, like,
更忠于自己 我觉得 be more authentic to myself and I thought that
我就该用自己的本名 凯莉 I should just go by my first name which is Kylie.
这个决定是我在为《潜规则》 So, I decided that, like, 30 minutes before I started doing
拍第一条影片前30分钟做的 my first scene for Casting Couch.
我拍了两女一男的影片… I did a boy-girl-girl scene and...
我被强奸了… I got ripped...
但我… but I'm just like...
只是表面上看起来而已 It's just like, on the outside,
只是插入的时候有点疼 真的 so it only hurts, like, whenever you put it in, really.
我能忍受 So I can, like, get through it.
我只要忍受接下来的一个礼拜就行 So, I'm just trying to get through, like, this next week, really,
确实疼 但… and it hurts, but...
没关系的 It's, like, it's okay.
会好的 一旦习惯 但… It goes away once, like, once you get going, but...
邦妮很怕失败后销声匿迹 Bonnie is very afraid of disappearing and fizzling out.
拍男女影片 Doing boy-girl,
我觉得可能会让她不舒服… I think she may be making herself uncomfortable...
但她说服自己那就是她想要的 but she's telling herself it's what she wants.
我喜欢做这个 I like doing this.
很有趣 我喜欢 It's fun, like, I like it.
（粉云）
（马戏团酒类商店）
-嘿 -嘿 约翰 Hey. Hey, John.
好的 嘿 Okay. Hey. Uh...
我的天 好 Oh, my God. Okay.
她要看医生吗？ Um, does she need to go to a doctor?
我的天呐！ Oh, my God!
你确定她不用去医院？ Are you sure she doesn't need to go to a hospital or something?
好吧 Okay.
谢谢 一会儿见 Thank you. I will see you in a minute.
邦妮 她不太好 Bonnie. She is not doing well.
他说她昨晚玩过头了 He said that she partied too hard last night.
你好吗？ What's up?
她一整晚都在俱乐部玩 She just went out clubbing all night.
她肾感染了有… She's had the kidney infection for like...
两三周了 two or three weeks.
她肾感染还喝酒？ She's drinking with a kidney infection?
她…19岁 She's... 19.
爱玩的19岁少女 Nineteen-year-olds who like to go out and play.
邦妮？ Bonnie?
我实在看不下去了 It's very frustrating to watch.
我觉得自己是 I feel like I'm part of,
邪恶循环的一部分 kind of a... a vicious circle.
她根本不知道我进去过 She had no idea I was even in there.
完全不知道 Like... at all.
如果我之后问她 If... if I ask her about it later,
她绝对不会有 任何我进过她房间的记忆 she'll have absolutely no memory of me being in her room.
这样…够了 That's, like... I'm done.
我不能…我不知道怎么做 Like, I can't... I just can't even handle that.
“邦妮 你必须回家”这种话 Saying, "Bonnie, you need to go home,"
根本说不出口 因为这是她们的选择 wouldn't make much sense because it's their choice.
她们是成年人 我不是她们的妈妈 They're adults. I'm not their mom.
这是乔丹 这是贝莉 So, this is Jordan. This is Bailey.
-你好 很高兴见到你 -很高兴见到你 -Hello. It's nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you.
我真的很喜欢乔丹 I really like Jordan.
我真的无法接受 邦妮这种情况在我生活中经常发生 With Bonnie, I can't have that in my day-to-day life.
回头见 玩得开心 See you later. Have fun.
再见 回头见 Bye. See ya.
看着一个人偏离轨道… Watching someone spiral out of control is...
总是很让人伤心 但是 is always gonna be kind of heartbreaking, but...
我们都求胜心切 所以我的商业头脑 we are all competitive and so the business side of me
会占上风 感觉就像 just kinda kicks in, like,
“或许她不会坚持太久” "Well, maybe she won't be around very long."
很可怕 但这就是生意 It's terrible but that's how business is.
所以 当女孩们第一次入行时 So, when girls first get into the industry,
我总是强调“拥有自己的内容” I'm always stressing, "Own your own content."
邦妮要么要自己体会到这一点 要么就不会长久 Bonnie'll either figure it out on her own, or she won't last.
随着生意的进展 绝对就会这样 As far as business goes, that's exactly what will happen.
这太令人兴奋了 -Yay! This is so exciting. -
这真的会很好玩 This will be really fun.
字幕翻译：张珺怡